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[strawberrymintyfae]

I fucking hate them

Never in my life have I suffered so much against my will.These stupid fucking spirits don't give a shit about me. they don't give one single fuck about me and they refuse to leave.So I have trapped by them and everything I do will be ruined.No one else has to deal with this bullshit but me, why? everyone else keeps saying the spirits leave them when they don't do whatever was agreed upon, yet, I'm telling the spirits, I don't want your help, leave me alone and I then I'm attacked for every little thing I do. I can't even use the bathroom in peace. I defend myself and I'm punished. In the end everything I do is useless. I have to please these fucking spirits or else my life doesn't change. I have to jump through hoops because that's what they wish for me. Yet I'm in control of my life, yeah okay that makes sense, when I never had to jump though a fucking hoop in my life. I was never as disrespectful to ppl as they are being to me. I hate them, and I told them I hate them and I don't want them here. I'm so happy everyone is so much better than me and the spirits just love working with you and giving you want you want without making you go through these stupid fake as "Trials" because they are bored. Out of everything they could be doing, they choose to stay here and make my life miserable. They choose to have me suffer, they choose to treat me like trash and yet I'm the problem. Perfect. That's just perfect.

[strawberrymintyfae]

Fuck Loki

Wtf is wrong with him? How is making my life miserable a fucking joke to him? So he takes pleasure in making me miserable and when I say to stop and leave he refuses? So my opinion, my feelings, don't matter to actually people and it doesn't matter to the spirits. What a great lesson to learn. I love being reminded that no one gives a fuck about me and I have to please my way through life. What a great feeling. Everyone else gets to have fun and is respected and he's treating my like shit. Of course that's a joke as well, since everyone else has a great time and I'm having a horrible time. So funny, so happy to have wasted 3 years of my life against my fucking will. Fuck Loki. Fuck his stupid ass. Imagine if he actually gave a fuck about what I'm saying. I hate him and I hope he never returns when he finally gets the fuck out of my life.

[strawberrymintyfae]

Lucifer is a piece of shit

he doesn't care about you. Him and his fellow demons don't give one single fuck about you. Him, Azazel and Paimon promised they would help me with shadow work bs, but instead they destroyed my life.

They approached me, they came into my space and lied to me. I had all my protection up in my area. I know who is around me. Its been 3 years and they continue to force me to be the same? I'm the exact same person after 3 years? So they think I'm stupid then

They treat everyone else with respect, and care except me! WHY? Why are they singling out me? Why do all you get such caring spirits and I get shit??? WHY? Why would they do this to me? How can they ruin my life? I am cutting myself because I have told them o leave numerous times! I said to get the fuck out of my life! No one knows how to banish them, yet everyone swears up and down that its possible and no one tells you how. Make it make sense.

This occult/pagan/witchcraft space is all TOXIC, you all are worse than normal people. You get a great experience and when someone is having a rough time you dismiss what is going on, you belittle them for what? To prove that you're better? To prove to yourself you amazing? Fuck you, Fuck Lucifer, Fuck Pain, and Fuck Azazel. Worthless pieces of shit

[strawberrymintyfae]

Goetia destroyed my life

Does someone wanna explain how you all have these great relationships with these assholes and I'm being treated like trash?

I didn't summon them, I didn't beg them help me. I didn't do any form on contact with them. They came to me. Lucifer and his stupid sidekicks came to me. They lied to me, took advantage of me and they just straight up feed off of me. I had protection in my house before they even arrived. I was nice and respectful to them and then they decided to make my healing/shadowwork fucking insane.

I told them exactly what I wanted and knew I had to work hard, but I guess that was never going to happen since they never said they would help me with anything, but shadow work. So they ruined every fucking plan I had. They harassed the fuck out of me. They keep throwing me around mentally. I'm 30 different personalities in one day. So they clearly hate me and don't respect and refuse to leave. I'm cutting myself because I can't take it anymore and they don't care. They truly don't give a fuck about me. why? WHY DO THEY CARE ABOUT EVERYONE ELSE BUT ME?? WHY ARE THEY STILL SABOTAGING ME?? How can I escape a victim mindset and be empowered when they sabotage me everyday all day? They trigger me EVERYDAY ALL DAY. Everything I do is wrong.

I told them to leave over the past 2 years! Everyday I screamed at them to leave. And they stay and torture me. I fucking hate then. I hate Lucifer, I hate Paimon, I hate Azazel. I hate them, I hate them I hate them! Instead of leaving me alone, they ar keeping my depressed, fat, in debt and jobless. And now in pain. I will never forget how much they didn't care for me. They don't give one shit about me.

And now I get to be attacked by all you stupid ass followers who have had a wonderful time with them. I know its them,I know who is in my space. Fuck them.

[strawberrymintyfae]

How to banish the Lucifer out of my life

How do I remove them from my life?? They came to me and said they would help with shadow work and they fucking lied. I told them to leave and they refuse. They treat all of y'all with respect you get to have so much "fun" and yet they destroy my life and treat me like trash?? So I had to suffer as a child till now and then relive the suffering for a joke? They get to humiliate me, keep me poor and destroy my dreams. When I told them to leave??

And don't even start that "are you sure it's them". I know who is around me, I know they are fucking me for a joke. Fuck Lucifer and his bitch ass lackeys. They are liars, fat-phobic, pieces of shit. Fuck Paimon's lying ass. Everything I worked hard for on my own, by myself, Never asking anyone for help. I never ask 1 person for help they are destroying and they don't even care.

Treating me like trash, empowers me how? Fuck them.