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19 auto paraphile rotten and mentally ill

[stomachmeorrot]

JESUS WONT SAVE YOU FROM ROTTING, BUT I CAN

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·̩͙།† ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ †། ·̩͙·̩͙།† ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ †། ·̩͙·̩͙།† ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ †། ·̩͙·̩͙།† ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ †། ·̩͙·̩͙།† ͝ ︶

MINORS DONT INTERACT. FUCK YOU.

Will

19

Unwell mentally

Cutter and freak about it

Male. He/Him.

Transandrobro

Feminist , commie

Will always come back

(Non)diagnosed paraphile.

I like autonecrophilia, autocannibali, love masosadism , don't believe in any god, which includes you.

·̩͙།† ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ †། ·̩͙·̩͙།† ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ †། ·̩͙·̩͙།† ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ †། ·̩͙·̩͙།† ͝ ︶ ͝ ⏝ ͝ ︶ ͝ †། ·̩͙·̩͙།† ͝ ︶

[stomachmeorrot]

WHAT THE FUCK DO U MEAN WE’RE BRINGING FLSVORED REDBULL DRINKS TO MCDONALDS. IM GOING TO KILL MYSELF

[stomachmeorrot]

I think ive been sh clean for 2weeks? Three? Longest Ive gone since I started :)

[stomachmeorrot]

Mars hydrate me with your presence im a sad little biy (joke) who’s in active

[stomachmeorrot]

Mars i miss you

[leytenantl]

self indulgent misc paraphilia asks part II

I — what is your favorite medical procedure?

II — are you into intox? what is your drug of choice?

III — which organ fascinates you the most?

IV — which body part would you keep as a memento?

V — what is your favorite stage of decomposition?

VI — what is your favorite incestrous dynamic?

VII — would you rather hunt someone or be hunted?

VIII — what is your favorite bone in the human body?

IX — what is your favorite type of scar?

X — what are you afraid of? do you have any phobias?

XI — what is your favorite disease or illness?

XII — what is your favorite form of brainwashing?

XIII — what are some odd things you find attractive?

XIV — what is your favorite unnatural cause of death?

XV — what is your least known fetish or paraphilia?

[stomachmeorrot]

Genuinely idk why people complain about people not caring about mens mental health. Like, maybe Id care a little more id mens responses to mental health crises weren’t murdering, raping, abusive and drugging women :)

Like maybe i’d gaf if men’s responses to anything mildly ‘wrong’ wasn’t to get violent .

half of the male population nowadays are just violent dogs waiting to kill or be killed. I fantasize often that about putting a couple down.

[stomachmeorrot]

im going through a lot, physically and mentally, i already have an addiction to weed,

for me it was easier to trade self harm for weed. “Well then that doesn’t make it an addiction??” But i still was addicted to self harm, nobody here has a clue how hard i forced myself to shake it. im very proud of myself and im going to share that, because yk, i kinda want to document. who knows how ill feel in a day or week or month? maybe itll all come crashing down and reverting and ill be like any other person on twt again.

[stomachmeorrot]

i want to also mention that I haven’t seriously self harmed in quite sometime, and have regressed in a way, im not nearly as dependent on self harm as i was when i started in march.

i think i also want to let it be known, none of this was for anyone, no matter how i played it. i always cut for myself, not to please anyone, friend or not.

it usually only added to it, the encouragement, but i dont live or do anything for others.

:)

[stomachmeorrot]

maybe i dont talk about this enough but i’ll be pro choice with self harm. its important to know that self harm isn’t bad, but its an addiction and a very competitive one online.

however, regarding that statement, people also have the choice to not recover. while you may think, well Will that isn’t very humane of you, zip it. you could argue slitting my legs open almost every day for a few months wasn’t very humane either.

if you’re in a place where you don’t want to get better, then by all means, don’t.

[stomachmeorrot]

we should cut ourselves together just to let our blood seep into each other's wounds . :)

find me in a good mood and i’ll do it

[stomachmeorrot]

is it weird to be incredibly turned on by you cutting yourself………. ooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

You're on a paraphile blog where I advertise my self harm for others enjoyment. What do you think?

[stomachmeorrot]

masturbating while you’re heart or body ksnt really into it really does feel like raping yourself

[stomachmeorrot]

audio (1) of me cutting myself. my first tome converting a video to audio file.

Visit Original Link

[stomachmeorrot]

will *im shaking you very violently* will what are radqueers, i do not know <- has never gotten an answer to this before and wants to know your opinion and thoughts

hem hem.

“Radqueer is a fringe ideology and community centered on the radical acceptance of all identities, including those widely considered harmful, predatory, or non-normative.  The term originally stood for "radical queer" and was coined in 2021 to advocate for the inclusion of transidentities (such as transracial, transabled, and transage identities) and paraphilias within the LGBTQ+ umbrella. ”

it involves the inclusion and acceptance of trans IDs and paraphilias into the lgbtq+ community. Trans IDS are not like your usual genderfluid, trans etc. they go beyond, as per the example above ; it encompasses *all* identities like transracial, transharmful, transharmed etc. anyone who is ‘trans’ an identity is explained as someone who feels they should be born as, are transitioning to or identify with “x” . So, for example, someone who is transrace feels like they should’ve been born whatever race they feel.

this sparks a lot of online !!!! controversy, and people think it of being racist or whatever <- i am not THE rq guy, i only know so much and dont have a lot of knowledge.

RQs typically tend to be minors, who are mentally ill, alone and turn to the internet for dangerous guidance. radqueer and transids are ALSO used in systems. i am not a system, i have a friend IRL who is oke who’s explained this stuff to me and its usually helpful for alters. And yes theres rhe whole well an alter isnt a seperate person yada yada, i personally dgaf, im not a syatem, idk or care about how an alter sees themself as. in system or whatever. theres also the whole different ideological standpoints, and aome people like to includes paraphiles into pride. ** scroll down for that opinion For my opinion, its like a good 60/40. The ADULT radqueers ive met, save for one, are usually pretty chill. the minors however? Insufferable. As most children online are. They insert themselves into spaces they are not allowed inside and cry wolf when met with consequences. They can fall into grooming situations this way, and its unsafe.

i also personally align with transIDs, not that im “transitioning” to be any of these, but i find them more encapsulating of my identity.

(howeved -> this is a result of my pwn mental illness and unstable identity. i latch onto my hobbies and interests and they become me. idk who i am without these. This is not rhe experience of everyone who uses rhem)

-> i do NOT believe that paraphiles who are NOT queer in any manner should be included in pride. -> a paraphilia is not some sexual attraction thats inherently queer. there are plenty of cishet paraphiles on here ; they do not count for pride.

-> paraphiles while not accepted do not face rhe oppression that queer people do/have. its not the same.

-> intersectionality does exist, yes, but its not always the case. i think its foolish to try to pretend that the cishet necro man who’s never experienced oppression a day in his life should be included in pride.

[intestinalbitch]

I want to bash that pretty fucking head of yours into a ceramic sink over and over and over and over again until your blood has painted the white tiles a crimson red. I want to break your skull on the hard, white edges of that sink, letting years of rage guide my hand up and down, listening to the rhythmic thumps of your frontal bones hitting the corner; I want my fingers laced in your hair while I smash your gorgeous visage into a bloody pulp. <3

[stomachmeorrot]

childhood memories. 1.

the cat on the asphalt doesn’t have a smell. it’s dead. it remains unmoving. unseeing. it reminds me of my cat, onyx.

i know it is not her, but its the same. a black american shorthair with yellow eyes. except she was alive, and this one was not.

i quench my panic and leave the cat, coming back with a trash bag. i’d dropped off my backpack, its a warm day. not hot. which was unusual.

i crouch down and gently ease the cat into the bag, i think of warrior cats, of star clan, i mumble about proper burials and how sorry i am that it died in such a cruel way. i hide it beneath the bushes, intent to come back the next day. it’d be the weekend or something like that. i return the next day; the cat is gone. i think it was found and thrown away. it was not cared for, it didn’t get a burial. it got taken out with the garbage. its fur not stroked lovingly.

its eyes not closed, to shield it from its rotten body.

i would’ve gave it a home. it would have rested in the moist, cool soil and flowers would have bloomed.