hi all, if anyone is reading this
im kind of sick of posting my art on tumblr, if its not clear by me barely posting anything here already lol
im not sure exactly why im so inconsistent like this, some evil combo of trying to appeal to people and so not posting anything i deem "weird" and judging my own art harshly.
i tell myself to not pay attention to numbers but i do. and it really hurts when an artwork im finally proud of is pushed aside. so ive just. stopped posting. having a habit of instinctually not accepting compliments is no good for me either.
im going to try and take a break, but i dont think it will be for long. because i cant not post forever, im too lonely to not seek that out.
bye, expect new artwork, another rant, or a month's worth of queued reblogs and then radio silence, depending on how it goes.
