having undiagnosed adhd was fucking hilarious i’d be like “hey you know that feeling when you get into something so hard you can’t think about literally anything else and it consumes all your higher brain functions to the point where it’s almost viscerally frustrating and your life has begun to center around this one topic or piece of media and it’s also the only way you can experience joy most of the time and all your emotions are tied up in it to some degree and now it’s part of your identity until suddenly it’s not and you feel horrible and alone and understimulated and it’s kind of the worst but that’s just showbiz ain’t it” and everybody would be like what the fuck? NO?????? and i would just be like. Huh! Wacky! and keep on livin ig













