[stonemood]

today a woman said that i look pretty omg i want to cry i hope yunho will think that too

[stonemood]

i wish i had people around me i could talk everyday like in a village, i wouldnt have the time to be depressed when i would have community and an active life, literally real people and not being on your phone all day. the only people i talk is the supermarket cashier and thats it... no wonder i feel so lonely

[stonemood]

today in my dream i hugged someone and he was a little taller then me and skinny, and we hugged for some minutes and i was flustered so i looked at his face and he looked at me and it was so heart flattering...

[stonemood]

going to the ateez vr movie everyday just to feel something and pat yunhos head 😭

[stonemood]

i am so insecure about myself i dont want to meet yunho anymore even if i still love him so much and because of that i actually just wanna disappear because what is life without him, without him smiling at me and having a cutely interaction

[stonemood]

questioning my life again because the loneliness is real, noone cares about you or your thoughts. even in the big city i traveled i felt like a fool for all the people that had to interact with me, it only felt like running away from my problems i felt so lost and i realised that i am the problem myself. can she just go away piss off girl, thats what they think about me.

what else can i try out to feel something because i sit in my room all day and dont have anyone to talk. im sick off being on my phone all day my eyes hurt.

but but but i already know answers for some problems but i cant start solving the it, maybe i feel so comfortable in this depressed lonely life even suicide sounds too boring and i know the world has so many beautiful nature i dont want to miss, i want to go to the beach and mountains , and look at the endless view of green grass and blue sky

[stonemood]

i love yunho so much i hope i will never meet him again i know he dont like me

[stonemood]

im a little tired.... ok my baby come home i will make the bed ready for you ZZzzzzzzz..... the most comforty cuddlely cushions will be here for you i hope you like it, my cutety pookieeee ughhhh

[ilzzey]

[wintercorrybriea2]

"Girl Pictures" by Justine Kurland

[stonemood]

some day everything will be forgotten and rotten

[lilacdollie4]

[stonemood]

tomorrow i will bake a strawberry cake for yunhos birthday, my first time baking a birthday cake im more exited then for my own birthday it literally feels like its christmas

[shimmeringterroroblivion]

[stonemood]

sometimes imagining things is better then actually living them

(facing/talking/being seen by yunho)

[luxbunn]

i want a rlly good banana split

[randomagnes0210]

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