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witz | he/it/that | 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍⚧️♿️ | bodily adult kidcore/agere blog, stpd haver, plural

I grew up on the internet n have a lot of nostalgia 4 it as a result. Some of this wasn't good, but to pretend it didn't exist and shape me would be remiss. As such, this blog may contain suggestive themes, swearing, and heavier topics, as well as fixation on media not intended for children. Be advised before scrolling.

This a sideblog, I'd prefer to keep my main secret. Treat me like a stranger unless I trust you or are already moots w/ you on my main. I value my privacy as much as I can as a chronic oversharer.

pr*ship / r*dqueer / x*nosatanist types & their ilk do not follow, if I reblog from one of those people please shoot me an ask (just say who, I will keep it private), I'm not actively monitoring and cannot read carrds/rentries/strawpages to check. If I catch you in my notes, you will be blocked. This will be your only heads up. Do not involve me in discourse.

thnx 4 reading bye-bye.

neso-sakuramiku

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01dog

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lullabaiis

Rainbow Stimboard 🌈

eptck

you have to be kinder to people with memory issues.

you have to be kinder to people who are slow processors.

you have to be kinder to people who don't understand your jokes.

you have to be kinder to people who forget important dates.

you have to be kinder to people with cognitive decline.

you have to be kinder to people who were always this way, too.

you have to be kind. you have to be kind.

bigscaryducky

coughing manny vs. hydrogen scampi

I have a complicated relationship with my own permaregression because I'm married and I don't want to be like "hey btw I constantly feel like I'm mentally younger than I actually am involuntarily all the time." And have the people around me start treating me like I have no agency or autonomy and can't engage in certain topics or activities or make my partner feel gross for loving me, but I also feel weird being treated like an adult... Idk, blegh. Schrödinger's Permareg.

#witz mumbles

clusteredup

How to make real friends if you're really weird and everything you do feels immensely wrong. How to stick with friends when you lose energy really fast and everytime you hang out with friends you immediately regret it. How to make friends when you both want but also really really don't want friends. How to be normal ?!

chartnumber3

there should be an option for those who cannot or will not be willing to participate in society. society should be a thing you opt-in for, for those who are insane enough to participate . leave me out of this completely and entirely

entity56

people think paranoia is tinfoil hats and conspiracy theories. but no. its an island. its being surrounded by loving people with genuine intentions and being so so so painfully lonely because you're TERRIFIED of the idea that everybody either secretly hates you or wants to hurt you. and you're convinced you deserve it anyways because you're the scum of the earth but you're still avoiding it because you're a coward who can't face the truth. it's begging people to just insult you or doxx you or hit you or whatever because you just wanna get it over with instead of sitting there anticipating 'the inevitable'. it's being attracted to people who abuse you because 'they're the only ones telling the truth'.

stpdgooglesearches

how to tolerate being perceived

paranoidpdsuggestion

you ever just wanna say 'fuck it' and act like a complete caricature of the worst of your personality disorder even though you know it's gonna make you look like an asshole/annoying/etc. to perso/neurotypicals and make other people with the PD look 'bad', but you don't care anymore? like we are gonna be villainized by these people for the rest of time, why should we care to appease them anymore if they aren't ever gonna listen to us or our experiences anyway

#all the time.#i just need a day where i can unmask and be a paranoid freak and avoid people and speak nonsense please.#i'll go back to normal in a bit just give me a day.