H O R N D (O) G
*  VALENTINEâS  DAY  ALPHABET  /  not accepting  !
HEART. Â is your muse quick or slow to give their heart away?
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ODE. Â does your muse have a way with words?
sheâs shit with words, in literally EVERY way this question could be angling towards. itâs a mixture of so many different things, but nikki really says things⊠so simply, and thatâs both GOOD and bad. sheâs blunt, and sheâs not always blunt in a horrible way ; but she also has huge issue in finding words to express herself in most ways, and that has led to misunderstandings and her just⊠giving up, really.Â
ROMANCE. Â is your muse a romantic or a cynic?
mostly a cynic, but she would love to be the opposite. i donât even say that sarcastically. thereâs a part of nikki ( buried pretty deep ) that really would LOVE to be a different woman to the one she is, and in the sense this q is going for, would love to be able to⊠take things at face value. to get out of her own head and let go of her instincts and allow herself to be wooed. unfortunately, she just⊠never will.
NAUGHTY. Â what is your muse like in bed?
iâm gonna open with a given : nikki LOVES sex. even if she never really got the romance part down, she has always been good in bed, and has always⊠used that, in a sense, in place of EXPRESSING herself. when she cared for someone, she could never find the words to say it : so she used sex. of course, when she didnât care for someone she also used it in place of words, but⊠thatâs neither here nor there. like cris, she likes it rough ; but at least as a human, she was MUCH more submissive. sure, she could take charge, and being submissive didnât stop her from being a brat - but she liked her partner to take control. now sheâs a newborn with all the tumultuous feels and strong emotions that comes with that, i think sheâd be much more assertive from the get go. much, much more dominant just⊠in gen.Â
DATE. Â what is your museâs ideal date? where / who with / etc?
sheâs a simple girl. take her to the movies, bring her anywhere she can get cheesy fries, hav the place to yourself when the dateâs done. once again, it goes back to who she is versus who sheâd love to be : nikki never really dated anyone who would have been the type to bring her to a fancy restaurant or even shower her with gifts ( even a BOUQUET of flowers ), so she doesnât know if thatâs more her speed. maybe it is !Â
ODE. Â does your muse have a way with words?
beep boop beep.
GIFT. Â is your muse good at gift - giving or do they struggle to get it right?
sheâs⊠not good. very not good. horrible, even. nikki has very literally NEVER had to give gifts, so sheâs never had to be good at it. sheâd try ! sheâd try and work out what people liked ( hard when she pays very little attention to anyoneâs special interests ) and sheâd try work that way, but⊠sheâd miss the mark more often than not.Â














