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“It’s better you didn’t,” Cora said, unable to look at Zelena as she spoke. Cora did not regret killing Jonathon, and she never would. It did not matter what wistful tones her daughter took, or what sad eyes she made. That would not change Cora’s feelings on the matter. She’d taken her revenge on the man who, frankly, had nearly ruined the rest of her life forever. She did regret. She was glad.
“He’d have betrayed you as he betrayed me,” Cora stated coolly. “He wanted nothing to do with you. He would not provide money for your care, nor even acknowledge you as his own. He was a dishonorable, penniless scoundrel and not worth a second of your time.”
Cora turned then, facing Zelena once more. “I suggest you put those wishes out of your mind, my darling. He’d have only disappointed you.”
Biting down on her lip, Zelena did her best not to let any kind of disappointment show on her face. It would be silly to be upset over a matter like this, not getting to meet the father that wouldn’t have cared for her anyways. Cora was right, she should banish the thoughts from her mind...and yet, she couldn’t. She wanted to see him, wanted to know what he looked like and sounded like. She wanted to know if he was still a gardener, what his home looked like, where the tavern was where he met Cora. She just wanted to know more about where she had come from, beyond the stories that only her mother could tell her. Perhaps there would always be a lingering curiosity then, a quiet wondering of what would her life be like if she had known the man who helped create her.
But she wouldn’t share any of this outloud. It would sound like pestering, and Zelena knew she was lucky enough to have been given Jonathon’s story at all. She wouldn’t push her mother over the edge in search of details that wouldn’t matter.
“...I guess that’s what most fathers do.” she sighed, meeting her mother’s eyes and shrugging slightly, “I’m sorry for what happened...but...thank you. For telling me, I mean. I’m glad I know now.”
She rose up from her seat then, making moves as if to leave. She had gotten what she came for, and didn’t see any reason to pester her mother more. It was best if she went back to where Regina was, but before she went, there was just one more question...
“...do you think of him often?” she asked softly, “When you look at me? Do I...remind you of him?”













