mhpiiha

married! 🫶 this is sort of my weight loss journey

[nightskyandbutterflys]

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

[speakingspirals]

[professionallyunstable-deactiva]

when the "i don’t need anyone anyway“ act wears off and all i want is for someone to hold me in their arms and tell me their biggest fear is losing me.

[stoneddani]

i sometimes eat and feel okay with it and then i sit with it for a while and realize if my husband weren’t married to me and i was a stranger to him he’d think i was just ugly as hell, way to ruin my own day

[preflurityyyy]

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

i will be skinny

[stoneddani]

Day 1 ⊹˚. ♡.𖥔 ݁ ˖

i started a 3 day fast! i did a bit of research and in regards to fasting for weight loss, a few pickles won’t affect anything and doesn’t break your fast because foods that really interrupt fasting are things that give your body substantial energy, they don’t have enough energy or calories for your body to really register! i chewed on some gum which is basically the same thing, no effect on fasting 😛

[n1kawl]

[thememedaddy]

[thememedaddy]

[chocochobani]

lately i look at pretty, skinny girls and feel sick

[howto-disappearrr]

Miss my vape☹️ (it got taken away)

[stoneddani]

but wif da zaaaaaa 😋

[forgivemytendencies]

13 reasons why I ⭐ve

1. So my bf doesn't have a f4t gf

2. "You've lost so much weight"

3. For the jealous remarks

4. To wear anything I want

3. To be easily picked up

4. For swimsuit season

5. For thin arms

6. For the thigh gap

7. For pretty privilege

8. For visible bones

9. To be the skinny friend

10. To see the numbers drop

11. To not be an American statistic

12. So my body isn't the first thing people notice

13. To be petite instead of having a "woman's body"

[stoneddani]

i literally just keep eating wtf do i do 🫠🫠 no telling how much i gained back after finally getting to 181 from 204, i hope not a whole bunch, we’ll see soon im sure

[stoneddani]

update i ate more bullshit, it didn’t just end with the mcdonald’s 🤦‍♀️ i just feel extremely nauseous due to al the grease and this is the most stuffed ive been in over a month i hate this

worst part is the other night when i b/p caused acid reflux and weird pains so im just kinda fucked at the moment

[stoneddani]

dewd. i broke my fast with mcdonald’s .. and i ate like a lot 😭 i think about ≈2,100 cals??? which seems like a normal amount but my deficit is soooo much lower than that this is the first time i’ve eaten so much since last month

[stoneddani]

dead af 🤦‍♀️