Everything's so Fragile

My name is Stephanie Nicole Vanderbilt, but only my mother calls me Stephanie I go by Stevie. I am a 6th year Ravenclaw I play Beater on the Qudditch team. Need to know anything else just ask love I won't bite

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

Kiss and makeup || Juvie

Justin’s father told him that he wanted to talk to him in his bedroom and while Justin was at first suspicious, he’d figured it was the best place to meet away from Stevie. He climbed the stairs, grabbing a few of his scattered clothes along the way and headed up to his room. He knocked on the door to announce his arrival and entered, closing the door behind him. He turned around and stopped short. “Stevie? What are you doing here? My dad said…” he trailed off as realization crossed his face. “He’s not coming. Nice dad.”

[stevie-vanderbilt]

Stevie had been helping clear up some of the dishes when her eyes looked at the clock, she had forgotten all about meeting Justin's dad in Justin's bedroom, it seemed a bit odd but he reassured her Justin was gone for the day. She dried her hands off and walked upstairs sitting down on Justin's bed as she waited. She heard a knock but before she could answer the door opened and her face dropped. She should have known it was a set up, she stood up looking at Justin speaking softly "You dad said he wanted to meet me in her, I should have known something was up." She shook her head "Doesn't seem like he is coming...I'm sorry I should just go." She walked back towards the door, walking around him and her hand jiggled the knob. Locked. Of course. Stevie looked at Justin sighing "It looks like you dad didn't want either of us leaving." She walked back around him sitting back on the bed placing her hands in her lap not looking at him, she couldn't look at him without it hurting.

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Writing Prompt || Dumbledore's Death

Let’s talk about Dumbledore’s Death. How did you feel about his death? What were your first thoughts on it? Did you have any ideas of how the future would be without him? Are there any wishes or fears for the future now that he is gone?  

Stevie sat upon the murky banks of the Black Lake her mind not really registering what happened. She had been one accustomed to loss, but this was different. Her hope was in this man, and now he had been taken down, he was gone. She felt an unease churning in her stomach, was she safe? who was going to protect her now. Sure she was pureblood but she didn't believe any of the murals that they held. She would be tortured if they knew, and it terrified her. Her first thoughts went to Justin and how he must be feeling, he wasn't pureblood like she was, and he already lost his own mother. But she hadn't spoken to him in months, and she wasn't fairly certain he would want anything to do with her, even in the time of war.

But He was all she had Left, literally she had lost everyone she held dear, Chris pushed her away, Marcus broke up with her because she was too fucked up, Her Father rejected her, she lost her grandmother years ago, and now Irina had fled away to safety. Justin was the one Constant she had left, and as much as it hurt that they were no longer together she knew he was the only hope she had left, and with the pending war shifting into a battle she knew what she needed to do.

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

Is it me or does the school seem smaller?

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

I’m trying not to think about it honestly. I mean, its all hearsay. If the War was indeed upon us, we’ve have had an official statement instead of these rumors. I refuse to believe anything until its announced officially.

[stevie-vanderbilt]

I'm glad you're not scared Justin, but I can't help it, with all the attacks at school and disappearances, I can't help but be afraid. 

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

Is it me or does the school seem smaller?

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

Probably due to the whole “War is Coming” propaganda the Daily Prophet is spouting. 

[stevie-vanderbilt]

Doesn't it scare you though.... because the whole unknown, not knowing thing really terrifies me.

[catawoman]

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

Is it me or does the school seem smaller?

[stevie-vanderbilt]

No its not just you... it is getting smaller.

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"Hello?"

[romilda-vane-aatt-blog]

"Why are you stressed?"

[stevie-vanderbilt]

Simplest way to put it? Everything I touch turns to shit.

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[romilda-vane-aatt-blog]

"Hello?"

[romilda-vane-aatt-blog]

"Umm… I was just coming to see how you were doing?"

[stevie-vanderbilt]

"Oh.... I'm doing alright I guess, just a tad stressed is all." 

[stevie-vanderbilt]

Dear friend,

By the time you read this, I will be gone but I had to let you know instead of just disappearing. My family is in danger and I’ve decided to leave with them to safety. Please don’t try to contact me as it may put me or you in danger and I wouldn’t want that. I wanted to let you know that you have a huge place in my heart and, although we may never meet again, you will always be remembered by me. Please stay safe and try to do what’s best. I will always be with you, if not in body then in memory. You’ll be sorely missed.

Love, Irina

Please tell me this is a sick joke...... for fuckssake can't I keep anything good, it all turns to shit.

[romilda-vane-aatt-blog]

"Hello?"

[stevie-vanderbilt]

Can I help you?

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

Can't believe its almost Christmas

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

[chuckles nervously] Yeah about that… I was an arse. I handled it completely wrong and… I’m sorry. I just… you’re so beautiful and perfect and I hated seeing you think you weren’t. You’re mum tells you all those things because she can’t handle the fact she doesn’t, and will never, look like you. She makes you think you’re ugly when in fact she’s the ugly one. I… I didn’t want to push you away but I thought it would put things in perspective. 

[stevie-vanderbilt]

I don't want to agree with you... but you were a bit of an arse. I know you wanted me to see those things, what I needed Justin was a constant and you took that away from me. But... you're method did help I mean I can't say I'm fully cured but, I've stopped drinking and my eating is better, and I've been ignoring my mum's owls. You're dad helped knock some sense into me, as did you.... I feel like pushing me away helped because... you made me see how easily I could loose you if i kept going down that path.

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[hufflepuffjfletchley]

Can't believe its almost Christmas

[hufflepuffjfletchley]

[stares back at her, shuffling his feet back and forth before rubbing the back of his neck] I’m good. I… this is so awkward. [steps closer to her] I miss you. I miss my best friend

[stevie-vanderbilt]

[Runs her fingers through her hair nervously not being able] I'm glad you're good...and its very awkward.[presses her lips together] I miss you too... I've just kept my distance because its what you asked for.

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[arenamh]