Tired Of Trying To Find A Way...

... To Love Myself. Maybe the Only Way For Me Is Simply Disappearing.5'5''. cw: 101lbs gw1: 99lbs gw2: 97lbs ugw(for now):95lbs

[catchymemes]

[honeypleasejustkillme]

it’s the worst struggle honestly

[bl0w-m3]

I’m never opening up to anybody again. It all just gets thrown back in my face.

[fucklife101]

I feel so unbelievably alone.

[feelingsoftheday]

0% energy for everything.

[littlevoidsworld]

You know that feeling when you can feel your relationship fall apart?

You can scream, cry, yell, beg but nothing is stopping from what has already been placed in motion. You want the best for them but you also are so full with rage at the failed future you used to spend hours talking about.

It’s all falling apart and your only choices are repair or destruction

[emptythoughtsbrokenheart]

I absolutely despise being ignored/the silent treatment. If you don’t tell me what you’re thinking, my brain fills in the silence with the worst possible scenario. Now my worst fears and anxieties come into play. It’s emotional manipulation and it’s one of the cruelest things you can do to a person, imo.

[msmarshmallow]

How can one feel so lonely in a relationship?

[howifeltabouthim]

“With you, it was always stolen moments and faith that love would somehow be enough.”

— Soman Chainani, from The Last Ever After

[ojibwa]

[mermaidinthedeepocean]

[anxietyproblem]

[abusivechildhood]

how can someone feel so much and feel so empty at the same time?

[lost-papergirl]

You called me lazy without knowing I was busy trying to keep myself alive

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[love-notes-to-survivors]

Friendly reminder that this world was designed for neurotypicals and if you’re neurodivergent or mentally ill and you’re struggling, please be kinder to yourself because you’re doing your best in a world that wasn’t designed for you

[notabled-noodle]

funny how sometimes my brain is like “huh. a trigger” and sometimes my brain is like “FUCK! A TRIGGER!” if you know what I mean

[ojibwa]