chill w/ me

my space to escape boredom.

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im reading a ton of self help books. i dont even know how or what i am helping myself with. 

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how?

how do i start working on myself? 

i find myself giving so many excuses

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overthink.

I overthink all the time.  Too much for my own good.  I think about the things that I need to do and I just want to cry.  I want to stop and take a rest because just the idea.  Just the idea makes me tired.  I do not want to do all these things.  I don’t even care about these things.  or do i?  I can’t buckle myself down and get things done.  i have my notebook out.  I have my study material out but I just stare.  I stare and think about how much I have to do and let the time pass. Tick Tock... 

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Be realistic with yourself. Waking up at 8:45 when you have to be at work at 9, ordering a take out and watching TV until you fall asleep is not going to help you reach your goals. Make time for the things you want, there are more than enough hours in the day if you choose to actually utilize them. Get up earlier, watch less TV, do more to actually help you grow. Look at what happens when you actually try.

Making time by Amy Kennedy

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poetree - branch one: lemons

when life gives you lemons, you make lemonade.  what if i don’t want lemonade? what if i never asked for lemons? i hear it now.  “make the most out of what you are given!”  “you do not get it!”  no, you don’t get it!  call me ungrateful. call me a brat.  but i never asked for them,  i want oranges. fuck your lemons!  i will grow my own oranges.  i will grab my own seeds  get the best fertilizer  water them with love and care.  I will grow the biggest and juiciest oranges.  fuck your lemons!  i got my oranges.  wait, they are yellow.  -sws 

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us.

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Do whatever you need to do to create happiness in your life. Surround yourself with good people, positive vibes and large aspirations. Make sure everything you see, hear and follow makes you feel better, and listen to that guiding voice in your head. You make your own future, do not let any small-minded character get in your way.

you are in control by Amy Kenne

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Starfall 

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reduce

trying to reduce in a lot of ways these days

1) consumption of social media : removing uninstalling snapchat and instagram

2) clothes: choosing my favorite pieces and taking care of them instead of fast fashion 

3) time wasted: having a hobby like uke or yoga to eliminate wasting time that can be used to do something that makes you happy

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im wrong. they are changing. they are trying. i just have not noticed it because i am so hung up on the past and what happened prior. 

they will be okay. i will stop saying hurtful comments now.