Noname

BPD, Autism, MDD, others. Been here since I was a little kid. Please let me stay. // ♡SW: 238.2lb ♡CW: 218.6 🔒UGW: 120lb // Only pro for myself. It, she, or he pronouns for me.

[noname-205]

I am 21 years old. I don't mind if younger or older people interact with me (within reason), but I will likely not follow younger people back. As long as you aren't 12 or something it's probably fine. I have had an eating disorder since 2018 or earlier.

Starting over as of Apr 17, 2026, because I foolishly dared to have hope that I could be saved. I cannot be salvaged. I will never live a normal life and I will never have friends that fail to betray me.

♡SW: 238.2lb

♡LW: 126.6lb

♡CW: 218.6

🌸GW 1: 230lb

🌸GW 2: 220lb

🔒GW 3: 210lb

🔒GW 4: 200lb

🔒GW 5: 190lb

🔒GW 6: 180lb

🔒GW 7: 170lb

🔒GW 8: 160lb

🔒GW 9: 150lb

🔒GW 10: 140lb

🔒GW 11: 130lb

🔒UGW: 120lb

Please recover. It's not worth it. I've been here for years and I'm still not skinny. I've brought tens of thousands of dollars worth of medical bills upon my family due to my teeth and eating disorder treatment. You don't want to be an adult with an eating disorder, because no one cares anymore. Recover now while people have faith in you, even if you can't see it. Please.

No DNI. Just not a fan of mean/cruel people or bigots and that's all which I think is reasonable

if my typing style changes a lot dw about it

[ru1n3r]

i’ve spent 6 entire months doing NOTHING

[s1ck-pup]

[lux-noxaurea11]

Anais Nin, The diary of Anais Nin vol. 1: 1931 - 1934.

[iwannabeanangel2]

im fat as fuck how did i ever let it get this bad

[wtfamidoing6000]

i don't even want help, i have no energy to use the help. what am i supposed to do? there's nothing left in the tank, i've been at a complete standstill since before i was an adult. i've achieved nothing, i've done nothing, i am nothing

[anotherpoisonapple]

[noname-205]

i was like 8lb lighter than i thought i would be when the dr weighed me but i havent been weighing myself really so i didnt know. i dont really update my weight much because im not even locked in and trying to lose. im just fuckin depressed man

[worthnotwantnot]

slight problem: i don’t wanna do anything

[noname-205]

whenever i look in the mirror it feels like something else is staring back into me. whenever i turn away or close my eyes i feel its eyes shifting on me and taking me in. i say there's a stranger in the mirror. how do i know im not the reflection?

[nicotine-skeleton]

i love going about life swinging my aesthetics around between cozy jazz grandpa, punk on his day off, and whimsical kitchen witch however i please. i don't owe anyone an explanation for anything and it's stupid that people care so much about sticking to just one style and not being allowed to try other things. literally just do whatever you want, we're constantly one bad week away from some humanity ending crisis, let's try and let ourselves enjoy anything without finding a way to police ourselves out of it actually being any fun

[noname-205]

the best way to live life is to do whatever makes you happy without hurting others. i am, unfortunately, clearly exempt from this for reasons i cant rationalize. /joke

[veggiemedleys]

not really interested in having a physical form anymore

[thehotmessyexpressy]

Really not okay

[ru1n3r]

i hate that hate isnt enough to overpower love why do i still love you even after everything you’ve done

[noname-205]

anyone else feel evil for continuing to let yourself live

[just4g1rl777]

I’m such a fat fucking chud

[cinnamonteaabag]

Even if I escape being fat I'll always be a chud 😭💔

[noname-205]

i really hope you dont actually know what that means 💀

[iwantu2hitmeashardasucan]

Canon event: coming across this ad when you were younger and loving it