"It is the experiences, the memories, the great triumphant joy of living to the fullest extent in which real meaning is found. God it's great to be alive! Thank you. Thank you."
This is one of the passages I remember most from Into the Wild, written by Jon Krakauer. That was the last book i had to read for High School, and I can't help but think of that quote. I can't help but think.
I love truly, and will miss the mornings and afternoons I spent in different classes, surrounded by peers sometimes, and friends other times. I will never truly forget the moments I spent in those classes, even if I can only complete half the jigsaw puzzle in my head. And I hope to never forget the friends I made along the way.
I remember a couple weeks ago sitting with two friends in front of the school. They were talking about something that I didn't have much to say about, because that happens sometimes, and I sat there hoping. Hoping that I would never lose this sense of belonging. I saw a bug in that moment. I watched that bug fly around, and I listened passively to the chatter of my friends, and while I can't say there's meaning in that, I can say that it's great to be alive.
All this to say that I have memories, and I have experiences, and that if you are like me, we have these moments, and they will never falter.
I don't know if I'm putting my feelings into words correctly, but I hope I can be understood.
I love life. And even in my darkest moments, I have loved life. And I will hopefully never lose that love.
If you are a graduate too, I hope you are as happy as I am. And I hope you are also as sad as i am, because sadness moves in when we have had the happiness leave.
And I hope that you also love life, because for all the sadness that we can experience, there exists a joy ten times more powerful waiting in plain sight, waiting for us.
Sorry, one of my buddies made a graduation post and I feel like I have to, too. I have to share this joy.