love of my life;

—halcy. she/her. 19

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➥ halcy. nineteen. she/her. filo

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[strawberrylucv]

Halo! I just want to say the Kaeya, the corset, and the hot one is 😳 and your request are open so I have to request this right away! 😏

So I saw this TikTok and I can't stop thinking about this

Can you do Kaeya, Childe, Zhongli, Diluc, and Xiao's s/o pull them in by their belt for a kiss?

Here's the link just in case:

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSJfLjQug/

Thank you, love you, and stay safe!

helu!!! clearing my drafts, fixed this one a bit, mwehehe why did this actually get me little giddy

>slight nsfw, fluff

characters : childe, zhongli, kaeya, diluc.

belt pulling plus genshin men! <3

Kaeya

with you finishing the meeting the knights find their exit towards the door. as you are about to leave the blue-haired captain grazes your knuckles with his fingertips indicating you to stay. you do, you stay while everyone says their goodbyes. master jean sensed that you two would be leaving quite later, she turned to both of you and gave a look that said 'you better not do anything in this office'

when jean left, kaeya hurriedly carried you in his arms and dropped you to the nearby couch. he stood up and asked you "how have you been darling? it's such a pity we haven't seen each other for quite a while now." you playfully rolled your eyes and replied "maybe if you'd frequent my chambers instead of the tavern, we could meet more." you playfully pout.

"is that an invitation, y/n?" his voice sounded so deep, enough to make you clench your legs shut together. his fingers ghosting your thighs, his eyes catch notice of your actions and a smirk appears on his face. "just say the word, y/n. you don't have to struggle by yourself." your eyes wander through his face to the bottom of his stomach where you could notice the particular outline of his dick. your hand lightly traces it and you could hear a wince coming from his mouth. you stand up from the couch and he follows, smiling along with whatever is up to your mind.

you pull on his belt, catching him by surprise. his heart skipped a beat there and you passionately lay your lips on him trailing to his jaw. he was shocked at first but then he grabbed your waist pulling you in closer. you were in control at first but he had to make sure you knew who had the authority here. so he takes you in more, moving backwards to a wall as he starts entering your mouth, placing his thigh between your legs causing you to ache more from the friction. you tried to lower your moans but kaeya whispered to your ear "let them hear", you could feel how hot his breath was.

"such a dangerous move, y/n." he says as he gives you time to regain the strength back in your legs. you breathe out "stop lying, you know you love it.". his thumb gently brushes your lower lip and whispers to your ear "you know me so well, darling."

you try to stand on your own but the friction from his thigh is making your bottom half hard to cooperate, your legs start to give up but he catches and places you on the couch again. what you didn't realize was that his face was between your legs now. the only thing you could think of was how you were going to apologize to jean and the other knights tomorrow but now all your worries were placed on your boyfriend who licked his lips and was ready to start on you.

Childe

"not bad y/n, but not good enough either." he says as his blade meets yours, you take a step back to position yourself into your stance again but you get pinned down on the ground by childe. "not the first time i had you below me, comrade." he intertwines his fingers with yours making you release your weapon. you're breathless, he sees your sweat drip from your skin. he stands up and takes you up from the ground. you tell him "stop going easy on me." he glances back at you "you could tell?"

"of course, i could tell." you wipe the sweat dripping from your chin. you look over to the sky and notice that the sun is about to set. the small beauty you see in the world despite your profession. you grab childe's wrist and walk to the edge of the cliff, just enough for the both of you to see the canvas of the world. the breeze that accompanied you felt relieving and surprisingly removed your fatigue. the whole time you were basking in the sunlight, he was relieved to see your relaxed expressions.

"you know, this would be a perfect time to—" he stops talking when you pull his belt to you, leaving no inch from your body to his. "of course, you would say that," you reply and give him a kiss. it was a chaste kiss until he hungrily wanted more. when you tried to pull away from this kiss, he just started kissing you harder. he had you on the ground as he kissed your neck too. "such a dangerous tactical move, but you knew that didn't you?" his hand makes its way between your legs. "i told you not to go easy on me." he lets you follow him and as you both are inside the tent, he starts to kiss your temple, your nape, slowly removing your top as he kisses your shoulders. when you tell him that you need to wash yourself first, he grabs your hand and lets you feel how how tight his pants were, tight was an understatement.

"you told me not to go easy on you, and i am a man of my word"

Zhongli

while zhongli indulges in a book about rex lapis, you prepare to serve his favorite tea. when his nose catches the scent of the teapot, the ends of his lip turn upwards.

"a beautiful day, isn't it love?" you give him a quick peck on his cheek. his one weakness. you serve his tea and place it on the table in front of him, afterward, he thanks you but you don't sit down next to him right away, instead, you stand and examine him. he looks at you and pats the chair next to him. you shake your head and give him a smile. so he stands next to you instead, asking you "what's wrong?"

"just really happy to have you," you reply and his ears turn a cute shade of red. you sit at the edge of the table and signal him to come closer to you.

he tilts his head at you but starts to take his step towards you. when he comes to you he's still a bit too far. he gives his innocent smile, you pout a bit then pull on his belt towards you, his hands grab the edge of the table while you wrap your legs around his waist. "you were so far from me, mr. zhongli." a mischievous smile paints your face. His eyebrows furrowed at your action, not because he was angry at you, but because you didn't realize what you just happened.

"oh!" you exclaimed "my, my! mr. zhongli, what's this?" tracing him under his pants. after your teasing, you yelped because his hands were now off the table and now on you, he started to carry you off the table to a place more comfortable. "your tea will get cold, you know." you say as you loosen his collar, and kiss his neck all the way down to his collarbone. "then, I'll make tea for you next time." he says after placing you on the bed. "focus on me, y/n." he kisses the inside of your thighs while holding his stare on you. you wonder if walking is a possibility tomorrow, "i'm always focusing on you."

Diluc

it was just the two of you in the tavern, you were helping him clean up while the customers retired from their everyday drinking, especially kaeya who was the last one to go as always. when the blue-haired brother finally leaves, you whistle at your significant other as he wipes down the tables teasing him on how good he looks in his bartender uniform, he gives you a long sigh as a reply but places a kiss on your head when he comes around you. his back faces you to clean and you give him a hug. you happily wish for barbatos to just pause time, this moment is perfect as is. but sadly diluc turns to you and softly asks for you to wait.

you pout and reply "but what if i miss you?", diluc smiles softly at you and removes your arms from his waist. "just wait a bit, i'll be very quick," he tells you and returns to the tables making sure they were all clean. hurt by his action, you clean the glasses but after you're finished with cleaning them, you loudly place them on the counter.

diluc takes notice of this and realizes his mistake. he comes by the counter and asks if you're mad. "no, i'm not. just keep cleaning, sir. it's always what you do either way." you say as you don't make eye contact with him. "are you sure?" he asks once more. you put down the glass you were cleaning with a loud thud and look to your side to where he was. you turn to him and grab his belt and give him a soft kiss, "just kidding," you giggle and smile after what you did and go back to cleaning the glasses. "after we close the tavern, what do you want to do?", diluc stays silent for a few seconds, but right after he comes closer behind you and grabs the glass you were wiping and places them down the counter. he turns your waist to him and gives you a deeper kiss while he takes off your apron.

after, he immediately carries you. "hey! we have to clean still—" you tell him, "forget that, it's going to get dirty either way after i'm done with you.", you blush red as his hair, and you whisper "the tavern's still open" and he whispers back "i closed it right after that dangerous stunt."

[strawberrylucv]

Pookie I miss you💔

hi i think im returning B) howdie doo not sure if genshins still a thing but will be unloading all mssgs from my inbox box

[strawberrylucv]

HI OMG i remembered you again (i saw u in the tags) and i just wanted to say i have read this certain fic of yours b4 (specifically last year) that made me sob so hard KDJDJSKDJ i love your writing it was so painful lmao so i really wanted to let you know ♥ (oh and... i forgot the fic title but it is basically falling out of love & it def made me realized i like diluc) *gives you hugs*

hiii omg !! ╥﹏╥ it means so much to me that you remember me huhu, thank you so much that u like my writing ٩(｡•́‿•̀｡)۶ i actually thought people forgot about me since ive been gone for so long so your comment means alot to me <3

and yes

(´⌣`ʃƪ) diluc stans!! i dont see us alot in the media im so happy that it made you realize you like him !! mwah!! thank you so much anon!! ♡

[strawberrylucv]

heloo! i think this is my 2nd time coming back to tumblr (＾▽＾) !! BUT ITS OKAY ITS SUMMER AND I CAN WRITE AGAIN!!,, this is such a long overdue post ╥﹏╥ to this day i still get questions if there will be a part 2,, I AM SO SORRY I FORGET THAT I HAVE A BLOG this school yr was rough but here you goo!! part 2!!

again this is angst 💀

characters include : childe, zhongli, kaeya, diluc.

> part 1!

genshin men when they realized that it was only you.

—CHILDE

he realized his mistake a month after,

he realized that it wasn't love that he felt towards this person, but just pure infatuation.

it was love with you

it still is. was he too late?

"this was a mistake," he told himself

he missed you and he wanted you back.

so he tried searching for you, trying to look for you

and when he finally found you.

he fell in love all over again.

"y/n!" he shouted, running up to you with his arms open to give you a big embrace, he whose head rushed up with blood and excitement because he can finally see the one person that could make him feel whole again, seeing you again made him feel so vulnerable yet he wouldn't mind. he wouldn't mind laying all his weaknesses towards his enemies if it meant that you would take him again, his eyes had light that split second until you take a step back. he knew that it was expected but he didn't realize how painful it could be to see your rejection. he notices you carrying a bag so he asked what was inside. you smiled melancholically and showed him.

it was all of his things that were in your bedroom, all the photos of you together, souvenirs from your dates, and his letters from when he was away during missions. he asked what you were going to do with these items, you looked at him with an expression that pained him because he could already guess the words that would come out of your mouth, "it's time to move on."

you walk away from him to dispose the bag but childe grabbed your wrist and held you in his arms, "y/n, i still want you, I still--", you felt his warmth once again, then you realize that this was warmth that left. you were cold for months until someone allowed you to finally feel something again. you hear someone call your name so you pushed childe away because you realized that this man cannot be the man that will stay forever. he just can't, the universe will make sure of it. "i'm sorry." you whisper to him.

"y/n! what're you doing?" the person that called your name asked, you turn around to face them and childe could already see how warm your smile is, "i'm just throwing some trash away." you replied to them.

you introduce childe to the person who helped you through your worst and has loved you even more. "this is aja—no, childe." how his heart broke when you called his name like that. now he realized that he can't make you choose him, he was now just a painful memory to look back on. only a memory. when you two were finally alone again, he asked "could you still love me, y/n?" he gave you his sly smirk, the one you fell in love with.

he wished he could go back in time to change everything

"goodbye, childe. i wish you the best." you tell him and walk away, one step was all he needed to get you back, one look back would be permission for him to go after you

but you never looked back and

he never took one step forward,

just one step back instead.

now you're happy with someone else.

now he'll always be a memory maybe even a forgettable one but to him, you will always be the person he will vow to love.

—ZHONGLI

it wasn't easy realizing he could love two people at the same time.

the only difference is

the other person felt wrong. its as if the world was trying to get them together but it felt so forced.

how his touch felt dirty and wrong when touching someone else that was not you.

after a long reflection with himself, he had realized that his love with you and only you, was true and real.

he was just—confused,

and now alone

longing for you day by day, tormenting himself with how you were now gone.

but one day, he tried to follow your daily routine, remembering where to go because he was so used to it. he wasn't even paying attention to where his feet was leading him, he just wanted to follow it because it was YOUR routine.

and then he saw you.

together with someone else.

"do you think we should get two of these?" the person beside you asked. "what for?" you looked up to them, "so we can get matching sets." they held your hand unexpectedly and you almost drop the cup you were holding because of how flustered you got. they try to grab the cup before it could fall but someone else grabs it. "oh, thank you so much for catching it—" you gave your thanks until you look up to the face who saved it. "y/n." his voice, you forgot how his voiced sounded like. it was zhongli you asked your companion to get the other things in your list. you had told them that you'll be fine. "y/n, i'm—", "you're sorry?" you cut him off, "no. i'm in love with you. still." you were taken aback because you had thought he was coming back for an apology because of the guilt. not his feelings resurfacing after a few months of saying goodbye. "i told you, i'm not the one you'll end up with." "and what if i can change that? what if i dont want to follow what you think, what if i want to follow what i think?" he tried to argue with you. "because i can see through your eyes now that its not me in your future, trust me." you say as you keep your head held high. "you can't decide that, only i can." he emphasized. "i am the god of contra—" you cut him off, "and we ended our contract months ago." many eyes were now on you and him. his hand went up to your face, he was so deprived of you and this was his only chance. you don't try to stop him, "you had your chance months ago, i waited for you and you never came, i'm done with being involved with the god of contracts, i'm done being involved with you." you take his hand off your face. his eyes never leave you, not for one second. "i still love you." "i can't accept your love when i know my heart already chose someone else." you leave him and come back to your companion, you felt your shoulders light. your companion had asked who you were talking to and you just gave them a smile and said that they were your past. zhongli felt heavy as if the rocks he had controlled of was not heavy enough.

all he could think of was your words back then

that this was the best decision.

maybe it really was.

—KAEYA

kaeya never really understood the concept of love.

whether it was familial, romantical, platonically. he really just couldn't understand.

could be because of his past when he was a child, or could be the way he got his vision or it could be that nobody ever really stuck around him for so long.

either that or he never allowed someone to stick to him for so long.

when you left, he didn't think much of it. it was normalcy to him for things to happens like this.

what was not normal to him was the little pains he would get in his chest when he would accidentally call your name.

and obviously, you weren't there. because of his doing.

again, he didn't think much of it.

maybe it was the alcohol intake getting the better of him.

he'd do the same thing over and over again.

—wake up, eat food, go to the favonius headquarters, loiter patrol around, and go have a drink in angel's share.

then around the day he would always hear your voice and his heart would race. he'd think of your favorite things once in awhile. maybe even partake even some food you'd always talk about. then when he went to angel's share, maybe he was hoping that you would be there, you'd be alone and he'd be alone too.

though he knows it was his doing for you not to show yourself again. he'd pray that maybe he could pour out his feelings again to you.

that day came perfectly. when he was out for a missions and entered angel's share. he saw you sitting alone, with your favorite drink in your hand. it was his time

as you take a sip from your favorite drink, you jump because of the voice you know all too well. "mind if i sit here?" blue hair arrogantly crossing your vision. "i'm sorry, this seat is taken." you replied to him and go back to focusing your attention on your drink. kaeya chuckled and said "you're too harsh on me." he sat on the other side of you instead. "y/n, i haven't seen you since—" "since we broke things off, right?" not taking one look at his face at all. "don't be like that. i was just...it wasn't me saying all those things." he had tapped the table, signifying the bartender to make him his favorite drink. your eyes wander at the clock wondering when you can make your exit. "y/n, i'm sorry." kaeya had abruptly said, causing you to look at him. "what, drunk already? cavalry captain?" "i'm sober. definitely." you and him made eye contact for the first time in that night. "kaeya—" "y/n, i'm still in love with you." he never drops his look towards you. "you told me that too last time, what do you think happened?" you go back to your drink, "i dont accept broken promises anymore, kaeya. it's tiring getting hurt." "i know, i'm sorry. i just—don't know how to love properly. but i'll try better. i know i can." "kaeya, you're too late" you look at him with red cheeks. he could tell you were getting too intoxicated, who knows how long you've been taking a 'sip' of that drink of yours. "y/n, i think that's enough." he tries to grab the drink from you, but you try to pull the glass back. he almost has the drink until some other hand pulls it back to you again. you look over to the owner of the hand and your eyes light up with so much energy. you call their name and gave them a hug, "i missed you!!" your arms wrap around their neck. "y/n, who's this?" they asked, and you just told them that kaeya was just an acquaintance. not a friend even. you introduce your still hugged companion to kaeya and had told him that when you were in so much pain, they had been there for you in every step of the way. and now both of you were approaching something more. "i know you're still busy, it's ok. i can handle myself." you tell them, they give you a kiss in reply and walk to the stairs for the they had meeting. kaeya watches you as your eyes follow him. "new friend?" he asks but you don't reply. "y/n, i miss you. i still want to be with you. i'm sorry." he says quickly, with no pauses in between. you swirl your drink with your cup. "kaeya, i'm sorry but while you were pushing me away. i was being pulled by them, they're everything you're not—" "that's why i'll change! i promise—" you look at him, firmly you say "again with your promises. i love them, so much more than how i loved you." with that, kaeya leaves the bar. he goes outside leaving you.

all he could think of was how selfish you were,

but how could you be? he was careless with you

and now you're gone. happy with who you were with,

now who really is the selfish person here but him?

—DILUC

it was the day of his wedding. lots of people attending and you were one of them. it could be as a sign as a 'thank you' because of your decision. but you didn't mind since you were going to the wedding with someone holding your hand now. firmly and will never let go.

but when it got to his vows,

his eyes were on you.

you thought it could be a simple glance but when the high priest asks him "sir diluc? your vows?"

the world stops around you when he runs towards your pew/aisle and pulls you away from your companion,

running to the exit of the cathedral.

the realization hits you when you're just outside the church and you pull your hand back to you.

"what the hell are you doing?" you asked him. "you're at your own wedding and you have a bride so tell me, what the hell are you doing?", diluc inhales and looks back to you. his white suit is everything you've ever imagined if it was you as his bride. "i imagined you there." he says, "what?" "i imagined you there. y/n. i saw my future with you while you were sitting down in that aisle. i wondered when will you stand up and stay beside me. i longed for the moment for i to say my vows to you. every hour, every minute, every second i saw you there. infront of me, with me, i want you. i love you. after everything, i am still in love with you." "diluc. its over. every trace i had of your love is gone and more importantly, we're at your wedding. its your wedding." "i can give you all my love again, i can write more letters, i'll do everything, anything. please." he gets down on one knee, "so please, y/n— —marry me." "no. get up. diluc. the answer is no." "y/n..." he tries to argue with you. "i'm in love with someone who wouldn't waste a perfectly good wedding to someone else just to profess their love to me. i wanted one thing with you diluc, pure love. and even with that, you turned them into ash." he stays with his knee still down. "so no diluc. i will not marry you." you lastly say. you notice the shadow around the corners of the cathedral. you walk to it and already know who was in the shadows. you grab their hands and walk down the stairs of the church. with diluc still on his knee.

maybe before you would've accepted, probably when you were still madly in love with him.

but you realized how there were only some people who'll truly say the three words.

and "i do" will be something you'll only say to the person now holding your hand

[strawberrylucv]

hi love happy valentines day

WOW HAAHAHAHAHA THANK U KAGOME HAPPY VDAY THANK U SM

[strawberrylucv]

MMMMMMGIVING KAEYA HEAD WHILE HE DRIVES.

XD sorry I've been having some kaeya brianrot I am in love with this man

OADFJJAJDFAD BITCH PLEASEE OMG THAT SUCH A GOOD BRAINROT THOUGH, LIKE HES STRUGGLING TO KEEP HIS EYES ON THE ROAD BUT HES ALSO TRYING TO TELL YOU WHAT A GOOD GIRL YOU ARE??? OMG THATS SUCH A GREAT IDEA??

[strawberrylucv]

HELLO WOULD THERE BE A PART 2 TO THIS?

hellloo, yes!! right now, there is!! ever since i got back i've been looking at my drafts and saw that part 2 to that fic has been sitting and just rotting away. im currently revising it and fixing it up so its a wip right now and i hope i can post it within this week or month praying that i have time after my deadlines!!

[strawberrylucv]

its nice to see u alive n well do u have drive n power yet love

🦀I AM ALIVE N WELL THANK U FOR ASKING MWAH LOVE YOU

[strawberrylucv]

Hello! Can I request an nsfw one-shot where Childe teases the hell out of f!reader before fucking her senseless because he’s jealous that she spent the day with Zhongli? I hope it won’t be too difficult though, thank you! 💓

i believe you now.

sheesh this was an old draft that i never posted, dear godd i was on a whole different level back then;; kinda edited from the first draft but i got lazy again so some parts are unedited rn.

warnings: f!reader, edging+overstim, a little tears, jealous childe, (jus a bit) biting, marking, SMUT

before returning back to your home with your boyfriend, you quickly thank your friend, zhongli for accompanying you the whole day helping you with your daily errands. he also insisted to bring you back home since it was getting quite late and who knows what might happen to you. as you see your house nearby you turn to your companion and thank him for the day "thanks zhongli, you can go ahead."

"oh, Ii's alright, y/n. i'll go after i see you enter your house."

"are you sure? it's getting quite late."

"exactly. that's why i'll go right after i see you inside.."

you nod to him and walk towards the door. right before you get your keys from your bag but before you could the door clicks and swings open, "childe? what're you doing here?"

your lover scans you up and down and his eyes try to find zhongli. "ah! zhongli! Thank you for bringing my y/n home!" his hand relaxes on your waist and smiles at your friend. "goodbye and have a good night." he says as he slams the door close.

"what was that for?" you question him as he brings you over the sofa, wrapping his arms around your waist. you drop your bags and hug him back.

"what was what? i don't know what you're talking about." he tightens his hug. you sigh at his actions and tell him to stop so you could prepare dinner. he does let go and you head over to the kitchen.

"did you have fun with zhongli?" he mumbles,

"of course i did, he's my friend," your reply made childe a bit more grumpy. "right, must've been fun, huh? so where did you go?"

"remember the place you took me out on one of our dates? we went there! i had to let him try the food there since they serve such good food. oh and you should've seen zhongli's face-"

"y/n-" he whispers, you didn't even realize he was behind you. "i missed you." his arms sneak up to hug your waist again.

"aww, i missed you too-" you try to comfort him but he was a bit jealous that you spent a day with zhongli, someone that was not him. with his arms hugging your waist, he immediately carries you "childe!" you exclaimed, "what about the dinner i was preparing-" he enters your bedroom and drops you on the bed. "ajax?" you ask,

"i missed you too much." he says as he rips your shirt open with the buttons rolling on the floor, and that was your favorite shirt too. his mouth latches on your neck and you could feel him biting you down and then his soft tongue swirls around the mark, he adds more hickeys when he traces down your chest. "need to shower first-"

"no need," he goes down between your legs and removes your undergarments, you realized that there was no stopping him. he places his finger on your wet slit, seeing how soaked you were with arousal, "look at how wet you are," he smirks at you. you cover your face with a pillow from embarrassment, normally he would just go through with him but for some reason, he's taking his time. after a few seconds, you peek from your hiding and see that he was still looking at you, "aren't...aren't you going to do something?" he could see everything from this position, even if you were trying to hide your embarrassment, he could still see you.

"were you expecting something? what a little whore."

[he could see everything.]

his voice sounded so cold, his eyes never left your clenching hole. just watching you hide made him horny. his thumb finally swirls your clit and asks you "what do you want, y/n?" while his thumb goes faster and faster.

"ngh-you, please sir..." you grip the pillow tightly as you reach your high. "not zhongli?" he asks. your legs start to twitch and your back starts arching. "i want you-oh fuck!" as you almost reach your high, he stops moving. "w..why?" you exhale out.

"i don't believe you." his tongue dives in your slit and eats you out like it was his last meal, he holds down your shaking thighs. he inserts two digits in you, curling them up to find your spot as his tongue never stops licking your clit. "fuck--ngh!-want you--pleasee" you beg him.

your toes curl from the pleasure, you were going to lose your mind from how he was making you feel and when you almost reach your climax again, he stops. "childe?--why?" you start to tear up from the frustration that you haven't been able to cum at all. "because i don't believe you," he says as he kisses your inner thigh.

"listen, if you climb on my dick right now, maybe i'll believe you. can you do that, y/n? can you be the little whore you are?" he removes his bottoms and his dick slaps his stomach. he's so big. you wipe your tears away and straddle on him. "good girl." he says as his tip touches your wet slit. you lower your hips more, taking it slow. you swear you could feel it all the way to your throat. "you're too slow." he thrusts his hips up, immediately hitting your favorite spot. you came so fast, you were finally being able to cum without him holding you back.

childe changes his position so that it was easier for him to hit it deeper, but he was thrusting so fast and too deep. "wait-i'm too sensitive--" you cry out, he ignored what you said and his thumb goes on your clit again. you grip the sheets and moan in pleasure.

"you're such a whore, y/n. leaving me all here alone while you have your day with zhongli and coming back for him when night happens." he says. "was it fun? did you enjoy your date with him?" he says as your upper strength gives out. "n-no! i wanted you!" you turn to face him, with your weak arms, they reach his face "i want you!" with that, you feel warmth shooting in you, he grabs your face and kisses you. you were so sensitive that even a kiss from him could make you cum. and you did. hen you look over to childe, he was still so hard. "we're not done yet, y/n," he removes his top and he whispers to you "not yet." as he showers your cheek with kisses.

guess dinner was off the table.

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you didn't know what time it was, but one thing you did know was you weren't hungry anymore. with the sheets all messy, and your eyes dry from crying. childe was still going at it. you tried to climb off the bed but he just grabbed your hips and pulled you back to him.

"-want you" would be your mantra when he'd thrust deeply over and over again. all you could feel was pleasure all around your body, shaking from him overstimulating you. with one last final round. he whispered to you "i believe you now."

tagging: @kokoism cus she wants TO SEE T HIS

[strawberrylucv]

you make me feel like a fool, for you.

helloo, so sorry that this will be my first post after coming back from the dead.

✦ft. Childe (he's a cheater)

✦warnings: angst no comfort, cheating. mention of childes real name

"what the hell is this, ajax?"

"you weren't supposed to come home, you said you were leaving..."

"who the hell is that girl?" you fidget your hands. within your chest, you could feel your heart breaking into a million pieces. "who is she?" your eyebrows furrowed and you refuse to blink so because you could feel your eyes prick and the tears you were holding back, but never will you feel vulnerable from a cheater.

the girl on the bed covers herself with a blanket, facing away from you. you scoff and turn back to the man in front of you looking pathetic.

childe leaves you unanswered and you turn to exit your shared home but he stops you, he holds your hand and comes to you to wrap his arms around your waist. "y/n...it's just, i love you too-i just-"

"let go." you remove his arms, "don't touch me-"

trying your hardest to remove him from your side "don't touch me, please." you give up and childe's arms get tighter around your waist, he's hoping you don't leave. when did it start? you asked yourself

"i gave up my life for you. gave up everything for you." you covered your face with your hands. "i defended you from everyone else!" you face him and see all the marks made not by you, but now from someone else. he's not yours anymore, not anymore. "don't go. i'll do anything, just tell me how to make it better. tell me how to fix this." he tries to kiss you but you slap him.

"take me back to the past. take me back to before i knew you." this time you successfully remove his arms from your waist and walk towards the exit. when you slammed the door, your tears came flooding out. the more you walked farther away from the door, the more your body had forced you to run. running away from the place you once loved and wished to return home to, but that wasn't home anymore. that wasn't your home.

when your legs finally gave out, you look back to see that he was not there, not there chasing after you. he had already given up on your relationship, on you, on the "magical feeling" you had once called love.

the cold air from the very early morning makes your breath visible. your knees finally unbuckled and you drop down to the ground. the only comfort you had was yourself, so you hug your knees because this time there will be no one else to hug you when you feel broken.

you look up to find the stars shining more brightly than before, for some reason it was like the universe was mocking you, because it sent you a comet, maybe it was asking for your wish after witnessing everything that happened to you. it makes you reminisce about the time he brought you to his hometown to look at the moon, and how it greatly shined in snezhnaya.

who knew he was secretly looking at the stars instead.

tagging: @kokoism cus she wants to see it

[strawberrylucv]

omg halcyy 😞😞😞

🤕🤕🤕🤕HAN................finish the story quest with signora bitch

[strawberrylucv]

HELLO GUYS? IM BACK? SO SORRY I KINDA FORGOT THAT I WRITE AND STUFF AND I KINDA FELT A BIT BURNT OUT CUS OF SCHOOL AND I DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH STORAGE FOR TUMBLR ON MY PHONE SO I KINDA JUST FORGOT EVERYTHING 😭 ANYWAY I AM BACK? VERY SORRY

DONT WORRY DOE I GOT DRIVE AND POWER AND I SHALL STAY HUNGRY N DEVOUR ANYWAYS THANKS MWAH WILL WRITE SOONER OR LATER

if u want to know how long it took for me to get back, im now ar55 🤕

[norppalia]

nooo dont take my vision aha yuor so sexy 

[strawberrylucv]

hello there! i am alive and well! I WOULD JUST LIKE TO SAY THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND LOVE!! I AM LITERALLY SO HAPPY HUHU!! i hope you'll like this cute headcanon, then ill publish my drafts soon! thank you again :"))

Genshin HC's when they see you walk down the aisle.

✦ft. Diluc, Childe, Kaeya, Zhongli

✦warnings : all of the characters crying in a good way, wholesome, wedding day, gn!reader

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Diluc

on the outside he would be waiting for the music to play

on the inside, oh god he's excited and nervous at the same time.

everyone would probably just start chattering,

maybe some wailing from donna.

he's probably fixing his suit and fidgeting his coat.

then when the music plays

and his attention drifts to the doors opening in the cathedral,

and boom, everyone else looks at the cold-hearted tycoon winery owner who now has the face of man that is deeply in love.

him being calm just left the cathedral

you wave to him and shyly smile at him

then his eyes start to pool tears.

it all breaks when you start walking down the aisle to him

everyone's eyes widen as Diluc tries to wipe his tears with the tissue his best man gave him,

he couldn't care less if everyone was watching

because in the cathedral, there's only 2 people right now.

him and you.

Childe

while he was waiting for you,

he starts to joke around with his best men.

until the music starts to begin

he stops joking and starts to look for you,

there you stand with your beautiful bouquet

and when he locks eyes with you,

you give him a big smile

and his heart clenches,

his hands start shaking and his eyes start to sting a bit from the sudden tears.

he prepared a tissue because he knew one way or another he'd cry

his best men would probably be slightly laughing at him but then patting his back at the same time

the tissue is pressed so hard on his eyes because

you looked so divine that he can't believe you came into his life

and how he was so grateful to you.

in that moment, he ultimately knew,

that his vows to you,

his vows would be true.

Kaeya

everyone came to the wedding

because it was the day playful master Kaeya would finally quit becoming a bachelor of mondstadt

and now soon to be beloved husband.

like his brother, he'd be fidgeting too

with his fingers though, he'd clasp them and open them and clasp them again,

it was unlike of him to be so quiet

he'd always ask the entourage if he looked good, if he looked fine, if he looked hot enough.

then while in the middle of asking, the music starts to play.

when he turned to you, he was so amazed.

he can't believe that you would be willing to spend your life with someone like him

and the thought of that and your little shoulder dance to him

which made him chuckle a bit and then the tears rolled down his face.

he wasn't prepared for him crying but luckily someone from the entourage gave him a tissue.

he tried so hard to hold it but now

he couldn't hold it no matter what,

but what he can hold on to though,

is the thought of the both of you growing old together.

especially with someone like him.

Zhongli

the very calm Zhongli was also very calm waiting for his bride

but then he starts to play with the ends of his ponytail,

wondering when will you enter so he could finally see you

when the music begins

he stopped fidgeting around and

quickly turns his head

to look at you, to finally see you

and he was in awe.

he dropped his head for a bit and you stopped walking

but when he brings his head back, he had tears in his eyes

he gives you a smile asking you to continue walking.

and you hesitate a bit but then you do start to walk again.

the whole time you were walking, he locked his eyes with you.

his best men did provide him with tissue but he rejected it.

never stopping to not look at you with his tears falling down.

smiling at how you looked so beautiful,

smiling because now he has a reason

to smile everyday

with you by his side.

p.s you wiped his tears for him because it never stopped.

[strawberrylucv]

welcome baCk bestie i hope ur foot is okay <33

im good bestie! THANK u for asking!!! <3 <3

[strawberrylucv]

HEY GUYS JUST SO YOU KNOW, I AM ALIVE. I WAS INACTIVE FOR A WHILE CUS SOMETHING HAPPENED WITH MY FOOT BUT IM OKAY NOW!! 😩I'm not quiting Tumblr either!!!