strawberry boy

just a side blog dedicated to my nsft content

[robotalien]

🛸 Websites I like to go on when I'm overwhelmed:

★ neopets wearables try-on ☆ free online music maker ★ fishville simulator ☆ digital pop its ★ papa's games on coolmathgames ☆ background noises for focus ★ old web design museum ☆ online game pony town ★ poptropica ☆ classic animal jam ★ flash transformers games ☆ flash monster high games ★ flash mlp games ☆ flash bratz games ★ flash barbie games ☆ a lot of free online games ★ kid pix studio game ☆ more free online games ★ neopets resources ☆ kirby games ★ online retro games ☆ kirby anime ★ death note ☆ casual desktop game on steam ★ ftp steam games ☆ solitaire ★ puzzle games ☆ color memory game ★ where to watch cartoons (vpn recommended) ☆ more cartoons ★ indie games website ☆ kandi website tutorials and patterns ★ kandi video tutorials

[strawberrykissedboy]

as a trans person, i love repo! the genetic opera SO much. i relate to nathan in a weirdly superficial way because i, too, feel as though i murdered the mother of my child(or in my case children) and am now left to raise them on my own, while pushing away everyone i was ever close to. except i am also marni, the dead woman. maybe i make my own metaphors too much but it just feels so personal to me

[pinkchiapet]

📚🖊️👨‍❤️‍💋‍👨

[lettersfromafemme]

mutual masturbation, mutual masturbation, mutual masturbation, mutual masturbation. fuck. mutual masturbation.

[strawberrykissedboy]

so this is hard for me to post, but i need to get it off my chest.

i have known i was trans for as long as i can remember. it wasn’t sort of the “i feel like im not a girl, i was born in the wrong body” feeling, but more of the “i know im a boy and society pushed gender roles on me that forced me to realize i was ‘different’ from others” feeling.

i’m in my early/mid 20s and i’ve been attempting to transition for a long time. at first, i put it off for medical reasons (had two kids, nearly back to back). but my youngest is over two years old now, and i feel stuck. i have the resources. i can get T. i have gel in my bathroom. i suck at remembering to put it on every day. i’m afraid of needles so i can’t do self injections, like i tried at the start of my transition. truthfully, i don’t know what im doing.

lately, i’ve found myself laying in bed at night, watching trans creators on tiktok, feeling pure agony. love for them, being proud of them, but feeling agony because it’s not me. i’ve distanced myself from my friends because none of them really know im trans, and it’s getting harder to cope with. i just want to be masculine. i want to stop hiding behind women’s clothes and i want to be myself. i want to loudly correct people on my pronouns. wear men’s clothes. take t. have a masculine name. but i’m just so terrified. i don’t know what to do. i have no one to talk to about this. i’m so fucking lost man.

am i scared of how my transition will affect my kids because im now a single parent and i don’t want to take away their only maternal figure? am i afraid it’ll cause problems for them in school if kids find out they have a trans parent? am i afraid that my wonderful loving friends aren’t going to respect a new name/pronouns? what am i so afraid of?

[all-hail-the-antler-king]

Like to charge reblog to cast

[strawberrykissedboy]

Feeling extra masc today… really wish an older guy would come along and show me what a man really is

[strawberrykissedboy]

Just want someone to messily make out with me and grind on me and force me to growl like the man I truly am