still missing home

Between who I am and who I should be Between how it is and how it should be

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Life goes on.

When I started this blog I was in the middle of wondering what was next. Medical issues, military issues, missing Home.

And now? Army's done, heart's fixed. Life's moving on.

I'm not perfect. I'm still fighting porn. I'm still seeking God. I'm still hoping for a girl.

In any case, I'm moving to aniceexpensivepen.tumblr.com . No longer anonymous there, but if you're interested in still following me, that's where you go.

So yeah, it's been fun.

In any case though, I'm still missing Home.

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I feel empty. Dead. Tired.

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I write to give myself strength. I write to be the characters that I am not. I write to explore all the things I'm afraid of.

Joss Whedon

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Garth: Salesman should be by in about three, four hours.

Hub: Whoop-de-do.

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I'm done. I'm free.

It's over.

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Not sure if I've posted this before, but hey.

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In 2011 God and I beat heart disease.

2012, bring it on!

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Merry Christmas everyone.

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They take shit seriously in Singapore.

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i don't know

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Never Let Me Go by Adam Juresko

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But my life is worth nothing to me unless I use it for finishing the work assigned me by the Lord Jesus--the work of telling others the Good News about the wonderful grace of God.

Acts 20:24

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What am I doing with my life?

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I'm somewhere in the South China Sea.

Not too long ago I was standing up on the deck looking at the stars.

Stars I don't see in Singapore, stars I haven't seen in a long, long time.

And all I have are questions.

What do I do? What does God want me to do? Do I go back to the US and get a job and go to college? Do I stay in Asia with my immediate family? Do I join this ship that's rocking back and forth?

Where do I belong? What do I even really want?

I don't know, I just don't know.

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I was trying to find a third picture of Scarlett Johansson in accordance with the Rule Of Three but I couldn't find one to top the one I posted yesterday.

Again, people, holy crap.

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Again, yes.