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In this blog you will find dark thoughts of mine.

This is not a themed blog. You will find posts about:

My e ating disor der

My personal er otic thoughts

My longing for a dream world that doesnt exist

We are all adults here. Enjoy, or dni!

Yesterday was my day off work I had like 2000 calo ries LOL today Im making up for such incompetence

#hungrycaterpillar #ricecakenation #soupinmypockets #hungry caterpillar #i will be tiny #light as a butterfly

Girls i bing ed but lets say metaday since tmrw im going to move to another country and wont have time to eat LOL

#rice cake nation #hungry caterpillar #0 kcal #b€d

Yes im losi ng consistently with high res and its good since i come from a b 3 d but i need to step up my game now i need to l o se a lot still and it s summer i look womanly nurturing soft and all but i want to look stick th in BECAUSE

1. I want to look unapproachable but in a GOOD way

2. Its about the feeling of being empty

3. Body mobility!!! Even if I am at healthy b m1 I know that getting sk 1 nn 1er means scrunching myself, running, yoga, pilates, everything comes so easily (i was uw once)

4.Since i was uw i can tell you the exact moment that people/strangers/classmates stopped giving me compliments for my body, I think it will change since I am not 17 anymore and i am instead 23, so the body composition has changed, but around that time it was about 5 k gr4ms over uw w3i ght. Probably rn it will be higher, I ll let u know. TBF they started giving me compliments just 3 k gr4ms over uw so yes dont take this as an apostolic letter or something

5. I was growing up in the 2000s and i cant live the 20s I was promised being a healthy w 3 i ght LOL

6. Honeslty I dont want to be b0n es anymore it was something I was doing as a teenager because of how bad my mental health was and I wanted it to show on my own body, but rn, I want to be the sexy version of myself that lives in my mind

7. Honeslty I want to post myself eating c al 0ric foods but looking perfect. Its such a vibe and users go mad for things like this

8. Im not spending another birthday not quite happy with my body

9. "Girl you look good, you could lo se 5 k g s if you want, then you will be perfect" ok then Im losing 10

#ricecakenation #hungrycaterpillar #light as a butterfly #soupinmypockets #hungry caterpillar #wintergirls

Girls, Im doing it.

Im losi ng the w eight consistently and I am NOT st arving myself right now. I dont know what type of wizardry is going on right now. Probably thermodynamics and the so called "consistency over extremely l ow cal orie consumption"...

WELL. Tomorrow I'm moving amd starting my new job. I know that when I live alone my calo rie intake is extremely low, but this time is different. Last time I was living alone i was fa sting for days and then some bi nges were 4000 c high. But I was alone. This time there will be other people to live in the house and probably I'm also having a room mate, it depends. Either way, no more b ing es that get so out of control because of nowhere to hide

#soupinmypockets #soup in my pockets #hungrycaterpillar #ricecakenation #i will be tiny

iwantu2hitmeashardasucan

Canon event: coming across this ad when you were younger and loving it

I JUST WANT TO SAY

P R O U D L Y

That I came home after drinking and

1. Havent had any snacks at the bar

2. Got home and went straight to bed instead of the fridge

OMG WE ARE SOOOO BACK

#honeymoonphase #ricecakenation #soupinmypockets #hungrycaterpillar

Im finally down those 2 k gs... so stubborn they were. Also Im a bit concerned that I wont be able to we ight myself all summer long because of work. I hope someone arount there has a scale or else I will be buying one

#soupinmypockets #hungrycaterpillar #ricecakenation

radiumgrls

Im looking for active ee dee blogs, run by adults! Everyone that interacts with this post will get a follow! Im trying to build my tumblr again!

I need to lo $e 10 k g$ ive been saying this for years but my b € dd got so bad, I hope i wont be tw00rdded again!! And i can only achieve this goal of mine by becoming completely obsessed with it. So here i am!

#rice cake nation #rice cake #i will be tiny #ed blr #4n4bl0g #@nor3├ù14 #hungry caterpillar #soup in my pockets