Fuck it, just write

This is honestly just me trying to make sense of my emotions (This is a second blog which is why I can't follow you back)

[stopthinkingandwrite]

When people ask me about my greatest fear they expect stuff like sharks, the dark, spiders, being alone, clowns, heights, etc. They never expect me to tell them that my greatest fear is losing you.

km (via stopthinkingandwrite)

[stopthinkingandwrite]

Using me and then leaving me seems to be a reoccurring theme in the story of my life

Km

[bekahbeauty]

When the thought of being together for the day makes my hands shake and my stomach go all a flutter, but it also feels more natural then breathing.

[hedonist--poet-deactivated20240]

Everyone has a 2 AM and a 2 PM personality.

(via bl-ossomed)

[stopthinkingandwrite]

What if I’m spending all my time on someone who considers me a waste of their time?

Km

[tsarbucks-deactivated20190812]

i’m fluent in talking shit

[stopthinkingandwrite]

Scrape scrape goes the knife. Scrape scrape goes my life. I am a human abortion. I am nothing.

Ibi kaslik (skinny)

[stopthinkingandwrite]

I need you at 3am when I can’t stop crying and can barely breathe. You need her at 3pm when you’ve stopped thinking of me.

Km

[bongboyyy]

I wonder if my parents see the pain in my eyes and choose to ignore it

thoughts that shouldn’t hit me mid-day (via thatvroks )

[stopthinkingandwrite]

If you stopped loving me this would be easier.

Km

[stopthinkingandwrite]

My friends ask me why I love you after everything you put me through. So I ask them if they would give up what makes them happy even if they weren't good at it.

km

[stopthinkingandwrite]

You took off my baggage to help me. I didn’t know you’d hand it all back a year later

km

[stopthinkingandwrite]

You saw my scars and pretended not to.

Km (via stopthinkingandwrite)

[stopthinkingandwrite]

I like laying in bed naked with you not because it means sex, but because that’s when we’re the most vulnerable. I get to see a side of you that nobody else does.

km

[stopthinkingandwrite]

When people ask me about my greatest fear they expect stuff like sharks, the dark, spiders, being alone, clowns, heights, etc. They never expect me to tell them that my greatest fear is losing you.

km

[stopthinkingandwrite]

I'm gasping for air and you keep pushing me back under the water

km

[stopthinkingandwrite]

When I think about my future I always picture you in it because I can’t imagine what my future will look like without you in it.

Km