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"grungey grimy gross, ugly in an intentional way"
Picture blog: @stressley-images
I ♡ my gf @cheeserpop
I have an anti-@immigrant policy.
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obligatory intro
19M
"grungey grimy gross, ugly in an intentional way"
Picture blog: @stressley-images
I ♡ my gf @cheeserpop
I have an anti-@immigrant policy.
I have a weird delusion that I hate a certain season more than others and just have to get past it, when in reality, I'm just trying to make it to next month most of the year. I have like, short windows of time in September and early May where I'm feeling pretty good about things, but I consider those a momentary break before it gets way worse. Predictably.
My dad is always turning the AC to arctic temperatures. I should not be freezing to death in summer. I've taken to wearing long sleeves again. Because I'm in the minority in my family seeing as I don't run hot. I love heat. Warm feel nice.
This blog is a year old now.
aight. i feel gross. im leaving again. later pals.
I'm sick of my taste in music. I'm sick of being autistic. Why do I have to like Mike Patton? Why can't I be a Marvin Gaye fan instead? Why do I have to factor in lore when making a decision of whether or not to like something?
hang on a second.
when tf did i watch zoolander? i know i did, but i cant remember when.
he kind of looks like me if i was an egg.
what if neurodivergence isnt the problem and i
really am just lazy and self-sabotaging and unwilling to do hard things?
Dire (existentially miserable) circumstances. Lonely. Job despawned: did not get fired, did not quit; it's just gone. Waiting to hear back from applications. No hobbies. Limited contact with outside world. Limited technology access. Can't really leave house. Last week had a small breakdown about it all and bawled my eyes out to Ocean Man. Dressed like Augustus Gloop if he was a Target employee. Likely losing weight again due to inconsistent appetite. No plans for the future. Haven't had a hug from anyone but my dad (mandatory) in almost a month. Hair is growing out stupid. House is cold and dusty asf. I exist, but it's not enjoyable. Hasn't been for quite some time. Father is making me write a five page essay on agency. Do with that information what you will. Summer is the trenches. I like warmer weather but I can't even go out and enjoy it this time either. Still figuring out how much of this I'm doing to myself.
*gurgle*
i listen to this fuckass song multiple times a day every day. i don't even like it that much. my soul feels greasy and cheap.
Plus Saw Basement tour!
Wait wait wait. Not leaving yet. Forgot to share finished artwork.
Later fellas.
If you have questions, comments, or concerns, you possibly know where to reach me. If not, I'll be back some warmer month.
Impulsively said the name for my order was "Adam". They called out "Ahdem". Are we so for real? Do they get paid to mispronounce names?
Anyways, tastes alright. Last day of classes. It's raining.
Anyways, time to go get food. I hunger.