bts obsession took over had to make a new blog

💗 i'm here to reblog smut so like no minors 💗

[stephanieconstantine]

First Love (Series Masterlist)

Pairing: Min Yoongi/Female!OC

Part 1 - First Love

Summary: Lee Jaerin has everything. Fame. Fortune. Freedom. But five years ago she lost the one person who meant everything to her. Every part of her brain is screaming at her to let Min Yoongi stay in her past, but the heart has a mind of it's own and hers is determined to get him back into her life.

Word Count: 15.9k

Part 2 - Seesaw

Summary: Lee Jaerin and Min Yoongi have everything. They have each other after all. But the pressures of fame are increasing every day and threatening their little slice of paradise. Can they survive it and do they even want to?

Word Count: 16.9k

Part 3 - Come Over

Summary: Jaerin and Yoongi haven't seen each other in more than seven years. But life goes on. As they navigate new beginnings in their 30s, the universe brings them crashing back into each other. It isn't done with them yet.

Word Count: 20k

Tags: Idol!Yoongi, rapper!OC, childhood best friends, flashbacks and flashforwards, idolAU, very angsty lol, incorrect BTS lore but I tried my best, tannies being bffs, TRAUMA lol

Warnings: sex work, mentions of sexual assault, domestic violence, alcoholism, death of a parent, poverty, suicide and self harm, psychiatric treatment, gang violence, depression, Yoongi shoulder thing, violence against women, death threats, misogyny (each story and chapter will have its own warnings)

Note: I guess this is kinda my baby. I wrote this when I was 20, abandoned it for many, many years (ao3 curse is real friends) and now I'm back at it at 29. Which is kinda funny in how it mirrors the plot of this story. Had to wait until I hit each life stage I guess to write it lol.

[jung-koook]

PARK JIMIIIINNNNN!!!!

[stephanieconstantine]

I'm such a nevermind tattoo stan. Aside from the 7 tattoo they all have its my FAV tannie tattoo by far

[jung-koook]

260717 - normal alternate covers version

[stephanieconstantine]

Need these as photocards!!

[gimbapchefs]

also finding every reason to make hyyh parallels because we got a car, bed, bathroom mirror, pillow fight, the list goes on and on

[stephanieconstantine]

Its hyyh early 30s exisitential crisis edition (bc now you're REALLY not that young anymore)

[minyoonjin]

my beautiful dumpling..💜

[stephanieconstantine]

Stop 😭😭😭😭

[jung-koook]

his LEG

[stephanieconstantine]

Baby girl

[yoonqiful]

it's all fake love (cr. movewithsope)

[stephanieconstantine]

I'm so unwell over him

[stephanieconstantine]

First Love (Series Masterlist)

Pairing: Min Yoongi/Female!OC

Part 1 - First Love

Summary: Lee Jaerin has everything. Fame. Fortune. Freedom. But five years ago she lost the one person who meant everything to her. Every part of her brain is screaming at her to let Min Yoongi stay in her past, but the heart has a mind of it's own and hers is determined to get him back into her life.

Word Count: 15.9k

Part 2 - Seesaw

Summary: Lee Jaerin and Min Yoongi have everything. They have each other after all. But the pressures of fame are increasing every day and threatening their little slice of paradise. Can they survive it and do they even want to?

Word Count: 16.9k

Part 3 - Come Over

Summary: Jaerin and Yoongi haven't seen each other in more than seven years. But life goes on. As they navigate new beginnings in their 30s, the universe brings them crashing back into each other. It isn't done with them yet.

Word Count: 20k

Tags: Idol!Yoongi, rapper!OC, childhood best friends, flashbacks and flashforwards, idolAU, very angsty lol, incorrect BTS lore but I tried my best, tannies being bffs, TRAUMA lol

Warnings: sex work, mentions of sexual assault, domestic violence, alcoholism, death of a parent, poverty, suicide and self harm, psychiatric treatment, gang violence, depression, Yoongi shoulder thing, violence against women, death threats, misogyny (each story and chapter will have its own warnings)

Note: I guess this is kinda my baby. I wrote this when I was 20, abandoned it for many, many years (ao3 curse is real friends) and now I'm back at it at 29. Which is kinda funny in how it mirrors the plot of this story. Had to wait until I hit each life stage I guess to write it lol.

[stephanieconstantine]

I have renamed part 3 Come Over bc that song literally sounds like it was made for this fic just like seesaw sounds like it was made for part 2. I love it. I think i am clairvoyant. For those who are new Come Over (previously called life goes on) predates the song. And Seesaw (previously called I Need U) also predates that song. The only part of this that is actually inspired by a song is First Love.

[stephanieconstantine]

I feel like writing another fic. I had an idea and beginning for a long af dad!yoongi fic but there is no ending and i have no idea where its going/how its ending. Should i just start writing/posting and hope for the best?

[jung-koook]

260131 - yoongi on instagram: filming

[stephanieconstantine]

YOONGI POSTED ON IG YALL HE LIVES AND POSTED FULL CLEAR SHOTS OF HIS FACE AND HE LOOKS FINE AF GUYS IM CRYING

[stephanieconstantine]

Now that we are in arirang era there are still several mysteries. Wtf was he filming here??

[stephanieconstantine]

Whole time this dramatic ass picture is from an episode of bts run??? 😭

[yoongikook]

this look was curated specifically for me

[stephanieconstantine]

Fluffy and a little sweaty 🥵

[jung-koook]

JUNGKOOK DOING THE BIKER HOOLIGAN TREND 🏍️

[stephanieconstantine]

This is insane he is crazy for this but also not to be a mom but i hope he isnt really going hands free on a bike that isnt safe

[stephanieconstantine]

Life Goes On (Masterlist)

Status: Complete (April 16, 2026)

Pairing: Min Yoongi/Female!OC

Summary: Jaerin and Yoongi haven't seen each other in more than seven years. But life goes on. As they navigate new beginnings in their 30s, the universe brings them crashing back into each other. It isn't done with them yet.

Tags: Idol!Yoongi, rapper!OC, childhood best friends, second chance romance, idolAU, angst, fluff if you squint, incorrect bts lore but whatever lol, married!Jin is a side character lol

Word Count: 20k

Warnings: mentions of domestic violence, mentions of sexual assault, mentions of sex work, discussions of mental health, death of a parent, discussions of poverty and social inequity

Note: Welcome to the third and final part of this trilogy. I realized while writing this that while it may have taken me a really long time, this whole thing is not very long lol. But this is it. After this, we leave the world of Jaerin and Yoongi for good. Thanks for being on this journey.

Part 1 - First Love

Part 2 - Seesaw

Chapters

Chapter 1 - Made to Drift Apart

Chapter 2 - The Ebb Tide

Chapter 3 - Wounds and Glories

Chapter 4 - Nothing Else in the World

Chapter 5 - Still the Same

Chapter 6 - Evolving World

Chapter 7 - Come Find Me

Chapter 8 - The Trace

[stephanieconstantine]

Ok if you've been following this fic u know what i'm about to say is absurd and that is now that im done i feel listless and want to start writing a new fic. U know this is deeply silly bc it took me SO LONG to write the last short pieces of this fic like i dont need to do that again. Like watch me take 3 years to write 20k lmao

[toastynamgi]

bareback, raw, no questions asked

[heybaetae]

he's sooo happy to be back on stage 😭 cr. movewithsope

[stephanieconstantine]

Stop omg he's the cutest man in the world

[stephanieconstantine]

Big shout out to jin for the can of tuna with his face on it that i'm gonna eat for dinner today

[stephanieconstantine]

The fact that bts are so obsessed with each other drives me insane. Bc like ya its cute and lovely and all that. But its like also THE secret. Its why they are the biggest boy band EVER. and its why all the attempts to replicate them haven't worked. Not even in like a parasocial way, but audiences can tell that they fr fr love each other and enjoy being around each other and are friends outside the group. And its like the perfect storm. Bc honestly as a person in my 30s, there is no greater fantasy bts can represent for me than being 30 and having a 7 person friend group that hangs out all the time. All celebrities represent a fantasy. But bts represent a boyfriend fantasy, a friend group fantasy, family fantasy, all rolled into one.

Its the secret sauce yall. And until they find another group of people that actually seem like SOULMATE level friends. There will not be another bts