But maybe everything that dies someday comes back

1990s she/her 🌊 providing a full moon

[reginatenebris]

[unexpectedphilosophy]

[farawayfromdryland]

ok that was fun the god thing made it weird though

[lostfunzones]

William Benson, Chart of Colors (Based on his Cube of Colors), 1868.

[farawayfromdryland]

there is too much fucking traffic! and it is muggy!! terrible!!!

[godkissedme]

[farawayfromdryland]

on days where I don't eat fish I think half my caloric intake could be from olive oil and butter

[ryebreadgf]

crazy

[farawayfromdryland]

i do hate fics that boil down to just a managing of Shane by others. and if I may be so bold I do think it is a hetero-izing of the ship

[farawayfromdryland]

i am watching moneyball and my assesment so far (36m in) is that it's kinda stupid

[blond-shell]

no and i can take it further

[blond-shell]

since they used a pic of shane for this i like to imagine this is an in-universe article that gay times wrote because of shaydens insisting that the pike children are paid actors

[farawayfromdryland]

literally maybe nothing has or ever will again go off as much as i was looking for a job and then i found a job and heaven knows i'm miserable now

[antronaut]

Hockney Painting

[farawayfromdryland]

nothing so enraging to me as someone trying to switch lanes while left turning. like if that's intentional you are a morally reprehensible person and an entitled asshole and i do wish misery upon you

[verseau-lion]

🐾 David Hockney 🕊️

[syring3]

[polari]

my first year of high school i was in this intensive outpatient exposure therapy program which i attended for the first half of every other weekday, or something. it was in this out-of-the-way room in some sort of hospital; the memories flicker a bit because i've been in a lot of rooms with buzzy fluorescent lights and adults who talk to me like a dog, so they sort of blur together. there are a few things that distinguish my time in iop, though, and one of those is the little boy on the other side of the room, with a different small group of kids and therapists, who screamed endlessly. he couldn't have been much older than eleven. he would come in every day a bit after me and start screaming and i would put my head down on the table between my arms, trying to cover my ears. i never heard him say a word. there was a tiny empty room they sent him to, but it wasn't actually soundproof, just a little further away, so everything we did at the program was accompanied by the background score of a little boy screaming in another room. at the time i found it only a bit more annoying than the slight buzzing of the fluorescent lights, because none of the adults gave any indication that something was wrong here, and all of us kids were crazy anyway. i graduated the summer before my sophomore year, and he was still there when i left. i don't remember his name or what he looked like, and it's not like i could reach back and save him if i did.

[polari]

i keep wanting to reframe this act as some kind of tiny liberation, but that's a lie, and not a permissible lie like the lies that slip into everything i write from memory no matter how objective i pretend to be. it's the worst kind of lie! it's theft! i spent some time in that room, too, when i became too unwieldy, but i can't cut and fold my memory over him and place the screams in my throat. i can't know why he screamed. i know that i could have, and i think that i probably should have, and i know that i didn't. i spent the first part of my childhood screaming, and then i spent a lot of time in rooms with buzzy fluorescent lights and adults who talked to me like a dog, and i became the only person i can tell this story as: the girl on the other side of the room who listened to him scream and didn't wonder about it at all.

[polari]

“I was thinking,” I said, “about back then, at Hailsham, when you used to go bonkers like that, and we couldn’t understand it. We couldn’t understand how you could ever get like that. And I was just having this idea, just a thought really. I was thinking maybe the reason you used to get like that was because at some level you always knew.”

Tommy thought about this, then shook his head. “Don’t think so, Kath. No, it was always just me. Me being an idiot. That’s all it ever was.” Then after a moment, he did a small laugh and said: “But that’s a funny idea. Maybe I did know, somewhere deep down. Something the rest of you didn’t.”

— Kazuo Ishiguro, Never Let Me Go