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Memories 2015 Hyyh Pt2 Jacket Making Film RM and SUGA
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่ฑๆงๅนด่ฏ 2015.04.29 to forever ๐ธ
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Yours [Ksj ff]
Synopsis : When you stumble into Seokjinโs life as the almost-too-perfect solution to his biggest problem โgetting married to secure his inheritanceโ he jumps at the opportunity without a second thought. Of course, he conveniently forgets to mention that heโs absolutely terrible at this whole arranged-marriage thing. Or that, truth be told, he has no idea what heโs doing. But when things inevitably start going off the rails, one thing becomes painfully clear: he really needs your help. And itโs not like youโre going to say noโฆ right?
Pairing : Kim Seokjin x Reader (one-shot) with Taehyungxoc on the side + brief Jungkook and Yoongi cameos.
Genre : strangers to lovers, fake marriage goes wrong, fluff, angst, slow burn, smut.
Word count : 26 k (I need help)
Warnings : angst, miscommunication, Seokjin is the sweetest, idiots to lovers because why not, a bitchy collegue on the side, SMUT (quickie in semi-public place, breast play, unprotected sex (stay safe kids), +big cock), really brief mention of a joint, minors dni !
Authors note : This fic is honestly a mess. I litteraly got cold sweat editing this because it wasn't supposed to get that long, but I'm way too fond of this Seokjin not to post it so here it is <3
Gentle reminder that all rights are reserved, so please do not copy, translate or repost my stories under your name. Also I do not own BTS or their actions, the stories are entirely fictionnal and does not depict real-life events or involve any actual member of BTS.
โIf we are gathered here today, it is to wish a safe journey to a man we all loved dearlyโฆโ
The words loop endlessly through Seokjinโs mind, echoing over and over again. Across from him, the large wooden coffin seems to be staring back, holding him in place, keeping him from moving. He canโt quite put a name to what heโs feeling โa muddled mix of fear, grief, and distance. Taehyung says it might have something to do with hisโฆ less-than-perfect relationship with his grandfather. Seokjin prefers to think he just hasnโt fully grasped it yet โand that, thankfully, itโll sink in eventually.
His mother chokes back yet another sob, and Nonnie โhis grandmotherโ suddenly elbows him in the ribs. When he turns to her, heโs met with her disapproving glare โthe old lady has never had much patience for crybabies. So, doing his best to hide a resigned smile, Seokjin reaches out to pat his motherโs back before pulling her into a hug when she clings to him, crying.
He has to physically stop himself from grimacing then โbecause not only is his mother soaking the shirt he ironed barely two hours ago, but Nonnie also looks like sheโs seriously contemplating murder. And strangely enough, the idea of getting smacked in the face with her cane only half-bothers him.
Clearing his throat awkwardly, the notary draws an irritated look from Seokjinโs father. โI apologize for gathering you all so abruptly,โ he begins, tugging at his collar as though he canโt breathe, while Mrs. Kim steps away from Seokjin and straightens up, regaining her proud, dignified posture despite the tears. โBut the reading of the will must take place as soon as possible. I hope you understandโโ
โJust read the damn thing,โ Mr. Kim snaps, clearly eager to be done with it. Without warning, Nonnie lifts her cane and brings it down on his head while muttering her complaints, and Seokjin has to bite back a laugh.
โTo my dear daughter, her idiot of a husband, and the others,โ the notary launches into the will without delay โand this time, Seokjin outright snorts. That opening is so like his grandfather. โIf you are reading this, it means Iโve finally kicked the bucket โand damn, it was about time. Since I suspect youโre all here for one reason only, Iโll be brief. I, the undersigned, Kim Jeonwan, of sound mind and body, bequeath my entire estate to my family as follows. To my wife, whom I sincerely hope wonโt be joining me anytime soon, I leave all of our houses, both in the city and by the sea, as well as all our land.โ
Nonnie thumps her cane against the floor, muttering something that sounds an awful lot like โYouโd better hope so, you old fossil.โ
โWhile I would have gladly left nothing to my idiot son-in-law,โ the notary continues โhis face flushing violently as Mr. Kim clenches his jaw and glares at himโโI entrust my daughter with full responsibility over my production agency, which she was already running. As for the rest โnamely my fortune, my titles, and the electronics company I founded and built my career onโฆโ
At that, Seokjin straightens, suddenly laser-focused. His relationship with the old man may not have been great, but if thereโs one thing heโs hoping to inherit, itโs that. Otherwise, he truly doesnโt understand why heโs even here.
Ever since he was a child, heโd been told he would take over the company โhis grandfather hated his father so much he was willing to do anything to keep him from getting a single thing, so Seokjin was practically raised to inherit it.
Honestly, he would understand if the old man left him nothing โhe isnโt expecting anything, to be frankโ but heโd be utterly baffled if he didnโt get this, at the very least.
โThe idea of having only one grandson to shoulder this responsibility doesnโt exactly delight me, but I have little choice. That said, it is out of the question that a lifetime of effort should be handed to a kid on a silver platter. Therefore, in order to receive the inheritance I leave him, I stipulate that my only grandson, Kim Seokjin, must first follow family tradition and maintain his union for at least one year. Should he fail to do so, everything shall go to my longtime associate, Kang Keeho.โ
No one moves.
Seokjin can barely breathe. What the hell is this? You can put conditions on an inheritance?!
โThat is all,โ the notary announces, carefully folding the paper. โThere are severalโฆ colorful turns of phrase that appear to be intended for your husband, Mrs. Kim, but if you agree, Iโll consider them unnecessary under the circumstances and take my leave.โ
Seokjinโs mother nods with a small wave of her hand, and in the blink of an eye, the notary is gone, the door slamming shut behind him. Everyone remains frozen for a few seconds โuntil Seokjinโs father suddenly starts to chuckle.
โThe old man really thought this through, Iโll give him thatโฆโ he mutters, running a hand through his hair. โThat little shitโโ
โJongwon, please,โ Seokjinโs mother cuts him off with a disapproving look, smoothing her suit as she stands.
โHeโs trying to hand the whole company to that bastard Kang!โ his father explodes, red with rage.
Seokjin had already been working at the family company when Kang Keeho โhis grandfatherโs longtime associateโ had tried to screw them over, embezzling massive amounts of money before pinning the blame on them and sparking a full-blown scandal that tainted the entire family.
For his grandfather to be willing to leave everything to Kang meant one thing: he truly didnโt want Seokjinโs father to get anything. Which only leaves Seokjin more confused.
His mother sighs, choosing to ignore her husbandโs outburst as she turns to Seokjin instead. โCome on, Jinnie. Letโs go home. Nonnie and I could really use a nap.โ
While his father continues to rage in the corner, Nonnie is already getting to her feet, her hand trembling slightly on the handle of her cane. She doesnโt show it, but her husbandโs death has deeply shaken her โand Seokjin, who has always been close to her, feels compelled to stay strong, for her sake as much as his motherโs. When theyโre both worn down like this, he canโt afford to fall apart.
โI donโt get it,โ he mutters, drawing the womenโs attention. โWhy would he do this? I thought he hated Kang too. And whatโs this โtraditionโ nonsense? Why have I never heard of it?โ Suddenly, both women avoid his gaze.
And Seokjin hates that.
He may only be twenty-seven โstill considered young in the business worldโ but heโs worked at the company since he was sixteen, and he knows his family history inside and out. So why does it suddenly feel like theyโre hiding things from him?
โMom? Nonnie?โ he presses after a few seconds of silence.
His mother is the first to react, a flush creeping up her cheeks. โForget it. Iโll talk to the notary โthereโs bound to be a way around it. Your grandfather was rambling near the end.โ
โThatโs exactly it โhe wasnโt,โ Seokjin protests, bewildered. โWhat is this tradition?โ
โAn old rule of the Kim bloodline,โ Nonnie cuts in, frowning. โNo one follows it anymore, honestly โnot even your cousins. But you know him. That crazy old man loved standing out.โ
โAnd what does this rule actually say?โ Seokjin asks, unable to stop himself.
When Nonnieโs gleaming gaze meets his, he knows heโs not going to like the answer. His parents both try to hush her, but Nonnie isnโt the kind of woman who can be silenced. Standing tall, she points the tip of her cane at Seokjinโs chest. He steps back โhalf from the force of the gesture, half from the words that follow.
โTradition says the eldest son must have experience in life before he has experience in business. Which means, my boy, that if you truly wanted to respect tradition, youโd have to start by building a family.โ
The smile she gives him sends a chill down his spine. His grandmother can be downright sadistic at times.
โSo unless youโve got a nice young lady to introduce to us โwhich I highly doubt, considering the two left feet you were born withโ I wouldnโt expect you to see your new office anytime soon.โ
Itโs a disaster. How the hell is he supposed to deal with this?!
He can still see his grandmotherโs face โthe gentle smile she wore as she took his hand after dropping the bomb. โTraditions must be respected, Jinnie. They matter. Itโs what your grandfather would have wanted โyou know that, donโt you?โ
And his parents nodding like lunatics behind her, after being so against it at first.
The only thing that helped him keep it together was his grandmother. His parents have seen him angry before, but thereโs no way heโs letting her witness that. She sees him as the perfect grandson, the ideal gentleman โthe shock would be too much.
But damn it, he has no idea how to get himself out of this mess. Maybe if heโ
โWhyโs this one sulking again?โ a smooth voice drawls loudly behind him, with zero discretion.
Seokjin sighs. He knows that voice. Taehyung.
โHeโs literally coming back from his grandfatherโs funeral, Mr. Kim,โ Jungkook โhis right-hand man and confidantโ replies in that tone he always uses with Taehyung: slightly blasรฉ, slightly exhausted, as if to emphasize just how draining he finds him.
Taehyung never takes offense. In fact, Taehyung rarely takes offense at anything.
Seokjin canโt see it, but he can practically feel Taehyungโs eyebrow arch in disbelief. โYeah, sure,โ he scoffs.
Seokjin expects it โyet still jumps when one of Taehyungโs large hands suddenly lands on his shoulder. Dressed in one of his eternal tank tops that show off his muscular arms โalways worn under his suitsโ Taehyung drops into the seat beside him, pool cue still in hand. Seokjin blinks, startled.
Heโd completely forgotten they were playing pool.
โSeriously, man โare you okay?โ Taehyung asks, his smooth voice softening, worry seeping in so clearly it almost makes Seokjin smile.
Theyโre only distant cousins, but their families have always been business partners. They practically grew up together โand since heโs a few years older, Seokjin has always looked after Taehyung like a little brother. Which never meant he had any influence over his behavior. That kid has always done only whatever the hell he wants.
Lately, though, it almost feels like Taehyung is the older one โthe one who actually has his life together. Seokjin, on the other hand, feels completely lost.
โItโs nothing. Same old crap,โ Seokjin murmurs, rubbing his temple while eyeing the bottles lined up behind the bar. A drink wouldnโt hurt right about now.
โLike?โ Taehyung presses, delicately brushing away the strands of hair slipping out from under his beanie. Seokjin smiles despite himself โTaehyungโs had that tic since he was a kid, and part of him still finds it stupidly endearing.
He sighs, though, thinking about everything weighing on him. โAfter the funeral, we all went back to my grandmotherโs place andโฆ talked inheritance.โ
They both grimace at the same time. Taehyung even clicks his tongue โheโs been there, he knows what that means. โAnd?โ
Seokjin rubs his eyes before burying his face in his hands. โTheyโre fine with me taking over at the company right away. But the restโโ the rest being the entire family fortune heโs supposed to inherit, โโI wonโt get until my father dies. Which is basically never. Unlessโฆโ
โUnless?โ
โUnless I get married. To respect that stupid, bullshit tradition,โ Seokjin groans, rolling his eyes.
Thatโs exactly when Taehyung bursts out laughing. He stops quickly when Seokjin shoots him a glare โbut the grin stays. โSorry, but you gotta admit, itโs funny,โ he mutters, scratching the back of his neck.
Seokjin sighs. Yeah. Funny ironic.
Last year, Taehyung had been given the exact same ultimatum by his family โand Seokjin vividly remembers a very similar night, drowning their misery in drinks while searching for a solution. He likes to think Taehyung handled it worse โat least Seokjin hasnโt had a single drop of alcohol yet, whereas that had been his friendโs first instinct. And sure enough โsetting his pool cue down on the counter, Taehyung leans over the bar without hesitation, grabs a bottle, and snags two glasses.
He sits back down, uncorks the bottle โa red wine that must cost a fortuneโ and holds the cork between his teeth as he fills both glasses to the brim.
Seokjin says nothing, just watches him. The barโs been Taehyungโs for months anyway โhe can do whatever he wants with the bottles. โSo,โ Taehyung says, sliding one glass toward him โwhich Seokjin doesnโt take. โWhoโs the lucky lady?โ
Seokjin clenches his jaw without even realizing it. Maybe he should drink after all. โThere is no lucky lady, Tae. You know that.โ
Taehyung sets his half-empty glass down with a small pout. โI donโt know. Maybe youโre hiding a secret girlfriend,โ he mutters โand itโs obvious even he doesnโt believe it, which makes Seokjin laugh. Between the two of them, Taehyung is far more likely to be hiding a secret girlfriend โthough knowing him, itโd be more of a secret fuck buddy.
Seokjinโs had his share of flings, sure โbut he doesnโt really have time for that anymore. Between work and family obligations, heโd much rather spend his free time at home than running around God-knows-where.
When he doesnโt answer, and minutes pass with him staring into his glass without realizing it, Taehyung nudges his shoulder. โJust do what I did,โ he shrugs. Seokjin snorts almost instantly, which makes Taehyung frown.ย โWhat? It worked!โ
Seokjin looks at him, a tired smile tugging at his lips.
A year ago, when Taehyungโs family issued the same ultimatum, he โnever one to back downโ found a way out Seokjin wouldโve never imagined: a fake marriage, with a woman fully on board with the act.
Seokjin had laughed back then โhis friendโs resourcefulness never ceases to amaze himโ and even though he might be one of the few who knows their love is basically nonexistent, heโs genuinely grown attached to Taehyungโs fake partner.
โYouโre forgetting that Cupcake is literally an angel,โ he grumbles. Taehyung smiles at the mention of his fake wife, looking almost proud of her. โNo one would agree,โ Seokjin adds.
Another gentle shove before he can go back to drowning in his wine. โYou donโt know that. Maybe thereโs an angel out there for you too. And worst case โitโs not the end of the world.โ
Seokjin looks up at him, frowning. โWhat do you mean, not the end of the world? I donโt want my whole family thinking Iโm aโโ
โI donโt know many people whoโd turn down access to the Kim family fortune โespecially if all they have to offer in return is decent acting,โ Taehyung cuts in, taking a sip of his drink. โIโm serious. Plenty of people would agree.โ
At Seokjinโs doubtful look, he adds more softly, โYou just have to be married a few months โlong enough to get the inheritance. After that, you divorce, tell your parents it didnโt work out, and thatโs it. Itโs not really a lie if no one ever knows the truth. Thatโs what I told myself.โ
Seokjin flinches โpart curiosity, part resentment. Next to him, Taehyungโs life seems almost perfect. โThen why didnโt you and Cupcake divorce?โ
Taehyung thinks for a second, then shrugs. โItโs convenient. For both of us.โ
He says nothing else, leaving Seokjin alone with his thoughts โand his glass.
This is ridiculous. On one hand, Taehyungโs idea isnโt terrible โand he has living proof that it can work. But on the otherโฆ so many things could go wrong.
And who could he even ask something like that? Itโs not like heโs close enough to any woman to make that kind of request. Taehyung and Cupcake were already friends before their fake marriage.
No. Ridiculous. Seokjin shakes his head, a small laugh slipping out at the thought that he even considered it seriously. โForget it. I donโt think thatโd work for me,โ he mutters, ignoring his friendโs unconvinced look. โIโd feel awful. And stupid. Drop it โIโll figure something else out.โ
โYeah. Something else. As in โa woman who loves me enough to marry me in under a month.โ Easy.โ With that, Taehyung gives his shoulder a friendly slap and walks away, leaving Seokjin alone at the bar once more.
Slowly, he exhales. Taehyungโs right โhe needs a solution, fast. But not that. Knowing himself, heโd screw it up spectacularly, and Taehyung wouldnโt be there to bail him out.
No. Heโll find something else.
But as he buries his face in his hands, he has to admit heโs completely out of ideas.
And while he hides his eyes, utterly demoralized, Seokjin pays little attention to the words Taehyung murmurs quietly into Jungkookโs ear โnor to the way Jungkookโs eyes suddenly light up.
โIโve got something for you,โ Jungkook suddenly says, pulling Seokjin out of his quiet contemplation of the scenery sliding past as the sun dips below the horizon.
He recognizes the surroundings โtheyโll be at his parentsโ place in just a few minutesโ and he canโt help but be surprised. Usually, Jungkook and he simply sit in silence until the driver stops the car and lets them out. In fact, thatโs one of the reasons Seokjin appreciates Jungkook so much: his ability to stay quiet, while always knowing exactly when to speak โand what to say.
Heโs even more taken aback when Jungkook, without another word, hands him a small black binder and sets it on his lap. Seokjin opens it with a raised eyebrow. Then, under Jungkookโs insistent stare, he flips it fully open โonly to land on a photo of a woman on the very first page.
He doesnโt know her, but beside the picture are listed her name, age, height, profession, hobbiesโฆ A borderline creepy profile sheet. โWhat the hell is this?โ Seokjin blurts out, stunned. To his credit, Jungkook at least looks embarrassed.
โItโs possible thatโฆ Taehyung asked me to do a bit of research for you. About his idea,โ he adds when Seokjin just stares at him, baffled.
Almost instantly, Seokjinโs expression darkens. Youโve got to be kidding me. Not this again. โIs this a joke?โ
โI thought about it, and Iโโ Jungkook starts, raising his hands in a placating gesture because Seokjin is already turning red with anger. โI think it canโt hurt to look. Just flip through it โit doesnโt cost you anything.โ He insists.
Seokjin opens his mouth, ready to snap back, but at that exact moment โalmost as if to convince himโ Jungkook reaches over and flips a few pages himself, faces sliding past one after another. โTheyโre just profiles. Think of them like rรฉsumรฉs. Well โokay, bad choice of words,โ he quickly backtracks when Seokjin glares at him. โBut you get my point. You need to find someone, Seokjin. If the company goes to Kang, youโll be a laughingstock among the chaebols.โ
Seokjin is already opening his mouth to retort that he couldnโt care less about his reputation among a bunch of spoiled rich brats โwhen Jungkook lifts his hand again, inadvertently letting the page fall open on your profile.
Seokjin freezes, eyes locked on your photo.
Heโs always prided himself on being a gentleman. Heโs had a few flings, sure โbut always respectfully โand heโs definitely not the type to lose his composure, especially not in public.
And yet, the simple sight of your bright eyes and that crooked smile is enough to send something fluttering low in his stomach.
Too focused on the photo, Seokjin doesnโt notice the small smile spreading across Jungkookโs face at his sudden silence. He barely registers Jungkook leaning in to read the file. A wide grin blooms on his friendโs lips, bunny teeth fully on display. โFunny. I had a feeling youโd like that one.โ
Seokjin doesnโt answer โtoo spellbound. His eyes seem incapable of leaving your picture. He studies you, almost hungrily: your eyes, the curve of your nose, your mouth, the way you lift your chin with quiet pride, like a proper lady, the elegance you carry despite such simple clothes. Only Jungkookโs tap on his shoulder pulls him out of his trance. โIโll be waiting outside. Take your time.โ
And with that, he opens the door and leaves Seokjin alone with your profile โand the fate that has suddenly seized him. Suddenly, itโs like he canโt get enough. He devours the file, reads every word at an alarming speed, mobilizing every ounce of brainpower to absorb as much information as possible.
Youโre only a year younger than him. You were born during his favorite season. He lingers on your name longer than necessary, murmuring it over and over, as if testing the way it tastes on his lips. He marvels at your path, your creativity in everything you do โso much so that genuine admiration takes root. But again and again, he finds himself returning to your photo, even brushing it with his thumb. God, youโre beautiful.
He repeats the thought endlessly โyet still canโt tear himself away from those sparkling eyes and that devastating smile.
By the time he finally finds the strength to close the binder and step out of the car, night has already fully fallen.
โJinnie! Thank God โyouโre a lifesaver!โ his mother exclaims as she greets him, pulling him into a quick hug before taking the folder from his hands. An old ledger containing every contract tied to a production scheduled for next year. Apparently, there are quite a few issues surrounding it โand poor Mrs. Kim is dealing with all of them alone.
โNo problem at all. Iโm always happy to come help,โ he says with a broad smile, his heart tightening as the tired lines on his motherโs face soften into one in return.
โCome see us โNonnieโs in the veranda,โ she adds, leading him to the small sitting room, where his grandmother is slumped in her armchair. She tries to stand to greet him, but he beats her to it, bending down to wrap her in a hug.
โHow are things going lately?โ he asks after the pleasantries, thanking the butler who brings him tea.
Nonnie snorts from her chair. โPlease. Your mother barely sleeps.โ
โNonsense,โ Mrs. Kim scolds, handing her a biscuit to shut her up. She quickly turns to Seokjin, whose face has taken on a deeply worried look. โItโs nothing, really. One of the lead actresses suddenly asked to terminate her contract and went around telling everyone that the working conditions on set wereโฆ well, letโs just say she went into vivid detail. So you can imagine โbetween the PR team panicking and her manager refusing to listen, things getโฆ complicated.โ
Heart tight, Seokjin reaches for his motherโs hand and squeezes it. โIโm sorry youโre dealing with this, Mom.โ He means it. His grandfather has only been gone a few weeks, and it feels like they havenโt had a single moment of rest since.
But Mrs. Kim isnโt the type to show weakness โeven when she feels itโ so she quickly shakes her head with a smile.ย โItโs nothing I canโt handle, Jinnie.โ
โThat little tramp better watch herself,โ Nonnie chuckles into her tea, a distinctly sadistic smile on her lips. And yet โdespite their bravado, despite the laughterโ Seokjin sees it.
He sees the hollowed cheeks and tired eyes, the stress flashing across his motherโs face every time her phone vibrates. He sees the reproachful looks Nonnie keeps throwing toward the veranda door, as if she expects Mr. Kim to walk in at any second so she can yank his ear. Because, as usual, when his mother is on the brink, Seokjinโs father is nowhere to be found.
All Seokjin can do is watch, his heart tightening with every passing second as guilt slowly but surely takes root. He could help.
All it would take is one well-phrased sentence to make every scandal disappear โreplaced with curious, excited rumors instead. One sentence to make the eyes of the two women across from him light up with joy. And if Seokjin knows heโs far from perfect, he also knows heโs always done everything he could to be the best son possible for his mother โand the best grandson for Nonnie.
And as long as he can, heโll keep doing so.
Thatโs probably why, in this moment โquietly observing his motherโs obvious sufferingโ Seokjin thinks that maybe Taehyungโs idea isnโt so bad after all.
His throat suddenly dry, he doesnโt dare look at Jungkook, waiting patiently by the wall. Heโs afraid that meeting his gaze might make him lose his nerve.
Still, once he starts, the words come without hesitation. โActually,โ he begins, his hesitant โalmost shyโ tone immediately catching the attention of both women, โโฆ thereโs something Iโd like to talk to you about. Someone, actually.โ
โThis is wonderful!โ ย โIโm so happy for you, Mr. Kim!โย โYou make such a beautiful coupleโitโs adorable!โ โYou can tell how much he loves her. Sheโs so lucky!โ
โWhat did you say her name was again?โ
โY/N, Mom,โ Seokjin repeats for the sixth time, watching fondly as his mother smiles โhe knows she keeps asking simply because she loves the sound of your name. โYouโre going to adore her. Youโll see.โ
โI canโt wait. She sounds fascinating. And such a lovely professionโฆ Poet โitโs soโฆ unusual. So charming.โ
โSheโs an editor, Mom.โ
โYes, yes, same business,โ his mother waves it off, far too happy to dwell on details. Seokjin just smiles as she rambles on, radiating pure joy. He never wouldโve thought itโd be so easy to make her happy.
Normally sheโs rather demanding โbut lately, sheโs been so overworked that he canโt remember the last time he saw her smile. Yet now, she looks so happy, so proud, his chest humming with affection. And seeing the satisfied look on his grandmotherโs face โusually so hard to please โas she sits quietly in her chair fills him with a fierce sense of pride.
Kim Seokjin, Son of the Year.
โIโm telling youโyouโre going to love her,โ he says softly. His phone vibrates in his pocket, and he straightens reflexively when he sees Taehyungโs name on the screen. โExcuse me โIโll be right back,โ he says to his elders before stepping outside in silence, phone in hand.
โSeokjin, if I may, I think thatโโ Jungkook barely gets the words out before Seokjin raises a finger โthe universal give me a secondโ already pressing the phone to his ear.
โHello?โ
โHey, future groom! You still remember your old Tae, or did your fiancรฉe steal your last two brain cells?โ
Taehyung cackles through the phone, and Seokjin shakes his head. โShut up. What are you talking about?โ
Another laugh. โHyung, the whole cityโs talking about it. Man, even Parkโs little sister mentioned it this morning โand you know how much she hates me. Everyoneโs dying to meet your girlfriend. Sheโs already more popular than you, bro.โ
Seokjin freezes mid-step, Jungkook stopping beside him. โWhat?โ
โI was just thinking,โ Taehyung continues as if he hadnโt heard, โsince you knew about Cupcake and all, youโd let me meet her first? Promise I wonโt traumatize her โthough Cupcakeโs curious too, even ifโโ
โJinnie!โ Taehyungโs voice is drowned out by his grandmotherโs, standing at the patio door, nearly shouting through the house. โI spoke with the notary โheโs agreed to marry you within two months. But I want to meet the young lady well before that. Is that clear?โ
Seokjin isnโt listening to Taehyung anymore. His arm drops limply to his side as heโs suddenly frozenโparalyzed by his own stupidity.
Everything happened so fast. He didnโt even realize it โbut the rumor is already spreading, and the wedding is already being planned. Knowing Nonnie, everything will be ready within a week, tops. He stands there, arm hanging uselessly, suddenly unable to move.
Has his collar always been this tight? He can barely breathe.
โShit,โ he whispers, stunned. Wasnโt this exactly what he said would happen? That heโd mess everything up? โWe have a problem,โ he manages to murmur, unable to tear his horrified gaze away from the door his grandmother just closed.
Jungkook snorts, crossing his arms over his chest โa hint of a pout forming on his face. โYou have a problem,โ he snaps petulantly. โIf youโd listen to me for once. Iโve been trying for days to tell you that before announcing your wedding, you might want to ask the person involved whether sheโs actually okay with it.โ
Seokjin has no comeback for that.
Except, very quietly, โShit.โ
โNo one ever listens to me,โ Jungkook grumbles โbut heโs already fiddling with his phone, probably calling someone to come fix the mess. Seokjin can only stand there, frozen, stunned by his own stupidity.
Kim Seokjin, Worst Son of the Year.
Turn off the heater. Put the mug in the sink. Find the right coat. Donโt put on the wrong shoes.
โShit,โ you mutter, glancing at the clock for the eleventh time within the same minute, cursing under your breath when youโre finally forced to face the obvious โyouโre horribly late.
This isnโt an appointment you can afford to miss. You need to make a good impression; it could mean a promotion just as easily as a dismissal โand given the choice, youโd very much prefer the former. But right now, thereโs no time to spare. Youโll rest after the meeting.
Turn off the heater. Put the mug in the sink. Find the right coat. Donโt put on the wrong shoes. Turn off the heatโ
CLINK. โShit, shit, shit.โ
As you bend down to reach the heater controls, the mug slips from your hands, spilling its contents all over the floor โsome of it splashing onto your feet. Your socks are soaked.
โJust what I neededโฆโ you grumble, grabbing a sponge to deal with the mess, though it does nothing for the stain spreading across your rug.
Terrible day. And now youโre late on top of it.
Suddenly panicking โwhy is the hand on that damn clock moving so fast all of a sudden?! Thatโs not possibleโ you start rushing around in every direction. Mug in the sink, done. What was next again?
Grabbing a random coat, you try โvery unsuccessfullyโ to put on your shoes at the same time, nearly falling over at least three times before managing to get one on. From his perch on the armchair, Pumpkin, your ginger cat, watches without moving, looking intensely judgmental.
You glare at him while searching for your keys, which youโve โonce againโ misplaced. Even when your distress becomes obvious โyouโre really going to be late at this rateโ he doesnโt budge. The little brat even has the nerve to yawn.
โWish me luck,โ you whisper, slightly out of breath after checking twice that you have everything. He doesnโt move, but he purrs when you bend down to give him a quick kiss and a scratch between the ears, so you forgive him.
When the door slams shut behind you and you lock it, you take a deep breath.
Today is going to be a good day. And with that thought firmly lodged in your mind, you head down the steps of your building toward your car.
If only you knew.
Seven hours later, itโs with a grimace that refuses to leave your face that you push open the door of the small cafรฉ you visit almost every evening, without even sparing a glance for the gorgeous orange-gold rays of sunset outside. No, really โthe sky is probably stunning, but right now, youโre far too exhausted to care.
This morningโs meeting was a disaster. You wouldnโt be surprised if a termination letter showed up in your mailbox within the next few days, and you silently pray that the fondness your boss, Mrs. Lee, has for you will be enough to save you. Honestly, though, you doubt it.
It might have been bearable if you hadnโt then endured an especially long workday, reading excerpt after excerpt of novels that all felt painfully identical. Same stories, same names, same stupid decisions โno tension, way too many clichรฉs. Youโre usually the first to enjoy niche stories, but still โthere are limits. Add to that the nonstop chatter of your desk neighbor, who gifted you a truly awful migraineโฆ Yes. Room for improvement.
Unfortunately, your migraine doesnโt seem to be going anywhere. You canโt help but admit it when Kaylie โsaid desk neighborโ orders an extra-large matcha latte at a volume far too loud, making you briefly wonder whether the barista even heard the tiny โa hazelnut coffee, pleaseโ you mumbled.
If only the best coffee in the city werenโt on the street right next to your office. Maybe then you could escape Kaylie, at least. โFor godโs sake, I canโt take this anymore!โ she exclaims, flipping her hair over her shoulder as she slides into a booth by the window.
As you sit down across from her, you notice a few heads turning your way โmost of them shooting annoyed looksโ and you lower your head instinctively. Why do you always agree to let her tag along when you know sheโs just going to embarrass you?
โSeriously, we should go on strike or something to demand more time off. Do you realize they refused to let David take the day off yesterday even though his son had the flu? Seriously โthe kid couldโve died!โ
You bite back the urge to point out that very few children die of the flu โand that, as far as you know, Davidโs son just had a mild coldโ because you really donโt feel like becoming the target of her outrage. So you just nod silently. You miss Pumpkin.
โAnyway, itโs all complete nonsense,โ she continues without waiting for a response, not even reacting when your drinks are served. You shoot her a glare as you thank the barista; she doesnโt even notice, too busy rambling on. โThis team is a total mess. And with HR like that, what did we expect? They should really stop hiring old people โsheโs such a painโฆโ Still silent, you sip your hazelnut coffee, using your thoughts as an escape from her unbearable voice. Did you fill Pumpkinโs bowl properly before leaving?
โBy the way,โ Kaylie wiggles on the bench as she grabs her phone, dragging out the word far too long. โDid you see the WhatsApp group? Romane and Fred are throwing a party in two weeks โwe have to go! What, donโt tell me you didnโt see the message?!โ
You sigh, resisting the urge โfor the umpteenth timeโ to tell her that no, you donโt read WhatsApp messages. In fact, you donโt even have the app anymore, but she doesnโt need to know that. That group called โworkโ13th floorโ is just a pathetic excuse to spread gossip anyway โnot for you.
โWhat day is it?โ you mumble instead, eyes fixed on the bottom of your cup. Kaylie pounces.
โFriday night, obviously. And donโt give me your usual โIโm busy, waaah,โโ she adds in a whiny tone that makes you want to slap her. โI know youโre not. So itโs decided โweโre going together! Maybe I could ask Mathew to come too, donโt you think?โ You donโt bother replying, just shrug. Mathew must be her current boyfriend. Last week, youโre pretty sure his name was Lucas. โDo you think heโll feel lonely since he wonโt know anyone? Damn. Yeah, probably. Shoot.โ
She chews on her nails while you lift your cup for another sip of the hot liquid. Her next words nearly make you choke. โItโd be so much easier if we went on a double date. But, well, since you canโt seem to keep a guy for more than three daysโฆโ
Your cup hits the table with a sharp clack, but she barely notices you glaring at her, too lost in her own thoughts. โItโs kind of crazy that no guyโs interested in you. I mean, youโre not that ugly. Makes you wonder if thereโs something wrong with youโฆโ she mutters, twirling a strand of hair โthen suddenly brightens, her tone flipping completely. โIโll be right back, bathroom break!โ
You clench your teeth, your nails carving small crescents into your palm as she gets up and walks away.
Two years ago, when you first started working at this company, comments like that from Kaylie hurt like hell โthe number of nights you spent crying in front of the TV, cursing her nameโฆ Today, while it still irritates you just as much, it affects you far less โbecause youโve come to understand. Kaylie isnโt mean; sheโs just the living definition of a loudmouth. She says whatever comes to mind, without a filter. And sometimes โdamn, it hurts. What hurts the most, painful as it is to admit, is that sheโs right.
You go on dates sometimes. You meet men here and there who interest you โbut it never goes beyond a single meeting, a little flirtation. Your last serious boyfriend was three years ago. At first, you wondered if something was genuinely wrong with you โand then, when you never found an answer, you gave up. That doesnโt make it any less painful.
Damn. Now all you want is to go home and hold your cat. Staring at the bottom of your cup, where only a few drops of hazelnut coffee remain, you hesitate โthen make up your mind. You never shouldโve come here with Kaylie anyway. It was bound to end badly. Taking advantage of the fact that your coworker doesnโt seem eager to return from the bathroom, you pull out a bill and place it beside your cup. But as you grab your purse and gather your things, someone clears their throat behind you, and a warm male voice speaks up.
โExcuse me โare you Miss Seo? Seo Y/N?โ
You turn around abruptly, as if struck by lightning โyou donโt recognize the voice, youโre sure of it, and yet itโs enough to send a shiver down your spineโ before freezing completely, eyes wide, because you find yourself face to face with quite possibly the most beautiful man youโve ever seen.
Tall, broad-shouldered, perfectly groomed and dressed, fine features and gentle eyes fixed on you โand hopeful ones, no less. Out of reflex, you glance over your shoulder like an idiot, unable to believe this living god is addressing you of all people. But when you realize thereโs no one behind you and that he really is looking at you, itโs your turn to clear your throat, flustered, heat rushing to your cheeks as you nervously tuck a strand of hair behind your ear.
โUhโฆ yes?โ You bite your tongue, mentally slapping yourself. Thatโs all you could come up with, idiot? โCan I help you?โ
The man fidgets with his cufflinks, clearly nervous, and you could swear the tops of his ears are slowly turning red beneath his brown hair โbut he only hesitates for a second. โMy name is Kim Seokjin โand actually, yes. You can help me.โ
Seokjin canโt believe it.
Youโre really walking beside him โless than a meter away. He has never been this nervous in his entire life โnot even when he showed up ten minutes late to his graduation ceremony and almost threw up on his project supervisorโs shoes โand god, itโs hot. Why is it so hot? Itโs not even the end of winter, so why does it suddenly feel like heโs stuck in the middle of a heatwave?!
For the umpteenth time, Seokjin swallows โand nearly chokes on his own saliva. When he parked at the address Jungkook sent him and spotted you through the window with another woman, he very nearly turned around and drove off.
Seeing you in photos was one thing. Seeing you in person is something else entirely.
Youโre even more beautiful in real life. You look sharper, more confident โachingly more real, tooโ and all of a sudden Seokjin is back in middle school, holding his first crushโs hand and being too scared to look her in the eyes. If Taehyung were here, heโd never let him hear the end of it.
โSo?โ you ask suddenly, pulling your nose out of your scarf as you turn toward him, your bright eyes studying him calmly. He swallows in panic. โWhat can I do for you?โ
There are a thousand things heโd like to answer โthough he doubts he could manage any of them without stammering like an idiotโ but he canโt afford that. Not yet. He needs to stay professional. Heโs created problems far too big for himself to lose control now, just because heโs developed the biggest crush of his entire life on you in less than a month.
Professionalism, Seokjin.ย
Still, when he opens his mouth to reply and immediately trips over his words, he realizes it all sounded much easier in his head. โIโm sorry for showing up like this, out of nowhere,โ he finally says, after carefully choosing his words. โI hope you didnโt have anything planned.โ
A hint of a smile curves your lips. โOn a Tuesday night? I should be fine โdonโt worry.โ He canโt help but smile back, because damn, youโre even prettier like that โbefore catching himself and shaking his head. Professionalism, Seokjin.
โYes, of course,โ he murmurs, a nervous smile on his lips. Itโs going to be fine. Just spit it out. โWell, as I said, my name is Kim Seokjin, and, umโฆโ
He stumbles like a fool, unsettledโbecause usually, just saying his name is enough to make peopleโs eyes light up, practically kneeling in front of him. Not that he expects you to do that โthat would be mortifyingโ but still, people usually react a little when they learn heโs the heir to one of the countryโs largest chaebol families. You barely blink.
โMy grandfather passed away two months ago,โ he blurts out, mentally slapping himself as the words tumble out uncontrollably. โHe founded a rather colossโwell, financiallyโฆ very significant electronics company, letโs say.โ
โMy condolences,โ you murmur, lips pressed together, eyes narrowing slightly โpolite, but clearly confused. He pauses, surprised.
โOh โthatโs kind of you, but really, donโt worry. Everyoneโs been waiting for it for years.โ Heโs talking so fast now heโs nearly out of breath, but he doesnโt dwell on it โor on your almost shocked expression. โAnyway, his death caused more problems than anything else in my family, and I need your help toโฆ well, solve one of them. A ratherโฆ big one.โ
He stumbles over the last words, hesitant. In response, you simply tilt your head, curiosity clearly piqued. Nervous, he swallows again. โWhat kind?โ you ask softly, that discreet little smile returning to your lips โthe one he already likes far too muchโ and he forces himself to look away to focus.
He doesnโt know why heโs hesitating. Heโs spent so long thinking about how to ask you, which words to use, how to present the situation. He talked it over with Jungkook the entire drive over, and though his friend had reassured him, now he canโt remember a single word of it. Thereโs no reason to panic. Everything will go exactly as planned. Itโs just an uncomfortable moment to get through.
โWell,โ he takes a breath far too deep to escape your notice โyou frown slightly. โI need help securing my inheritance so it doesnโt fall into the hands of an enemy of my family. Simply put.โ
The words land like a bomb โeven he can feel itโ and you take a step back, startled, before finding your voice again, surprised but clearly amused. โIโm just a small-time editor, Mr. Kim, and I highly doubt my salary could even pay for the shirt youโre wearing. I donโt see how I could help you.โ
You say it jokingly, but Seokjin canโt help glancing down at his shirt, suddenly embarrassed. He knew it โhe shouldโve dressed more simply. When he looks back up at you and that small smile that makes his heart race a little faster, itโs obvious youโre not taking him seriously. โYou wouldnโt actually have to do anything, to be honestโโ he starts, hating how warm his ears feel as he stammers.
โNo, really,โ you protest, โIโm flattered, but I donโt think Iโm the right persโโ
โI just need you to marry me.โ
You freeze, your face locked in pure shock, while he goes completely rigid โhorrified.
Shit. Shit, shit, shit. Why didnโt the words sound the way they had in his head?!
โExcuse me?!โ It takes you a few seconds to recover, but when you do, your expression has completely changed โand he panics, stepping back and lifting his hands in surrender.
โItโs nothing perverse! I just need a wife for a few months, and Iโโ he tries desperately to explain, before snapping his mouth shut when your glare makes it very clear that was not the right thing to say.
โI am neither a maid nor a prostitute, Mr. Kim,โ you snap, eyes blazing, gripping the strap of your handbag so tightly a bead of sweat runs down his temple.
โThatโs absolutely not what Iโm saying! Or thinking!โ he rushes out, flustered. โI just want to propose aโa deal! It would only be a title; it wouldnโt change anything for you! All youโd have to do is marry me for appearances, live your life as usual while I reclaim my inheritance, then weโd divorce and youโd never see me again. Youโd be paid โvery generouslyโ and you could even enjoy my house and my bank account, Iโโ
โAre you trying to buy me, Mr. Kim?โ
He freezes, mouth still half open, horrified. This is a disaster. Youโre looking at him with more hatred than youโd given that woman earlier at the cafรฉ, and the way you clutch your bag makes him expect you to hit him with it at any second before running off โcompletely destroying his plan. โNo, of course not,โ he mutters quickly, red with shame. โItโs justโฆ a proposal. I really need your help, Y/N.โ
The frown on your face does nothing to reassure him. โWe donโt know each other, Seokjin,โ you snap โand he has to fight the shiver that runs through him when you say his name like that. โCould I at least know why Iโm the lucky one you chose for this proposition?โ
He opens his mouth to answer, but between your cutting tone, the contempt in your eyes, and the question itself, he canโt find the strength to speak. Not that he knows what to say.
What could he possibly say? โI have a pathetic crush on youโsorry?โ
You seem to take his silence as the confirmation you were waiting for, pressing your lips together even tighter. โWell, Mr. Kim, while Iโm very touched by your proposal,โ you begin, in a cold tone that suggests the exact opposite, โIโm afraid Iโm not what youโre looking for, and I refuse to be nothing more than a tool for you to make money. I do hope, however, that you manage to find someone โfor your image.โ
Seokjin stands there, stunned by the force of your words, as you click your tongue and turn away. Itโs only some strange reflex that jolts him out of his stupor โhis hand shooting out as panic takes over his body. โWaitโwait,โ he almost begs, and itโs enough to catch your attention again, even if itโs an irritated one. At this point, heโs simply desperate. โPlease. I know I look like an idiot right now, but Iโm begging you. Iโm only asking one thing: marry me.โ
You let the heavy silence settle between you after his desperate confession. For a second, you actually seem to consider it, your gaze softening just enough to spark something in Seokjinโs chest. Then you crush all his hopes with your next words.
โNo. Thank you.โ
Thatโs all you give him before turning your back and disappearing around the corner, heading home while he remains there, motionless and lost.
He spent hours rehearsing that conversation โalone and with Jungkook. Heโd prepared every argument down to the syllable, anticipated every possible turn. But at no point had he imagined you might simply say no.
And as he stands there alone on a street heโs never set foot on before, his suit clashing horribly with the surroundings, Seokjin realizes that even now, he doesnโt want to choose anyone else but you.
What he also realizes is that he has absolutely no idea how heโs going to manage this wedding without a fiancรฉe on his arm. And that Nonnie is going to kill him if she finds out.
โThis is a catastrophe.โ
โNo, itโs not,โ Jungkook reassures him for the thousandth time, gently patting his back. Seokjin doesnโt lift his head from where itโs buried in his hands, and when he mutters, โYes, it is,โ Jungkook finally loses patience. โNo. She said no โso what? It was expected. Itโs not that bad, we still have time to find someone elseโโ
That makes Seokjin straighten abruptly. โYou donโt understand,โ he insists, his voice trembling under the pressure. โIโve already told my mother, Nonnie โdamn it, all the big families are talking about her! Itโs a disaster!โ
โNo one really knows who she is or what she looks like,โ Jungkook replies calmly despite Seokjinโs agitation โand Seokjin is grateful for it. He wouldnโt survive this if Jungkook werenโt as stoic as ever. โThey just know her name, Hyung. Weโll find someone else and ask her to pretend to be Y/N. Easy. Iโll handle it.โ
No matter how hard he tries, Seokjin canโt ignore the sharp ache those words cause. โNo. You donโt understand.โ
โDonโt understand what?โ
Seokjin can only shake his head, unable to voice the thought: that I donโt want to ask anyone else. So he lets the silence fall again, sinking into his despair.
โTell me,โ he finally says after a long minute staring into the bottom of his glass. Taehyungโs bar has apparently become his go-to place for wallowing โbecause he came here without even thinking. โDo you think Taehyung got rejected like this? No, of course not,โ he scoffs. โAs sweet as she is, Cupcake probably said yes right awayโฆโ
โFrom what I know, she first agreed because she thought it was a joke,โ Jungkook answers, then suddenly stops, as if he wants to add something but hesitates. He has that look โthe one he always gets when he knows something others donโt, but Seokjin can never quite read it. โBut itโs different, Hyung. Taehyung and Cupcake were already friends. You and Y/N are strangers โit doesnโt surprise me that she said no. At least she has common sense.โ
Seokjin canโt deny the point. He sighs. โI just feel soโฆ stupid, Kook. You shouldโve seen her โsheโs perfect. Really. She seemed so strong, soโฆ damn it, Iโm sure if she couldโve, sheโd have gutted me. Mom would adore her. But now she hates me, and I have zero desire to marry someone else โeven fakeโ and itโs a fucking disasterโฆโ
Once again, he buries his face in his hands, rambling uncontrollably, not caring that Jungkook sees him like this. It wouldnโt be the first time.
โYou know what I think?โ Jungkook finally says, pulling Seokjin out of his dark thoughts. When he looks up, his friend โdespite being much youngerโ has an almost wise look, the kind movie characters have when they already know the ending and know exactly what to do. โI think youโre an idiot โbut I think that every day. More importantly, I think youโre completely smitten, Hyung.โ
Seokjin scowls. โThis really isnโt the time, Kook.โ
โAnd I think most of all,โ the younger one continues, ignoring him, โthat youโre ashamed of yourself. You want to marry her? Fine. She hates you? Okay. Adds a little spice, I guessโฆโ
โWhat are you talโโ Seokjin frowns, but Jungkook cuts him off.
โI know youโre not the type to flirt around, but generally, before proposing marriage, people go for a drink together. You went straight for it โat least she knows what sheโs dealing with. Now you need to get off your high horse and talk to her. Really talk to her,โ he insists. โJust because you read her profile every night before bed doesnโt mean she knows you.โ
โI donโt readโโ
โGo see her,โ Jungkook booms, interrupting him. โTalk to her. Show her youโre serious. Let her get to know you. If sheโs not the type to say yes for money, then sheโs the type to say yes for feelings. If you canโt be her partner, be her friend. Like Taehyung and Cupcake.โ
Seokjin lowers his gaze, Jungkookโs words slowly sinking in, taking shape as he thinks them through. โMaybe you could even tell her about your little crush, while youโre at it.โ
Seokjin doesnโt react to the smug little smile Jungkook throws him, too lost in thought. Show her Iโm serious. Let her get to know me. He can do that. Right?
By the time he comes back to himself, a wave of hope and determination swelling in his chest โthatโs it, heโs going to take control of this and do it rightโJungkook has already grabbed a bottle of cognac and poured them three glasses each, their usual routine when Taehyung is around.
Seokjin watches him with a soft smile. He doesnโt know what heโd do without them, even though heโs known them so long that sometimes their maturity still surprises him. โSince when are you so good at this?โ he asks.
Jungkook only shrugs. โI took sociology in high school.โ
Kim Seokjin gives you six days of peace before coming back to wreak havoc in your life. No โthree, actually, but at first you donโt pay close enough attention to notice.
That part isnโt really your fault. Or his. When you come home from work completely drained and more than irritated by your day, and you find a bouquet of roses sitting on your doorstep, you donโt exactly stop to wonder where it came from. Too tired to think it through, you simply assume itโs yet another attempt by your neighbor โthe slightly pushy one who goes through one-night stands like candyโ to get your attention. So you just shrug, drop the flowers into a vase, and go to bed.
Only the next day, when you get home at the same time, thereโs another bouquet waiting on your doormat. Almost identical โgorgeous roses, perfectly cut, so plentiful and pristine they could only have come from a good florist. For half a second, you think that your neighbor is really pushing it โthe flowers from yesterday havenโt even had time to wiltโ but then you hear Pumpkin meowing through the door, so you hurry inside, add the new flowers to the already full vase, and go greet your cat without another thought.
The third evening follows more or less the same pattern, except you grumble a bit more โyour only vase is getting far too small for all these flowersโ and you seriously consider knocking on your neighborโs door to tell him to stop. You donโt, though, telling yourself youโll deal with it over the weekend.
Itโs only on the fourth night that you really start paying attention to these mysterious flowers that keep appearing. Maybe itโs because youโve had a truly awful day โan HR meeting that turned into a full-blown argument, a few angry comments you blurted out that might very well cost you your job, on top of all the unsolicited criticism Kaylie piled on afterwardโ but what little patience you had left completely snaps when you reach your landing and find yet another ridiculously large bouquet of roses sitting there like a provocation.
The idea of keeping your cool, going inside, collapsing on the couch, and eating chocolate in front of reality TV all night is incredibly tempting. But right now, youโre far too on edge to listen to reason. So, in a burst of rage, you grab the bouquet โso big you can barely hold it with one handโ and storm over to apartment C1, where your neighbor lives, knocking furiously on the door.
Nothing.
It takes you a full minute to realize itโs strange that heโs taking so long to answer. Another twenty seconds to remember you havenโt heard much from him lately. A bit longer still to realize you havenโt seen his car in the parking lot. Then it hits you โhe left on vacation last week.
Completely lost, you look down at the bouquet in your arms, brows furrowed. The soft scent of the flowers โstill just as high qualityโ tickles your nose, but no matter how hard you stare at the red petals, you canโt find an answer to your unspoken question. Where the hell are these flowers coming from?
Still confused and unable to let it go โpartly because you know youโll never fall asleep tonight without an answerโ the first thing you do after closing your apartment door is place the bouquet on your small dining table, next to the already overstuffed vase. Pumpkin doesnโt waste any time greeting you, jumping onto the table to demand attention.
โYou wouldnโt happen to know where this came from, would you?โ you ask absently, scratching behind his ears. He purrs, tail flicking happily. โNo? You didnโt hear anything?โ
You sigh โPumpkin is a terrible detective; experience has taught you he does nothing but sleep while youโre goneโ and, resigned but mostly disappointed, you untie the little ribbon holding the roses together and try, somehow, to squeeze them into your painfully small vase where thereโs already no room left.
As you lift the bouquet, a small card slips free from between the stems and falls to the floor. You only notice it when Pumpkin pounces on it and starts playing. Perplexed, you take it from him โand end up even more confused by the few words written on it.
โWhat theโฆโ you mutter, earning an offended meow. Written in black ink, in perfectly neat, even handwriting โalmost calligraphicโ are the words: โCall me if you have the slightest problem, or simply if you want to talk,โ followed by a phone number.
Your confusion quickly turns into a simmering anger โbecause you know only one person who would bother to write this beautifully nowadays, and the memory of your one and only meeting is enough to reignite your irritation.
Maybe itโs the annoyance. Maybe itโs the exhaustion from work. Either way, you donโt hesitate before grabbing your phone.
5:46 PM โ You: Iโd appreciate it if you stopped harassing me like this. And stop with the stupid flowers, I hate roses.
The reply comes instantly โand its content almost disappoints you.
5:47 PM โ Kim the Idiot Seokjin: Noted.
The next day, when you get home from work, thereโs no massive bouquet of roses on your doorstep. Instead, five daffodils, delicately tied together, are waiting for you โand you freeze.
They say that giving five red roses is a sign of affection. And you told him you hate roses.
You have no idea how Kim Seokjin found out that daffodils are your favorite flowers, but one thing is certain: you hate the butterflies blooming in your stomach.
When Kim Seokjin sent โnoted,โ you naรฏvely thought heโd stop his little flower routine. Turns out โno. Apparently, he just took note that youโd noticed, and decided that meant he should keep going. Because, damn it, it gets ten times worse.
He doesnโt just have flowers delivered anymore โdaffodils, each more colorful and beautiful than the last, making your heart wobble even though youโd rather die than admit it. No, now he sends them with a vase, just to make sure you wonโt throw them away.
On top of that, every bouquet comes with a small note โalways some encouraging phrase, not too personal but still oddly comforting. Sometimes thereโs even a box of chocolates โand maybe itโs a coincidence, but it always seems to happen on harsh days. If you didnโt appreciate the gesture, you might even wonder whether this Kim had you followed or something.
Once again, he waits a few days before escalating โas if delivering flowers to your home was just him testing your limits. Because the moment you stop texting to complain โafter all, who complains about free flowers and chocolates every day?!โ he moves on to the next level: sending them to your workplace.
And once again, he doesnโt hold back.
Every day, a new vase is delivered, always holding five magnificent white daffodils that decorate your desk. At work, though, heโs almost more discreet โhe only includes notes when the deliveries come to your apartmentโ but he never misses a chance to send you a meal basket on days when you skip lunch to catch up on work. Itโs almostโฆ domestic.
Strangely enough, itโs not that unpleasant. Sure, youโve lost count of how many coworkers tease you about it โKaylie first among them, endlessly talking about your โsecret admirerโโ but itโs manageable. As long as you ignore the butterflies in your stomach and the heat creeping into your cheeks every time one of his gifts arrives.
Part of you wonders if heโs trying to manipulate you โmaybe this is just a strategy, charming you with thoughtful gifts so he can pull you in and use you. But no matter how you look at it, youโve never heard of rich men giving chocolates to editors to reel them in. It makes no sense.
Especially given the messages he sends you. Since you saved his number, heโs taken the liberty of doing the same, and he texts you almost every day โbut not to pressure you into marrying him or whatever ridiculous plan he suggested the one time you met. No. Just a few words here and there โwishing you a good day, asking if you like todayโs flowers, and, on the rare occasions you reply, telling you about his own day. Heโs never pushy, never intrusive. He simply lets you know heโs there if you want to talk โand when you do, he always replies within the minute.
Part of you remembers that he only wants to use you to secure his inheritance โbecause if you understood your conversation correctly, thatโs exactly what it is. But the other part of you struggles to hold onto that thought, especially when heโs so gentle and attentive every single day. In fact, the more time passes, the more you wonder whether youโre starting to like him โor hate him a little more each day. You have a pretty good idea of the answer, and you donโt like it much.
When you leave work that evening, itโs raining cats and dogs โalmost literally. You donโt think youโve ever seen that much rain in the city; even at your parentsโ place in the countryside, it never pours like this. At this rate, the roads will flood. You feel a little guilty about the spark of joy that thought brings โflooded streets mean no work tomorrowโ but as you mentally calculate how long itโll take you to get home by the shortest route (you already know itโll save you maybe two minutes, tops) and whether you have any chance of staying dry (spoiler: no), you freeze before even stepping onto the sidewalk.
Because parked right in front of your office building is a sleek black Mercedes, gleaming under the rain.
You donโt need to ask who it belongs to โyouโve lived in this neighborhood for years, and you know no one here can afford a car like thatโ and the thought alone tightens your chest. Spotting you, a man slightly younger than you, square-jawed with tattoos peeking out from his sleeve, steps out of the driverโs side. Standing straight in the rain in his three-piece suit, he gives you a small bow โa bow, for Godโs sake.
โMiss Seo?โ he says, and youโre frozen in place, face burning. โI work for Mr. Kim. He was worried about you seeing all this rain and asked me to come pick you upโฆโ
You canโt move. You canโt speak. Around you, some of your coworkers pass by, staring โKaylie first among themโ but you donโt even have the strength to stammer something to the poor man.
Damn Kim Seokjin. This has gone too far.
โThatโs very kind of you,โ you finally manage, forcing a tight smile. โBut I think Iโll walk. Donโt worry.โ The man opens his mouth to protest, but you donโt give him the chance โyou take off running, dignity be damned. Only after turning the corner to make sure he isnโt following you do you grab your phone, still burning with embarrassment, and mash the call button on his contact.
You bring the phone to your ear, catching your breath. Wait โwhy are you out of breath? And why is your heart pounding like this, damn it, like itโs about toโ โY/N?โ Kim Seokjinโs warm, gentle voice fills your ear, pulling you out of your thoughts. You grit your teeth, ignoring the shiver that runs through you. Of course he answered on the first ring.
โThis has to stop,โ you mutter, teeth clenched, tilting your head back so the cold rain splashes against your burning cheeks.
โWhat does?โ Another shiver โhow can a voice do this to you, damn it?
โYou canโt just send a driver like that!โ you blurt out, frustrated. You never know how to act around him, and it infuriates you. You hate how much attention you give him without meaning to. โWhatโs next? A limousine?โ
He replies instantly, as if heโd expected this. โWhat was I supposed to do, huh? I wasnโt going to โwait. Donโt tell me you didnโt get in?โ
His usually calm voice sounds suddenly panicked, almost worried โand that definitely doesnโt squeeze something tight in your chest. โUhโฆ no?โ you stammer, thrown off by his tone. โWhy would I? I donโt even understand why you sent him.โ
โBecause I donโt want you to get sick, maybe?โ he answers like itโs obvious, and you freeze in the middle of the sidewalk. โItโs pouring. Itโs awful.โ
For a second, youโre unable to move again, your throat tight around his admission. It sounds like nothing when he says it, but itโs been a long time since anyone worried about you โat least over something as trivial as a bit of rain. It almost hurts that a stranger does it so well.
โNot at all,โ you manage, hoping he doesnโt hear the change in your voice. โI love it. I wanted to feel the rain.โ
โThereโs a full-on storm and you want to feel the rain?โ
โDonโt change the subject! I donโt want you sending your driver anymore. Is that clear?โ you snap.
โWhy not?โ
โBecause playing secret admirer is fun for about two minutes, but there are limits! And if you thought you were being a great romantic by sending a lackey โwell, it failed!โ
Silence. Then, softly, โShould I drive you home myself?โ
โDonโt you dare !โ
You freeze again โthis time in horror. Did you really just yell at a stranger on the phone in the middle of the street? What the hell is wrong with you? And why does his damn voice mess you up like this?!
He doesnโt reply, and it makes you painfully aware of what just happened. You really did snap at him when all he did was try to be thoughtful. Damn it. Can he sue you for that? Heโs rich โhe probably could. Shit.
At this point, youโre soaked, red with embarrassment, and completely lost, having bolted down the street without looking where you were going. His sudden silence makes guilt crash into you at full speed. Maybe thatโs why you suddenly feel utterly ashamed of yourself, and, too proud to apologize outright, you end up stammering into the phone, mortified, a brief, โThat was all,โ before hanging up and burying your face in your hands.
When you finally get home, thereโs no bouquet of daffodils on your doorstep โand your guilt multiplies by a hundred. Maybe thatโs whatโs wrong with you. You always have to act like an idiot.
Even after several hours, and with night falling thick and black, the rain doesnโt stop โmaybe the streets really will be flooded tomorrow, who knows. Youโve had time to take a shower, change clothes, even order a four-cheese pizza and watch four episodes of that reality show everyoneโs talking about lately, Pumpkin purring on your lap, and yet you still canโt get what happened earlier out of your head.
Youโre mad at yourself. You reacted instantly because you were on edge, and the result is that you were almost rude to him, when he only wanted to help. You shouldโve thanked him and asked him not to overdo it โand insteadโฆ
The vase of daffodils on the dining table seems to mock you. The one on the floor next to the TV isnโt any better. In fact, all the bouquets of daffodils appear to be judging you very harshly, and there are more than a dozen of them scattered around your apartment now, which makes them rather hard to avoid. Damn it, you feel awful. Should you call him back and apologizeโฆ?
Right at that moment, someone knocks on your door, and you straighten up, frowning. Pumpkin stays completely relaxed on your lap, which reassures you โhe always hisses when itโs that annoying neighbor trying to make conversation, so if heโs calm, at least youโre spared that.
Carefully setting the ginger cat down on the couch, you get up and, with a pace far more sluggish than your pride would usually allow, walk toward the front door, opening it without much enthusiasm. Itโs probably just the downstairs neighbor asking to borrow tomato sauce, like alwaโ
You come face to face with five pink daffodils held at chest height by a long, slender hand โand then, when you lift your gaze, with Kim Seokjin himself, his lashes fluttering as he looks at you, eyes full of hope.
You take a small step back, your mouth falling open without any words coming out, caught completely off guard. Your breath gets stuck in your throat. You hadnโt seen him again since that day in front of the cafรฉ โhow can he be even more handsome than you remember?
โGood evening,โ he says softly, smiling with a slightly shy look that makes you melt, and you already feel your cheeks warming just from the sound of his voice. Itโs worse than you thought. Much worse.
Once again, you open your mouth to speak, but nothing comes out. You donโt know whether itโs the flush on your cheeks or if he can simply sense your embarrassment, but he smiles again before gently holding the bouquet out to you. The scent of the flowers envelops you almost instantly, and you suddenly think that this fragrance suits him perfectly.
โI heard you were getting tired of your secret admirer,โ he says quietly, his warm voice wrapping around you like a comforting blanket, and you melt even more when the tops of his ears turn red. โSo I thought I mightโฆ remove the secret part.โ
The end of his sentence sounds like a question, almost as if heโs asking for permission, and youโre left speechless, not even trusting yourself to answer. Unfortunately, you also have this annoying habit of speaking before thinking.
โI said โdonโt you dare,โโ you mutter, embarrassed as his eyebrows lift โbut you still gently take the bouquet from his hands, shivering when your fingers brush, and he smiles softly.
โDo you consider this your workplace?โ he jokes, pointing at your apartment. You roll your eyes in response, discreetly lowering your head to bury your nose in the flowers and silently revel in their scent. โBecause if thatโs the case, it means someone else is eating all the meal baskets I send you, and then Iโd need toโโ
โThank you,โ you cut in suddenly, barely daring to meet his gaze.
He doesnโt let you dodge him, fixing you with those large dark eyes with no chance of escape โbecause damn it, you could drown in that look. Taking a step back and suddenly becoming aware of the situation โyou in pajamas in your entryway, him looking like a godโ you blush in embarrassment, not to mention how guilty you still feel.
โAnd I also wanted toโฆ well, I was just thinking thatโฆโ You search for your words, painfully flustered under his unwavering gaze โhe simply waits, hanging on your lips, one eyebrow raised, and you never wouldโve believed a single look could make you lose your composure this badly.
โWhat I mean isโโ
โMeow.โ You barely have time to finish stammering before a ball of ginger fur rubs against your legs, and you both look down at the same time as Pumpkin approaches Seokjin, rising onto his hind legs to sniff his hand.
Seokjin lifts his head as if to silently ask you a question, but seems to make a decision when he notices your flaming cheeks and obvious discomfort. A wide smile spreads across his face, rounding his cheeks adorably as he bends down to gently pet Pumpkin.
โHey there,โ he says cheerfully, earning a satisfied meow from the cat. When he looks back at you, youโre no longer quite as red โand you smile too. โI didnโt know you had a cat.โ
You stare at him, a little surprised. Of all the things he couldโve said, thatโs the last one you expected. โWell, you never asked,โ you reply simply, amused, and he smiles back. Taking a deep breath, you suddenly blurt out, โDo you want to come in? I need to put these in a vase anywayโฆโ
You donโt give him time to answer โyou wouldnโt survive the embarrassment if he said no, honestlyโ and you rush into the kitchen without waiting, grabbing the first glass you find, filling it with water, and slipping the daffodils inside. You donโt even know where youโre going to put them; you act on autopilot just to calm yourself, and youโre not sure whether youโre relieved or even more so when you hear the front door close.
Seokjin appears soon after, Pumpkin trailing behind him, and the sight of the young man โperfectly groomed and dressed, not a speck of dirt on him despite the storm outsideโ standing in your tiny apartment makes you smile softly, amused by how out of place he looks, just like that day in front of the cafรฉ.
And yet, you have the strange feeling that without his gold jewelry and tailored suits, Kim Seokjin would be very cozy.
โSorry, itโs a bit of a mess,โ you murmur nervously as he looks around. He smiles gently, his eyes sparkling when he notices all the daffodil bouquets scattered throughout the apartment.
โNo, I like it,โ he says simply, and a wave of warmth spreads through your chest.
You look away, feeling your cheeks heat up again. You swallow several times before finding the courage to speak. โActually, I wanted to apologize,โ you begin, your voice a little shaky, but you quickly steady yourself. โForโฆ everything I said on the phone earlier โwell, more how I said it. I was justโฆ surprised. But it was very kind of you, and I never should haveโโ
โNo, Iโm the one who should apologize โyouโre right,โ he says gently, his soft gaze fixed on you. โSending a driver like that, itโs a bitโฆ itโs the kind of thing my father would do,โ he mutters with a grimace, easing the tension a little. โI shouldโve warned you at least. It wonโt happen again, I promise.โ
โNo, no, really,โ you protest quickly, setting down your makeshift vase. โIt was veryโฆ thoughtful. Itโs justโฆ a bit much, I guess?โ A small, slightly tight smile curves your lips, but thereโs no reproach in your voice, and you hope he hears that. โYou already send me flowers every day, itโs a littleโโ
โYou donโt like the flowers?โ he cuts in, and your smile drops.
โI do, of course I do โI just thoughtโโ you rush to reassure him, but he barely listens.
โDamn,โ he suddenly runs a hand through his hair, staring off into space. His fingers mess up his perfect styling, making him a little less godlike and a little more human โwhich only makes him even more handsome. โItโs not enough, is it? I had a feeling. I thought about writing you letters, Shakespeare-style, but Kook said it was a bad idea, and heโs probably right, but then againโโ
โI donโt need letters!โ you cut in, half exasperated, half amused, because honestly โhow can he be this adorable? โThe flowers, the messages, itโs more than enough. Itโs just that people around me are starting to ask questions, Iโm asking questions โjust yesterday, a coworker asked when my next date with my boyfriend was supposed to be. What am I supposed to do with that, huh?!โ
He freezes, caught off guard, his ears turning bright red. โIโ I donโt know, I justโฆ That you donโt have a boyfriend?โ
โSeokjin, I get flowers and little notes almost every day at work!โ you protest.
He shoots back immediately, โIn that case, Sweetheart, maybe you should ask yourself why youโre the only one who doesnโt want to know when that famous date is.โ
You both freeze. Even Pumpkin stops moving, nose lifted as if avidly following the conversation. โWhat?โ you finally manage, stunned.
His eyes widen like a thief caught red-handed. โNothing.โ
โWhat did you call me?โ you insist, heart racing just a little too fast. โAnd what did you say?!โ
He stays still for a few seconds, his eyes darting between you and the floor as if searching for an escape route. Then he closes them and sighs, running a hand through his hair again. The hairspray has completely given up โhis strands fall freely over his forehead, above his ears, and you were right: he really does look cozy.
โA date is literally all Iโm asking for, Y/N,โ he finally admits, and you shiver at the way he says your name, wondering what it would feel like to hear him whisper it against your ear. โEven less than that. I just wantโฆ a chance to prove that Iโm not just some creepy rich guy asking you weird things on the street. Or some strange stalker sending you gifts at work.โ He rubs his face, brows furrowed. โGod, that sounds awful when you put it like thatโฆโ
โYouโฆ want a dateโฆ with me?โ you cut in suddenly, incredulous. You must have misheard. Thereโs no way someone like him wants to go out with you. From what youโd understood, he was just looking for a fake wife. So whyโฆ?
But his gaze doesnโt waver for a second as he looks straight into your eyes, his soft pupils warm with affection. โYes, Y/N. I thought it was fairly clear by now โmy apologies,โ he says with a small laugh, then grows serious again. โYes. Iโd like to take you out to dinner. Or even just out, anywhere. If thatโs what you want, of course.โ
He waits in silence as you remain speechless, staring at him in disbelief. You donโt know what to say, what to do โyou canโt even believe your ears. You realize youโve been quiet too long when he grows shy again, looking away with an embarrassed smile. โAnd if thatโs not what you want, Iโd rather you tell me now, before I make a complete fool of myselfโฆโ
โCan I think about it?โ you blurt out suddenly, and you can hear how breathless you sound, but you donโt care. Youโre probably bright red too, but at this point โwhatever.
Because the look Kim Seokjin gives you is enough to make your heart race wildly.
โYes. Of course,โ he answers softly, just as breathless as you, offering you the most radiant smile youโve ever seen.
The next evening, when you leave the office, thereโs a black Mercedes parked by the curb again. Except this time, the man stepping out has sparkling eyes, a smile that puffs up his cheeks, and shoulders broader than an American fridge. And when he smiles at you, you canโt help but smile back.
โNeed a carriage, Sweetheart?โ
Seokjin picks you up from work every evening, no matter how many times you tell him he doesnโt need to. He insists, claiming it makes him happy, and you donโt have the strength to say no. Youโre already proud of yourself for convincing him not to also pick you up every morning โhe doesnโt talk much about his job, but you can tell he doesnโt have time to play chauffeur for youโ and even then, the puppy-dog look he gave you almost made you change your mind. This man will be your downfall.
He still has flowers delivered, though, and his texts are more frequent, more enthusiastic โespecially now that you answer them. His latest obsession is getting you to call him Jin, which you absolutely cannot bring yourself to do for reasons you donโt fully understand; just the thought makes you painfully shy. All those pet names โitโs far too domestic for your poor little heart.
Thankfully, not everything in your life is perfect โyouโd be bored otherwiseโ and your coworkers are always there to get on your nerves. Kaylie, in particular, excels at it.
โCome on, seriously, you have to come! Youโre not going to leave me there alone!โ You sigh. Sheโs been at it all morning โas if pestering you about this stupid party were the best way to convince you.
โI have no one to go with,โ you mutter for at least the thousandth time. โAnd anyway, Iโm exhausted, Iโd be better offโโ
โNonsense! And what about the guy who picks you up every night and has lunch with you every day?โ she cuts in, pointing an accusing finger at you. โJust because you donโt want to talk about him doesnโt mean I donโt notice!โ
Right as youโre about to snap that sheโs the last person youโd want to discuss it with, your phone vibrates. Seizing the perfect excuse to escape, you answer without checking the number, letting out a small sigh as you step away.
โHey, Sweetheart.โ His voice barely reaches your ear before chills race down your arms, and you tuck yourself into a corner near the window to make sure no one hears.
โHey, you,โ you reply, unable to stop yourself from smiling. Youโll never understand how Seokjin affects you this way without even trying. โWhat do I owe the pleasure?โ
He chuckles softly, the sound sending butterflies fluttering in your stomach. โI actually had a question,โ he says, and you hum to let him know youโre listening. โLook out the window.โ
Perplexed, you lean closer to the large panes and glance down the building โand freeze when you spot the black Mercedes parked below, Seokjin leaning against the hood in a perfectly tailored brown suit that makes him ridiculously attractive. Even from several floors up, his eyes find yours, and he smiles up at you.
โWanna grab lunch?โ
Less than ten minutes later, youโre sitting across from each other in a restaurant he chose, eating dishes you could never afford, even if you managed to convince him to let you pay. Conversation flows easily โitโs surprisingly effortless with him, the words natural, pleasant, comfortable. And thatโs dangerous, because you could get used to that comfort.
After a few minutes of the question bouncing around in your head, you finally ask, picking up a piece of steak with your fork, โAre you free tonight?โ
He stops eating, surprised, then looks up at you, delighted. โI could be. Why?โ
At his answer, you quickly shake your head. โNo, forget it. I donโt want to bother you if you have work.โ
โYouโre not bothering me,โ he says at once, a playful smile on his lips as he gently takes your hand across the table. โIโm free. Whatโs going on?โ
You smile softly, shivering at the warmth of his fingers. You could get used to that too. โThereโs thisโฆ stupid party my coworkers are throwing. I was planning not to go, but Kaylie wonโt drop it, so I figured it might actually be fun if you were there.โ
He says nothing, just stares at you long enough to make you panic a little. โI mean, Iโd totally understand if you didnโt want toโโ
โWhat time do I pick you up? And how should I dress? Classy?โ he cuts in, grinning, already planning everything in his head. You smile despite yourself.
โSix. And โclassyโ is fine โbut my kind of classy, not yours. Itโs at my coworkersโ place, not a five-star hotel. So for you, I guess thatโs moreโฆ casual?โ
He scowls, and you burst out laughing. โStop that,โ he grumbles, pouting. โYou make me sound like some arrogant rich king, I hate it.โ He complains, but even he ends up smiling, amused.
When he drops you back at the office after lunch, his smile is ear to ear. โSoโฆ tonight, then?โ
Heโs so adorable โand so damn handsomeโ that it takes all your strength not to give in completely. โTonight,โ you murmur.
Then, gathering all your courage, you rise onto your tiptoes and press a small kiss โjust oneโ against his cheek before dropping back onto your heels. He doesnโt even have time to react, too stunned; you only give him a playful smile before disappearing inside.
And even once youโre back in the building, you can still feel his gaze on you โand it sends the butterflies in your stomach into a frenzy.
โSeriously, are you sure we canโt leave?โ you whisper for what feels like the hundredth time, earning an exasperated smile from Seokjin.
โBasic politeness says we should stay at least two hours, Sweetheart,โ he replies calmly, downing his glass of juice in one go. Itโs painfully obvious that, unlike you โwho is seconds away from exploding if you have to endure one more karaoke performance from Kaylie and your other coworkersโ he is having a great time.
โThis isnโt high society,โ you protest indignantly, tugging at his arm. โIf I want to leave, I leave. I donโt have toโโ
Heโs clearly far too well-mannered to give in easily, judging by the way he hesitates. After glancing at the clock on the wall, he gently cuts you off. โJust fifteen minutes.โ
โTen,โ you insist, meeting his gaze head-on.
His eyes soften, growing even more hesitant when you give him a small pout, until he sighs, the tips of his ears turning slightly red. โFine. Go get your coat,โ he mutters, clearly not very proud of himself for caving so quickly.
You practically bounce with joy, leaning in without even thinking to peck his cheek before darting toward the living room, where Romane โthe coworker hosting the partyโ has piled everyoneโs coats onto the couch. Fighting back a grimace at yet another terrible cover of My Heart Will Go On, you try to stay discreet as you edge along the wall and crouch down to look for your coat and Seokjinโs.
Spotting a still-fresh stain on the couch, panic grips you at the thought that Seokjinโs coat might be ruined โbecause one thing is certain: you absolutely cannot afford to buy him a new one, nor pay for dry cleaning.
โSeo? What are you doing?โ Kaylieโs booming, very drunk voice echoes through the room, and every head turns toward you. โCome on, I wanna do one with you!โ she squeals, beckoning you over while barely managing to stay upright herself.
You straighten slowly, offering everyone a tight smile as you clutch both your coat and Seokjinโs to your chest. โSorry, that wonโt be possible โwe need to head out,โ you say hesitantly. When almost everyone groans in disappointment, you hurry to add, โIโm really sorry, I told you I wouldnโt be able to stay longโฆโ
โYouโve gotta be fucking kidding me,โ Kaylie snaps, the alcohol making her louder and far less restrained. โFor once you actually show up, and you bail the second you get the chance. Itโs insane โbut hey, say it if weโre annoying you, huh? Thatโs it, madam finally has a boyfriend, so she thinks sheโs all that now!โ
Stunned, you take a step back. While many of your coworkers look just as shocked, others seem to agree with her โand thatโs what really gets under your skin. โThat has absolutely nothing to do with it,โ you mutter through clenched teeth.
Kaylie scoffs, tossing her hair over her shoulder. โOf course it does. You found yourself a rich guy, so now you think you can do whatever you want. But spoiler alert, Sweetie โhe probably only wants you for sex. The second it gets serious, heโll drop you, and donโt come crying then.โ
โWho the hell do you think you are?!โ you snap.
โDonโt forget, Y/N-ie โyouโre the nice, boring girl nobody wants. I bet your Prince Charming is only here because he needs something from you, right?โ
She points at you, and you just stand there like an idiot, unable to respond โbecause deep down, thereโs this horrible feeling that she might be right. After all, you and Seokjin met because he needed your help with his inheritance. Nothing more.
Suddenly, you feel ridiculous. So, so ridiculous. Your hands start to shake, and you hate how quickly tears prick at your eyes. Every single coworker is staring at you, waiting for an answer โbut nothing comes. You just feel stupid.
You donโt think. Hugging your coat tightly to your chest, you shove past the people between you and the front door, forcing your way through as fast as you can. Everyone lets you pass โuntil, just a few steps from the exit, you run straight into a broad chest with even broader shoulders.
โSweetheart? Whatโs goingโare you crying?โ Seokjin exclaims, clearly confused. You donโt answer. You simply thrust his coat into his hands and disappear, slamming the door behind you.
Youโve never gone down stairs so fast, never left a building so quickly. In no time at all, youโre alone on the street, the dark night your only companion, and you donโt even try to stop the tears streaming down your cheeks.
Damn Kaylie. You hate her. Hate her, hate her, hate her.
Less than a minute passes before you hear your name being shouted from down the street behind you โand soon, Seokjinโs footsteps echo as he runs to catch up. โLeave me alone,โ you mutter when he reaches you, not even turning your head.
โWhatโs wrong? What happened?โ he asks breathlessly, clearly worried, stepping in front of you to force you to face him.
You walk around him without answering. โLeave me alone!โ
He catches up again, this time gripping your shoulders to keep you in place. โNot happening.โ He shakes his head when you try to push him away, one hand coming up to cup your cheek, his eyes begging you to just look at him. โTalk to me. Please.โ
You hold on for a few seconds โthen completely break down. Youโre no match for his worried expression and that heartbreaking look.
โSheโs right,โ you sob, shaking your head when he opens his mouth to protest. โIโm stupid, so stupid, and it justโฆ Iโm so mad. Sheโs always had everything she wanted. Her job, her studies, even love โIโve never seen her single, not once. And me? Nobody ever wants me. No guy Iโve gone out with has ever called me back. Hell, even my parents never check in, Iโโ
โHey, hey,โ he cuts in suddenly, giving you no time to object as he pulls you into his arms, pressing your head against his chest. At this point, your tears must be ruining his shirt, but he clearly doesnโt care. โBreathe. What kind of nonsense is that?โ
โI just want toโฆ understand whatโs wrong with me,โ you cry into his chest. Those words seem to revolt him. He pulls back abruptly, cupping your cheeks in his hands, his gaze suddenly almost stern.
โThere is nothing wrong with you,โ he sterns, and now he almost sounds angry. โYouโre funny, intelligent, beautiful โand youโre hands down the most resourceful girl Iโve ever met. Sure, she has all those things. But there will always be people who have more than you. There are guys richer than me, more successful, better-looking โbut if I spend all my time comparing myself to them, Iโll end up forgetting who I am. And I donโt want you to forget who you are, Sweetheart,โ he murmurs, brushing your cheek with his thumb. โThe only person you should be looking at โand trying to outdoโ is yourself. And who cares what Kaylie from accounting thinks? She was drunk and her breath stinks anyway.โ
A tiny laugh escapes you, and he takes it as a victory, gently pecking your temple before pulling you back into his arms. You sigh, suddenly exhausted, but his words have worked their magic โa warm wave spreads through your chest as he speaks, until the tears youโre shedding arenโt from sadness anymore, but from emotion.
From the start, you knew his voice could work miracles. You just had no idea heโd know exactly what to say like this.
Unfortunately for him, you wipe your cheeks โand maybe your nose tooโ against his shirt, your voice barely audible through his embrace. โYouโre right. Iโm sorry, I donโt know what came over meโฆโ
โObviously, Iโm always right,โ he cuts in, patting your back as if to stop you from saying anything else foolish. Watching you try to regain some dignity while wiping your nose with your sleeve, he gives you a small smile, that same gentle look he always has. โCome on. Let me take you to get something to eat.โ
You snap your head up, surprised. โAt this hour?โ
He just smiles softly. โYou promised me a date, remember?โ
For someone as rich as Seokjin, youโd expected the word date to mean something very sophisticated. A five-star restaurant. A walk by a lake, maybe a candlelit picnic โsomething outrageously romantic.
Not that youโre disappointed โhonestly, you wouldnโt have known how to act in a fancy restaurantโ but never, ever would you have imagined that a date with Kim Seokjin, heir to the great Kim family, would mean stopping in the middle of the night at an empty Burger King.
Stillโฆ itโs not so bad. Maybe this time, youโll even manage to convince him to let you pay.
It takes you several long minutes to fully calm down. He lets you eat in silence while he devours his own burger โseriously, youโve never seen anyone demolish fries that fast. Youโd bet he preferred you while you were still recovering, because the moment youโre back to yourself, you spend the next few minutes apologizing over and over โfor dragging him into that fiasco and for your little breakdown.
โItโs fine, Iโm telling you, no need to make such a big deal out of itโโ
โOf course there is! God, I feel so bad, I swearโโ
โSweetheart, you are not paying for these burgers. Stop insisting.โ
That wasnโt really your goal, but you play along anyway, stomping your foot and pouting. He bursts out laughing, the sound pulling a smile from your own lips โthough you still feel guilty. โSeriously, let me pay. Orโฆ anything. What can I do to make it up to you?โ
He looks almost offended, his eyebrows shooting up so high they disappear into his hair. โThere is nothing for you to make up for. Who do you think I am?โ
โCome onโฆ anything you want! Anything! Here: we can plan another date, a real one, next week โor better yet, tomorrow!โ
โYou donโt like this date?โ he asks suddenly, making you go pale โthen he explodes with laughter at your expression.
When you smack his shoulder a little harder than necessary โbarely, reallyโ he just laughs louder, pulling you toward him and grabbing your wrists to keep you from hitting him again. โI donโt want anything. This was actually kind of fun,โ he admits softly, and you freeze as he pulls you closer still, until your faces are only inches apart. โWell, except for the part with that awful woman. But thanks to you, I got to observe the average office worker in their natural habitat, thatโs already amazing.โ
He laughs proudly at his own joke and gently pecks the tip of your nose when all you give him is a small smile. When he straightens, his eyes soften, his tone almost solemn.
โAnd just so you knowโฆโ Even in the dim lighting of the fast-food place, you can see his ears turn red. โI have no intention of leaving you.โ
Your eyes widen uncontrollably. โYou heard that?!โ you blurt out, horrified.
โJust a little,โ he admits with a pout. โI was busy fighting their bulldog โthis wrinkly beast tried to eat my shoes!โ He looks genuinely outraged at the idea of his precious loafers being attacked โand itโs stronger than you.
You kiss him.
Well โnot exactly. You lean in until your lips meet his.
The second you realize what youโve done, all your confidence evaporates โand he takes over, a soft sigh escaping him as his hand slides to your waist, pulling you closer until youโre almost sitting in his lap. But youโre far too focused on the feel of his lips against yours to care.
God, he kisses so well.
You feel intoxicated, unable to stop the dance of your mouths โshy and fierce all at once. His lips taste like raspberry, and the discovery drives you a little insane.
Heโs the first to pull away, only because he needs air, and itโs only then that you notice your lungs burning. You stay there, breathless but smiling, eyes locked, as he keeps you pressed against him like heโd fall apart if you moved away.
When Seokjin speaks again, his eyes shine with excitement and joy. โActuallyโฆ now that I think about it, there is something you could do for me.โ
You straighten abruptly, like youโve been struck by lightning, but he barely reacts despite currently supporting all your weight on his lap. In this position, youโre a few inches taller than him, forcing him to look up at you โand you probably enjoy that a little too much.
โReally? What is it?โ
He scratches the back of his neck, a shy smile forming as his other hand gently, delicately caresses your waist. โI kinda hate to ask you thisโฆโ he murmurs.
You press him, insist โso he finally gives in. โThereโs this thing next weekโฆ a gala,โ he says, and you freeze. โItโs nothing important, but Iโm required to attend charity galas, soโฆ You invited me to your awful party already โfairโs fair, right?โ
โSeokjin, what the hell am I supposed to do at a charity gala?โ you blurt out, cheeks burning with embarrassment, ignoring him when he reminds you to call him Jin. โIโve never done anything like that. I donโt belong in high society or whatever โeveryone will see that Iโm notโโ
โNo one will see anything at all. I wonโt leave your side, I promise. Everyone loves me, itโll be fun, youโll see.โ
You hesitate, pouting, and look away when he pulls the puppy-dog eyes again. โI really donโt knowโฆ donโt you have anything elseโฆ?โ
โPlease? It wonโt be the same if youโre not thereโฆโ You shake your head, stubborn. Just imagining yourself in an evening dress, champagne flute in hand at a charity gala makes you shiver with discomfort.
โNo, really, Iโm sorry. Thereโs no universe where I set foot in a gala,โ you mutter, as he simply raises an eyebrow.
โI canโt believe you talked me into doing this,โ you breathe, unable to tear your eyes away from your reflection in the mirror. This is pure madness. What are you even thinking, seriously?
โIโm sure youโll be fine. Everythingโs going to go perfectly,โ Seokjin answers from the bedroom, unable to see you through the bathroom door youโve shut โand stubbornly refuse to open.
โThis is insane. I really should just go home,โ panic now unmistakable in your voice. You hear Seokjin move closer as you slip your hands behind your back, desperately trying to reach the zipper โan attempt that quickly proves impossible.
โHey, if youโre freaking out, at least let me in,โ he knocks gently, but thereโs worry in his voice now, which absolutely does not help. โSweetheart, open the door. Please.โ
After several attempts โand after making him swear at least ten times that he wonโt laughโ you finally give in. The latch clicks softly, and the door swings open, revealing Seokjin dressed to the nines: an Italian three-piece suit that must have cost a fortune, jewelry gleaming, devastatingly handsome.
And while the sight leaves you breathless, itโs far worse for him. He freezes completely โbrows raised, mouth slightly openโ caught mid-step. His sudden silence sends your anxiety spiraling even higher. You never shouldโve agreed to this. This is insane, youโ
โHoly shit,โ he murmurs at last, so quietly you almost miss it, his eyes traveling over you from head to toe.
โI knew it. I look ridiculous,โ you mutter, turning away to retreat back into the bathroom. Youโre already tugging at the diamond earring he bought you when he gently grabs your wrist and turns you back toward him.
You face him, cheeks burning, eyes darting everywhere but his face โbut he just stares at you, utterly speechless. โI look ridiculous,โ you repeat, over and over. โThis was a bad idea, I should justโโ
โYouโre gorgeous.โ
You both freeze.
Your eyes meet as heat floods your cheeks, and the tips of his ears turn bright red. โShit. Did I just say that out loud?โ He doesnโt wait for your frantic nod. โFuck, I did. Youโre gorgeous. Iโm so damn lucky.โ
You barely have time to stammer a reply before he gently lifts your chin and โbefore you can even protest that heโs going to ruin your lipstick โkisses you. But the moment his lips meet yours, all protests dissolve. You melt into him, arms slipping around his neck as his hands settle at your waist, pulling you close, wrapping you in a warmth so grounding it fills you with sudden, reckless confidence.
Your lower back bumps into a piece of furniture just as his tongue brushes your lips, asking for permission โand when it finally meets yours, you swear fireworks explode low in your belly. A soft moan slips from you, barely audible, but itโs enough to set him off. You feel the shiver run through him, even through the fabric of his suit, just as you feel his hands roaming, exploring โone settling at your hip while the other traces the curve of your breast with his thumb, sending sparks skittering across your skin, leaving you aching for more. Moreโ
โFuck,โ Seokjin suddenly mutters as he pulls back, conflicted, almost frustrated, though he stays close, his forehead resting against yours. You catch your breath, fingers playing with the hair at the nape of his neck โjust that alone earns a shaky sigh from him.
โWe really should go,โ he whispers, kissing you again, shorter this time. โOr weโre going to have a serious problem to deal with.โ
You laugh softly, and he smiles, pressing a kiss to your forehead before you finally head out together.
The gala is being held in the grand hall of a luxury hotel, meaning most guests โincluding you and Seokjinโ are staying overnight in the upper-floor suites. All you have to do is take the elevator, then descend the wide marble staircase leading to the reception area. Seokjin doesnโt let go of your hand for a second, squeezing your fingers a little tighter when he spots the crowd already gathered.
He leans in and pecks your temple. โEverythingโs going to be fine. Youโll see.โ His smile alone is enough to steady you. You nod, following him timidly as he weaves through the crowd.
Youโve barely taken two steps before youโre surrounded.
A dozen people โmostly women in elegant evening gownsโ rush to greet him, to congratulate him. His family hosts galas like this every couple of months, from what you understand, and Seokjin is a passionate advocate for them. Each time, he makes a point of introducing you, careful not to leave you out โand it warms your heart.
Itโs almostโฆ pleasant. Every time he says your name, the person heโs speaking to lights up, showering you with wide smiles and enthusiastic congratulations โeven though youโre not entirely sure why. Probably just a rich-people thing.
โWhoaโoops, this way,โ Seokjin suddenly says, steering you sharply in another direction, nearly making you turn around entirely. Curious, you glance over your shoulder โand spot a man near the buffet you recognize. Younger than you, square jaw, tattoos creeping up his right arm โbarely visible, but unmistakable.
โWhy arenโt we going over there?โ you ask softly.
โBecause thatโs Jungkook,โ he replies with a grimace. At your confused look, he adds, โMy fixer. The guy who picked you up in my car that one time. I may not have warned him youโd be here tonight, and, uhโฆ thereโs a chance heโll want to kill me.โ
Before you can ask anything else, he drags you the other way โand soon enough, youโre swarmed again. Just like before, all attention shifts to you once he introduces you. It makes you feel strangely includedโฆ and strangely exposed, too. Like a curiosity on display.
โIโm so happy for you both,โ a woman slightly younger than you exclaims at one point, eyes crinkling with joy. โCongratulations, really. Youโre even cuter together than I imagined!โ
When she finally leaves and you turn to ask Seokjin who she was, he simply shrugs. โJiminโs little sister. A friend of Taeโs. Ignore her โsheโs a bitโฆ exuberant.โ
โWell now, I see my dear grandson forgets all his manners the moment a pretty woman smiles at him,โ a sharp voice rings out.
A small woman with perfectly white hair appears behind you, leaning on an ivory cane and tapping it against the floor. You instinctively step back, startled, and out of the corner of your eye you see Seokjin go pale โbut before he can react, the old woman grabs his ear and tugs him down toward her. โWere you planning on greeting me at dawn, hmm?โ
โOw, ow, Nonnie, Iโm sorry, please,โ Seokjin whines immediately, and she finally releases him โonly to smack his shin with her cane for good measure. When he straightens and meets your gaze, the tips of his ears are blazing red โand not because of her grip.
โI didnโt want to bother you,โ he mutters petulantly, like a scolded child, before turning to you, sheepish. โSweetheart, this is Nonnie, my grandmother. Nonnie, Y/N.โ
You smile warmly โif a little nervously, half-expecting to be struck with the caneโ but she simply studies you with a satisfied little smile. โSo this is the mysterious young ladyโฆโ she says softly, her sharp, perceptive gaze unsettling for someone her age. โI must admit, you do have a talent for surprises, Jinnie. Months Iโve been asking to meet her, and you wait until the last possible moment.โ
Months? That doesnโt make any sense, youโve barely known him for one.
As she continues listing small reproaches you donโt understand, you turn to Seokjin for answers โbut he refuses to meet your eyes, his attention fixed entirely on his grandmother, nerves flickering unmistakably across his face.
Before you can ask anything, another voice cuts in. โNonnie! What a surprise to see you here. My goodness, you look absolutely radiant!โ
A woman your age steps in, placing a hand on the old womanโs shoulder, smiling brilliantly. The look on Seokjinโs face makes it clear sheโs just saved him from something โwhat, you have no idea.
โCupcake, surely youโre joking, darling,โ Nonnie scoffs. โLook at you : youโre me fifty years ago!โ
Cupcake, apparently, just laughs, and judging by how Nonnie grabs her arm and chatters excitedly, the two are clearly close. Suddenly, you donโt know where to stand. Will Seokjinโs family ever look at you the way they look at her?
Cupcake is effortlessly stunning โdoll-like features, flawless smile, soft eyes, long straight hair cascading down her back. Next to her, you feel like you stepped out of a preteen magazine. Ridiculous.
A hand slips into yours, squeezing gently. You look up to find Seokjin watching you with concern, his eyes silently asking, Are you okay?
You smile automatically and nod, heart warming. Before he can say anything, a man appears seemingly out of nowhere โslice of pie in one hand, the other settling naturally around Cupcakeโs waist, protective. He flashes a dazzling smile, so handsome you briefly wonder if heโs a modelโฆ or a god.
โWell, isnโt this a lovely family reunion,โ he says cheerfully. โDonโt I get invited anymore?โ
Cupcake smiles softly. Nonnie taps her cane, clearly unimpressed. โWe only invite people with manners.โ
He grins mischievously. โIn that case, I suppose youโll have to leave, Nonnie.โ
She grumbles something under her breath, shoves past him โand steals his slice of pie on the way out. He bursts into laughter. Seokjin sighs, shaking his head. Apparently, youโre the only one shocked. โOne day sheโs really going to make you regret that,โ Cupcake says gently.
โNah, she loves me,โ her husband replies, chuckling, kissing the top of her head โbefore his eyes land on you. They light up instantly. โHey, you must be Y/N,โ he says smoothly. โIโm Tae. And this is Cupcake, my wife.โ
She smiles kindly at you. โItโs lovely to meet you.โ
โWeโve heard a lot about you,โ he adds, making you blush.
You return the pleasantries โthough you definitely havenโt heard much about them. Seokjin rarely talks about his family. You know Nonnie is the matriarch, that Taehyung is Seokjinโs cousin raised like a brother, and that Cupcake married into the family โbut thatโs it. They donโt seem to mind, though.
โSeriously, we couldnโt wait to meet you,โ Taehyung continues. โHe never stops talking about you, but damn, heโs been so mysterious.โ
Seokjin groans, ears reddening. โStop it,โ he mutters, then turns to you with a wounded look. โDonโt listen to him. Heโs talking nonsense.โ
You smile. Heโs adorable. โItโs true! He really does !โ Taehyung protests โthen abruptly changes topics. โHey Hyung, did you see the news about that guy we talked about, the other time ? Itโs insane!โ
Despite his impeccable appearance, he suddenly looks like an overexcited kid, bouncing as he grabs Seokjin by the shoulders, dragging him away. Seokjin only has time to offer you an apologetic smile before youโre left alone โstanding beside Cupcake, painfully aware of yourself.
Sensing your discomfort, she smiles reassuringly. โIs it alwaysโฆ like this?โ you ask timidly, gesturing around.
She laughs softly. โOh no, usually itโs much calmer. Thatโs just Tae. He canโt sit still. Donโt worry, heโs teasing, but heโs the kindest.โย The affection in her eyes when she speaks of him almost hurts. โYouโre doing great, by the way,โ she adds.
You sigh. โI really donโt feel like it,โ you mutter โthen freeze, clapping a hand over your mouth.
Thankfully, she laughs. โTrust me : at my first reception, I was so nervous I threw up on a butlerโs shoes before reaching the bathroom. So youโre handling this like a queen. And by the way โyour dress is stunning.โ
Blushing, you glance down at the long black gown. Modest in front, daring in back. Youโd hesitated โSeokjin had promised it would be perfect. He was right. โSeokjin bought it for me,โ you admit softly. โI wouldnโt have known what to wear otherwise.โ
Somehow, talking with Cupcake eases the pressure. Youโre calmer now โmaybe not relaxed, but no longer spiraling. โHeโs always had excellent taste,โ she says knowingly. โHe helped me choose my outfit for my first official dinner with the Kims after the wedding. I was too shy to ask Tae.โ
She watches the two men nearby, her gaze infinitely soft. โI donโt think Iโve ever felt more beautiful than that day,โ she murmurs.
โYou must be very happy,โ you say quietly.
Taehyung glances back, immediately finding her gaze, and he smiles brightly at her before turning to Seokjin again.
Cupcake doesnโt smile. Something wistful crosses her face โsomething that tightens your chest. โTaehyung is very happy, yeah,โ she says simply. The smile she gives you then is almostโฆ sad.
Then, just as quickly, itโs gone. โAnyway, congratulations,โ she says warmly. โI know itโs a lot to take in. And if you ever need someone to talk to, feel free to call me. Iโve been there.โ
โI โsorry,โ you interrupt softly, more confused than ever. โWhyโฆ would I need your help?โ
She frowns, just as lost. And what she says next makes your blood run cold.
โWell, about the wedding. I mean, the fake wedding. I know how hard that can be to deal with, trust me,โ she rushes to reassure you, completely oblivious to the discomfort tightening in your chest. Itโs a joke. It has to be a fucking joke. โAnd most of all, donโt worry if people talk about you a lot at first โthe great Kim Seokjin bringing a fiancรฉe is kind of a big deal. Especially with the ceremony coming up, you must be incredibly stressed, but itโll pass, I promโโ
โโScuse me, I need to go take care of something,โ you cut her off in a hollow voice, mechanically handing her your champagne glass as you slip past her.
Like a robot, you make your way toward Seokjin, walking far too fast to hide the panic clawing at your insides โbut you donโt care. Itโs a fucking joke. There has to be some kind of mistake โhe couldnโt have done thisโฆ
โSeokjin,โ you call when you reach him, his back still turned to you. Your voice sounds steady, strong even โbut deep down, you know itโs seconds away from shattering.
โFor the umpteenth time, call me Jin, Sweetheart,โ he replies with a small smile as he turns to face you, his gentle gaze sweeping over you the way it always does โexcept this time, the shiver that runs through you has nothing to do with pleasure. Your stomach twists so violently you feel like you could throw up right here, right now. โBesides, no one ever calls me Seokjin anyway, exceptโโ
โWhy does everyone think Iโm your fiancรฉe?โ
You cut him off without the slightest tact, your voice still eerily flat โthis time trembling just a little. Now it makes sense. The excited looks from everyone he introduced you to. Nonnieโs comments. Cupcakeโs teasing.
โI just need you to marry me,โ he had said, desperation thick in his voice, the very first time you met. And you thought heโd let it go. God, you were such an idiot.
He freezes. His mouth falls open, his eyes locked onto yours as horror slowly dawns on him. He opens his mouth, closes it again, searching for words โand thatโs all the answer you need.
He really did tell everyone you were engaged. โIโm going to throw up,โ you blurt out suddenly, disgust flooding your veins.
You feel manipulated. Used. Dirty. All you want is to rip this stupid dress off your body and get the hell out of here.
You were so stupid to believe any of it. Kaylie had been right all along. It was too good to be true.
You turn your back on him and, far faster than your towering heels should normally allow, you cut through the crowd, heading straight for the exit you know is at the back of the building. Your ears ring, buzz so loudly you barely hear Seokjin calling after you as he runs to catch up.
โSweetheart, wait, please,โ he begs when he finally reaches you in an empty hallway, his hand instinctively closing around your wrist. You shove him away, nearly screaming at him not to touch you. He immediately lifts his hands and takes a step back. โI can explain everything.โ
โThereโs nothing to explain!โ you cry, tears burning your eyes. โFrom the start, this is all you ever wanted. I canโt believe you did this. I canโt believe I was stupid enough to think thatโโ
โNo, Y/N, thatโs not true,โ he booms โbut you barely hear him.
โThatโs the only reason you invited me, right? To parade your future wife in front of all these people while you laughed at me behind my back?โ Your vision blurs as tears spill over, and you hate the pain ripping your chest apart. โAt the end of the day, all you care about is your stupid, fucked-up wedding. Everything else โyou donโt give a damn.โ
โNo, of course not!โ he exclaims, even stepping toward you before stopping short when you recoil. โAt first โmaybe thatโs what I wanted, yes. But not after. Not anymore. I donโt want you like that. I invited you because I wanted you here. Because everything is more fun, more bearable when youโre with me. And okay, yes, I wanted to introduce you to everyone, but not because they think weโre getting married. Just because I wanted them to see how happy you make me, howโโ
โThen why does everyone think weโre getting married?!โ You cut him off with a sob, his gentle voice barely reaching you through the chaos inside your head.
He grimaces, biting his tongue as he searches for an answer. โBecauseโฆ okay. Thatโs on me. When I found out I had to get married to access the inheritance, I got carried away andโ But thatโs not the point. They think weโre getting married, yes, but it doesnโt matter. Iโll push it back, cancel it if I have to. I didnโt invite you here for that. I just wanted to spend time with you. I donโt need this gala to mean anything โI donโt want it to mean anything. And Iโm sorry. I shouldโve told you sooner, I justโโ
โSo what, youโre just buying time? Pushing the wedding back until you finally manage to convince me to marry you?โ
His eyes widen in pure horror. โWhat?! Noโof course not, thatโs notโโ
โSo Iโm just an arrangement to you, is that it?โ Your voice breaks between sobs, fueled by anger and shame. You canโt believe you were this stupid. โIโm justโฆ this thing you need to get your hands on your precious inheritance. But deep down, you donโt care about me at all, do you?โย Your chest heaves as you force yourself to face him, chin lifted despite the tears blurring your vision โkeeping you from seeing the despair etched across his own face. โWas any of it real? Or were the flowers, the letters, the dinners just another way to manipulate me?โ
You stare him down, voice shaking but defiant.ย โDid any of those pretty words mean something, or was I just an object for you to use?โ
โNone of that, damn it, Y/N,โ he pleads, desperation thick in his voice. โSweetheart, please listen to me. I love you.โ
โThatโs enough. Stop. Shut up!โ You almost scream, clapping your hands over your ears. When you finally open your eyes again, your face ravaged by distress, he doesnโt dare say another word โcrushed by the turn things have taken, and by the state youโre in.
Your heart tightens at the sight โbut itโs already too broken for it to matter. โYou disgust me,โ you say after a moment, your voice echoing down the hallway. โI never want to see you again.โ
Part of you expects him to protest. To chase after you. But when you turn and rush toward the exit, he doesnโt follow.
If you were to glance back even slightly, youโd see him standing there, motionless in the corridor, completely shattered as silent tears stream down his cheeks โbut before he can even blink, the door slams shut. And youโre gone.
The biting cold of the night hits you full force, but youโre too shaken by sobs to notice. You cross the parking lot in a daze, not really knowing where youโre going โbarely slowing when Jungkook steps out of Seokjinโs Mercedes, worry etched across his face.
โMiss Seo? Are you alright?โ
You hear him, but you donโt react. You keep walking, head down, ignoring him completely. All you want is to go home.
By some miracle you donโt bother trying to explain, you manage to catch a bus. Sitting in that rundown vehicle in your evening gown, makeup ruined by tears, youโve never felt more ridiculous. The first thing you do when you get home is rip the dress off your body.
And that night, when someone knocks at your door and you go to open it, thereโs no one there. Just a bouquet of fifteen blue daffodils, the exact shade of your sadness.
In the weeks that follow, you avoid television like the plague. You avoid people, too โspending most of your time curled up on your couch beneath layers of blankets, quietly crying, Pumpkin your only company. The poor cat probably doesnโt understand your despair โbut heโs definitely confused by your sudden hatred of the TV.
Every channel is talking about you. Well โnot really you. Your union with Seokjin. One heโs recently announced the cancellation of.
Thereโs no wedding anymore. The Kim family has stopped answering questions about you โbut theyโre the only ones. Every celebrity gossip channel is obsessed with it, and itโs hell on earth. You canโt stand seeing your face โor hisโ on the screen.ย You canโt stand the tears that come every time you think about him.
Itโs after stumbling across one of Seokjinโs interviews that you finally decide to turn the television off for good.
Heโs impeccably dressed, as perfect as ever โbut the exhaustion and sadness are clear on his features as paparazzi stop him outside his office. To the side, you recognize Jungkook yelling at the cameras to back off โbut it doesnโt stop the questions.
Until now, Seokjin never answered them. This time, he does.
โMr. Kim! How do you explain the sudden cancellation of your engagement to Miss Seo?โ โI donโt owe anyone an explanation,โ he replies, dignified despite the unmistakable sorrow in his eyes. โThatโs between Miss Seo and me. I love her deeply โsomething I hope she knows. And if she needs time, Iโm willing to give her all the time she needs.โ
You donโt listen to the rest. You turn off the TV, jaw clenched as tears start falling again โand just to be safe, you throw a sheet over the screen.
Time. Youโre definitely going to need it.
You only leave your apartment when you absolutely have to โwhen you need to buy groceries, or take out the trash, like youโre doing right now. Every time, you do it as fast as possible. Because even though you havenโt heard a single word from Seokjin since the disastrous night of the gala, bouquets of blue daffodils still appear at your door every evening โand the thought of running into him terrifies you.
When you come back up to your floor after dropping off the trash, however, it isnโt Seokjin standing on the landing. Itโs Yoongi โyour neighbor. Casually sitting there, smoking something that looks suspiciously like a joint.
Youโve never really understood why thereโs a wooden bench on this landing, but seeing him sprawled on it like he owns the place, you figure heโs probably the one who dragged it up here.
โSmokingโs not allowed inside,โ you mutter in a voice that barely sounds like your own, so stripped of emotion it surprises you. You donโt even know why you say it โyou and Yoongi barely talk, ever since you made it clear there wouldnโt be anything between you. โThe janitor would kill you if he knew.โ
He arches an eyebrow, which promptly disappears beneath the mint-colored hair falling over his forehead. โItโs forbidden to smoke inside the apartments. Thereโs nothing in the rules about the hallways.โ
You canโt really argue with that. But you also canโt find the strength to move, so you just stand there, frozen in front of your door. By the time either of you reacts, heโs already taken at least three drags.
โWant a puff?โ he asks eventually. When you donโt answer, he pats the bench beside him โa silent invitation. And you donโt know if itโs the constant sadness weighing on you or just sheer exhaustion, but you accept.
He doesnโt say anything. Doesnโt even hand you the joint, actually โhe just stays seated next to you. And strangely enough, his mere presence feelsโฆ comforting. โI donโt hear you much anymore,โ you say after what feels like an eternity, staring into nothing. When you turn toward him, one of his eyebrows is raised, surprised by your sudden comment. โDid you calm down?โ
A ghost of a smile tugs at his lips. โWhat, donโt tell me youโve been keeping tabs on me? Or are you jealous you donโt get to tag along every night?โ You let out a soft huff of laughter. He doesnโt know it โbut itโs the first smile youโve had in weeks.
Yoongi can be a bit much sometimes, but you know from experience that heโs kind, even if he doesnโt show it often. โSorry, Sweetheart,โ he adds lazily, โbut I already told you โit would never work between us.โ
He brings the cigarette to his lips, inhaling deeply, completely missing the way you freeze. He only notices after he exhales and turns toward you โjust in time to see the tears streaking down your cheeks.
He straightens abruptly, looking almost panicked. โHoly shit, donโt tell me youโre crying over that? Fuck, I was kiddingโโ
He lifts a hand like heโs about to pull you into a hug, then thinks better of it and drops it, looking painfully awkward. A small laugh escapes you at his reaction. You lift a hand, sniffing as you wipe your tears on your sleeve. โNo, no, not at all, itโs justโฆโ You sniff again, searching for words. โSomeone else usually calls me that. So it just feelsโฆโ Weird. Wrong. Painful. You donโt quite know how to name the hollow ache in your chest.
Yoongi stays perfectly still, his face unreadable. When he speaks again, his voice is lower โlike itโs a secret meant only for the two of you. โDoes it have anything to do with the guy who drops flowers at your door every night?โ
This time, you jolt upright, like youโve been struck by lightning. โYouโve seen him?!โ
He nods. โHe shows up right when I get back from work. At first, I thought he might be some creep โbut you never complained, so I let it go. If it turns out heโs been bothering you, though, just know I wouldnโt hesitate for a second to key his car.โ
You stare at him, incredulous. He watches you closely, gauging your reaction โthen visibly relaxes when you burst out laughing. โItโs okay,โ you manage. โThanks. Itโs justโฆ complicated.โ
Yoongi studies you for a moment, like heโs making a decision. Then he settles back even more comfortably, slouching so hard heโs practically melting into the wooden bench. โWanna talk about it?โ he asks, completely serious. When you hesitate, mumbling that itโs a long story, he simply shrugs. โIโve got all night.โ
And maybe itโs your surprise at his sudden involvement โhim, usually so quiet and withdrawnโ but you tell him everything.
By the time youโre done, night has long since fallen. Youโve cried at least three times, and Yoongiโs had enough time to roll another cigarette โthough he just toys with it between his fingers, fully focused on your story. At first, he says nothing. For long minutes. Long enough that you start wondering if he even listened. When he finally speaks, itโs with another shrug.
โYou know what I think? I think you made yourself one hell of a mess.โ
You sit up, offended. โWhat? But he did this! He manipulated me!โ
Another shrug. โNot that I want to defend him โbecause heโs definitely a Grade-A asshole for making you cry like thisโ but your guy mostly sounds incredibly clumsy.โ
You freeze. โAnd you,โ he adds calmly, โtend to react pretty fast, Darling.โ
โThatโs bullshit,โ you mutter darkly. Still, his words worm their way into your thoughts.
โListen,โ he says, scratching his jaw, tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek as he searches for the right words. โWhen I was a kid, I once told my classmates that my mom was a model for the biggest brand in the world โand that thatโs why they never saw her. They believed me, which was great, except I couldnโt exactly admit sheโd just walked out on me. So I asked the woman who lived next door if sheโd pretend to be my mom. She agreed. And today, sheโs still saved as โMomโ in my contacts.โ
You blink at him while he stares at you like this all makes perfect sense. โWhy are you telling me this?โ you ask at last, confused.
โBecause it only took one tiny lie for everything to blow up and force me to find a solution,โ he explains, his expression unreadable but his gaze undeniably gentle. โAnd today, I couldnโt be happier. If I hadnโt lied, I probably wouldnโt know one of the most important people in my life. You get it?โ
He turns toward you, eyebrows raised, and you swallow hard. โThink of it this way: Mister Asshole gets himself into trouble by inventing a pretty lie for his classmates, and he needs you to fix it. Except that as he gets to know you, he falls in love with you โwhich, great. Wonderful. But that doesnโt mean he can suddenly go tell all his friends the truth, right? Otherwise, none of them would ever trust him again. Imagine the look on my friendsโ faces if Iโd told them that the woman picking me up every night wasnโt actually my mom. So he probably thought it was better not to tell the truth โbecause that way, just like with my mom, the lie would eventually turn into reality.โ
He leans back against the bench again, looking oddly proud of his little explanation, while you keep staring into the distance, his words echoing in your mind. You picture Seokjin โhis soft, affectionate gaze toward his grandmother and everyone he loves. You think of all the moments you spent together. His smiles. His thoughtfulness. All the little things that made him so endearing.
Seokjin, who is so considerate he would absolutely lie to the whole world if it meant making everyone happy in the end. Could it really be that simple? Was he too afraid of disappointing his family โso he let the lie stretch on, even if it meant lying to you too?
โDo you really think it could be that simple?โ you whisper at last, eyes glassy.
Yoongi shrugs โclearly his favorite move. โI donโt know many guys who bother bringing flowers to a girl every single night. Or doing all the other little things he did. That seems like a lot of effort just to manipulate someone. If thatโs all he wanted, he wouldโve found someone else a long time ago, donโt ya think?โ
You lift your head. When your eyes meet his, his gaze is sharper โfar less distant than usual. โYou really think so?โ you murmur, so quietly you barely hear yourself, your heart tight with both hope and despair.
Yoongi grimaces. โNah. Iโm just trying to cheer you up. Crying people make me uncomfortable.โ
He looks like heโs hesitating between hugging you and running away โbut in the end, he stays seated beside you, offering silent moral support as you cry softly, having no idea how youโre supposed to untangle this whole mess.
Only once your cheeks are dry again, and he decides youโve regained enough color, does Yoongi straighten up โpushing off his knees like an old man.
โWell. Now that thatโs settledโฆโ he says casually. โWhat do I do next time he shows up? Slash his tires, or go straight for the windshield?โ
You donโt answer โbut the small smile tugging at your lips is more than enough for him.
โLadies and gentlemen, today is a very special day! Good evening and welcome to NetiTV, the countryโs number one celebrity news channel!โ the reporter announces into her microphone, brimming with confidence as she flashes her perfectly polished smile at the camera. โTonight, for the 170th charity gala of the prestigious Kim lineage, held in honor of their late Patriarch, all of high society has gathered in the reception hall just behind me.โ
She gestures dramatically over her shoulder. โYou can count on us, ladies and gentlemen, to bring you the entire evening live โstarting with the spectacular arrivals of our beloved chaebols! As you already know, the Park family has made quite the entrance earlier, very striking, we must say, and we are currently waiting forโโ
She suddenly cuts herself off, bringing a hand to her earpiece. Her eyes light up. โIโm being told right now that the Kim family will be arriving earlier than expected! This is a major moment, so stay tuned!โ
The camera angle shifts to the sidewalk, where a dozen bodyguards are already stationed, holding the paparazzi at bay. The reporter moves closer, with little success, just as three gleaming limousines appear at the corner of the street and pull up in perfect formation in front of the buildingโs entrance.
From the first vehicle steps out Taehyung, quickly followed by Cupcake โand as one of the publicโs favorite couples, theyโre met with near-deafening cheers. From the second limo emerge Mr. and Mrs. Kim, dripping in diamonds, and right behind them, Nonnie, standing proudly with the help of her ivory cane. More cousins and family members follow โbut the door of the third limousine remains firmly shut.
Jungkook knocks on the window several times, signaling for its occupant to come out. Heโs met with stubborn refusal โuntil the rest of the family begins to move toward the reception hall after greeting the cameras. Only then does Seokjin sigh and, almost against his will, open the door.
Automatically, he follows the path Jungkook indicates โup the steps, acknowledge the cameras, smile, then enter the building. But it all feels impossibly hard.
Seokjin doesnโt want to be here. Just like he hasnโt wanted to attend a single gala or reception over the past two months. Not when he barely sleeps at night. Not when he canโt stop thinking about you.
But he promised Nonnie he would make a good impression tonight. And besides โas the new public face of the family, he canโt afford to look miserable at the gala honoring his grandfather. So he forces a smile. Pretends everything is fine as the paparazzi call out to him again and again.
Until the question is asked โand he completely loses his footing. โMr. Kim! Can you tell us where Miss Seo is tonight?โ
He freezes. Jungkook senses the disaster instantly and tugs at his arm, trying to pull him forward โbut itโs too late. The moment one paparazzo says your name, the others catch on, and suddenly the entire crowd is shouting questions about you.
Seokjin is paralyzed. They have no idea how badly he wants you to be here.
Around him, voices overlap โshouting, demanding answers. The bodyguards panic. Out of the corner of his eye, he even sees Taehyung watching him with concern from the buildingโs entrance.
The Kim limousines have long since pulled away, replaced by a sleek gray sedan. The fact that more cars are beginning to arrive is a clear sign he should already be inside โand thatโs what finally snaps him out of it. But as he turns his back on the crowd, following Jungkook toward the entrance, the shouting behind him shifts.
The cries are no longer directed at him. Instead theyโre all aimed at a single person behind him.
It makes so little sense that even Jungkook turns around, frowning in confusion. When Seokjin does the same, he freezes all over again. Youโre there.
Dressed in an elegant red gown that perfectly matches his suit, you step proudly out of the gray sedan, a bouquet of white daffodils โthe ones he left the night beforeโ cradled in your hands.
He can hardly believe his eyes. Youโre more beautiful than ever, completely ignoring the paparazzi as your gaze โthose eyes he loves so muchโ locks directly onto his.
And then you do something he never would have dared to dream of. You walk toward him.
The sedan pulls away immediately, already gone by the time you stop in front of him. The height difference forces you to tilt your chin up to meet his eyes, but then the smile you give him is so soft he thinks he might be dreaming.
โSorry Iโm late,โ you say gently, loud enough for everyone to hear. The crowd erupts, flashes exploding all around you. Seokjin is incapable of saying a single word โtoo overwhelmed. Youโre here. Youโre really here.
โShall we?โ you prompt softly, slipping your hand into his.
The contact feels so right that he reacts on instinct, gently pulling you along as Jungkook ushers you both inside. The noise of the crowd vanishes the moment the glass doors close behind you. Seokjin finally exhales as you guide him toward a quieter corner, ignoring the curious looks from his family.
Only once youโre alone near a buffet do you turn to face him. You suddenly look less confident. More shy. Still radiant.
God, how he missed you.
โI think I owe you an explanation,โ you say, not giving him time to object. โI thought about it. And Iโฆ maybe I overreacted. Noโlet me finish,โ you cut him off, raising a finger to silence him, and he listens.
Clearly nervous, you toy with a strand of hair before tucking it behind your ear, barely daring to meet his eyes. All he can think is: Cute. โWhen I realized what was going on, I only thought about myself, about my fear of being used or made a fool of. I didnโt take your side of things into account. So Iโm sorry. Truly,โ you insist, lifting your head to meet his gaze.
He can read every ounce of regret in your eyes. โI acted like an idiot.โ
โNo, no, thatโs on me,โ he shakes his head, stubborn and drowning in guilt. โI shouldโve told you everything from the start. Explained the mess I dragged you into without warning. You have nothing to apologize for, I completely understand your reaction.โ
You nod, both of you quietly accepting each otherโs apologies. An awkward silence settles in, your arms hanging uselessly at your sides, until you let out a small, embarrassed laugh.
โWe look ridiculous like this, donโt we?โ you mumble โat the exact same time he asks, โHow did you get here?โ
Surprise lights up your face, easing your tension, and Seokjin realizes painfully just how much heโs missed you. โOh, my neighbor agreed to play chauffeur. Long story,โ you say with a dismissive wave, then add with a frown, โHe wants you to buy him a music studio as compensation, by the way, but I couldnโt tell if he was kidding or not.โ
Seokjin has no idea how to respond โexcept that if itโs thanks to your neighbor that youโre here, heโd gladly buy him every studio on Earth.
You mistake his silence for confusion and sigh. โLook. These past two months made me realize thatโฆ I might not want to get married. But what I do know is that I donโt want to not see you again. And that the way I ghosted you was honestly bitchy,โ you snicker, making him smile. โSoโฆ I know this might sound sudden, and maybe youโll tell me to get lost, which Iโd understand after how we left things, but Iโฆ Iโd like to try. Slowly, letโs agree on that, but I think I want more late-night Burger King dates with you. And Iโm tired of receiving your flowers every morning without being able to thank you in person.โ
โAre you serious?โ he breathes, his eyebrows having climbed higher with every word you spoke. His heart is racing so fast heโs sure it might explode.
โWhat โabout the flowers?โ you ask, surprised. He shakes his head vigorously, hanging onto every syllable. You smile shyly. โYes. Of course I am. Last time, you told me you loved me,โ you murmur, and he shivers at the memory. He meant every word โand he hopes you believe it.
โAnd, even if Iโm not sure we can really call it love yet, I do know that Iโve spent two months thinking about nothing but you. About how much I miss you. How much I want to see you and โyeah. I kinda think I like you. Like. A lot.โ
โBut!โ you add quickly, raising a warning finger as the massive grin spreading across his face makes you blush furiously, โIโll admit my share of fault โbut I still think you were the bigger idiot in this story!โ
Seokjin nods softly, his eyes overflowing with affection. โIf I can be your idiot, then I donโt mind.โ
Something shifts in your gaze at his words. Suddenly, your expression turns melancholic โand he hates it instantly, especially knowing heโs probably the reason. But he doesnโt have time to speak. Not even time to blame himself. Because the very next second, you grab his face with both hands, pull him down โand kiss him.
Itโs nothing like your previous kisses. Itโs not shy. Not hungry. Itโs gentle.
Gentle, as your lips slowly find each other again, relearning the otherโs taste in real time โlike old friends reunited after years apart. Gentle, as Seokjinโs hands settle at your waist without daring to wander, shivering at the feel of your hands sliding along his neck. Just gentle.
And impossibly good โespecially when you moan softly against his lips, just as shaken by this reunion as he is. You only part when youโre both out of breath, staying forehead to forehead, as if the thought of letting go might kill you.
โPinch me,โ Seokjin whispers desperately against your lips. โPinch me, so I know this isnโt another one of those dreams.โ
You simply smile โthe most beautiful smile heโs ever seenโ before pulling him into another kiss. Itโs shorter, much to your mutual frustration, because suddenly a deafening crash echoes through the hall. The glass doors have been forced open by a frenzy of paparazzi.
Jungkook appears at your side out of nowhere. โNot to ruin the mood โand Y/N, by the way, welcome backโ but itโs kind of a shitshow right now.โ
You and Seokjin stare at him, unsure what to do, until Jungkook loses patience and tosses car keys at Seokjin โwho catches them square in the face. โGO. GET. OUT,โ he snaps, shoving you both toward a hallway as shouting erupts behind you.
Letโs be honest โyouโve never had to flee a mob of deranged paparazzi. But apparently, this is not Seokjinโs first time. Clutching your hand tightly in his, he drags you through a maze of corridors without hesitation, like he knows the place by heart. Just as you approach a large door โprobably leading to the parking lotโ it bursts open, revealing a dozen journalists screaming at the sight of you together.
โShit,โ Seokjin mutters. Youโre trapped on both sides. He pulls you into another hallway, buying only a few seconds, and when he finally spots salvation in the form of a closet door, he doesnโt hesitate. He yanks it open, pushes you inside, follows immediately, and slams it shut.
Itโs one of those ridiculous rich-people closets โhidden so seamlessly in the walls youโd never notice it unless you knew it was there. Tall enough for one person. Barely wide enough for two.
Which explains why you and Seokjin end up pressed flush against each other, pinned by the walls to the point where you can barely move. You have to twist awkwardly just to keep your face from being buried in his chest. Not that the idea bothers you. Actuallyโฆ it makes you a little warm.
Seokjin opens his mouth to apologize, ears burning red โbut you clamp a hand over his lips to silence him. Dozens of hurried footsteps thunder past outside, accompanied by frantic shouts. Itโs clear theyโre looking for you. You stay frozen for what feels like an eternity โeven after the noise fadesโ until Seokjin whispers, his voice trembling slightly, โI think theyโre gone.โ
You nod, but the idea of leaving your hiding place terrifies you. Being chased by unhinged journalists wasnโt really on your to-do list today. โMaybe we should wait a bit longer?โ you breathe.
He nods, sensing your nerves. But as you stand there, he shifts โtrying to find a better position. And just as you start to wonder if somethingโs wrong, you become very, very aware of it.
A very distinct bulge pressing against your lower abdomen.
Your eyes widen as you freeze. โSeokjin?โ you whisper. โWhatโฆ is that?โ
He refuses to meet your gaze, red with embarrassment. โNothing. Ignore it.โ
He tries to move again โbut it only makes things worse, pressing him harder against you. He hisses in discomfort, and suddenly it's really hot in this small closet. โI canโt believe this,โ you murmur, stunned but amused despite yourself. โHow can you be hard at a time like this?!โ
He shoots you an offended look. โIโm not doing it on purpose, okay?! Itโs emotional whiplash,โ he grumbles, adorably flustered. โWe kissed, and I donโt think you realize how much I missed you, and now weโre here and โand damn it, Sweetheart, I can feel your nipples through my shirt! Did you even wear a bra?!โ
You pout, amused by how completely heโs unraveling. God. Why is this so hot? โI thought it would look nicer like thisโฆโ
His eyes widen. He swears under his breath and turns his head away. โYeah, well, you were right. Thanks for that,โ he mutters. The look he gives you makes your thighs clench, and the sudden heat definitely has nothing to do with the cramped space.
You think it over for only a second, biting your lower lip, weighing the pros and cons โthen, cutting off whatever justification heโs about to launch into, you grab his tie and yank him toward you.
Your lips crash into his. And this time, thereโs nothing gentle about it.
He moans against your lips, his hands quickly finding their way back to your waist. As you slide a hand down his back, under his shirt and tease him with your nails, he shivers, and his hands venture further โmoving up your ribs until his thumbs find the curve of your breasts and tease the tips of your nipples. You tremble โyou can't hold back any longer, you've been dreaming of this for too long, waiting for him for too long.
The growl he lets out is almost guttural when one of your hands leaves his back to slip between you and come, without the slightest embarrassment, to feel him through his clothes, and as you press your palm against him, rubbing from bottom to top, he lets out a moan that makes you tremble with pleasure.
โI think...โ he says in a trembling voice, pulling away from you, ignoring the trail of saliva connecting you, โI think we should stop before we do something stupid, Sweetheart.โ
โI don't want to,โ you whisper stubbornly, pulling him back in to kiss him. โPlease,โ you beg, desperately squeezing your thighs together in search of the slightest friction. You gently rub your hand against his member โand when you feel his hips follow the movement, you know you've won.
โDamn it,โ he growls, before throwing himself onto your neck to kiss the spot just below your jaw. Without being able to stop yourself, you moan when he starts sucking on your delicate skin, one of his hands pulling down the strap of your dress to grab a bare breast and knead it between his fingers, making you tremble all over. You whisper his name, and he shudders. โHow do we get this damn dress off?โ he swears against your skin, desperately pulling at the fabric of your dress.
You beat him to it. Driven by an unknown force, you lift your skirt up to your waist, revealing your soaked lace panties and the inside of your thighs, which are sticky with your wetness. Seokjin's eyes darken. You can easily guess what's going through his mind as he licks his lips, but he doesn't seem to want to waste any more time than you do: his hands join yours to undo his belt, and soon he's kissing you again as his member stands proudly against his abdomen, begging for attention. His tongue explores your mouth again and again, he nibbles, sucks, licks, and it's delicious.
โDamn it,โ he swears again, quickly sliding two fingers inside you to stretch you out, making you moan with pleasure, and you frown, confused. If he doesnโt want to do this, itโs a little late to say so. But he smiles softly at your confused expression, kissing you almost delicately. โThis isn't really how I imagined our first time,โ he whispers, and your heart flutters at the thought that he, too, had imagined this moment.
โWe have all the time in the world,โ you whisper back, and he smiles, his tousled hair making him look gorgeous, incredibly so as he leans down to kiss you again, before suddenly entering you without warning.
You've never felt so full in your entire life. It feels like he's stretching your walls so hard they're going to break. Your legs start to shake from the shock as a moan escapes you, but he quickly presses a hand over your mouth, whispering for you to stay quiet. He lowers one hand to flick your clit, making you tremble beneath him. You press your lips together, having troubles to hold back the little moans that threaten to escape you.
You're both too afraid of being caught like this, so why does the idea seem to turn you on even more? โWhy are you so big?โ you moan, your chest rising at breakneck speed as you gasp, tears welling up in your eyes.
โI know, I know, Iโm sorry, relax, Sweetheart,โ he repeats over and over, kissing each of your tears one by one while his thumb flicks your clit again and again, slowly but surely relaxing you until you're the first to move your hips against him, quivering at the slightest friction.
As soon as he's sure you're ready, Seokjin springs into action โand from then on, there's no turning back. He guides you with both hands on your hips, his forehead against your neck, his panting breath making you shiver as he sinks deeper and deeper into you, hitting your walls deliciously, each movement a little more violent, a little harder, a little deeper. You've never had anyone this big โjust as you've never had an orgasm this fast, you're sure of it, because he's barely started and you already feel your lower abdomen tighten, overwhelmed by all thatโs happening.
He swears a little louder when you tighten around him, and he puts more force into his movements โand this time, he doesn't try to block the cry you let out when his tip hits your cervix. The back of your head hits the wall as you close your eyes, and he sinks his teeth into your neck as you squeeze him even tighter, so tight you can feel his movements becoming clumsier, slippery as he holds back his impending orgasm.
โI love you,โ he whispers against your skin, and you can only moan his name as you reach your limits. Your orgasm hits you in waves that make you tremble, and Seokjin comes in turn as your walls squeeze tighter and tighter around him. You can feel him painting your walls, and it only makes your orgasm last longer as he continues to thrust into you for a few moments, his cries muffled by your neck, before he finally pulls out when the feeling starts to become uncomfortable.
You stay there, panting, looking into each other's eyes as your combined seed begins to run down your thighs. Still breathless, he grabs a towel from nearby and cleans you up as best he can, a shy smile remaining on his lips as you watch him do so โwith much more affection in your gaze than you'd like to show. When you pull him back to you, this time it's to gently peck the tip of his nose. โI love you too,โ you whisper, and your heart flutters at the smile he gives you.
He kisses you, and it feels like the most natural thing youโve ever done. โHope I didnโt hurt you,โ he murmurs between kisses, a touch of worry in his voice.
You smile against his lips. โYou could never hurt me,โ you assure him, grinning โthough you know you probably wonโt be able to walk tomorrow, thanks to the soreness in your thighs. You straighten both his clothes and your own a little, just enough to make yourselves look presentable.
โIโm glad,โ he replies, helping you while flashing one of those soft, heart-melting smiles. After a small breath, he asks, almost shyly, โDo you want to go back to the reception? Orโฆ if you want, we couldโฆ run away and go to my place?โ
You can only smile, the answer coming naturally. โI would love that.โ
โSoโฆโ Taehyung starts, leaning slightly forward, dragging the syllable longer than necessary. โโฆWhenโs the baby due?โ
You barely have time to respond before he gets hit in the forehead with an empty plastic cup, groaning in pain as he rubs his head, looking for refuge from a laughing Cupcake.
โShut up, will you?โ Seokjin grumbles, already holding another cup in case his friend tries anything else, and you smile at their playful bickering, your head resting on his shoulder. โWe barely married, let us breathe.โ
Taehyung shoots you a pitiful look โyou start to think it must be hereditaryโ and points at your fiancรฉ with a finger. โSeriously, Sweetheart, are you going to let him โOUCH!โ he groans as a second cup lands square on his nose. โSeriously, man ?!โ
โDonโt call her that!โ Seokjin growls, holding you almost possessively against him. You gently tap his chest. He sticks his tongue out at you before turning back to Taehyung. โSheโs older than you, mind you, so behave!โ
โReally?โ Taehyung exclaims, curiosity piqued. He pales when you simply nod, amused. โWait, so I have two Noonas now?โ he mutters, turning to Cupcake, who struggles to stifle a laugh, one hand covering her mouth.
โNow be respectful, young man!โ she scolds, laughing as she ruffles his hair, earning a pout from her husband.
The light catches her wedding band and engagement ring, making you glance down at your own ring โSeokjinโs gift the night he proposed. Slimmer, more understated than Cupcakeโs, but somehow, you find it even more beautiful โand, in a way, it perfectly reflects the personalities of your respective men.
Noticing your suddenly thoughtful expression, Seokjin gently presses his hand to your waist, pecking your forehead as you turn to him. โYou okay?โ he asks softly.
You nod, smiling. Suddenly, looking at him like that, all cosy as he watches you like you're the most precious thing in his life, you're really glad you didn't throw the first flowers you found at your door.
โAll good,โ you reply, before leaning in for a brief kiss. โI love you.โ
He smiles, the tops of his ears flushing the same shade as the red daffodil pinned to his lapel. โI love you too.โ
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