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On the surface, Namjoon was the embodiment of calm control. The leader who carried the weight of the group with quiet strength, always composed, always measured in his words and actions.
But beneath that polished exterior, a fierce storm brewed whenever he had to watch you interact with anyone else. He was secretly in love, the kind of deep, unspoken affection that had been building for months behind closed doors and stolen moments.
You two had agreed to keep everything hiddenโthe pressures of idol life, the fans, the contractsโit all demanded secrecy. Yet that secrecy only sharpened the jealousy that clawed at him.
He sat in the corner of the spacious backstage waiting room, one leg crossed over the other, pretending to immerse himself in a thick philosophy book he'd carried from the hotel. The pages turned slowly under his long fingers, but his sharp eyes weren't absorbing the text.
Every sound from across the room pulled his focus: your soft laughter, the low murmur of the backup dancer's voice, the way the man leaned in just a fraction too close. Namjoon's chest tightened with that familiar burn.
He told himself to breathe, to stay rational. You weren't his in the eyes of the world. Not yet. But in his heart, you were already everything.
The dancer said something that made you laugh again, brighter this time. Namjoon's grip on the book pages tightened until the paper creased. He forced his expression to remain neutral, but inside, his mind raced with possessive thoughts. That smile belonged to him.
Those sparkling eyes when you were amusedโthey were for him during late-night conversations in hidden hotel rooms. Not for some guy who didn't know the way you sighed when his hands traced your spine.
Then it happened. The dancer reached out, his fingers brushing your arm in what was meant to be a casual gesture. But it lingered.
The touch dragged slowly, too familiar, too bold. Namjoon's jaw clenched hard, the muscle ticking visibly for a split second before he schooled his features. He closed the book with a deliberate snap, the sound cutting through the room like a quiet warning.
Rising to his full height, broad shoulders straight and presence commanding, he crossed the space in unhurried strides. The air seemed heavier as he approached.
"Are you done talking?" His voice was low, deep, and smooth like velvet over steel. It wasn't overtly rudeโNamjoon was too intelligent for thatโbut the underlying edge of authority made the dancer straighten immediately.
The man mumbled something about checking on choreography and excused himself, retreating quickly under the weight of Namjoon's steady gaze.
You turned toward him, one eyebrow arched in that knowing way that always sent heat through his veins. A small, secret smile played on your lips.
Namjoon didn't speak further in front of the others. Instead, he placed a large, warm hand on the small of your back, the touch firm and guiding. It was possessive without being obvious to anyone watching.
He steered you out of the main room and down the quieter hallway toward his private dressing area.
The second the door clicked shut behind you, locking out the world, the composure cracked wide open.
Namjoon backed you against the wall in one fluid motion, his tall, muscular frame pressing flush against yours.
One hand cupped your jaw, tilting your face up as his mouth claimed yours in a hungry, demanding kiss. His tongue swept in, tasting and dominating, pouring out all the jealousy he'd bottled up.
When he pulled back just enough to breathe, his forehead rested against yours, eyes dark and intense.
"You enjoy testing me like this, don't you?" he murmured, voice rough around the edges. His free hand slid down your side, gripping your waist hard enough to leave faint marks. "Letting him touch your arm, laugh with you, stand so close... knowing I'm right there watching every second."
You started to respond, but he silenced you with another deep kiss, teeth grazing your lower lip. His hands worked quickly but deliberately, peeling your shirt over your head and tossing it aside.
His mouth trailed hot kisses down your neck, sucking at the sensitive spot just below your ear until you gasped. He marked you there, a subtle bruise that only the two of you would know about later.
"I hate it," he admitted between kisses, voice low and honest. "I hate pretending I don't feel anything when someone else gets even a piece of your attention. You're mine in every way that matters, even if we can't say it out loud yet."
He lifted you effortlessly, your legs wrapping around his hips as he carried you to the wide couch against the far wall. Laying you down gently but with clear urgency, he hovered over you, stripping off his own shirt to reveal the defined lines of his chest and shoulders.
His skin was warm as he pressed down again, mouth exploring every inch of exposed skin. He took one nipple between his lips, sucking firmly while his fingers teased the other, rolling and pinching until you arched beneath him with a soft moan.
Lower still, he went, kissing down your stomach, nipping at your hips as he removed the rest of your clothes. When you were fully bare, he knelt between your spread thighs, eyes locked on yours with burning intensity.
"Look at me," he commanded softly. His tongue dragged slowly through your folds, savoring your taste with a deep groan that vibrated against you.
He took his time, licking and sucking with expert precision, two thick fingers sliding inside you and curling just right to hit that perfect spot.
Your fingers tangled in his soft hair, hips rolling against his face as pleasure built fast. Namjoon held you steady with one strong arm across your lower stomach, refusing to let you escape the overwhelming sensation.
He alternated between slow, teasing licks and intense suction on your clit, fingers pumping steadily until your thighs trembled around his head.
" Namjoon... please," you gasped, right on the edge.
But he pulled back at the last moment, lips glistening, a dark smile on his face. He stood, shedding the rest of his clothes to reveal his thick, hard cock already leaking with need. He stroked himself slowly, watching you writhe on the couch.
"Tell me who you belong to," he said, voice husky with restrained desire.
"I'm yours, Joon. Only yours."
He moved over you again, positioning himself at your entrance and pushing in with one long, deep thrust. The stretch was perfect, filling you completely.
He groaned your name, hips starting a slow, grinding rhythm that quickly built in intensity.
One hand pinned your wrists above your head, the other gripping your thigh to hold you open wider for him. Each thrust was deliberate, possessive, skin slapping against skin in the quiet room.
"You feel incredible," he breathed against your neck, biting down gently. "So tight, so wet for me. No one else will ever have this. No one else gets to hear the sounds you make when I'm inside you."
He angled his hips to hit that sensitive spot inside with every stroke, driving you higher. Your moans filled the space, mixing with his low grunts.
The jealousy fueled him, making his movements harder, deeper, more claiming. When your orgasm crashed over you, walls clenching tightly around him, he kept going through it, prolonging the pleasure until you were shaking.
Only then did he let himself go, thrusting deep one final time and spilling inside you with a guttural moan, his body shuddering against yours. For long moments afterward, he stayed buried deep, holding you close as your breathing slowed.
He eventually pulled out carefully, gathering you into his arms on the couch. His fingers traced lazy patterns along your back, the earlier storm of jealousy easing into tender affection. "I'm sorry for the intensity," he whispered, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead.
"I know we have to keep this secret for now. The timing isn't right, the world isn't ready. But seeing another man touch you, even innocently... it drives me insane. I just want you completely. Mind, body, everything."
You nestled closer against his chest, smiling as you felt his heartbeat under your cheek. "I love when you show me how much I mean to you. It makes me feel wanted in a way no one else ever has."
Namjoon chuckled softly, the sound warm and genuine now. His hand slid down your body again, cupping your ass possessively. "Good. Because we're not done yet. I need to remind you a few more times before we have to go back out there."
He kissed you slowly this time, building things up again with patient touches and whispered praises. Round two was slower, more intimateโhim taking you from behind while you gripped the back of the couch, his chest pressed to your back, one hand between your legs rubbing your clit in time with his thrusts.
He murmured how perfect you were, how no one could ever compare, how he fell more in love every single day.
By the time you both finished again, the room felt warmer, heavier with the scent of sex and shared breaths.
Namjoon helped clean you up gently, then held you in his lap, stroking your hair as you talked quietly about nothing and everything. The jealousy hadn't vanished completelyโit never did when love ran this deep and had to stay hiddenโbut it was soothed by the certainty of your connection.
He was calm again on the outside when you eventually returned to the others.
But now you carried his marks, his touch, his claim beneath your clothes. And that was enough for him, for now.
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Seokjin had always been the dramatic one, the member who could turn even the smallest inconvenience into a full theatrical performance.
But when it came to you, his secret love, that drama wasnโt just for showโit masked something much deeper. He was head over heels, the kind of love that kept him up at night thinking about your laugh, your voice, the way you looked at him when no one else was watching.
You two had agreed to keep it hidden for now, protecting the relationship from the intense spotlight of idol life. Still, every time someone else stole your attention, it hit him harder than he let on.
The backstage area buzzed with pre-concert energy. Staff members hurried around, stylists adjusted outfits, and the members stretched or reviewed last-minute details. Seokjin lounged against a table, flipping through his phone with practiced nonchalance, but his eyes kept drifting to you across the room.
You were chatting with one of the newer lighting techniciansโa friendly, outgoing guy who had been making everyone laugh all week. The technician leaned in closer as he explained some technical detail, gesturing animatedly, and you smiled at him, nodding along.
Seokjinโs fingers paused on his screen. He forced a smile, but inside, irritation prickled. Itโs just a conversation, he told himself. Youโre allowed to talk to people.
Yet the way the guyโs hand brushed your shoulder lightly as he pointed something out on a tablet made Seokjinโs stomach twist. He cleared his throat loudly, but no one noticed. Fine. He could play this game.
โWow, okayyyy, I see how it is,โ he muttered under his breath, loud enough for you to potentially hear if you were paying attention. You didnโt turn. The technician said something else, and you laughed againโthat bright, genuine laugh that Seokjin usually earned with his dad jokes and cooking stories.
He pushed off the table, wandering closer under the pretense of grabbing a water bottle. โGuess Iโm invisible now,โ he added in a sing-song voice, dramatic and pouty, drawing a few amused glances from nearby staff. But his eyes stayed on you, sharp and needy.
Deep down, it wasnโt just theatrics. He genuinely felt the sting. He wanted your focus on him, your smiles directed at him, your time reserved for stolen moments in hotel rooms or quiet van rides where he could whisper how much he adored you.
The technician touched your arm again, this time resting his hand there a second too long while showing you a funny video on his phone. That was it.
Seokjin stepped forward with exaggerated flair, placing a hand on his chest like heโd been wounded. โAh, I see the new lighting expert has taken over my role as the funniest person in the room. Should I just disappear into the background? Maybe become a stage prop?โ His tone was light, teasing, but the undercurrent of real upset made his words sharper than usual.
The technician blinked, suddenly awkward, and pulled his hand back quickly.
You turned to Seokjin, catching the flash of genuine hurt behind his dramatic mask. The technician excused himself with a nervous chuckle, sensing the shift in atmosphere.
As soon as the two of you had a moment of semi-privacy near the edge of the room, Seokjinโs facade cracked further. He crossed his arms, lips pursed in that signature pout. โYou like him more than me now? Be honest. I can take it. Iโm just the handsome chef who makes you laugh and cooks your favorite meals at 2 a.m. No big deal.โ
You rolled your eyes fondly, but before you could respond, he grabbed your hand and tugged you toward his private dressing room down the hall, closing the door firmly behind you. The lock clicked, sealing you both away from prying eyes.
The moment the world was shut out, Seokjinโs dramatic complaints melted into raw emotion. He pulled you into his arms, wrapping you in a tight back hug from behind, his chin resting on your shoulder.
His breath was warm against your neck. โI hate this,โ he whispered, voice dropping the playful tone. โI hate pretending I donโt care when someone else touches you or makes you laugh. I want all of it. Your attention, your time, your everything. Itโs selfish, but Iโm in love with you. Secretly, stupidly, completely.โ
His hands roamed up your sides, pulling you closer against his chest. The clinginess kicked in hardโexactly as expected after his jealousy flared. He pressed a series of soft forehead kisses along your hairline, then turned you in his arms to face him. โYou like me more, right? Tell me. I need to hear it.โ
โOf course I do, Jin. Only you,โ you reassured him, and that was all it took.
His mouth descended on yours in a kiss that started tender but quickly ignited with pent-up need. Seokjin kissed like he performedโ with full commitment and flair.
His lips moved against yours hungrily, tongue teasing until you parted for him. He backed you toward the couch, never breaking contact, his large hands cupping your face as if you might vanish.
Clothes came off in a heated rush. He peeled your shirt away slowly, savoring the reveal of your skin, then shed his own to expose his broad shoulders and toned chest. โYouโre so beautiful,โ he murmured, voice thick with emotion and desire.
He laid you down on the couch, hovering over you, dropping more forehead kisses and soft ones along your collarbone. His hands explored everywhereโsqueezing your waist, tracing your curves, gripping your thighs as he settled between them.
Seokjin took his time, despite the urgency of his jealousy. He kissed down your body, lingering at your breasts, sucking one nipple into his mouth while his fingers played with the other. You arched into him, fingers threading through his dark hair.
Lower, he went, until his breath ghosted over your core. He looked up at you with those expressive eyes, still a hint of that dramatic pout lingering. โThis is mine. Only mine.โ
His tongue delved in, licking a slow stripe through your folds before focusing on your clit with precise, teasing circles. Two fingers slid inside you, curling expertly as he worked you open. He moaned against you, the vibrations sending sparks up your spine.
Seokjin ate you out with the same dedication he put into everythingโthorough, passionate, a little extra. He brought you right to the edge, then eased back, kissing your inner thighs while you caught your breath.
โNot yet,โ he said, climbing back up your body. โI want to be inside you when you come. I want to feel how much you want me.โ
He positioned himself, rubbing the thick head of his cock against your entrance, slick with your arousal and his saliva. With a deep push, he entered you, both of you groaning at the perfect fit.
Seokjinโs hips rolled slowly at first, savoring the connection, but jealousy still simmered beneath the surface. His pace quickened, thrusts becoming deeper and more insistent.
โTell me again,โ he panted between kisses, pinning your hands above your head with one of his. โYou like me more, right? Say it while I fuck you.โ
โI like you moreโfuck, Jin, so much more,โ you moaned, legs wrapping around his waist to pull him deeper.
That spurred him on. He released your hands to grip your hips, angling you so every thrust hit that sweet spot inside. The room filled with the sounds of skin meeting skin, your shared gasps, and his occasional dramatic whispers. โThatโs right. No one else gets to make you feel like this. No technician, no staff, no one. Just me.โ
He shifted positions, pulling you up so you straddled him on the couch. You rode him while he guided your movements with strong hands on your ass, thrusting up to meet you. His mouth latched onto your neck, sucking marks that would be hidden under your clothes later.
One hand slipped between you, thumb circling your clit in time with your bounces.
Pleasure coiled tight in your belly. Seokjin could feel you tightening around him. โCome for me, baby. Show me Iโm the only one.โ
Your orgasm hit hard, waves crashing through you as you clenched around his cock, crying out his name. Seokjin followed right after, burying himself deep and spilling inside you with a long, satisfied groan.
His arms wrapped around you tightly in another back hug as you both came down, even while still connected.
For several minutes, he just held you like that, pressing forehead kisses to your temple, your cheeks, anywhere he could reach. The clinginess returned full force.
โIโm sorry for being dramatic out there,โ he murmured, nuzzling your neck. โBut I canโt help it. When I see someone else getting your smiles, it makes me realize how badly I want to tell the whole world youโre mine. Until thenโฆ stay close to me, okay? Lots of hugs like this. Lots of kisses. And always tell me Iโm your favorite.โ
You laughed softly, running your fingers through his hair. โYou are my favorite, Jin. Dramatics and all.โ
He smiled, genuine and warm now that the jealousy had been soothed by your touch. But he wasnโt done. After cleaning you both up gently, he pulled you back into his lap, hands wandering again. โRound two,โ he announced with a playful wink. โI need more reassurance. And more of those sounds you make just for me.โ
This time was slower, more intimate. He took you from behind while you leaned over the couch arm, his chest pressed to your back in a constant hug.
One arm wrapped around your waist, the other between your legs, rubbing you as he thrust steadily. He whispered praises and silly jokes mixed with love confessions, keeping things light even as pleasure built again.
By the end, you were both exhausted in the best way, tangled together on the couch with his arms securely around you. Seokjinโs dramatic jealousy had led to thisโraw passion, tender aftercare, and a deeper bond strengthened in secret. He kissed your forehead one last time.
โDonโt forget who loves you most, even when I have to pretend I donโt in front of everyone else.โ
The concert would start soon, and heโd be back to his charismatic, funny self on stage. But you would carry his touch, his words, and the quiet promise of more hidden moments like this.
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Yoongi didnโt need to raise his voice or put on a show for his jealousy to land like ice water down the spine. It was the silence that made it terrifyingโthe way his face stayed almost neutral, sharp eyes narrowing just a fraction, while the temperature in the room seemed to drop ten degrees.
He was in love with you in the quietest, most consuming way possible. A love built on late-night studio sessions where words werenโt necessary, on shared headphones and fingers brushing under tables. You kept it secret because that was the only way it could survive right now. But secrets had a way of sharpening everything else, especially the possessiveness he rarely let show.
The green room hummed with the usual pre-show chaos. Staff adjusted mics, members chatted in low voices, and you stood near the couch talking to one of the tour photographers.
The guy was friendly, talented, and clearly interested. He leaned against the wall, camera slung around his neck, smiling as he showed you some shots from the previous night on his screen. โYou always end up looking perfect in these,โ he said, voice dropping a little. โThe way the light hits youโฆ I could shoot you for hours.โ
You laughed politely, flipping through the images. Yoongi sat on the opposite couch, hood up, earbuds in but no music playing. His expression didnโt change. He looked half-asleep, legs stretched out, cap pulled low. But his gaze followed every movement.
The way the photographer stepped closer. The way his hand brushed your elbow to point at something on the screen. The way you smiled backโnot flirtatious, but warm enough to twist something deep in Yoongiโs chest.
He didnโt speak. Not at first. His answers to the staff member asking about setlist changes became short, almost curt. โYeah.โ โFine.โ โWhatever works.โ The calm shifted. People around him started glancing over, sensing the subtle change in the air without understanding why. Yoongiโs eyes stayed locked on you, dark and unreadable, tracking the photographerโs every gesture like a predator deciding exactly when to strike.
When the guy laughed at something you said and let his fingers linger on your arm, tracing a light path down to your wrist while complimenting your โnatural presence,โ Yoongi moved. No words.
No dramatic sigh. He simply stood, crossed the room in that slow, deliberate way of his, and slid an arm around your waist from behind. His hand settled firmly, fingers pressing into your side with quiet ownership. He pulled you back against his chest, chin brushing your shoulder for a brief second before he released youโbut not really. His presence stayed right there, a wall of silent warning.
The photographer straightened immediately, mumbling something about checking equipment, and disappeared faster than expected. Yoongi didnโt smile. He didnโt gloat. He just looked at you once, eyes saying everything his mouth wouldnโt: Weโre leaving. Now.
He guided you out with that same hand on your waist, touch deceptively light but impossible to ignore. Down the hallway to his private dressing room.
The door shut with a soft click. The lock turned. And then the real shift happened.
Yoongi leaned against the door for a moment, staring at you. Still silent. The jealousy didnโt explode out of him like it might with the others. It coiled, controlled, and burned hotter because of it. He crossed to you slowly, backing you against the makeup counter without touching you at first.
His hands finally came up, framing your face, thumbs brushing your cheeks with surprising gentleness before his grip tightened just enough.
โYou let him touch you,โ he said, voice low and rough, barely above a whisper. It wasnโt a question. โLaughed with him. Let him look at you like that.โ
His lips crashed into yours before you could answerโslow, deep, devastating. Yoongi kissed like he produced music: layered, intentional, every movement building something heavier. His tongue slid against yours, claiming, while one hand dropped to your waist again, pulling your hips flush against him.
You could feel how hard he already was, pressed against your stomach.
He broke the kiss only to trail his mouth down your neck, sucking lightly at first, then harder, leaving marks that would hide under your collar. โMine,โ he breathed against your skin. No theatrics.
Just fact. His hands worked methodically, peeling your shirt off, then his own. The sight of his pale skin, slim but toned torso, and the faint lines of muscle made your breath catch. He lifted you onto the counter, stepping between your legs.
Yoongiโs possessiveness showed in the calmest, most intense ways. He didnโt rush. He unbuttoned your pants and dragged them down along with your underwear, eyes never leaving yours. When you were bare, he ran his palms up your thighs, spreading them wider.
Two fingers traced your entrance, feeling how wet you already were, before sliding in deep. He curled them slowly, perfectly, watching every flicker across your face.
โEyes on me,โ he murmured when your head tipped back. His free hand gripped your chin, forcing your gaze back to his. Those dark eyes held you captive while his fingers pumped steadily, thumb circling your clit with maddening precision.
The room filled with the wet sounds of his hand and your growing moans, but Yoongi stayed mostly quiet, only letting out low, controlled breaths.
He brought you right to the edge, then withdrew his fingers, ignoring your frustrated whimper. He freed himself from his pants, thick and flushed, stroking once before pressing the head against you.
One smooth thrust and he buried himself to the hilt, groaning softly into your neck. The stretch was perfect, overwhelming.
His hips rolled in deep, measured strokes. Not franticโdeliberate. Each thrust claimed you, reminded you exactly who you belonged to. One arm wrapped around your back, holding you impossibly close, while the other braced on the counter. Skin met skin in rhythmic slaps, but his voice stayed low.
โNo one else gets this,โ he whispered against your ear, biting the lobe. โNo one else hears you moan like this. No one else feels how tight you get when Iโm inside you.โ His pace increased gradually, still controlled, but the jealousy fueled every snap of his hips. He angled just right, hitting that spot inside you that made stars burst behind your eyes.
You clutched his shoulders, nails digging in. โYoongiโโ
โSay it,โ he demanded quietly, voice dark. โTell me who you belong to while I fuck you.โ
โYou. Only you.โ
That seemed to break something in his restraint. He lifted you off the counter, turning you around and bending you over it. Your hands braced on the cool surface as he entered you again from behind, deeper this way.
One hand gripped your hip hard enough to bruise, the other reached around to rub your clit in tight circles. His chest pressed to your back, lips against your shoulder as he thrust harder, faster, but still terrifyingly silent except for the occasional low groan.
The orgasm built like a wave you couldnโt escape. When it crashed over you, your walls clenched around him, legs shaking. Yoongi followed moments later, burying himself deep and coming with a quiet, shuddering breath, filling you completely.
He stayed inside you for a long minute, arms wrapped around your waist, face pressed to your back.
Finally, he pulled out carefully, cleaning you both with a warm cloth from the side table. He didnโt speak much even then. Just pulled you into his arms on the small couch, holding you against his chest.
His fingers traced slow patterns on your bare skinโpossessive, soothing. The silent jealousy had morphed into this: quiet intensity, the kind that wrapped around you like smoke.
โI hate it,โ he said eventually, voice barely audible. โSeeing someone else flirt with you. Touch you. Makes me want to pull you away every single time. I know we canโt say anything yet. But youโre mine. In every way that matters.โ
You turned in his arms, kissing his jaw. โI am yours, Yoongi. Always.โ
He nodded once, eyes softening just a fraction. But the possessiveness lingered. His hand slid down to grip your thigh, pulling you closer. โGood. Because we still have time before soundcheck.โ
His lips found yours again, slower this time, but no less hungry.
The second round was differentโslower, face to face on the couch, your legs wrapped around his waist as he moved inside you with those same deep, claiming strokes. He kept his forehead against yours, eyes locked, forcing you to feel every emotion he rarely voiced.
When you came again, whispering his name like a prayer, he followed, spilling into you once more with a quiet curse.
Afterward, he held you tightly, pressing soft kisses to your temple. No dramatic declarations.
No over-the-top clinginess. Just Yoongiโsilent, steady, and terrifyingly in love. The kind of love that didnโt need noise to be felt in your bones.
He helped you dress eventually, adjusting your clothes so the marks he left stayed hidden.
When you stepped back into the hallway, his expression had returned to that neutral calm. But his hand brushed your lower back one last time, a secret reminder.
The mood around him stayed shifted for the rest of the evening. Short answers. Watching eyes. And when anyone got too close to you again, that arm found your waist without a word.
Because Yoongiโs jealousy didnโt roar. It simply took what was his, quietly, completely, and left no room for doubt.
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Hoseok was sunshine personifiedโbright smiles, infectious laughter, and that endless energy that lit up every room he entered. But when jealousy crept in, especially over you, the person he was secretly, deeply in love with, that sunshine didnโt disappear. It just burned hotter, more focused, until it consumed everything else.
He tried so hard to play it cool, to keep things light and fun like always, because that was his role. The one who kept morale high. The one who made everyone feel at ease. But with you, his ult, his hidden heart, the mask slipped faster than he could catch it.
The backstage lounge was alive with pre-rehearsal chatter. Members stretched, stylists touched up makeup, and you were standing near the snack table talking to one of the new choreographersโa charismatic guy whoโd been brought in for a fresh routine. He was funny, confident, and clearly drawn to your energy. He demonstrated a quick footwork move, laughing as you tried to copy it, his hand lightly steadying your waist for balance.
โSee? Youโve got natural rhythm,โ he said, eyes lingering a second too long. โWe should practice together sometime. I could teach you a lot.โ
Hoseok, who had been sipping water across the room while chatting with staff, felt the shift instantly. He forced a wide smile, the one that usually lit up stages worldwide, and sauntered over with his signature playful bounce. โYah, whatโs this? Stealing my favorite dance partner?โ he teased, voice bright and sing-song.
But the smile didnโt quite reach his eyes. It tightened at the corners, turning a little sharp. His laugh when the choreographer joked back sounded forced, almost brittle.
He tried again, keeping it playful. โCareful, she might outshine you on stage if you teach her too well!โ Another laugh, but it fell flat even to his own ears.
Deep down, it wasnโt funny. Not when this guy had his hand on your waist. Not when you were smiling at someone else the way Hoseok wanted you smiling at him in every stolen momentโthose quiet van rides, late-night texts, and hidden hotel nights where he whispered how much he adored you. You were his secret, his everything, and watching someone else flirt so openly made his chest ache with a need he couldnโt voice publicly.
The choreographer chuckled and touched your arm again, leaning in to say something quieter. That was the breaking point. Hoseokโs playful facade crumbled in an instant. He moved smoothly but decisively, sliding right beside you. One arm wrapped around your shoulders, pulling you firmly against his side. His other hand found yours, fingers intertwining tightly.
He rested his chin on top of your head, nuzzling in just enough to make his claim crystal clear without words. The warmth of his body enveloped you, that familiar mix of cologne and stage energy that was so distinctly him.
โActually,โ Hoseok said, voice still light but edged with something deeper, โwe have some partner work we need to go over. Right now.โ His smile stayed plastered on for the choreographer, but his grip on you tightened. Everyone in the room could see itโyou two were close. Very close.
The choreographer got the message, nodding awkwardly and stepping back with a quick excuse about checking the stage layout.
As soon as the guy was out of sight, Hoseok didnโt let go. If anything, he held you tighter. His arm around your shoulders became a full embrace, chin still on your head as he swayed you gently side to side like you were dancing to music only he could hear. โI hate that,โ he murmured into your hair, voice dropping the playful tone. โI try to act cool, but seeing him touch youโฆ it makes me want to pull you away and keep you all to myself. Youโre my person. My favorite. I need everyone to know how close we are, even if we canโt tell them everything yet.โ
He guided you down the hallway to his private dressing room, never once releasing your hand. The door closed behind you, and the lock clicked. In the quiet space, Hoseokโs energy shifted completely.
He turned to you, eyes soft but burning with that mix of love and jealousy. โYou know youโre my ult, right? My everything. I canโt stand the thought of someone else thinking they can have even a piece of you.โ
His hands cupped your face tenderly, thumbs brushing your cheeks, before he kissed you. It wasnโt rushedโit was deep, passionate, full of all the affection he poured into every performance. Hoseok kissed like he danced: with soul, with fire, with every part of himself.
His tongue moved against yours in perfect rhythm, drawing soft sounds from you that made him smile against your lips.
Clothes disappeared between heated kisses and wandering hands. He peeled your shirt off slowly, worshipping every inch of skin he revealed with his mouth. โSo beautiful,โ he whispered, voice husky.
His own shirt came off next, revealing his toned dancerโs body, lean muscle honed from years of powerful performances. He lifted you effortlessly, your legs wrapping around his waist as he carried you to the wide couch.
Hoseok laid you down like you were precious, but his touches grew more urgent. He kissed down your neck, sucking gentle marks along your collarboneโmarks only the two of you would see.
His hands explored your curves, squeezing your hips, tracing your thighs as he removed the rest of your clothes. When you were bare beneath him, he took a moment just to look, eyes full of adoration. โMine,โ he said softly, almost reverently. โAll mine.โ
He settled between your legs, mouth hot and eager as he tasted you. His tongue moved with expert precisionโplayful flicks on your clit mixed with deep, languid strokes that had you gripping his hair. Two fingers slid inside you, curling in that way he knew drove you crazy, matching the rhythm of his mouth. Hoseok moaned against you, the vibrations sending sparks through your body.
He looked up at you the whole time, eyes locked, making sure you felt exactly how much he needed this.
But he didnโt let you finish that way. He wanted to be closer. Needed it. Hoseok climbed back up, shedding the last of his clothes, his cock hard and flushed with need.
He rubbed the tip against your entrance, teasing just enough to make you whimper, before sliding in deep with one smooth thrust. The feeling of him filling you completely drew matching groans from both of you.
He started slow, rolling his hips in that fluid, dancer-like motion, grinding deep. One hand held yours above your head, fingers still intertwined, while the other caressed your face. โLook at me, baby,โ he breathed, forehead resting against yours. โI need you to see how much I love you. How crazy you make me.โ
The pace built gradually, thrusts becoming more powerful, more possessive. Skin met skin with rhythmic slaps, the couch creaking softly beneath you. Hoseokโs usual playfulness returned in little waysโhe nipped at your lip with a small smile, whispered silly-sweet things between moansโbut the jealousy fueled an intensity that made everything hotter. He shifted you onto your side, lifting one leg over his shoulder so he could go even deeper, hitting that perfect spot with every stroke.
โYou feel so good,โ he panted, sweat glistening on his skin. โNo one else gets this. No one else gets to hold you, touch you, love you like I do.โ His free hand slipped between you, thumb circling your clit in tight, perfect patterns. The combination sent you spiraling fast.
When you came, it hit like a waveโwalls clenching around him as you cried out his name. Hoseok followed right after, burying himself deep and spilling inside you with a long, throaty moan, hips stuttering through the pleasure. He collapsed gently on top of you, careful not to crush you, arms wrapping around you in the tightest hug.
Even in the afterglow, the clinginess stayed. He pressed kisses all over your faceโforehead, cheeks, nose, lipsโwhile still inside you. โIโm sorry I got jealous,โ he whispered, nuzzling your neck.
โBut I canโt help it. Youโre my ult, my sunshine, my reason for smiling even on hard days. I need the world to see how close we are, even if itโs just through little things like holding your hand or resting my chin on your head.โ
He pulled out eventually, cleaning you both with gentle care before pulling you into his lap. The second round came naturally, slower and sweeter this time. You rode him on the couch, his hands guiding your hips as he looked up at you with pure adoration.
He sat up midway, arms around your waist in a full embrace, mouths meeting in messy kisses while he thrust up to meet you. More forehead kisses, more whispers of love, more of that special energy only Hoseok could bring.
Afterward, tangled together and breathing softly, he kept you close. Fingers tracing patterns on your back, chin resting on your head again. โPromise me something?โ he asked quietly. โNo matter who flirts or how hard we have to hide thisโฆ youโll always come back to me like this.
Let me hold you, love you, remind you that youโre my favorite person in the entire universe.โ
You smiled, kissing his jaw. โAlways, Hobi. Youโre my ult too.โ
Hoseokโs bright laugh returned, genuine this time, as he hugged you tighter. The jealousy had faded, replaced by warmth and certainty.
He would go back out there soon with his playful energy, but everyone would still see itโthat extra closeness, the way his arm found your shoulders so naturally, the protective glint in his eye. Because when it came to you, Hoseok didnโt just love quietly. He loved with his whole heart, his whole body, and everyone nearby would feel it.
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Jimin carried his heart in his eyes. That was what made his jealousy so devastatingโnot loud or possessive in a flashy way, but a quiet ache that turned those expressive eyes softer, almost glassy, like the light inside him had dimmed. He was deeply, secretly in love with you, the kind of love that bloomed in stolen glances during rehearsals and whispered confessions in the dark of hotel rooms.
You kept it hidden because the world demanded it, but that only made moments like this cut deeper. He wasnโt angry. He was hurt. The kind of hurt that made him question everything.
The waiting area backstage before the showcase was filled with the usual energyโstylists rushing with last-minute fixes, members warming up their voices, and low chatter bouncing off the walls. Jimin sat on a low couch, legs tucked under him gracefully, scrolling through his phone. But his attention wasnโt on the screen. It was on you, across the room, talking to one of the backup vocal coaches.
The guy was kind, experienced, and had a gentle way of speaking that clearly put you at ease. He laughed at something you said, leaning in slightly as he offered tips on a tricky harmony, his hand resting briefly on your shoulder in encouragement.
Jiminโs smile, the one heโd been holding for the staff earlier, faltered. His eyes softened, the usual sparkle dulling into something quieter, more vulnerable. He looked away for a moment, biting the inside of his cheek, but his gaze kept drifting back. Do they make you happier than I do? The thought crept in uninvited. Am I bothering you lately? Maybe Iโve been too clingy in our secret texts. Maybe you need someone who doesnโt have to hide. His fingers tightened around his phone, but outwardly, he stayed composedโalmost too still, too quiet. The members noticed the shift; Jungkook asked if he was okay, and Jimin just nodded with a small, forced curve of his lips.
When the coachโs hand lingered on your arm a second longer while demonstrating a breathing technique, Jimin couldnโt stay seated. He stood gracefully, crossing the room without fanfare. No dramatic words, no tight smiles like Hoseok might use. Just a gentle touchโhis hand slipping into yours, fingers intertwining as he tugged you lightly toward him. โHey,โ he said softly, voice barely above a murmur. โCan we talk for a minute?โ His eyes met yours, pleading in that subtle way only you could read. The coach sensed the moment and stepped back with a polite nod.
Jimin led you down the hallway to his private dressing room, his hold on your hand never loosening. Once inside, with the door closed and the world locked out, the overthinking spilled quietly from him. He turned to you, eyes even softer now, almost misty. He didnโt let go of your hand, instead pulling it up to press against his chest so you could feel his heartbeatโsteady but a little faster than usual.
โI saw you with him,โ he whispered, voice gentle but laced with that hurt. โThe way he made you laughโฆ it was nice. Really nice. Do they make you happier than I do? Be honest with me. I can take it, I think. But lately I keep wondering if Iโm bothering you. If all these secret moments, the late calls when I canโt sleep, the way I always want you closeโฆ maybe itโs too much. Maybe you need space.โ
His free hand came up to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear, touch feather-light, as if afraid you might pull away. Those beautiful eyes searched yours, vulnerable and open in a way he rarely showed the world. Jimin melted when he felt loved, but right now, the jealousy had him unraveling in the softest, most heartbreaking way.
You reassured him immediately, cupping his face and telling him how much he meant to youโhow no one compared, how his attention was your favorite thing. The words worked like magic. His shoulders relaxed, eyes fluttering closed for a moment as he leaned into your palm. โReally?โ he breathed, voice cracking just a little. And then he melted completely, stepping closer until his body pressed against yours, arms wrapping around your waist in a needy embrace. โI need you,โ he murmured against your neck. โShow me Iโm still your favorite.โ
The kiss started tender, almost hesitant, like he was afraid to ask for too much. But as you deepened it, pouring reassurance into every brush of lips and tongue, Jimin came alive. His hands roamed your back, pulling you impossibly closer, fingers tracing the curve of your spine with familiar reverence. Clothes came off slowly, between soft kisses and whispered affirmations. He peeled your shirt away like unwrapping something precious, lips following the path of exposed skinโcollarbone, shoulder, the dip between your breasts.
โYouโre so beautiful,โ he whispered, eyes drinking you in. His own shirt slipped off, revealing the lean, sculpted lines of his dancerโs body, skin glowing under the warm lights. He lifted you onto the vanity table, stepping between your legs, hands gentle but sure on your thighs. โTell me again,โ he asked softly, forehead resting against yours. โThat Iโm the one you want.โ
โYouโre the only one, Jimin. Always.โ
That was all he needed. He kissed you deeply, tongues sliding together as his hands explored. He cupped your breasts, thumbs circling your nipples until they peaked under his touch, drawing quiet gasps from you. Lower, his fingers trailed, slipping between your legs to find you already wet for him. Two slender fingers eased inside, curling slowly, perfectly, while his thumb brushed your clit in lazy circles. He watched your face the entire time, eyes soft and locked on yours, feeding on every moan like it was oxygen.
โPlease,โ you breathed, and he nodded, removing his fingers to free himself. His cock was hard, flushed, curving beautifully as he stroked it once before pressing against your entrance. He slid in slowly, savoring every inch, both of you sighing at the connection. Jiminโs hips rolled in fluid, graceful thrustsโdeep and unhurried, like a dance only the two of you knew. One arm wrapped around your back, holding you close, while the other braced on the table.
โFeel me,โ he whispered, voice husky with emotion. โIโm yours too. Completely.โ His pace stayed tender at first, but reassurance turned the heat up. He buried his face in your neck, sucking soft marks as his thrusts grew firmer, hitting that spot inside you that made your toes curl. You clung to his shoulders, nails lightly scratching his back, and he shivered in pleasure.
He pulled back to look at you again, eyes half-lidded but shining. โI was scared for a secondโฆ that maybe someone else could make you smile bigger. But thisโusโitโs everything.โ The vulnerability mixed with desire made it intensely intimate. He shifted you slightly, angling deeper, one hand slipping between you to rub your clit in time with his movements. The build was slow, overwhelming, until you came with a soft cry, clenching around him, pulling him over the edge too. Jimin moaned your name quietly, spilling deep inside you, hips stuttering as waves of pleasure washed over him.
He stayed inside you for a long moment, holding you tightly, foreheads pressed together as breaths mingled. Then the melting happened fullyโsoft kisses all over your face, gentle hands cleaning you both with a warm towel from the side counter. He carried you to the small couch, curling around you like a koala, legs tangled, arms secure around your waist. โThank you,โ he murmured, nuzzling your hair. โFor always making me feel wanted. I get so scared sometimes that Iโm not enough in all this hiding.โ
โYouโre more than enough,โ you reassured him again, fingers carding through his hair. He practically purred at the touch, eyes closing in contentment.
The second round came naturally, slower and even more emotional. You straddled him on the couch, sinking down onto him inch by inch while he gazed up at you like you hung the stars. His hands guided your hips, but gently, letting you set the rhythm. Every roll of your body drew soft praises from himโโSo goodโฆ you feel perfectโฆ I love you like this.โ He sat up midway, chest to chest, arms wrapped fully around you in a tight embrace as he thrust up to meet you. Mouths met in lazy, deep kisses, tongues dancing as pleasure built again. When you both came this time, it was togetherโwhispers and shudders, bodies trembling in sync.
Afterward, Jimin kept you in his lap, tracing invisible patterns on your skin, chin resting on your shoulder. The hurt jealousy had dissolved into pure, warm affection. He was quiet again, but this time it was peaceful, content. โI donโt want to go back out there yet,โ he admitted with a small smile. โJust a little longer like this. You make everything better.โ
He would return to the others soon, eyes bright once more, that charming stage persona slipping back into place. But the secret marks on your skin, the way his hand would brush yours a little longer than necessary, and the soft glances only you understoodโthey would remind everyone, subtly, that his heart was already claimed. Jiminโs love was like that: not loud, but profound. And when reassured, he gave it back tenfold, melting completely into the person who made his world feel right.
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Taehyung felt everything deeply. Love, joy, sadness โ and especially jealousy. Out of all the members, no one burned with it quite like he did. You werenโt dating. Not officially. You had never put a label on whatever this was between you: stolen kisses in the studio after midnight, fingers brushing under tables, late-night talks where he called you his soulmate in that low, sincere voice of his. But the lack of a title didnโt stop the fierce possessiveness that surged through him every time someone else got too close to you. If anything, it made it worse. Because without a label, he had no real right to feel this way โ yet he felt it all the same.
The green room before the soundcheck was lively. Members sprawled across couches, staff moved around with tablets and cables, and you were sitting on the arm of a chair talking to one of the new international staff members โ a tall, friendly guy who had been helping with translations. He was charming in an easy way, laughing as he showed you something on his phone. Taehyung sat across the room, legs spread wide, wearing an oversized hoodie, but his usual boxy smile was nowhere to be found.
Instead, his dark eyes were locked on you. Brows slightly furrowed. Lips pressed into a straight line. He didnโt even realize how obvious it was until Jungkook nudged Jimin and both of them started smirking.
โHyung, youโre staring again,โ Jungkook teased quietly, loud enough for the others to hear. โLooking like someone kicked your puppy.โ
Taehyung blinked, trying to school his expression into something neutral, but it was too late. The frown was already there, deep and sulky. His gaze flicked back to you immediately. The staff guy leaned closer to show you another video, his hand resting casually on the back of your chair. Taehyungโs jaw tightened. That should be him. Sitting next to you. Making you laugh like that. Being the only one allowed in your space.
He stood up suddenly, long legs carrying him across the room without thinking. The members watched with knowing grins โ they had seen this side of Taehyung more than once when it came to you.
โHey,โ he said, voice deep and a little rough as he stopped right beside you. He didnโt even acknowledge the staff member at first. His eyes were only on you. โCome sit with me instead.โ
You looked up, catching the unmistakable sulk in his expression. The staff guy paused mid-sentence, suddenly aware of the heavy aura surrounding Taehyung.
โI was justโโ you started, but Taehyung was already gently taking your hand, fingers wrapping around yours with quiet determination.
โPlease?โ he added, softer this time, but the jealousy was written all over his face. Big brown eyes, slight pout, shoulders a little hunched like the weight of watching you with someone else actually hurt him physically. The staff member cleared his throat awkwardly and found an excuse to leave.
The second you let Taehyung pull you over to the couch and sit beside him, his entire mood shifted. The frown melted away. That beautiful boxy smile broke across his face like sunshine after rain. He immediately draped one long arm around your shoulders, pulling you against his side, chin resting lightly on your head. Soulmate behavior. Like the universe had clicked back into place now that you were close again.
โMuch better,โ he murmured happily, voice low enough for only you to hear. His fingers played with the sleeve of your shirt, absentmindedly tracing patterns. The members exchanged amused looks but didnโt comment further.
But the jealousy hadnโt disappeared. It had simply been redirected into need.
A little while later, when the room cleared out slightly, Taehyung leaned down, lips brushing your ear. โCome with me for a minute.โ No room for argument. He took your hand again and led you to his private dressing room, locking the door behind you with a soft click.
The moment you were alone, the intensity returned. He backed you against the wall, hands framing your face as he stared down at you with those soulful eyes.
โI hate it,โ he confessed, voice husky. โI know weโre notโฆ official. But seeing him next to you, making you laugh, touching your chair like that โ it drives me crazy. Youโre mine in here.โ He pressed a hand over his own heart. โYou feel like my soulmate. Even if we havenโt said the words yet. I get so jealous I canโt hide it.โ
His kiss was deep and consuming, the kind only Taehyung could give โ passionate, emotional, like he was pouring his entire soul into it. Tongues moved slowly, tasting, claiming. His large hands slid down your body, gripping your waist and pulling you flush against him so you could feel how hard he already was.
Clothes came off with urgent but reverent touches. He peeled your shirt away, kissing every inch of skin he revealed, whispering how beautiful you were, how no one else should ever get to stand that close to you. When he removed his own hoodie and shirt, revealing his broad shoulders and toned chest, you couldnโt help but run your hands over him. He shivered under your touch.
Taehyung lifted you effortlessly, carrying you to the couch and laying you down. He hovered over you, eyes never leaving yours as he removed the rest of your clothes. โSo perfect,โ he breathed, kissing down your stomach until he reached your core. He took his time, tongue moving in slow, sensual strokes, savoring you like fine wine. Two long fingers pushed inside you, curling gently while his mouth focused on your clit. He moaned against you, the vibrations sending pleasure shooting through your body.
But he didnโt let you finish there. He needed to be closer.
Rising up, he freed himself, thick and flushed, and rubbed the tip against your entrance. โLook at me,โ he whispered. The eye contact was intense as he pushed in slowly, stretching you open inch by inch until he was buried deep. Both of you groaned at the feeling.
His thrusts started deep and rhythmic, hips rolling in that smooth, artistic way of his. One hand held yours above your head, fingers intertwined, while the other cradled the back of your neck so he could keep kissing you. โYouโre mine,โ he panted between kisses, even though you werenโt officially. โEven if the world doesnโt know yet. Tell me you feel it too.โ
โI feel it, Tae. Only you.โ
That reassurance made him melt and burn at the same time. His pace picked up, thrusts becoming harder, more desperate. The jealousy that had been simmering all afternoon poured out in every movement โ possessive but full of love. He shifted you so your legs wrapped higher around his waist, going deeper, hitting that spot that made you see stars.
When you came, clenching tightly around him and moaning his name, Taehyung followed right after, burying his face in your neck as he spilled deep inside you with a low, broken groan. His body trembled against yours, arms wrapping around you tightly like he never wanted to let go.
Even after, the clinginess stayed. He cleaned you gently, then pulled you into his lap, arms locked around your waist, chin on your shoulder. โI know I get too jealous,โ he admitted quietly, pressing soft kisses to your temple. โBut I canโt help it. Youโre my person. My soulmate. Watching someone else get your attention feels like losing a piece of myself.โ
You stayed like that for a while, his hands gently stroking your back, mood completely bright again now that he had you all to himself. When desire built once more, the second round was slower, more intimate. You rode him on the couch, his hands guiding your hips while he looked up at you with pure adoration. He sat up to kiss you deeply, chest to chest, whispering sweet nothings and jealous little confessions between moans.
By the time you both finished again, you were tangled together, breathing softly. Taehyung kept you close, refusing to let go just yet. โStay with me a little longer,โ he murmured, voice warm. โI need more of this. More of you.โ
He would go back out there soon with that signature boxy smile, acting like nothing happened. But everyone would notice how his eyes followed you, how he found excuses to sit next to you, how his hand always seemed to find yours when no one was looking too closely. Because Taehyungโs jealousy wasnโt subtle โ it was obvious, deep, and rooted in a love so strong it didnโt need a label to feel real.
He was the most jealous for a reason. You were his soulmate. And he would keep reminding you โ and everyone else โ of that fact, one stolen moment at a time.
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Jungkook tried so hard not to care. He really did. He told himself a thousand times that you werenโt officially his, that the secret moments you sharedโlate-night gym sessions where heโd spot you, quiet studio cuddles, and stolen kisses behind closed doorsโdidnโt give him the right to feel possessive. But he cared the most. Out of everyone, no oneโs heart twisted quite like his when someone else flirted with you. It made his ears burn red, his usual bright energy go quiet, and his big doe eyes stay glued to you like you were the only thing in the room.
The backstage lounge before the final rehearsal was buzzing. Members were scattered around, some playing games on their phones, others stretching or chatting with staff. Jungkook sat on the floor against the couch, pretending to scroll through his camera roll, but his attention was locked across the room where you stood talking to one of the young backup dancers. The guy was energetic, funny, and clearly interested. He kept leaning in, demonstrating a move and laughing when you tried it, his hand brushing your arm more than once.
Jungkookโs ears turned pink, then bright red. He pressed his lips together, trying to look unbothered, but his eyes never left you. That should be me,his brain repeated like a mantra. Making you laugh. Touching your arm. Standing that close. He stayed silent, jaw tight, fingers gripping his phone a little too hard. The members noticed. Jimin nudged Taehyung with a smirk, whispering something that made them both glance at Jungkookโs obvious struggle.
When the dancer stepped even closer, placing a hand on your waist to โcorrect your postureโ while showing another step, Jungkook couldnโt stay back anymore. He stood up, ears still flaming, and crossed the room with that effortless athletic grace. Without a word, he slid right beside you, one arm wrapping around your shoulders and pulling you gently but firmly into his chest.
His other hand found yours, fingers intertwining tightly. To everyone else, he acted completely normalโcasual smile, soft โheyโ like he was just joining the conversationโbut his body told a different story. His thumb stroked the back of your hand, and his fingers rested possessively on your waist, right where the other guyโs hand had been.
The dancer got the hint quickly, mumbling something about warming up and backing away. Jungkookโs ears were still red as he kept you pressed against him, chin resting lightly on top of your head for a second before he pulled back just enough to look normal. But inside? His brain was a mess of cute, jealous thoughts. Mine. Should be me. Only me
A few minutes later, when the room thinned out, he leaned down, voice low and a little shy. โCome with me?โ He didnโt wait for a full answer, just gently tugged you toward his private dressing room, hand still holding yours the entire way. The second the door closed and locked, the shy act cracked open.
Jungkook turned to you, ears still tinged pink, big eyes soft and vulnerable. โI know Iโm not supposed to care this much,โ he admitted quietly, rubbing the back of his neck. โWeโre not evenโฆ you know. But seeing him touch you like that? It makes me crazy. That should be me. Only me.โ
His jealousy was the cutest thing in the worldโthose wide eyes, the way he tried so hard to play it cool but failed adorably, the soft pout forming on his lips. You smiled and stepped closer, cupping his face. The reassurance made him melt instantly. Jungkook leaned into your touch like a puppy, eyes fluttering closed for a moment before he pulled you into a tight hug, arms wrapping fully around you.
The kiss started sweet, almost shy, but quickly deepened with all the pent-up emotion. Jungkook kissed like he did everything elseโwith full commitment and passion. His hands roamed your back, pulling you flush against his strong body as his tongue moved against yours. He walked you backward until your legs hit the couch, then gently laid you down, hovering over you with those sparkling eyes.
โYouโre so pretty,โ he whispered, voice husky but still carrying that adorable nervousness. He helped you out of your shirt, then removed his own, revealing the sculpted muscles he worked so hard for. His hands were gentle as he explored your body, kissing down your neck, across your collarbone, and lower, sucking soft marks that made you shiver. When he reached your waistband, he looked up at you for permission, ears still faintly red.
Once you were both bare, Jungkook settled between your legs, pressing slow, open-mouthed kisses along your inner thighs before his tongue found your core. He was eager and attentive, licking and sucking with focused dedication, two fingers sliding inside you and curling just right. He moaned softly against you, the vibrations making your back arch. His free hand reached up to hold yours, fingers intertwined againโlike even here, he needed that connection.
But he didnโt let you finish that way. He wanted to be closer. Jungkook climbed back up, kissing you deeply so you could taste yourself on his lips. He stroked himself a few times, then lined up and pushed in slowly, groaning your name as he sank deep. The stretch was perfect, his thickness filling you completely. He stayed still for a moment, forehead pressed to yours, breathing shakily.
โThat should be me,โ he whispered again, almost like he couldnโt help it. โOnly me touching you. Only me making you feel good.โ
His thrusts started deep and steady, hips rolling with that powerful athletic control. One hand stayed laced with yours above your head while the other gripped your thigh, holding you open for him. Jungkookโs jealousy melted into the sweetest, most intense lovemakingโevery movement full of adoration and quiet possessiveness. He buried his face in your neck, kissing and nibbling as his pace gradually quickened.
โYou feel so good,โ he panted, voice adorably breathy. โSo tightโฆ so perfect. I get so jealous because I like you so much. Likeโฆ really like you.โ
The confession made your heart flutter. You pulled him closer, legs wrapping tighter around his waist. Jungkookโs thrusts grew faster, deeper, hitting that spot inside you repeatedly until you were moaning his name. His hand slipped between you, thumb rubbing your clit in perfect circles. When you came, clenching hard around him and trembling, he followed right after with a cute, broken moan, burying himself deep and filling you with warm spurts.
He collapsed gently on top of you, careful not to crush you, arms wrapping around your body in the tightest hug. His ears were still pink as he nuzzled into your neck, pressing soft kisses everywhere he could reach. โSorry if I was too obvious out there,โ he mumbled, voice muffled against your skin. โI tried not to careโฆ but I care so much. Youโre my favorite person.โ
The aftercare was pure Jungkookโsweet and attentive. He cleaned you both carefully with a warm towel, then pulled you into his lap on the couch, arms locked around you like he never wanted to let go. He kept playing with your fingers, intertwining them over and over, chin resting on your shoulder.
The second round came naturally, slower and even cuter. You straddled him, sinking down onto his cock while he looked up at you with those big, sparkling eyes full of affection. His hands guided your hips gently, but he let you set the pace, whispering praises and little jealous confessions between kisses. โNo one else gets to hold you like thisโฆ only me, right?โ He sat up halfway, chest pressed to yours in a warm embrace, thrusting up to meet you as you rode him.
The closeness made everything more intense. When you both came again, it was with soft moans and foreheads pressed together, bodies trembling in sync.
Afterward, Jungkook refused to let you move, cuddling you tightly against his chest, one hand stroking your hair. His jealousy had turned into the fluffiest, warmest afterglow. โCan we stay like this a little longer?โ he asked, voice shy but hopeful. โI justโฆ I like having you close. Makes me feel better.โ
He would go back out there soon, acting cool with that signature Jungkook confidence, but everyone would notice the little things: how his hand always found yours, how his eyes followed you protectively, how his ears turned pink whenever someone got too friendly. Because when Jungkook got jealous, it wasnโt scary or dramaticโit was the cutest thing in the world.
A big, strong guy reduced to blushing ears and needy hugs, all because he cared the most.
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐::After years of love, Bang Chanโs obsession awakens โ he needs to breed you. Tonight, he worships, claims, and begs to fill you with his child.
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The apartment was quiet except for the low hum of the city outside the tall windows.
You and Chan had been together for four yearsโfour years of shared laughter, late-night studio sessions, and a love that only seemed to grow deeper with time. But lately, something had shifted in him.
Youโd caught the way his eyes lingered on your body longer than usual, especially on your stomach, your hips, and your breasts. His touches had become more possessive, more intentional. And tonight, that obsession finally spilled over.
Chan had you pinned gently against the bedroom door the moment you both stepped inside after dinner. His broad chest pressed into your back as his lips found the sensitive spot on your neck, kissing, sucking, tasting.
โBabyโฆโ he murmured, voice already husky with need. โIโve been thinking about this all day. About you. About us.โ
His hands slid under your shirt, cupping your breasts immediately. He groaned at the soft weight of them in his palms, thumbs brushing over your nipples until they hardened. Chan had always been obsessed with your chest, but tonight his touch was almost reverent.
โFuck, these are perfect,โ he whispered, squeezing them gently. โSo fullโฆ so soft.โ
You gasped as he turned you around and pulled your shirt over your head in one smooth motion. His dark eyes dropped to your breasts, pupils blown wide with lust. Without another word, he leaned down and captured one nipple in his mouth, sucking slowly while his hand kneaded the other. The wet heat of his tongue made your knees weak.
โChanโฆโ you moaned, fingers threading through his curly hair.
He pulled back just enough to look at you, eyes intense. โI want you tonight. All of you. No protection. Nothing between us.โ
Your breath hitched. Youโd talked about kids beforeโsomedayโbut the way he said it now carried a raw hunger that made heat pool between your thighs.
He walked you backwards until your legs hit the bed, then laid you down carefully. Chan stripped his own shirt off, revealing the hard planes of muscle heโd built over years of dancing and training. He was bigโbroad shoulders, thick arms, and the kind of solid body that always made you feel small beneath him. Size kink had always been a quiet thrill between you, and he knew it.
He crawled over you, kissing you deeply. His tongue slid against yours, slow and filthy, while his hand pushed your skirt up your thighs. He broke the kiss only to trail his mouth down your body, stopping to worship your breasts againโlicking, sucking, gently biting until you were squirming and panting.
When he reached your hips, he dragged your panties down your legs and spread your thighs wide. The sight of you bare and glistening made him growl.
โLook at youโฆ already so wet for me.โ
Chan settled between your legs and kissed your inner thigh before his mouth found your pussy. He ate you out like a man starvedโlong, slow licks from your entrance to your clit, then sucking the swollen bundle of nerves into his mouth
His strong hands held your hips down as you tried to buck against his face. The wet sounds of his tongue filled the room, mixed with your broken moans.
โChanโoh godโโ you cried, fingers tightening in his hair.
He hummed against you, the vibration sending sparks up your spine. Two thick fingers pushed inside you, curling just right while his mouth focused on your clit. He worked you relentlessly, bringing you right to the edge before slowing down again, teasing.
When he finally let you cum, it crashed over you hard. Your thighs shook around his head as you moaned his name. He didnโt stop, licking you through every wave until you were trembling and oversensitive.
Only then did he climb back up your body, kissing you again so you could taste yourself on his tongue. His cockโthick, heavy, and leakingโrested against your thigh.
โI need to be inside you,โ he breathed against your lips, voice rough. โI want to fill you up tonight, baby. Want to breed this pretty pussy until it takes.โ
His words sent a fresh wave of arousal through you. He positioned himself at your entrance, rubbing the fat head of his cock through your slick folds.
โGonna put a baby in you,โ he whispered, eyes locked on yours with dark intensity. โGonna keep filling you until youโre carrying my child. Youโll look so fucking beautiful all round and full with my babyโฆโ
He pushed in slowly, stretching you open. The size difference always made you feel itโevery thick inch pressing against your walls until he bottomed out, hips flush against yours. Chan groaned deeply, forehead pressed to yours.
โFuckโฆ so tight. So perfect for me.โ
He stayed still for a moment, savoring the feeling of being buried inside you raw. Then he kissed you againโslow, deep, lovingโand started to move.
Chan kissed you again, deep and consuming, as he began to thrust. At first his movements were slow and measured, savoring the tight heat of your pussy wrapped around his thick cock. But the hunger inside him was already spiraling out of control. The thought of filling you, of claiming you completely, of watching your belly swell with his child, had been driving him insane for weeks. Tonight that obsession took over.
His hips snapped forward harder, burying himself to the hilt with every stroke. The wet slap of skin on skin grew louder as he fucked you deeper, faster, his heavy balls pressing against you each time he bottomed out. You gasped sharply, fingers digging into his broad shoulders as the intense stretch and relentless pace made your head spin.
โShh, my love,โ Chan whispered sweetly against your lips, voice soft and tender even as he pounded into you like a man possessed. โYouโre doing so wellโฆ taking me so deep. Such a good girl for me.โ
He grabbed one of your breasts, kneading the soft flesh while his mouth latched onto the other, sucking hard on your nipple. His tongue swirled around the sensitive peak as he thrust harder, the bed creaking under the force. Every powerful snap of his hips made your body jolt, pleasure bordering on overwhelming.
โChanโahhโslow downโฆโ you moaned, but your legs wrapped tighter around his waist, betraying how much you needed it.
He lifted his head, eyes dark with raw need, yet his voice remained gentle, almost loving. โI canโt, baby. I need this. Need to breed you tonight.โ He kissed you again, slow and sweet, contrasting the brutal way his cock drove into your soaked pussy. โYouโre going to be such a perfect mommyโฆ carrying our baby right here.โ His hand slid down to press firmly against your lower stomach, feeling the bulge of his thick cock moving inside you.
The pressure of his palm combined with his relentless thrusts made you dizzy, your vision blurring with every deep stroke. He was so big, stretching you wide open, hitting that perfect spot over and over until your moans turned into broken cries.
Chan groaned softly, sweat dripping down his temples as he fucked you harder. โFuck, you feel so goodโฆ so warm and tight. This pretty little pussy was made for me to fill.โ His voice dropped to that sweet, soothing tone again. โImagine how beautiful youโll look all round and full with my baby. Your breasts will get even biggerโฆ heavierโฆ Iโll worship them every day.โ
He switched positions suddenly, rolling onto his back and pulling you on top of him without pulling out. You straddled his hips, his cock still buried deep inside you. Chanโs hands gripped your waist, eyes locked on your breasts as they swayed with the movement.
โRide me, baby. Let me see you,โ he murmured lovingly, thumbs stroking your skin. โWanna watch you take every inch while I breed you.โ
You braced your hands on his chest and started moving, sliding up and down his thick length. Chanโs size made every descent feel overwhelming, stretching you deliciously. He thrust up to meet you, driving himself even deeper, his pace frantic and desperate beneath you. The wet sounds of your pussy taking him were obscene, your juices coating his cock and dripping down his balls.
โYesโฆ just like that,โ he praised softly, voice gentle even as his hips snapped up wildly, nearly knocking the breath out of you. โYouโre going to be the best mommy in the world. So pretty, so full of me.โ One hand left your waist to cup your breast again, squeezing and pinching your nipple while the other pressed against your stomach. โRight here, baby. Iโm going to cum so deep inside you. Keep it all in for me.โ
You rode him harder, thighs burning, head spinning from the intensity. Chanโs eyes were glued to where your bodies connected, watching his cock disappear inside you again and again. His breathing grew ragged, but his words stayed sweet and coaxing.
โLook at youโฆ my beautiful girl. Youโll glow when youโre pregnant. Iโll take care of you every single day. Kiss this bellyโฆ suck on these pretty tits while theyโre fullโฆโ He pulled you down into a messy kiss, tongues sliding together as he continued thrusting up into you like he was trying to implant his seed as deep as possible.
His hand moved between your legs, thumb circling your clit in tight, fast strokes. The combined sensation โ his thick cock stretching you, his desperate pace, and his sweet filthy promises โ pushed you right to the edge.
โCum for me, mommy,โ he whispered tenderly against your mouth, eyes full of dark obsession and pure love at the same time. โCum on my cock so I can fill you up. Iโm not stopping until youโre dripping with me.โ
Your thighs trembled as you rode him harder, taking every thick inch of Chanโs cock deep inside your soaked pussy. The stretch was overwhelming, his size splitting you open with every bounce, the wet, filthy sound of your bodies meeting echoing through the room. Chanโs hands gripped your hips tightly at first, guiding you, but his control was fraying fast. His breathing grew ragged, chest heaving as he stared up at you with desperate, glassy eyes.
You leaned forward, your breasts swaying heavily above his face. He immediately captured one nipple in his mouth, sucking greedily while his hips bucked up wildly to meet your movements. The dual sensation of his cock pounding into you and his hot tongue lavishing your breasts pushed you closer to the edge.
โFuck, babyโฆ you feel so good,โ he groaned around your nipple, voice breaking. His thumb kept rubbing tight circles on your swollen clit, never slowing down. Your pussy clenched hard around his thick length, drawing a broken whimper from his throat.
Suddenly his hands slid up to cup both of your breasts, squeezing them together as he thrust up into you with frantic need. The sweet, loving tone was still there, but now it was laced with raw desperation.
โPleaseโฆโ he whispered, eyes pleading as he looked up at you. โIโm so close. I need to cum inside you. Let me fill this pretty pussy, love. Please let me breed you.โ
You rode him faster, grinding down on his cock, feeling him throb and twitch deep inside your walls. Chanโs face flushed, his usual dominance melting into something needier, more submissive. His hips stuttered, trying to push even deeper as he begged.
โ Please, loveโฆ let me cum inside you. I need it so bad. Iโve been thinking about this for so longโfilling you up until it takes. Please let me put a baby in you. Iโll be so good for you, I swear. Just let me cum deep inside this tight little pussy.โ
His voice was soft and shaky, almost whimpering as he continued thrusting up into you with desperate, powerful strokes. Sweat glistened on his skin, his curly hair sticking to his forehead. He kept one hand on your breast, kneading it gently while the other pressed against your lower belly again, feeling the way his cock bulged inside you.
โIโll make you such a perfect mommy,โ he breathed, eyes locked on yours with pure obsession and love. โYouโll look so beautiful carrying my child. Pleaseโฆ please let me cum in you. Iโm begging you, baby. I canโt hold it anymore. Your pussy is too goodโtoo warm. I need to fill you up right now.โ
The raw desperation in his voice, mixed with the relentless way he was fucking up into you, finally sent you over the edge. Your orgasm crashed through you hard, pussy spasming and clenching around his thick cock as waves of pleasure tore through your body. You cried out, thighs shaking violently as you kept riding him through it.
Chanโs eyes rolled back slightly, his breath catching in his throat at the feeling of your walls milking him.
โYesโfuckโthank you,โ he moaned sweetly, voice trembling. โPlease, loveโฆ let me cum inside. Please let me breed you. Iโm so close. I need to pump you full. Pleaseโฆ please say yes.โ
You leaned down and kissed him messily, moaning against his lips. โCum inside me, Chan.โ
The moment the words left your mouth, Chan broke. With a deep, guttural groan he thrust up one final time, burying himself as deep as possible.
His cock pulsed hard inside you, thick ropes of hot cum flooding your pussy in heavy spurts. He kept whimpering softly as he came, hips jerking with every wave, making sure every drop stayed deep inside you.
โOh godโฆ thank you, baby,โ he whispered breathlessly against your mouth, still cumming. โIโm filling you up so muchโฆ gonna make you a mommy. Youโre going to look so perfect with my baby inside you.โ
He held you tightly against his chest as the last spurts emptied into you, his cock still twitching deep in your cum-filled pussy.
His hands gently stroked your back and breasts, voice soft and full of adoration even as his body trembled from the intensity of his release.
โI love youโฆ and Iโm never pulling out again tonight.โ
Iโm honestly thinking about turning my blog into an NSFW only blog since thatโs pretty much all I post anyway. Plus, I donโt think Iโm particularly good at writing other genres
A/n:Ugh, Stray Kids are coming to Rock in Rio and I'm too broke to go. I hate it here
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innocent Han whoโฆ fucks your throat relentlessly, holding your head in place while he thrusts deep until tears stream down your face and drool drips everywhere, cumming hard down your throat and making you swallow every drop. Afterwards he wipes your mouth gently with his sleeve, gives you the cutest pout, and cuddles you like he wasnโt just using your mouth as a toy.
innocent Han whoโฆ bends you over the dorm couch and rails your pussy hard and fast, slapping your ass red while moaning your name until he fills you with thick cum that leaks down your thighs. When the members come back heโs already playing games on his phone, pulling you onto his lap innocently and asking if you want to watch him play.
innocent Han whoโฆ eats your pussy like heโs starving, sucking on your clit until you squirt on his tongue, then fucks you missionary while staring at you with those big sparkling eyes, pumping load after load inside you. After youโre shaking and covered in cum he brings you snacks and water, humming happily like nothing happened.
innocent Han whoโฆ wakes you up in the middle of the night by sliding his cock into your soaked pussy and fucks you for hours, cumming inside you multiple times until the sheets are ruined. In the morning he stretches cutely and says with a sleepy smile, โGood morning baby, why do you look so tired today?โ
innocent Han whoโฆ makes you ride him reverse cowgirl, gripping your hips and slamming you down on his cock until your pussy is swollen and dripping, then flips you over to fill you again. Afterwards he hugs you tightly from behind, nuzzling your neck sweetly and acting like the softest boyfriend alive.
innocent Han whoโฆ fucks you against the bathroom wall right before practice, pounding deep and fast while covering your mouth so no one hears you moaning, leaving your pussy creampied and leaking. When he comes out heโs perfectly normal, chatting with the members while youโre still trying to walk straight.
innocent Han whoโฆ destroys your pussy all night long in every position, choking you lightly and filling you until cum is everywhere โ on your stomach, leaking from your hole, even in your mouth. The next day he brings you breakfast in bed with the most innocent puppy eyes, stroking your hair gently.
innocent Han whoโฆ shares you with Minho, fucking your tight pussy while Minho uses your mouth at the same time, both of them pounding you until youโre a trembling, cum-filled mess with loads dripping from every hole. Afterwards Han and Minho act completely casual โ Han playing with your fingers softly and offering you his hoodie while Minho makes tea, both pretending they didnโt just ruin you together.
innocent Han whoโฆ pins you down and fucks your ass deep and rough, stretching you open while rubbing your clit until you cum hard around him, filling your tight hole with thick ropes of cum that drip out slowly. Afterwards he pulls you into his lap, playing with your hair and offering you his favorite snack like he hadnโt just ruined your ass.
innocent Han whoโฆ makes you sit on his cock while heโs gaming, bouncing you up and down quietly until he fills your pussy with cum mid-match, then keeps playing with one hand while the other gently rubs your back.
innocent Han whoโฆ fucks you in the practice room after everyone leaves, bending you over the mirror and pounding your pussy so hard your legs shake, covering your mouth as he cums inside you twice. When the members return heโs just stretching innocently on the floor, smiling at you softly.
innocent Han whoโฆ chokes you lightly while thrusting into your soaked pussy, biting your shoulders and leaving marks all over your chest before pumping you full until it overflows. Later he wraps you in his blanket and watches anime with you, acting like the sweetest boy.
innocent Han whoโฆ teases your clit with his fingers under the table during dinner, then drags you to the bedroom and fucks you senseless until youโre crying from overstimulation, filling every hole. He comes back out minutes later with messy hair and a cute laugh, asking if anyone wants ice cream.
innocent Han whoโฆ shares you with Minho again, holding your legs open while Minho fucks your pussy raw and Han fucks your throat at the same time, both of them filling you with cum until itโs leaking from your mouth and cunt. Afterwards Han cuddles you on the couch, humming softly and feeding you strawberries while Minho plays music like nothing ever happened.
innocent Han whoโฆ wakes you up by licking and sucking your pussy until youโre soaking, then rails you from the side, cumming deep inside before falling back asleep hugging you tightly like an innocent puppy.
innocent Han whoโฆ fucks you so hard against the wall that your back is marked, slapping your tits and calling you his needy slut while filling you up repeatedly. Minutes later heโs back to being soft, kissing your forehead and asking if you want him to draw something cute for you.
innocent Han whoโฆ becomes completely addicted to your pussy, spending hours between your legs licking and sucking on your clit like itโs his favorite candy, burying his tongue deep inside you until youโre soaking his face and cumming repeatedly. Afterwards he wipes his chin with the back of his hand, gives you the cutest smile, and asks if you want to cuddle.
innocent Han whoโฆ canโt keep his hands off your pussy even when youโre just watching a movie, slipping his fingers under your panties to rub slow circles on your clit, sliding two fingers inside and curling them while acting completely focused on the screen, then casually licking his fingers clean when heโs done.
innocent Han whoโฆ wakes up before you just to spread your legs and bury his face in your pussy, sucking and slurping loudly while youโre still half asleep, making you cum on his tongue before he even says good morning. He then crawls up and hugs you tightly like an innocent puppy.
innocent Han whoโฆ gets obsessed and spends the whole afternoon with his fingers buried in your pussy, scissoring you open and rubbing your g-spot nonstop until you squirt all over his hand and the bed. Afterwards he kisses your forehead softly and offers to bring you water like nothing happened.
innocent Han whoโฆ eats your pussy for so long that his jaw starts hurting, but he doesnโt stop โ sucking your swollen clit, fucking you with his tongue, and moaning into you like heโs addicted, making you cum until your legs wonโt stop shaking. When he finally pulls away his face is shiny and he just smiles cutely at you.
innocent Han whoโฆ gets hard again just from looking at your pussy after already fucking you, so he pushes your legs back and rubs his cock against your wet folds for ages, teasing your clit before sliding back inside and breeding you again. Afterwards he collapses on your chest and nuzzles you sweetly.
innocent Han whoโฆ fingers you under the blanket while the members are in the same room, pumping his fingers deep into your dripping pussy and rubbing your clit with his thumb until you have to bite your hand to stay quiet. When you cum he pulls his hand out, licks it clean, and goes back to playing on his phone innocently.
innocent Han whoโฆ becomes a total pervert for your pussy, spreading you open with his fingers to stare at it for minutes, spitting on your clit and rubbing it messily before diving in to devour you again, obsessed with how wet and tight you get for him. Later he acts all shy and soft, hiding his face in your neck.
innocent Han whoโฆ fucks your pussy in short desperate bursts all day long โ quickies where he pounds you hard, fills you with cum, then goes back to whatever he was doing, only to come back thirty minutes later because heโs already addicted and needs to feel you again. Each time he returns with that same bright, innocent smile.
innocent Han whoโฆ shares your pussy with Minho but stays completely fixated on it, holding your legs wide while Minho fucks you so Han can watch closely, then immediately diving in to eat Minhoโs cum out of you because he canโt get enough. Afterwards both of them cuddle you like nothing filthy happened.
Okay, okay... I think I might be obsessed with Minsung at this point ๐ญ I want to be part of that ship
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โโ๏ธห soft dom, nsfw, fluff
The week had been brutal. You dropped your bag at the door, kicked off your shoes, and stood in the hallway just breathing.
Chan appeared from the bedroom, took one look at you, and opened his arms.
You crossed the room and walked straight into them. His hand came up to the back of your head, pressing you in.
"I've got you," he murmured. "You're home."
You exhaled for what felt like the first time in days.
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You talked over dinner. About your manager, the stolen credit, the packed commute. Chan listened the right wayโ not jumping to fix things, just taking it all in. When you finished, he looked at you steadily and said, "That's not a reflection of your work. You know that, right?"
"Logically."
"Not just logically." He tipped your chin up. "You're genuinely good at what you do. What happened today was someone else's failure of integrity."
Your throat tightened. "Okay."
"Okay," he echoed, and kissed your forehead.
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The shift happened somewhere between the dishes and the hallway. The loosening of the week, your body remembering it was safe. Chan felt it tooโ you could tell by the way his hand lingered at the small of your back, the way he looked at you from the doorway while you were washing your face.
"Come here," he said softly, from the bed.
You went.
He pulled you in slowly, one hand cradling your jaw, and kissed you like they had all the time in the world. You melted into it immediately. His other hand slid to your waist and walked you gently backward until your knees hit the bed.
"You okay?" he murmured against your skin.
"Getting there."
He smiled. "Let me help with that."
He undressed you unhurriedly, pressing his mouth to each new inch of skin like he had nowhere else to beโ your shoulder, your collarbone, the soft curve of your chest. He took his time at your stomach, and you threaded your fingers into his hair.
"You're so beautiful," he said quietly, against your ribs. Not like a complimentโ like something he was simply noting out loud.
"You have to say that."
He looked up at you. "I really don't."
You stopped arguing.
He worked you open slowly with his fingers, watching your face the entire time with that focused, unhurried attention that undid you more than anything else. He knew exactly how you liked itโ had learned you patiently and never got lazy about itโ and you felt yourself go soft and trusting underneath him in the way youโd only ever managed with him. When you tried to muffle yourself, he pulled your hand away.
"Don't," he said quietly. "I want to hear you."
You flushed. "Chanโ"
"Just let go." His free hand pressed flat and warm against your stomach. "I've got you."
You let go.
He brought you up slowly and kept you there, right at the edge, until you were pulling at his shoulders and saying his name with an embarrassing amount of desperation. He pressed a kiss to the inside of your thigh and looked up at you with dark, warm eyes.
"Please," you managed.
"Since you asked nicely," he said, and finished you off properly.
You came apart with your hand fisted in his hair, shaking, his name bitten down into something quiet. He worked you through every wave of it and surfaced only when you went still.
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When he finally pressed into you, you arched up immediately and he stilled, one hand spread warm and grounding on your hip.
"Easy," he breathed. "Easy. We've got time."
He meant it. He kept the pace slow and deep, and it was the specific kind of slowness that built into something unbearableโ every movement deliberate, completely controlled, his breath warm at your ear. You dug your fingers into his back and held on.
He talked through all of it in that low steady voice, unhurried and certain. Said you felt incredible and perfect. He told you he had you, that you were doing so well, that you could let go as many times as you wanted because he wasn't going anywhere. You felt each word as much as you heard it.
"You always take care of everyone else," he said quietly, into your hair. "Let me take care of you."
Something loosened in your chest at thatโ something you hadn't realized youโd been holding all week. You pressed your face into his neck.
"Okay," you whispered.
"Yeah?" His pace shifted fractionally, deeper, and you gasped.
"Yeah."
He brought you up a second time with patient, devastating focusโ reading every hitch in your breathing, every press of your fingers, adjusting until you were shaking underneath him and completely incapable of holding anything together. When you broke apart, he held you through it, his voice low and steady in your ear, โthere you go, good girl, I've got you, I've got youโ, and you felt it everywhere.
He followed shortly after with his face buried in your neck and your name barely a sound.
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You both lay tangled in the low light afterward, his hand moving in slow circles on your back.
"I'm going to talk to my manager on Monday," you said eventually. "About the report. I want my contributions acknowledged."
"Good," he said. Simply, no caveats.
"You don't think it'll be awkward?"
"I think you deserve to be seen for your work." He looked down at you. "I think you forget sometimes how capable you are."
You looked up at him. His eyes were warm and completely certain, the way they always were when he talked about you like this.
"You're annoyingly supportive."
"In the best way, I hope."
"The best way," you confirmed.
He pulled you in and pressed a long kiss to your hair and held it there.
"I'm really proud of you," he said quietly. "Even on the hard weeks."
You pressed closer. He held tighter.
โโ๏ธห a/n: ik i've been MIA recently (lolz)- its been a busy week, BUTTT i hope you can forgive me with this little chan fic. i'll try and make one for each member throughout the next few weeks ๐โโ๏ธ
Bang Chan / Lee Know / Changbin / Hyunjin / Han / Felix / Seungmin / Jeongin
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A/n:idk why it took me so long to make one for Hyunjin when heโs literally my bias ;-;
Hyunjin is literally the most romantic man Iโve ever seen in my life. Like, romance novel protagonist level. He doesnโt just love you โ he worships you. He makes you feel like the main character of the most beautiful love story ever written. Every touch, every look, every kiss feels like art to him.
Heโs incredibly sensual and emotional in bed. Sex with Hyunjin isnโt just sex โ itโs an experience. He treats your body like a canvas and makes love to you like heโs creating his masterpiece. Heโs the type who kisses you for minutes before even taking your clothes off, hands gently exploring every curve while he whispers how beautiful you are, how perfect you feel, how much he loves you.
When he eats you out:
Hyunjin is obsessed with eating you out. He treats it like a sacred ritual. Heโll kiss down your body slowly, leaving marks on your thighs, then spread you open and just admire you for a moment before diving in. His tongue is long and skillful โ he licks you slowly at first, savoring your taste, then focuses on your clit with gentle sucking and perfect little flicks. He moans softly against you the whole time, because he genuinely loves it. He can spend a very long time down there, making you cum multiple times, always looking up at you to watch your expressions while his long hair falls messily around his face.
When he fucks you:
Sex with Hyunjin is slow, deep, and incredibly romantic. He loves eye contact the entire time. Heโll put you in missionary or lotus position so he can look at your face, kiss you, and hold you close. His thrusts are sensual and purposeful โ long, deep strokes that make you feel every inch of him. He rolls his hips beautifully, grinding against your clit while buried inside you.
Heโs very vocal in the most attractive way. Lots of soft moans, whispers, and praises: โYouโre so beautiful like thisโฆโ, โI love being inside youโฆโ, โYou feel like heaven, my love.โ He kisses you constantly โ deep, passionate kisses while he moves inside you, like he canโt get enough of your mouth.
Even when he gets more intense, thereโs still this romantic feeling. He might hold your wrists above your head or grip your thighs harder, but heโs always looking at you with so much love and lust mixed together. He has a soft breeding kink too โ he loves cumming inside you and staying there, whispering how much he wants to fill you up and create something beautiful together.
About his cock:
Hyunjinโs cock is so pretty it almost looks unreal. Itโs around 14.5 cm, not super long, but slim and elegant. Even though itโs on the thinner side, it somehow feels bigger than it actually is โ maybe because of the perfect slight upward curve or the way he knows exactly how to use it. The head is a soft pink, very sensitive, and the shaft has delicate veins that you can feel when heโs inside you. When heโs fully hard, it has this beautiful flushed color and twitches so cutely when you touch it. Itโs the kind of cock that looks delicate but fills you up in the most satisfying way.
After sex:
Hyunjinโs aftercare is pure heaven. He becomes even softer. Heโll clean you up gently, kiss every mark he left on your body, pull you into his arms and hold you like youโre the most precious thing in the world. He loves skin-to-skin contact, stroking your hair, tracing patterns on your back, and whispering love confessions until you fall asleep.
In short:
Hyunjin is the ultimate romantic lover. He makes sex feel like art, like poetry, like the most beautiful form of love. Heโs sensual, passionate, attentive, and completely devoted to making you feel loved and pleasured. That mix of artistic soul and pure lust makes him dangerously addictive. Iโm convinced no one loves and fucks with as much passion as Hyunjin does๐
Mini scenario๐งโโ๏ธ
The room was dimly lit by the soft glow of string lights Hyunjin had hung earlier that evening, just because he said โit would make you look even more like a dream.โ He had you lying on your back in the middle of the bed, completely naked, while he hovered above you, still half-dressed, his long hair falling messily around his face.
He kissed you like time didnโt exist โ slow, deep, and full of emotion. His tongue moved against yours in lazy, sensual strokes, tasting you, savoring you. One of his hands gently cupped your face while the other traced down your body, fingertips brushing over your breasts, your waist, your hips, like he was painting you with his touch.
โYou have no idea how much I love youโฆ how much I need you,โ he whispered against your lips, voice low and slightly hoarse. โEvery part of you drives me insane.โ
He kissed down your neck, sucking softly on your pulse point, then moved lower. He spent a long time on your breasts โ licking, sucking, and gently biting your nipples until they were swollen and sensitive, drawing soft whimpers from your throat. He continued downward, leaving open-mouthed kisses on your stomach, your hips, and finally settling between your spread thighs.
Hyunjin looked up at you with dark, adoring eyes for a moment, as if committing the sight to memory. Then he leaned in and dragged his warm tongue slowly up your soaked pussy, moaning softly at your taste.
โFuckโฆ youโre so wet for me already,โ he breathed, voice full of awe. He licked you again, slower this time, savoring every drop. His tongue explored every fold, circling your clit before sucking it gently between his lips. He was patient and devoted, licking long stripes, then flicking the tip of his tongue quickly, then sucking again. Two long fingers slid inside you, curling perfectly as he ate you out with pure passion.
Your hands flew to his hair, gripping tightly as pleasure built. Hyunjin moaned loudly against your pussy, the vibrations making your thighs shake. He added a third finger, stretching you open while his mouth worked relentlessly on your clit. He was lost in you โ eyes closed, humming, licking and sucking like he could never get enough.
When you came the first time, it hit you hard. Your back arched, thighs clamping around his head as you moaned his name. But Hyunjin didnโt stop. He kept licking you gently through the sensitivity, drinking every drop, until you were trembling and whimpering.
Only then did he crawl back up your body, kissing every inch of skin on the way. He kissed you deeply, letting you taste yourself on his tongue, while he rubbed the head of his cock against your soaked entrance.
โI need to feel you,โ he whispered, voice shaky with desire. โAll of you.โ
He pushed in slowly, inch by inch, letting you feel every part of him. A beautiful, breathy moan left his lips when he bottomed out, forehead pressed against yours.
โYou feel like heavenโฆ so warm, so tight,โ he groaned, staying still for a moment just to feel you around him.
Then he started moving โ deep, sensual rolls of his hips, grinding against you with every thrust. He kissed you constantly: your mouth, your jaw, your neck, your collarbones. His long hair brushed against your skin as he moved. One hand held yours above your head, fingers intertwined, while the other caressed your body with pure adoration.
โLook at me, my love,โ he whispered, eyes locked on yours. โI want to see everything.โ
His thrusts were slow but intense, each one reaching deep inside you. He rolled his hips beautifully, making sure his pelvis rubbed against your clit with every movement. Your moans mixed with his soft, pretty groans, filling the room
Hyunjinโs pace gradually increased. He became more desperate, thrusting harder, deeper, while still kissing you like he needed your lips to breathe. He sucked marks into your neck and chest, claiming you as his while whispering praises between kisses.
โYouโre so perfectโฆ so beautiful when you take me like thisโฆโ he moaned, voice breaking. โI could stay inside you forever.โ
He changed positions, folding your legs up and pressing them toward your chest, fucking you even deeper. The new angle made you cry out in pleasure. Hyunjin groaned loudly, the sound raw and gorgeous as he pounded into you, sweat dripping down his chest.
When he felt you getting close again, he reached down and rubbed your clit in tight circles.
โCum for me, baby,โ he begged softly. โLet me feel you fall apart around me.โ
You came hard, clenching violently around his cock, moaning his name like a prayer. Hyunjin followed right after, burying himself as deep as possible and cumming with a long, beautiful moan, filling you with thick, warm spurts. He kept moving slowly, grinding deep to push everything inside you while kissing you through both your orgasms.
Even after he finished, he stayed buried inside you, breathing heavily against your neck. He kissed your face tenderly โ forehead, eyelids, cheeks, nose, lips โ whispering how much he loved you, how perfect you were, how he never wanted to let you go.
He finally pulled out carefully, cleaned you up with a warm towel, then pulled you into his arms. He wrapped you against his chest, stroking your hair and pressing soft kisses everywhere he could reach.
โYouโre my museโฆ my everything,โ he whispered, voice full of love and satisfaction. โIโm so lucky youโre mine.โ
He held you close, bodies tangled together, until sleep finally took you both โ safe, loved, and completely satisfied in each otherโs arms
omg we seriously need to stop making Jungkook the bad boy/villain in fics because Iโve been an army for 10 years and that genuinely does not fit that cute little guy ๐ญ
๐ฆarnings :: excessive attachment, jealousy, soft obsession, โcanโt be away from youโ behavior
๐/n: Iโm tired of searching for BTS stuff and only seeing Jungkook or the same repetitive things.
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M.list / m.bts / TAGLIST
Amante Amado โ Jorge Ben Jor
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heโs the type who pretends heโs perfectly fine, calm, mature, and completely in controlโฆ but heโs not. Not even close. Namjoon tries so hard to embody the image of the wise, level-headed leader who respects your space and independence. He quotes philosophy, talks about emotional intelligence, and gives everyone around him wise advice about balance. But when it comes to you, all that composure quietly crumbles. His clingy love is wrapped in intellectual excuses and gentle gestures, yet it runs so deep that he genuinely struggles to let you go, even for a few hours.
he starts the day sending casual texts that are anything but casual. โDid you get home safely?โ at 11:47 pm even though he knows you left only forty minutes ago. โHave you eaten yet?โ at lunch time with a follow-up heart emoji he deletes and re-adds three times before sending. โAre you tired?โ at random hours, always with that soft concern hidden behind simple words. He tells himself heโs just checking in like a good friend would, but the truth is he feels unsettled the moment your presence isnโt near him.
when you take longer than usual to reply, his mind spirals. He sits in his studio surrounded by books and half-written lyrics, phone in hand, refreshing the chat every thirty seconds. โMaybe sheโs busy. Maybe sheโs driving. Maybe something happenedโฆโ He tries to focus on work, opening his laptop only to stare at the same paragraph for twenty minutes. The more minutes that pass, the more he overthinks โ imagining worst-case scenarios while reminding himself heโs being ridiculous. When your reply finally comes, the relief on his face is instant, shoulders dropping as he lets out a breath he didnโt know he was holding.
if you disappear for several hours โ maybe a busy day with friends or work that keeps you offline โ he becomes completely unfocused. He paces around the apartment, picking up a book only to set it down after two pages, rearranging plants that donโt need rearranging, standing at the window staring at nothing. The members notice immediately. โHyung, youโve walked past the same spot six times,โ Jungkook teases. Namjoon just laughs it off with that deep, dimpled smile and says โJust thinking about lyrics,โ but his eyes keep drifting to his phone screen.
he loves pulling you close by the waist without even realizing heโs doing it. Youโll be standing in the kitchen talking about your day and his arm naturally slides around you, large hand resting possessively on your waist, thumb drawing slow circles. He does it while reaching for something in the cabinet, while listening to you tell a story, while waiting for coffee to brew. Itโs instinctive. When you point it out with a smile, he blinks, looks down at his own hand like it betrayed him, and mutters โAhโฆ sorry. Habit.โ But he doesnโt remove it. Instead, he pulls you a little closer, chin resting on your shoulder as he breathes you in.
โI know how to give you spaceโฆ but I donโt want to.โ Thatโs the quiet war inside his head every single day. He wants to be the mature partner who encourages your independence, your dreams, your alone time. He genuinely believes in it. Yet every fiber of his being aches to keep you close. So he finds excuses: โThe new exhibition looks interesting, want to go together?โ โI made too much dinner again, come eat with me?โ โThe weather is nice for a walkโฆ if youโre free.โ
in public he tries to be subtle, but his clinginess slips through. At events or dinners with the group, his hand always finds yours under the table. Fingers intertwined, thumb stroking your skin like it calms him. If you sit across from him, his leg presses against yours, anchoring him. When you laugh at something someone else said, his gaze softens and he reaches over to tuck your hair behind your ear without thinking, only realizing how intimate it looks when the others smirk.
at night it gets worse. After long days, he texts you voice notes instead of typing โ that deep, soothing voice slightly hesitant: โI hope youโre resting well. Let me know when you wake up, okay?โ If youโre together, he becomes the ultimate cuddler. He pulls you into his chest, arms wrapped securely around you, legs tangled with yours. โJust five more minutes,โ he whispers when you try to get up, even though itโs been thirty. His chin rests on top of your head, one hand gently rubbing your back in slow patterns while he talks about deep topics โ the universe, feelings, the future โ all while holding you like heโs afraid youโll vanish.
he remembers every tiny detail and uses them to stay close. Your favorite tea is always stocked at his place. He downloads the book you mentioned wanting to read so you can discuss it together. He learns your schedule by heart so he can โcoincidentallyโ be free when you are. All under the guise of being thoughtful, when really itโs his way of weaving himself deeper into your life.
when youโre away for work or travel, he sends photos of things that remind him of you โ a cloudy sky that looks like the one you watched together, a street musician playing a song you like, a book quote he thinks youโd appreciate. Each message ends with โmiss talking to youโ or โcanโt wait to hear your voice,โ always trying to sound light but carrying the weight of how much he truly misses you.
he gets shy about his own clinginess. Sometimes he catches himself staring at you for too long and quickly looks away, dimples appearing as he smiles sheepishly. โWhat? I was just thinking,โ he says, rubbing the back of his neck. But the way his eyes follow you around the room tells a different story. Heโs completely captivated.
Namjoonโs clingy love is quiet, intellectual, and overwhelmingly tender. He can talk for hours about giving people freedom and healthy attachment, yet with you he becomes the man who hates every second youโre not beside him. He pulls you close by the waist, sends caring texts, overthinks your silence, and holds you like the world outside doesnโt exist when youโre in his arms.
Because even though he pretends to be the calm, mature oneโฆ he really, really doesnโt want to let you go. And every gentle action, every worried message, every lingering touch proves that his heart has already decided: youโre his favorite place in the entire universe, and he wants to stay there as long as youโll let him.
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he is clingy in the most dramatically adorable way possible, turning every little moment of separation into a full theatrical performance that somehow melts your heart instead of annoying you. Seokjin doesnโt just want your attention โ he needs it like oxygen, and heโs not afraid to be extra about it. He complains constantly that you donโt give him enough love, even though heโs the one blowing up your phone and showing up unannounced like a lovesick prince who canโt survive without his favorite person.
โBaby, you havenโt looked at me in ten whole minutes,โ he whines dramatically, flopping onto the couch beside you with the back of his hand pressed to his forehead like heโs fainting. โIโm dying here. Actually dying. Is your phone more interesting than Worldwide Handsome? Be honest.โ He says it with that signature pout, lips pushed forward, eyes wide and sparkling with mischief, but underneath it all thereโs real longing. He craves your eyes on him, only him.
when you take more than five minutes to reply to his texts, he sends the most extra selfies. A photo of him making the biggest, saddest bico (pout) imaginable, maybe with a hand on his chest like his heart is breaking. โIโve been waiting for 7 minutes and 42 secondsโฆ are you ignoring me now? After everything weโve been through?โ The next message is usually a voice note in his dramatic voice: โJin is very sad right now. Jin needs attention. Please come save Jin.โ He knows itโs ridiculous. He does it anyway because your laugh when you finally reply makes everything worth it.
he appears out of nowhere just because he misses you. Youโll be in your room working, focused on something, when the door slowly opens and there he is, leaning against the frame with a dramatic sigh. โI couldnโt take it anymore. I felt thisโฆ emptiness. Like part of my soul was missing.โ He walks over, wraps his arms around you from behind and buries his face in your neck. โI missed you so much. Did you miss me? Say it. Say it like you mean it.โ Even if you saw each other two hours ago.
he makes full-blown drama about everything. โYou like your laptop more than me. I can see it in your eyes,โ he declares while dramatically throwing himself across your bed. โI cooked your favorite meal, I sent you memes, I even did the aegyo you likeโฆ and still you choose the screen over me? This is betrayal. Pure betrayal.โ But the second you look at him and give him attention, his whole face lights up, dimples deep and eyes turning into happy crescents as he pulls you into his arms.
his clinginess is loud, proud, and impossibly cute. In the dorm, heโll sit right next to you on the couch, thigh pressed against yours, arm around your shoulders, playing with your hair while complaining, โThe members get more of your laughs than I do. This is unfair. Iโm the funniest one here.โ If someone else talks to you for too long, he starts fake-crying. โSheโs forgetting meโฆ my girlfriend is leaving me for Jungkookโs bunny smile. I should just go eat alone and cry into my ramyeon.โ
he constantly pulls you into his lap, no matter where you are. โCome here, I need my daily dose of you,โ he says, grabbing your waist and settling you against his chest. Once youโre there, he wraps his arms around you tightly and sighs happily, resting his chin on your shoulder. If you try to get up, he whines loudly, โNooo, five more minutes! Iโm recharging. Youโre my charger.โ
when youโre busy with work or studying, he sits nearby doing his own thingโฆ but not really. Every few minutes he glances over, sighs loudly, and says things like โIโm dying of loneliness over hereโ or โMy handsome face is going to waste because no one is looking at it.โ He sends you selfies from two meters away. Selfies with captions like โNotice me senpai~โ or โYour boyfriend is feeling neglected.โ
at night he becomes even more dramatic. He pulls you close under the blankets, legs tangled with yours, arms locked around your waist like heโs afraid youโll disappear while he sleeps. โDonโt leave me even in your dreams, okay?โ he whispers, pressing soft kisses all over your face. If you move even slightly, he wakes up immediately. โWhere are you going? The bed is cold now. Come back and love me.โ
heโs the king of guilt-tripping in the cutest way. โI made you lunch and you didnโt even send me a heart emojiโฆ I see how it is.โ Or โYou replied to the group chat faster than to me. Iโm going to cry. Actually, Iโm already crying. Look at these tears.โ (There are no tears, just the biggest pout youโve ever seen.)
but underneath all the drama and loud complaints is the softest, most sincere love. When he says โLook at me. Only at me,โ itโs because youโre his favorite person in the world and he genuinely feels happier, brighter, and more complete when your attention is on him. He shows up unannounced because being away from you for too long feels wrong. He sends pouty photos because making you smile is his favorite thing. He clings to you so tightly because he nevebr wants to let go.
Seokjinโs clingy love is loud, theatrical, and overflowing with affection. He may complain that you donโt give him enough attention, but heโs the one who keeps coming back for more, again and again, with dramatic sighs, adorable pouts, surprise visits, and endless โI missed youโ
Because in his world, thereโs nothing better than having your eyes on him, your arms around him, and your laughter filling the space between his silly complaints. And heโll keep being the most dramatically clingy boyfriend in the worldโฆ as long as you keep looking at him like heโs your whole universe too.
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heโs clingy in the most silent, heavy, and intense way possible. Yoongi doesnโt need many words โ his love shows up in quiet presence, heavy stares, and an almost gravitational pull toward you. He pretends to be indifferent, the cool, low-energy genius who doesnโt need anyone too close. But with you, that facade is paper-thin. He hates being away from you, even when he acts like he doesnโt care. His clinginess is quiet, but it runs deep, like a current you can feel under still water.
he watches you all the time. Not in an obvious, dramatic way โ just constant, quiet observation. In the studio, while heโs working on a beat, his eyes drift to you every few minutes. When youโre in the same room, he tracks your movements without saying anything. The way you tuck your hair behind your ear, how you bite your lip when focused, the small sigh you make when youโre tired. He notices everything. Sometimes you catch him staring and he just looks away slowly, like itโs no big deal, but the intensity in his gaze lingers.
he leans on you like itโs automatic, like his body needs yours to stay grounded. On the couch, his shoulder presses against yours. In the car, his hand rests on your thigh without thinking. When youโre standing together, he leans his head lightly against your arm or back, breathing quietly like your presence alone recharges him. He never asks for permission โ it just happens. If you move even slightly, he follows without a word, seeking that contact again.
if you leave his side, he becomes too quiet. The moment you get up to grab water or go to another room, the energy in the space shifts. He doesnโt complain or call after you. He just goes completely silent. Headphones on, staring at his screen, but not really working. The members notice how his typing slows down or how he keeps glancing toward the door. When you come back, he doesnโt say anything, but his body relaxes instantly and he pulls you back close again โ a hand reaching for yours, an arm around your waist, a soft sigh of relief only you can hear.
his messages are short and dry, but heavy with worry. โWhere are you?โ at 9:47 pm when youโre out later than usual. โYou okay?โ when you havenโt replied in a while. No emojis, no long paragraphs. Just those few words that carry everything he doesnโt say out loud. If you take too long to answer, he doesnโt spam you โ he just gets quieter in person later, pulling you into his lap or against his chest like he needs to reassure himself youโre really there.
he pretends he doesnโt mind the distance, but he hates it. โGo ahead, Iโm fine,โ he says in that low, raspy voice when you mention going out with friends or having a busy day. He acts unbothered, maybe even gives you a small smirk. But the second youโre gone, the studio feels too big, the bed too empty, and his thoughts keep circling back to you. He works more intensely when youโre not around, like heโs trying to fill the space you left, but it never quite works.
he shows his clinginess through small, heavy actions. When you sit together, he pulls your legs over his lap without asking. At night, he wraps himself around you completely โ chest pressed to your back, arm locked around your waist, face buried in your neck. He holds you like heโs afraid the night might take you away. If you try to move, his grip tightens just a little, followed by a sleepy mumble: โStay.โ
in public, his clinginess is more subtle but still intense. His hand finds yours in crowded places, fingers laced tightly. At events, he stays close, shoulder brushing yours, eyes scanning the room but always returning to you. He doesnโt say much, but the way he positions himself between you and the crowd speaks volumes.
he gets especially quiet and intense when heโs missed you. After long schedules or days apart, he doesnโt run to you with dramatic hugs. He just appears beside you, pulls you close, and stays there. No big words. Just his warmth, his steady breathing, and that heavy, comforting presence that says everything. Sometimes heโll rest his forehead against yours and close his eyes, like heโs soaking you in.
Thatโs his vibe in its purest form. He doesnโt need to explain how much he needs you. He shows it by being there โ always watching, always touching, always pulling you back into his orbit the moment thereโs any distance. His love is silent but incredibly heavy, the kind that wraps around you and doesnโt let go.
Yoongi may act like heโs fine on his own, like the independent, cool Agust D who doesnโt get attached. But with you, he becomes someone who quietly hates every second youโre not beside him. He observes you like youโre his favorite melody, leans into you like youโre his safe place, and holds you like he never wants to let go.
Because even in complete silence, his clingy, intense love is loud in every small touch, every quiet stare, and every dry message that really means โI need you here with me.โ And heโll keep being that silently clingy version of himself โ as long as you let him stay close.
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๐ฃ-๐ก๐จ๐ฉ๐
he is clingy in the most energetic, bright, and almost desperate way possible โ like his love for you is a sun that never stops shining and refuses to let even a single cloud come between you two. Hoseokโs affection is loud, warm, and overflowing with energy. He doesnโt just want you closeโฆ he needs you close, like youโre the main source of his sunshine. And when youโre not around, everyone can tell โ his usual bright aura dims, his smile becomes a little smaller, and the dance studio feels strangely quieter.
he calls you all the time, inventing the smallest excuses just to hear your voice or see your face. โJagiya, come here really quick! I need your opinion on this new choreography,โexcessive attachment, jealousy, soft obsession,he says excitedly on the phone, even though he already knows what he wants to do. You show up thinking itโll be fifteen minutesโฆ and suddenly three hours have passed. He pulls you into the practice room, plays the song, dances while holding your hands, laughs loudly, and keeps finding new reasons to make you stay. โWait, wait โ now tell me if this part looks better like this or like that.โ Anything to keep you there a little longer.
when youโre not near him, he loses his energy. The usually hyper, sunshine Hoseok becomes quieter, less talkative, his movements slower. The members notice immediately. โHyung, youโve been staring at your phone for twenty minutes without moving,โ Jimin teases. Hoseok just laughs softly and says โIโm fine,โ but his leg keeps bouncing and he keeps checking the time, waiting for the moment he can call you again. Your presence is literally his battery โ without it, the light dims.
he hugs you like heโs trying to keep you forever. His arms wrap around you tightly, almost desperately, squeezing you against his chest as if he could merge you two into one person. He lifts you off the ground sometimes, spinning you around while laughing brightly, then buries his face in your neck and holds you there for long seconds. โDonโt go yet,โ he whispers against your skin, voice still cheerful but with a hint of real need. His hugs feel like safety, warmth, and a silent promise that he never wants to let go.
he smiles so much when youโre with him โ that big, beautiful, eye-smiling smile that lights up entire rooms. He laughs at everything you say, even when itโs not that funny. He takes hundreds of photos of you (and selfies of both of you) because โI need to save this moment forever.โ But the second you say you have to leave, that smile falters. It doesnโt disappear completely โ heโs still Hoseok โ but it becomes softer, a little sad, almost pleading. โAlready? But we were having so much funโฆโ
Thatโs his mantra. He says it while holding your hand, while pulling you back to the couch, while hugging you at the door. Five more minutes turns into thirty. Thirty turns into an hour. Heโll follow you to the elevator, still holding your hand, still smiling but with those slightly sad eyes. โJust until the car arrives, okay? Iโll miss you too much.โ
he gets adorably dramatic when you have to go. โMy sunshine is leaving meโฆ how am I supposed to dance now? How am I supposed to smile?โ He pouts cutely, doing aegyo on purpose to make you stay longer, then laughs at himself and pulls you into another bone-crushing hug. When you finally leave, he stands at the window or door watching you go, waving enthusiastically until youโre out of sight. Then he sighs, the bright energy dropping again until the next time he can call you.
even at night his clinginess doesnโt stop. He video calls you before bed just to say goodnight, but the call lasts an hour because he keeps finding new topics. When youโre together, he cuddles impossibly close โ legs tangled, arms locked around you, face pressed against your chest or neck. โStay with me until I fall asleep?โ he asks softly, even though he knows heโll try to keep you awake as long as possible.
heโs desperate in the sweetest way. Desperate for your laugh, your touch, your attention. If youโre busy for a whole day, he sends messages every couple of hours: funny memes, videos of him dancing, voice notes saying โI miss my favorite person.โ When you finally meet again, he runs to you, picks you up and spins you around, hugging you so tightly you can barely breathe. โNever leave me for that long again, okay? My heart gets sad.โ
Hoseokโs clingy love is pure sunshine mixed with a deep, almost desperate need to keep you by his side. He may be the brightest member, the one who lifts everyoneโs mood, but you are his personal source of light. Without you, the world feels a little less colorful. So he calls, he hugs, he smiles, he begs for โjust a little more timeโ โ because every second with you makes his heart feel full in a way nothing else can.
And even when heโs waving goodbye with that brave smile, you know heโs already counting the minutes until he can say "Come here quickly"ย againโฆ because for J-Hope, โa little moreโ is never really enough when it comes to you. He wants all of your time, all of your presence, and all of your love โ and heโll give you every drop of his sunshine in return.
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๐ฃ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ง
heโs clingy in the most emotional, intense, sweet, and almost dependent way imaginable. Jimin doesnโt just want to be close to you โ he needs you like air. His love is soft on the surface but carries a deep emotional weight, like his heart is quietly terrified that one day you might slip away. He follows you around the house without even realizing heโs doing it, always a few steps behind, like a little puppy who canโt bear any distance between you two.
he touches you constantly, as if his body needs constant reassurance that youโre real and youโre his. His hand finds yours without thinking, fingers intertwining naturally. When youโre sitting together, his head rests on your shoulder, or his arm wraps around your waist, pulling you closer. Even when youโre cooking, heโll come up behind you, chin on your shoulder, arms around your middle, swaying gently while humming. Itโs never overwhelming, just constant, warm, and full of quiet affection. If thereโs any space between you, he closes it immediately, like it physically hurts him.
he follows you everywhere. You get up to grab a glass of water? Heโs right behind you. You go to the bedroom to change? Heโs sitting on the edge of the bed, watching you with those big, sparkling eyes. โI just wanted to be with you,โ he says softly when you notice, smiling like itโs the most normal thing in the world. He doesnโt even realize how attached he is โ itโs pure instinct.
he gets incredibly needy when you talk to other people. If youโre laughing with one of the members or giving attention to someone else, Jimin becomes quiet, a little pout forming on his lips. He doesnโt interrupt, but heโll move closer, resting his head on your arm or slipping his hand into yours, silently asking for your focus again. Later, when youโre alone, heโll use that soft, tiny voice: "Are you mad at me?"ย even when youโre not. He asks it so cutely, eyes wide and slightly anxious, because the thought of you being upset with him breaks his heart a little.
his emotional side comes out strongly at night. Jimin loves sleeping close to you โ extremely close. He curls up against your body like he was made to fit there perfectly. Legs tangled with yours, chest pressed to your back, arms wrapped tightly around your waist, face buried in your neck. He falls asleep breathing you in, but even in his sleep his grip doesnโt loosen. If you move even a little, he wakes up halfway, mumbling sleepily โDonโt goโฆ stay with meโ and pulls you back tighter. He needs the warmth, the closeness, the feeling of your heartbeat against him.
when you have to leave, even for a few hours, his clinginess becomes more obvious. He holds you at the door for longer than necessary, face hidden in your neck, squeezing you like heโs trying to memorize how you feel. โJust five more minutesโฆโ he whispers, even though you both know itโll turn into ten, fifteen. When you finally pull away, he stands there watching you go with that beautiful but slightly sad smile, waving until you disappear. Then he sighs, already counting the minutes until you come back.
he sends the softest messages when youโre apart. Voice notes in that gentle, sweet tone: โI miss you alreadyโฆ when are you coming back?โ or โCan you send me a photo? I want to see your face.โ If you take a while to reply, he doesnโt get dramatic โ he just gets quieter, a little more emotional, waiting patiently but with his heart feeling heavy.
heโs intensely dependent on your affection. A single hug from you can fix his whole day. When heโs tired after practice, he seeks you out immediately, melting into your arms with a soft sigh of relief. โYou make everything better,โ he murmurs against your skin, voice low and full of feeling. He looks at you like you hold his entire world in your hands, because in his heart, you really do.
sometimes his clinginess makes him vulnerable. Heโll look at you with those expressive eyes and say quietly, โI know Iโm a lot sometimesโฆ but I canโt help it. When youโre not here, it feels like something is missing.โ He gets shy after admitting it, hiding his face in your chest, but the honesty is so pure and raw that it makes you fall for him even harder.
Thatโs exactly how he feels. Every time you leave, itโs like youโre taking a piece of him with you. So he clings โ emotionally, physically, desperately but sweetly. He follows you, touches you, needs you, loves you with every fiber of his being in the most tender and intense way.
Jiminโs clingy love is like a warm blanket you never want to take off. Soft, emotional, and so full of devotion that it wraps around your heart and refuses to let go. He may be the sweetest, most affectionate person in the world, but with you he becomes even softer โ a man who just wants to stay close, stay loved, and stay yours forever.
Because for him, the best place in the world is right beside you, touching you, breathing the same air as you. And heโll keep following you, holding you, and whispering โdonโt goโ with that beautiful, loving gazeโฆ for as long as youโll let him.
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heโs clingy in the strangest, most artistic, and breathtakingly beautiful way possible. Taehyung doesnโt love you in ordinary ways. His affection is poetic, surreal, and deeply intense โ like he sees the entire universe inside you and wants to capture every second of your existence. He doesnโt just want you closeโฆ he wants to experience you, observe you, turn moments with you into living art. His clinginess is quiet, unexpected, and full of wonder.
he looks at you like youโre his greatest masterpiece. Those deep, expressive eyes stay on you for long moments, as if heโs trying to memorize every curve of your face, every shade in your eyes, every small movement of your lips. Sometimes you catch him staring and he doesnโt look away. He just tilts his head slightly, a soft, dreamy smile forming, like heโs seeing colors and light no one else can. โYouโre so beautifulโฆ like a painting that moves,โ he whispers once, voice low and sincere, before going quiet again, still watching.
he takes secret photos of you all the time. Not in a creepy way โ in a reverent, artistic way. Youโll be reading a book, looking out the window, or simply laughing at something and heโll quietly raise his phone, capturing the moment like itโs sacred. Later, you find them in his gallery: candid shots with golden hour lighting, black and white filters, or edited with his own drawings and notes in the corners. โI couldnโt help it,โ he says softly when you discover them. โYou looked like poetry.โ
he holds your hand without any warning. In the middle of walking, while youโre cooking, even when youโre both scrolling on your phones โ his long fingers suddenly slide between yours, gripping gently but firmly, like he needs the connection to stay grounded in reality. Sometimes he brings your hand to his lips and kisses your knuckles while looking at you, saying nothing. Other times he just holds it against his chest so you can feel his heartbeat, steady and warm.
he keeps calling you for the most random, whimsical things just to keep you near. โJagiya, come here for a second. I need your opinion on this cloud,โ he says, pulling you to the window. Or โLetโs listen to this song together right now โ I think it was written for your eyes.โ What starts as โfive minutesโ becomes hours of him playing piano for you, showing you his new drawings, or lying on the floor together staring at the ceiling while he talks about dreams and galaxies. He always finds new excuses. He needs your presence like an artist needs his muse.
sometimes he becomes completely quiet, just watching you breathe. Heโll lie beside you in bed, propped up on one elbow, eyes tracing the rise and fall of your chest, the way your eyelashes flutter, the peace on your face. No words. Just pure, intense observation. If you ask what heโs doing, he answers in that deep, velvet voice: โIโm studying you. I want to remember how life looks when itโs inside you.โ Then he leans in and presses the softest kiss to your forehead, lingering there like heโs sealing the moment forever.
his clinginess is artistic and unpredictable. Heโll suddenly pull you into his lap while heโs painting, resting his chin on your shoulder so he can work with you close. He takes you on spontaneous midnight drives just to watch the city lights reflect in your eyes. He writes your name in the condensation on the bathroom mirror after you shower. He collects small things that remind him of you โ a flower petal, a ticket stub, a strand of your hair he keeps between pages of his favorite book.
when you have to leave, even for a short time, his artistic soul feels the absence deeply. He doesnโt whine loudly like Jin. Instead, he gets softer, more melancholic. He hugs you at the door for a long time, arms wrapped around you, breathing you in like heโs trying to store your scent for later. โCome back soon,โ he murmurs against your hair. โThe colors feel wrong when youโre gone.โ
he sends you the most beautiful, random messages. Photos of sunsets with captions like โThis reminded me of the way you smile.โ Voice notes of him humming songs he wrote thinking about your hands. Sometimes he just sends a single heart emoji at 3 a.m. because he woke up and missed the sound of your breathing beside him.
heโs emotionally and artistically dependent on your presence. You are his favorite color, his favorite melody, his favorite form of art. When youโre together, the world feels more vivid to him. He becomes more inspired, more alive. And when youโre apart, he carries pieces of you in his art, in his thoughts, in the way he touches everything with the same gentleness he touches you.
Thatโs exactly how Taehyung loves you. Not casually. Not simply. He loves you like an artist loves his eternal muse โ with quiet intensity, with stolen photographs, with long silences filled with admiration, with sudden hand-holding and random invitations to exist together. He doesnโt just cling to your body. He clings to your soul, to your light, to every small detail that makes you who you are.
Because to Kim Taehyung, you arenโt just the person he loves.
You are living art.ย
You are poetry in human form.ย
And he will keep observing, capturing, and holding onto you in the most beautiful, strange, and devoted way possible โ for as long as you let him stay by your side, quietly creating masterpieces out of every shared breath.
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heโs clingy in the most intense, competitive, and protective way possible. Jungkook doesnโt do anything halfway โ especially not when it comes to you. You are his favorite person, his favorite routine, his safe place, and he wants to be part of every single second of your day. He tries to play it cool, calling it โjust looking out for you,โ but everyone can see itโs pure, deep, unstoppable clinginess mixed with that golden maknae competitiveness and his strong instinct to protect what he loves.
he wants to be near you all the time. Literally always. If youโre in the living room, heโs there. If you move to the kitchen, he follows two steps behind like itโs the most natural thing in the world. Youโll be brushing your teeth and suddenly see him leaning against the bathroom door, arms crossed, watching you with that soft but intense gaze. โWhat? I was just passing by,โ he says with a shy smile, but he stays right there until youโre done. He follows you around the house so naturally that it feels like you two are magnetically connected.
he touches you constantly. His hand finds your waist when youโre standing, pulling you gently against his side. His shoulder brushes yours when you walk together. He rests his chin on top of your head when youโre cooking, arms wrapped around you from behind. Even when youโre sitting on the couch, his leg is pressed against yours, or his fingers are playing with the hem of your shirt. The touches are warm, firm, and almost possessive โ like he needs the physical reminder that youโre really there with him.
he gets adorably sulky when you give attention to others. Itโs subtle at first โ a small pout, a little frown, his bunny teeth disappearing as his lips press together. If youโre laughing with Jimin or talking too long with Taehyung, Jungkook suddenly becomes extra competitive. Heโll start showing off: doing push-ups in the living room, singing loudly, or coming over and wrapping his arms around you from behind while saying casually, โBaby, come help me with something.โ He doesnโt get angry, but that little jealous pout appears and only goes away when you give him your full attention again.
heโs extremely protective, even in small things. โWear this hoodie, itโs colder today,โ he says, already putting it over your shoulders. If youโre going out, he checks the weather, makes sure you ate, and texts you โlet me know when you get there, okay?โ He says itโs just him being responsible, but the truth is he worries the second youโre not under his watch. When youโre together in public, he walks on the side closer to the street, keeps a hand on your lower back, and scans the surroundings like heโs ready to fight anyone who looks at you the wrong way.
"I'm just looking out for you,"ย he repeats often, with that sincere, slightly shy look. But you both know itโs more than that. Itโs carรชncia. Itโs the way his chest feels lighter when youโre close. Itโs how he sleeps best when youโre curled up against him, his arm locked around your waist like an anchor. At night he pulls you as close as physically possible, chest pressed to your back, nose buried in your hair, legs tangled with yours. If you try to move away even a little, he makes a small, sleepy sound and tightens his hold.
he turns everyday moments into his favorite routine. Morning workouts? He wants you there watching or working out with him. Gaming session? He pulls you onto his lap so you can play together. Cooking? Heโs hugging you from behind the entire time. Even when heโs focused on his own projects โ music, workouts, drawing โ he keeps stealing glances at you and eventually gives up, coming over to rest his head on your lap or pull you into his arms. โI work better when youโre near,โ he admits quietly.
his competitiveness shows even in his clinginess. If one of the members hugs you for too long, Jungkook is suddenly there, lifting you up in his strong arms and carrying you away while laughing. โMy turn,โ he says playfully, but thereโs a real edge of โsheโs mineโ in his eyes. He loves winning your attention, your laughs, your time. He wants to be your favorite person just as much as you are his.
when you have to leave, even for a few hours, he becomes extra intense. He walks you to the door, hugs you tightly, buries his face in your neck and sighs deeply. โCome back soon, okay? The house feels empty without you.โ He texts you throughout the day โ not too much, but enough. Photos of his food, videos of him working out, random โI miss youโ messages with that cute pout selfie. When you finally return, he lights up completely, picking you up and spinning you around before carrying you straight to the couch to cuddle.
heโs intense about the little things too. He remembers exactly how you like your coffee, what makes you laugh the most, which side of the bed you prefer. He competes with himself to be better for you every day โ stronger, sweeter, more present. Because to Jungkook, loving you is a full-time commitment, and he throws his whole heart into it.
"You are my favorite routine."
Thatโs the deepest truth. His days feel better when they start and end with you. He loves the ordinary moments โ brushing teeth together, sharing snacks, quiet evenings where he can hold you close while playing games. Youโre not just someone he loves. Youโre his peace, his motivation, his favorite part of every single day.
Jungkookโs clingy love is intense, protective, and beautifully devoted. He follows you, touches you, watches over you, and gets a little sulky when your attention strays because youโve become the center of his world. He may say heโs โjust taking care of you,โ but the way he holds you like you might disappear, the way his eyes soften when youโre near, and the way he smiles the brightest when youโre in his armsโฆ it all says the same thing.
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๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐโง BAHNG CHRISTOPHER CHAN
Chan doesn't think of himself as a jealous person. He's mature, he's secure, he's a leader. He wouldnโt say that every timeโ because he didnโt need to
And then someone at a group hangout laughs a little too long at something you said and leans toward you while doing it, and suddenly Chan is sitting 3 inches closer to you than he was before. He doesn't announce it. He just migrates. His arm finds the back of your chair, and his legs start spreading until his knees are touching yoursโ completely casual. He keeps the same expression, keeps talking to whoever's across from him, but his thumb is making slow circles on your shoulder and the message is less casual.
He would never be weird about it. He just becomes slightly gravitational.
Afterward, he's quieter on the drive home, which you've learned to read. Not upset, just quiet, like heโs processing. You ask him if he's okay and he says yeah, and means it mostly, and then about 10 minutes later he says "you know you're my favorite person, right?" completely out of nowhere like it's been sitting in his chest waiting for clearance to land.
He becomes extremely cuddly after. He wants you as close as possible, makes you your favourite drink without asking. He puts on your comfort show, and falls asleep holding your hand with his whole chest against your back and face curled up in the side of your neck. He probably feels better by morning but never fully addresses what happened because he doesn't think it's rational, and instead, treats you more like a princess (if thatโs even possible).
"Hey baby, are you good? Shall I save you from these losers?"
"I was thinking about you earlierโฆ Just wanted you to know."
"Come here, I just need a moment." (The moment lasts 45 minutes.)
๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐโง LEE MINHO
Minho gets quiet in a very specific way. Not coldโ he's never cold with youโ but he goes observant. He sits back a little, watching, and you can practically see him cataloguing information with the focused energy of a man who is absolutely not going to be saying what he's thinking.
His tell is the cats. He'll bring up his cats completely unprompted in the middle of a social situation, specifically to gently redirect your attention back to himโ which he would flatly deny if you called it out with his whole chest. "I'm just saying Soonie did something funny this morning" is not a normal thing to interject into someone else's story. You notice. He knows you notice. Neither of you say anything, and somehow that's its own little love language.
Later, he's extremely affectionate in a way that's very sweetly dressed up as normal. Like he'll drape himself across your lap and murmur that he's tiredโ which is true, but also not the whole truthโ and he will lay there looking like the worldโs most handsome house cat and act like he isnโt soaking up every second of your hands in his hair. Or he'll text you something stupid and funny right before bed, and when you reply, he responds in under 4 seconds.
If you bring it up gently, he'll give you the most withering look and say "I wasn't jealous" in the most jealous tone youโve ever heard in your life, slightly offended that youโd even suggest such a thing about Minhoโ the guy who is very chill and always unbothered.ย
And then, he'll hold your hand for the rest of the evening and refuse to let go like itโs the most natural thing in the world, fingers laced with yours, and if you look over at him, he'll already be looking somewhere else with the most suspiciously neutral expression. Completely unrelated.ย
"The cats missed you. I'm just passing the message along."
"You're not allowed to be that funny with other people. It's distracting."
"Come sit with me. I'm notโ I just want you over here. Don't make it weird."
๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐโง SEO CHANGBIN
Changbin gets louder. That's his tell. He's normally confident but when something is bothering him, he gets a little extra, a little funnier than usual, a little more presentโ like he's reminding the room he exists by taking up slightly more of it.
He'll also find small reasons to be near you physically. A hand on your waist while he's talking to someone else. Steering you by the shoulder. Nothing possessive, just contact, like he needs the reassurance of knowing you're there more than he needs to actually look at you.
He doesn't stew. Changbin is not a stewer. Whatever he's feeling comes out in jokes that have about 30 percent more energy than they need to, and if you catch his eye in the middle of one, he'll hold it for just a beat too long, and that's the whole conversation.
Afterward, he gets sincere in a way that surprises people who don't know him. He'll sit down next to you and be quiet for a minute and then say something realโ not an apology, because he doesn't think he did anything wrong, but an admission. "I just like you a lot" delivered whilst holding your hands, and with a cheek kissโ in the same voice he'd use to say something obvious. Like it's basic information you should have.
Then he'll challenge you to something stupidโ a game, a bet, a competition over literally nothingโ and his whole mood lifts, and that's how you know he's fine.
"You know you're stuck with me, right?"
"I just like you a lot. Anywayโฆ that's it, that's the whole speech, don't make it weirdโ do you want to race to the car?"
"Okay, but Iโm funnier than that guy. Objectively. You know I'm funnier than that, right? Say I'm funnier."
๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐโง HWANG HYUNJIN
Hyunjin is the most obvious of all of them and he genuinely, truly, with his whole heart, does not know this.
His face goes very neutralโ which, for Hyunjin, is basically a fire-alarm situation, because Hyunjin's face is never neutral. That face has opinions about everything. That face once had a whole moment about a sunset. So when it goes blank, you clock it immediately and have to look away before he notices. He becomes intensely interested in his surroundingsโ the ceiling, his drink, the middle distance. Even the wall. Especially the wall.ย
And then he gets artistic about it, because of course he does. He goes pensive, a little quietly dramatic, like he's composing somethingโ which, it turns out, he is. Because later you will find a sketch, or a note, or some small careful reference to that evening tucked away somewhere, and it's clearly him processing through his hands because his mouth wasn't ready yet. His feelings had to be made into something first. You find it unbearably endearing and you tell absolutely no one.
He does eventually come to you about it, because Hyunjin is actually quite emotionally brave in a way that sneaks up on you. He just likes to take the scenic route. He'll find a soft, quiet moment, and say something that's been clearly edited down from something longer and more complicatedโ the final version being more careful and honest. Something like "I just want to be the one you look at". Which is a lot and also exactly the right amount from him, in that voice, looking at you like that.ย
After, heโs tender with you in ways that are almost unfairly big. He wants to take photos with youโ candid ones, golden hour ones, ones where youโre not looking at the camera. He holds your face like itโs worth more than all the diamonds in the world. He sends you voice memos of songs with no context at 11pm, and somehow, you always understand exactly what he means. He calls more than usual. He tells you youโre beautiful in the middle of completely ordinary moments like it just escapes him. Like he tried to keep it in and simply couldnโt.ย
He's a lot. You knew that. Youโd picked him again.
"You were laughing differently with them. I noticed. I'm not saying anything, I'm justโ I noticed."
"Can I draw you right now? Don't move. Actually, look at me. No, likeโ look at me properly."
"I just want to be the one you think of first. That's all. That's the whole thing."
๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐโง HAN JISUNG
Jisung performs normalcy extremely badly, and he would be devastated to know how obvious it is, so you decided, out of pure love, that you will never, ever tell him.ย
He gets chatty in the slightly-too-fast wayโ jokes that spin out a little longer than they need to, laughs that come a half second early. He's doing a genuinely committed impression of a person who is completely fine, and the impression is not landing even a little bit. Itโs almost impressive. You watch him do it, and your heart does something embarrassing in your chest.ย
His other tell is the self-deprecationโ subtle enough that most people miss it, just a few too many jokes at his own expense like heโs trying to get there first before anyone else can. A little preemptive. A little soft underneath. You've known him long enough to hear the difference between Jisung being funny and Jisung using funny as a place to hide. The difference is everything.ย
He will not bring it up directly. Thatโs not how he works. Instead, heโll wrap whatever heโs feeling in 3 layers of deflection and a meme, and send it to you at midnight, something like โ"okay but like hypothetically if someone was being annoying earlier tonight, hypothetically, would you have noticed?" โ and you have to unwrap it carefully, gently, because he needs you to come to him a little. He needs to know youโll come.ย
When you do, the relief on his face is immediate and total and so painfully sweet that you almost have to look away. His whole body justโ settles. Like something in him quietly exhales. And then, he wants to be next to you for the rest of the evening, pressed into your side, talking softly about nothing in particular, his hand finding yours somewhere in the middle of whatever you're watching. He doesn't always need a resolution or a big conversation. He just needs to know you're there. That's the whole thing. That's enough.
He'll write something about it later. He always does. Sometimes he shows you. Sometimes you find it by accident. Either way it's always more honest on paper than he was in person.
He'll write about it later. He always does. Sometimes he shows youโ slides his phone across like it's casual, looks somewhere else while you read. Sometimes you find it by accident and spend the next 10 minutes trying to compose yourself. Either way, heโs always more honest on paper than he was in person. More careful. More true. Like he could only say the real thing once he'd had time to find it.
You keep every single one.
"Okay don't read into this butโฆ you didn't think they were funnier than me, right? Like overall. General rankings."
"Hypotheticallyโ and I'm asking for a friendโ hypothetically you'd still pick me in a room full of people, yeah?"
"I'm fine. I'm totally fine. Can you justโ can you sit here though? Just for a bit. You don't have to do anything just. Yeah. Okay. Thanks."
๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐโง LEE YONGBOK FELIX
Felix doesn't get jealous the way some of the others do. He trusts youโ genuinely, completely, in that whole-hearted way he does most thingsโ and his first instinct has never been suspicion. Butโฆ he does get a little quieter than usual, and Felix being quiet is noticeable, because Felix is normally sunshine in human form. Like, clinically. If you bottled him, you could probably power a small city.
So when he goes soft and still, you feel it immediately, the same way you'd feel it if someone turned a lamp off.
His version of jealousy doesn't look like jealousy at all, really. It looks more like uncertaintyโ like he's turned something over in his head and started quietly wondering if he's enough rather than doubting you. He gets a little more in his head, a little more gentle, and he'll look at you sometimes with this expression that's very clearly trying to work something out and very sweetly failing to do it without you noticing.
And bless his heart, heโs also completely terrible at hiding that he wants your attention. He hovers. He finds gentle little reasons to be in the same space as youโ asks if you want water, a snack, โdoes your shoulder hurt?โ (he saw you roll it earlier). He's not trying to be clingy. He genuinely isn't. He just orients toward you the way a sunflower tilts toward light, completely automatically, like his whole system just points in your direction and he couldn't explain why if you asked him.
He's not complicated about it. If you give him your attentionโ fully, intentionally, just turn toward him and let him know you see himโ he resets almost immediately. He just lights up. Whatever was clouding him lifts like it was never there, because it was never really about doubt. It was just Felix momentarily forgetting that he's your favourite, and needing a small, gentle reminder.
Afterward, he's physically affectionate in a way that settles something in both of you. He'll hug you from behind while you're doing something else and simply stay there, face in your shoulder, arms around you, not saying anything. He'll suggest doing something togetherโ anything, something small, a walk or a film or just existing in the same space with a loose purposeโ because that's what makes him feel okay. Just being near you. Just being with you.
He makes things feel easy. That's his whole thing. He's extraordinarily good at it. He just occasionally needs reminding that easy goes both waysโ that you're as glad to have him as he is to have you, that the sunshine works both ways, that he is so deeply, embarrassingly loved.
You don't mind reminding him. Honestly, it's one of your favourite things to do.
"I'm not in my head. I'm just thinking. About stuff. Normal stuff. Are you having fun? You look like you're having fun. Do you want a snack?"
"Can we justโ stay in tonight? We don't have to do anything. I just want you right hereโฆ with me."
"You know I think you're everything, right? Like. Everything. Okay I'm done. Forget I said that. Actually no, don't forget it, justโ yeah."
๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐโง KIM SEUNGMIN
Seungmin handles it by pretending it isn't happening, which would be a very effective strategy if he were not, specifically with you, completely see-through.
He gets a little dry. A little quicker with the commentary, observations become slightly sharper than usual, aimed at nothing in particular, and he's funny enough that most people just laugh and move one without noticing the edge underneath. You clock it every time. You clocked it approximately 4 interactions ago and you're just sitting there, watching him be a menace, loving him completely.
He also gets attentive in a way he clearly thinks is subtle, while pretending to be looking at something else entirelyโ which is genuinely adorable because the effort he puts into appearing unbothered is, itself, a form of bothering. He hands you your drink before you reach for it. Brings up something you mentioned an hour ago like he just happened to remember, which he definitely didn't just happen to remember. Small, careful calibrations that give him away more completely than any obvious gesture could, because they mean he's been paying attention to you this whole time. He's always paying attention to you.
He won't say anything directlyโ that's not how Seungmin works, and you made your peace with that early on. But later, when it's just the two of you, he'll come out with something that sounds complete nonsense, but is actually the exact thing he's been quietly carrying the entire evening. Delivered flat. No preamble. Like he's been holding it at arm's length all night and finally decided it was time to just put it down. "You know I'm not good at the big gestures but I pay attention" โ said to the middle distance, subject change incoming before you've even fully processed it, ears possibly a little pink.
You don't make it weird. You just quietly store it somewhere you'll keep forever.
After, he's persistently, quietly yours in the way that is somehow more than any grand gesture could ever be. He sits next to you. Keeps your hand in his like it's simply where it lives. Watches the whole movie without picking up his phone onceโ which is, frankly, a historic event and you both know itโ and that's how you know he's all the way present. All the way there. He doesn't do dramatic declarations or sweeping romantic moments. He does consistent. He does chosen. He does there, every time, without announcementโ and somehow that's the biggest thing of all.
Also, he is literally a puppy and you are the only person he would ever admit that to, and even then, only under force.
"I wasn't watching you the whole time. I was justโ aware of where you were. That's different. Stop smiling."
"I'm not going to say something embarrassing but I want you to know I was thinking about you. Okay, moving onโฆโ
"You're my favourite person. I know I don't say it out loud, with my mouth, often. But you are. Okay. What do you want to watch?"
๏ฝก๐ฆนยฐโง YANG JEONGIN
Jeongin gets competitive. That's where it goesโ something quietly activates in him and suddenly he needs to win something, prove something, be the most impressive person in the room, and the sweetest part is that he doesn't fully clock that's what's happening. He just suddenly cares very much about being good at things. Right now. In front of everyone. For no particular reason.
He's also the most likely to just almost say the real thing out loud. "Okay but I'm funnier than him, right?" โdelivered with a grin, very casual, completely undermined by the genuine question sitting right underneath it. You can see the seam. You can absolutely see it. You're kind about it in a way that would embarrass him if he knew how kind you were being, so you keep that part to yourself and just answer the question.
His other tell is that he looks for you more. Makes eye contact across the room like he needs to locate you, check in, confirm that you're still hisโ not anxious exactly, just making sure the line is still there. He's still young enough to be learning that connection doesn't evaporate just because he's not physically holding onto it. That it stays. That you stay. He's learning. You're patient. It's very soft actually.
He bounces back fast. That's the Jeongin thing โ he doesn't sit in feelings for long, he moves through them, and once he's through he's fully through. He'll want to do something, go somewhere, make the rest of the evening good. He's got strong feelings about not wasting a night.
He bounces back fastโ that's the Jeongin thing, the thing that's so specifically him. He doesn't sit in feelings and turn them over for long. He moves through them, and once he's throughโ he's fully, completely through, no residue, fully reset. He'll want to do something, go somewhere, salvage the evening into something good because Jeongin has very strong feelings about not wasting a night, and he will simply refuse to let the mood stay bad on principle.
After, he's playful and close and just a little bit showing offโ but only for you, which makes it completely different and honestly unbearably cute. He'll make you laugh specifically, like it's a mission. He'll find something he knows you'll like and bring it to you without making it a thing. He'll stay up later than he should, keep finding reasons to extend the night, because he wants more time, and that's the most honest thing about him.
He's still growing into himself. Still figuring out the edges of who he is and how much space he's allowed to take up. You get a front row seat to all of itโ the competitive streak, the almost-jokes with real feelings in them, the eye contact across the room.
You're rooting for him so hard it's embarrassing. He has no idea. That's fine.
"Okay real talk, and be honestโ I'm more your type than that guy, right? Like objectively. You can say it."
"I wasn't jealous. I was justโ motivated. There's a difference. Do you want to get food? Let's get food."
"Hey. You're still mine, right? Cool. Okay. I knew that. Let's go."
โโ๏ธห a/n: thank you sooo much @stlllle for this request !! i had so much fun writing it <33
An AI released on April 23rd, 1888 (same day I was born, what a coincidence๐ค). It only runs on one phone, which happens to be mine. Itโs also extremely advanced because it has a flesh body it uses to live a boring, painfully ordinary life :(
someone save AI Ster fr because this thing is struggling. but seriously, yโall need to stop with the AI stuff and go get a job