hello
ayun, kanina tinanong ako ng friends ko if i still feel the same way as i did nung 2019... yung takot kasi i'm the youngest in the friend group (i still feel like im 19 haha hala age rebuild) :( honestly, i do. kasi, lahat sila may plans mag-asawa o kaya naman bumuo ng pamilya ganon. that's not what i want for myself. and i can't see it happening for me, especially in this economy pota hahahaha!!
actually di naman ako napepressure in a "i should want the same things as them" way. it's more of "who am i going to drag to the local bar after having coffee if u have a child with u?" kinda feels. kasi alam naman natin kung paano nababago ang priorities ng mga tao kapag parents na sila. ayun, naisip ko lang ulit pero feels ko medyo malayo pa sa exciting part (marriage and family) yung tatlong lagi kong nakakasama now kaya safe pa ang kakulitan ko at pwede pa din ako mag-aya ng shot puno anytime...
hahaha i went from having a bunch of friends to drink with every friday when i was in college, to thinking sino nalang ba free this weekend para umalis. HAHAHAHAHAH GAGI! pero i'm so happy that most of my friends are in a good place right now. dasurv nyo yan mga tanga!
so ayun, life update pala: i decided na mag-glow up na lang ulit, magpapa-eyelash extension siguro ako tas ewan unhinged hot girl era na ulit wag na magcommit hAHASHAHAFKHJ YOKO NA BE
kung umabot ka dito, say hi to meeeeeeeeeeeeee!












