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Ive thought about texting you again after that night we said goodnight and I didnt do it because as much as I want you, as much as i want us, I dont want all this talking to end up in nothing. I dont want that one day we never meet or never end up together. I'm really sorry I hurt you. I didnt expect to fall for you, but I did. You're all I think about. Ive thought about you every day since the day we started talking, and i don't think you will ever leave my mind. I'm sorry for everything that happened. Everything we shared, all the flirting, the laughs, the jokes, the banter and the little things about you, I'll never forget it. Every time I told you I wish i was with you I meant it. I really hoped for it. Every day i fall deeper and deeper in love with you and everyday my heart breaks more and more knowing we cant have a life together. That's why I was scared to message you again. Life doesnt always happen the way we expect and I'm sorry. I wish we weren't an ocean apart. I wish life was different. Because i really do love you, and its hard to fall in love without you. I'm sorry I let my fear get the best of me. I hope you will forgive me.

If one day you ever read this... just know that what we had was real.

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Giving head isn't for you. It's for me. Watching you melt in my mouth fixes me a little each time.

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you can always start making a beautiful life for yourself even if you’ve lost some years to grief. your entire life does not need to be a perfect story, and it always doesn’t have to be only good or only bad. it’s gotta be a lot of both.