fuck it, i was inlove and fuck you if i can't have us

i read romance books, of course i have a thing for assholes

[toastynamgi]

ˑ “she would've made such a lovely bride, what a shame she's fucked in the head.”

— meet the﹙mastermind﹚ ᰋ # . nami 𓂃 ♥︎ ⸝⸝ twenties ꕀ ꒰ amateur writer , fangirl ꒱ ᯓ area code +82

+ ˚̣̣̣ ◞ DNI. ☆ minors. ☆ if u got no jams ☆ if u don't like bts, or taylor swift. 𓂃 ꒰ ♡ ꒱ i'd burn the world just to keep min yoongi warm.

೯⠀⁺ ⠀ 𖥻 masterlist⠀ᰋ⠀ 𖥻 taglist request⠀ᰋ⠀ 𖥻 main blog

[toastynamgi]

Is it okay to pm you regarding how to write fics??? If not please say so if yes I'll pm you right away.

I WANT TO WRITE SO BAD I HAVE SO MANY IDEAS YK...

omgg HIIII yes!! yes, you can. idk what can i bring to the table but if talking with someone will help you get started on writing i am a willing soul. just shoot me a dm :)))))

[livelovecaliforniadreams]

[toastynamgi]

as a contempory romance reader, this is important. i said what i said

[toastynamgi]

Hello, I was just wondering if you have an account on any other platforms (sorry if you’ve stated whether you do or not before). Some countries are having heavy restriction laws, and tumblr is censoring a lot of accounts or some of their posts so that you can’t look at them at all.

Most people don’t want to prove they’re of age because that requires putting your ID into an unreliable system that’s had a few data leaks :’(

If not, I completely understand not wanting to put your work on other platforms.

heyyy, sorry for answering this late. i only post my works in tumblr, so far, now... i didn't know about this restrictions- it sucks btw. if u are down, shoot me some suggestions in my personal dms. i can consider posting on different platforms to widen my reach as well. i just don't know what is the best other options there are. so, if you're willing, i'm open to some ideas.

[toastynamgi]

Heyy how are you dearr???

OMGGG THIS IS SO CUTE. DO WE HAVE SOME SORT OF TELEPATHY BC YOU SENT THIS WHILE I WAS RECOVERING FROM MY APPENDICITIS

[toastynamgi]

y'all wouldn't believe the reason why i've been MIA after posting that i'll be active-available-finishing my fanfic moving forward.

this girl no longer have her apendix :<<< i need to get emergency surgery few days after my exhausting worktrip. CAN U IMAGINE?

[toastynamgi]

can i share something?

it's been hard for me to write the part three of the sweetest vice because believe me when i say all hell breaks loose at this point moving forward.

i already have a solid plot in my mind, i just can't decide whether to end this happy or totally shitty (but honestly, i will not forgive myself if these two will not end up being together PLEASE)

i need time to reconstruct my thoughts lmaooo. but here's a little snippet for everyone who's patiently waiting ♥

hoping to complete this asap, i'm targeting 10-15k words (hello?)

[imjustcrabby]

My April 2026 fav fics!

Hi Guys! I wanted to start doing a monthly post of my favorite fics of the month since my last one did so well! It's going to be a lot shorter because this is only a months worth but I hope you still enjoy!!

Tumblr Oneshots:

Swim by @intplayboy (Namjoon x Reader) - Porn with Plot and holy shit its AMAZINGGG. The smut is so good and lowkey so hot 😩

Smoking Area by @toastynamgi (Namjoon x Reader) - This was on my fic TBR for a while and I finally got along to reading it and OH MY GOD. Ngl another Porn with a little plot but she announced recently there she's making a part two and I'm so excited because THE ENDING BRO

The boy is mine by @toastynamgi (Yoongi x Reader) - Another feature of toastynamgi on this list and not the last! I love this fic and im also a sucker for a good brothers best friend so when I saw this I knew I had to read it 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️ There was a bug by @heewnss (Namjoon x Reader) - THE BUILDUP BROOOO AND THE SMUT WAS SO GOOD TOOO 🤤

AO3 Oneshots:

Tied Up by orphan_account 😩😭(Namjoon x Yoongi) - all i have to say is this is freaky as fuck and im so sad i cant read other works by the author of this...

Right Place, Right Person by lemongloss (Yoongi x Jimin) - This fic is so amazing and beautiful and I want everyone to read it and show it love

Tumblr Series:

The Hit List by @wintrbears (Jungkook x Reader) Complete! - This was on my previous list as well but now its done! Such a cute smau and overall idea was so so cute

Run, Little Bunny by @gukcnt (Yoongi x Reader) Ongoing! - So omg the smut DID GO CRAZYYYYY practically the entire second chapter, highly recommend but PLEASE read the warnings first, the smut is crazy freaky but it was soooo good.

The sweetest vice by @toastynamgi (Yoongi x Reader) Ongoing! - I genuinely love this series so so so much and I'm so excited to keep reading it when the third chapter comes out!! The plot and the build up is just so so good 😩😩😩

Yes, chef by @yoonmetogether (Yoongi x Reader) Ongoing! - AHHH chapter 3 was insane and I'm so so excited to KEEP READINGGGGG!! I will genuinely wait months for the next chapter i don't even care i love this fic too much

Current fic I'm reading:

Strike at Seven by Cxrflow (Ao3) (Yoongi x Namjoon, Seokjin x Jimin and Taehyung x Jungkook) - This is a over 400k word fic and its genuinely written so well I've been reading it CONSTANTLY. If your looking for a long fic i highly recommend this, I'm only on chapter 3/24 but I've already spent hours upon hours reading it!

Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed and please let me know if you read any of these! Show these authors some love they all deserve it ❤️❤️

[toastynamgi]

wow! three of my fics made it to this list? omggg!! thank you so much for giving love and appreciation to fics that i wrote, the little commentary are so cute. so excited to create and share more~

[babystarcandyrecs]

✨tongue technology: blowjobs!✨

let's go to hong kong!!!

✨seokjin✨

🌷like this? (seokjin x reader) by @jeongi

🌷 wallflower in bloom (seokjin x reader) by @bluewhale52

🌷dream come true (seokjin x reader) by @sugaurora

🌷dream come true (seokjin x reader) by @sugaurora

✨yoongi✨

🌷 performance evaluation (yoongi x reader) by @kookscrescent

🌷 same story (yoongi x reader) by @taestefully-in-luv

🌷 bet (yoongi x reader) by @ki-yomii

🌷 a little show (yoongi x reader) by @captain-joongz

🌷 morals on sundays (yoongi x reader) by @gimmesumsuga

🌷 kinktober day 5 (yoongi x reader) by @euphoricfilter

🌷magic and mayhem (yoongi x reader) by @ktownshizzle

🌷morning report (yoongi x reader) by @jiminsafairy

🌷the boy is mine (yoongi x reader) by @toastynamgi

🌷 the landlord (yoongi x reader) by @ppersonna

🌷 contagious (yoongi x reader) by @explicit-tae

🌷f*ck a f*ckboy! (yoongi x reader) by @yoongifis

✨hoseok✨

🌷DNA (hoseok x reader) by @joonberriess

🌷dust of snow (hoseok x reader) by @aquagustd

🌷kitten (hoseok x reader) by @miidniightthoughts

✨namjoon✨

🌷just the tip? (namjoon x reader) by @joon4eva

🌷nuts (namjoon x reader) by @jiminsafairy

🌷story (namjoon x reader) by @hoseoksluna

✨jimin✨

🌷all I need (jimin x reader) by @joonberriess

🌷birthday boy (jimin x reader) by @littlemisskookie

🌷 exposure (jimin x reader) by @dreamyjoons

🌷make me hot (jimin x reader) by @httpjeon

🌷more than just some butterflies (jimin x reader) by @jiminsafairy

🌷physical (jimin x reader) by @ppersonna

✨taehyung✨

🌷elevator blowjobs ft Taehyung (taehyung x reader) by @rkiveslibrary

🌷honey (taehyung x reader) by @lovelyglares

🌷lock down (taehyung x reader) by @untaemedqueen

🌷ten out of ten (taehyung x reader) by @shadowkoo

✨jungkook✨

🌷acts of service (jungkook x reader) by @jiminsafairy

🌷animal (jungkook x reader) by @aajjks

🌷afterhours (jungkook x reader x reader's bestie) by @jiminsafairy

🌷best mistake (jungkook x reader) by @lovieku

🌷bounce (jungkook x reader) by @jeonsweetpea

🌷cult classic (junkook x reader) by @pjminii

🌷daddy off duty (jungkook x reader) by @jiminsafairy

🌷heart of the storm (jungkook x reader) by @ladyartemesia

🌷 hit the gym (jungkook x reader) by @ki-yomii

🌷hurts so good (jungkook x reader) by @jjkeverlast

🌷punish me (jungkook x reader) by @dreamescapeswriting

🌷my lucky star (jungkook x reader) by @jiminsafairy

🌷next move (jungkook x reader) by @sparklingchim

🌷one more night (jungkook x reader) by @dreamersparacosm

🌷smoke sprite (jungkook x reader) by @inthelow

🌷SPF 50 (jungkook x reader) by @gimmeyoon

🌷the thrill of the show (jungkook x reader) by @jiminsafairy

🌷this mortal coil (jungkook x reader) by @jinfizz

✨multiple✨

🌷 tongue technology 🌻(yoongi x reader x jungkook) by @ki-yomii

🌷two in one (hoseok x reader x jimin) by @here2bbtstrash

🌷 darling, you are late (seokjin x reader x namjoon) by @jiminsafairy

🌷 all night (yoongi x reader x namjoon) by @axigailxo

🌷by the pool (seokjin x reader x jungkook) by @bluewhale52

🌷sinful lust (yoongi x reader x jungkook) by @oddinary4bts

🌷stretch you out (namjoon x reader x jungkook) by @chateautae

🌷sleepover (seokjin x reader x jimin) by @peachypinkygloss

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ back to the smut library ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ back to the m.masterlist ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

[toastynamgi]

the boy is mine was mentioned three times under this fics recos list, thank you for showing love to my little smut fic, optional plot HEHE

[babystarcandyrecs]

✨bestie's brother✨

having fun with your best friends' brother...or your brother's best friend!

✨seokjin✨

🌷off limits (seokjin x reader) by @floralseokjin

🌷dream come true (seokjin x reader) by @sugaurora

✨yoongi✨

🌷bloom (yoongi x reader) by @aquagustd

🌷the boy is mine (yoongi x reader) by @toastynamgi

🌷the mixtape (yoongi x reader) by @sailoryooons 

✨taehyung✨

🌷 hush, yeah? (taehyung x reader) by @kithtaehyung

🌷 tempestuous (taehyung x reader) by @ppersonna

✨jungkook✨

🌷 best friend brother (jungkook x reader) by @hannieehaee

🌷looser (jungkook x reader) by @eternalguk

🌷next move (jungkook x reader) by @sparklingchim

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ back to the smut library ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ back to the m.masterlist ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

[babystarcandyrecs]

✨aphrodisiac✨

✨yoongi✨

🌷the boy is mine (yoongi x reader) by @toastynamgi

🌷the pink pill (yoongi x reader) by @dollfaceksj

✨jungkook✨

🌷the pink pill (jjk version) (jungkook x reader) by @dollfaceksj

🌷under your spell (jungkook x reader) by @ggukivrse

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ back to the smut library ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

⋆ ˚｡⋆୨ back to the m.masterlist ୧⋆ ˚｡⋆

[toastynamgi]

i get very giddy everytime the boy is mine is being recommended under this trope (?)

[mikrokookiex]

Do you have any good recommendations for a idol Kim Namjoon x reader story?

𝐈𝐝𝐨𝐥!𝐍𝐚𝐦𝐣𝐨𝐨𝐧 𝐀𝐔

★ To Make A Power Couple (Series) by @joheunsaram

★ Discord Discourse (Series) by @joheunsaram

★ In Plain Sight by @joheunsaram

★ Everythingoes by @vantaenims

★ On Tilt (Series) by @shina913

★ At Ease by @mrsvante

★ Begin Again by @inthelow

★ How was your day by @kooksbunnnn

★ Don't feed it, it will come back by @wildestdreamsblog

★ Smoking Area by @toastynamgi

★ Long Distance Cravings by @kittenan

★ You're Losing Me by @inthelow

★ Nuts by @jiminsafairy

★ The Red Thread by @knamjooned

Happy reading love :)

‧₊˚🖇️back to namu's library 𐚁

‧₊˚🖇️back to the library 𐚁

[toastynamgi]

thank you for recommending the smoking area !!

[toastynamgi]

heyyy—hi, hello.

it’s been a while… long enough that i almost forgot the last time i logged in. i didn’t expect to feel this much about coming back, but i really did miss being here.

the past few weeks have been a blur. work had me constantly on the move—one overseas trip, a few local ones—and i was running on fumes most days. exhausting, yes, but still something i care about enough to keep showing up for.

coming back and seeing all the notifications, messages, mentions, reblogs… that caught me off guard. in a good way. i didn’t think anyone would notice i was gone, but reading through everything, and seeing people check in or ask about updates or just say they enjoyed something i wrote—it meant more than i expected. thank you, truly.

it might take me a few days to get through everything and reply, but i will. i just got home two days ago, and for once, no trips lined up anytime soon. i’m hoping that means i can finally settle back in—finish the third part of the sweetest vice, maybe even start posting some drafts i’ve been sitting on.

also, small life update: i bought a kindle during one of those trips… and somehow fell into booktok recommendations. i think i accidentally found a new favorite genre.

i’ve read the Lakefront Billionaires series by lauren asher, and credence by penelope douglas—and i have thoughts. a lot of them. i’m actually excited to talk about these books, so if you’ve read them too… let’s talk, you're my bestie now!! xdd

anyway, i’ve said enough for now. i missed this space more than i thought i would.

talk soon.

[toastynamgi]

the sweetest vice [masterlist]

—who's gonna stop us from waltzing back into rekindled flames, if we know the steps anyway? we embroidered the memories of the time i was away, stitching, "we were just kids, babe".

꣑ৎ summary. Yoongi drifts through life on autopilot—sleep-deprived, disinterested in school, and chasing the adrenaline of underground rap battles. Known for his cold, monotone presence, he seems untouchable, until you—the epitome of perfection and grace, collides with him at the wrong place, at the wrong time.

As your young hearts grow fonder, Yoongi’s monotone world becomes vibrant—but one reckless decision shifts the trajectory of your lives forever.

Are you willing to risk everything the second time around like a vice rekindled?

Years later, fate forces both of you together once more—different lives, different times. A relapse of longing, desire, abandoned feelings, and words left unsaid.

꣑ৎ status. on-going ꣑ৎ word count. 22.4k and counting ꣑ৎ genre. classmates to friends to lovers, slowburn, angst, eventual smut ꣑ৎ warnings. lots of smoking, casual parties & drinking, smut— taking v!rginity, legal-age protected sex, receiving and giving oral, semi-public, dry humping, mention of pregnancy, might add some more as the story progress.

꣑ৎ part one — ꣑ৎ part two — ꣑ৎ part three

꣑ৎ author's note. thank you for waiting! 🫶

© 2026 toastynamgi. all rights reserved.

[toastynamgi]

sir, you need to calm down or the next thing you'll be producing are my kids.

[toastynamgi]

yoongi, you motherfucker 😩

[toastynamgi]

Just read sweetest vice and it’s so good. Is it an au or is yoongi part of Bts in this fic I was just wondering since namjoon and hoseok were introduced. So excited to see what happens in the past before we get to the present

heyy, glad you like it! sooo, about that- it's kind of mixture of both. yoongi will be part of bts soon on this au, as well as his friends. introducing namjoon and hoseok in part one is actually a slip because at that time, i felt pressured to create a whole new OC to fill the characters of underground rappers friends. anyway, not so long ago, i mapped out a flow of scenario on how can i make the three part of bts. so far, it's good- at least for my own standards. at the end of the day, i need to make it work because i made namjoon did what he did. iykyk (no spoilers pls lol) this is such a fun question, omg! hope to get more asks like this in the future. xdd