kajsi🌙

surviving

[still-confus3d]

~•Welcome to my blog•~

just a delusional teen girl, who sometimes likes to write

my nickname is Kajsi, pronunced as K-aa-y-c-ee

bilingual: italian and english

member of innapropriate crush club - been crushing on my teacher almost since I started hs

i opened this blog mostly so i can post my little delusions and fake scenarios, short stories or to post literally anything that comes in my mind. I would never try to get with my teacher as i see those kinds of actions immoral and immature.

anti raw milk propaganda, science enthusiast

bi(sexual+itch)

dm me so we can yap about our tcs

if you don't like it here, leave.

ig - still_confus3d

DNI: racists, homophobes, nsfw accounts, pedos, nationalists, fascists, religous fanatics and other similar species to those.

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HE GOT ME A BIRTHDAY GIFT OMG!

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dear diary it's week 4 of summer break and i'm very much going insane.

2 months left until I can search for him in the hallways.

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kinda starting to hate him he's been so annoying recently idk what's going on i'm just gonna focus on ending the school year on a good side w/him

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oh my god why do I have a need to dissect our every interaction and then hate myself over and over again ughhh

[blairisfuckingdead]

Like you know nothing about me.

[mentallylivingin2000s]

don’t even think i have a crush anymore i just think i like attention.. oops

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I ❤️ being the teacher's favourite

[nightowl-luna]

the irony of me horny posting about him is that i'm so terrified of intimacy that i don't even think i could actually sleep with him if he offered

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not to disrespect any of my christian mutuals but oh my god i hate church. like actually. i respect all religions but i myself cannot be in one. like going to church is so bad for me for no reason like id rather do ANYTHING ELSE. i think its because ive just been forced into a certain religion my whole life and i just can’t take it anymore

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word for word

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why is tumblr flagging everything BUT p0rn as mature content like wtf

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i think it may not be him specifically, maybe i just like smart guys in general

[bigheartbigeyes]

teacher crush canon events:

looking for them in the hallways

being upset when they’re absent

craving physical touch but it being a boundary neither of you can cross

being upset when they talk with other students

finding stupid excuses to run into them or talk to them

never knowing if they like you back

holiday breaks.

them giving mixed signals of romantic interest

not being able to text them

wishing you liked people your own age…

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heavy on fourth one💔💔

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we make eyecontact and for a spill of a moment it feels as if universe crafted our interaction but then the reality kicks in and I realise how depressingly shallow everything is

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he wished happy birthday to some girl in my class i don't think i can describe how jelaous i am. this is so infuriating.

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"oh you can just use chatgpt" OR MAYBE YOU CAN JUST USE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN are you incapable of thinking for yourself or what

[rhode-island-empire]

yes we are clearly better than people who use chatgpt no contest

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im not sayin us people who don't use ai are better or that its a contest but i've seriously seen some kind of decline with ppl who've been using it they litteraly let ai think for them its insane