Large green eyes just blink back at him, wet tears sticking to dark lashes as she tries to wrap her head around what he is saying. Is that what he had thought this was? That her years of pent-up feelings was just that? She wants to scream, throw her head back and yell at the moon. How could she be so fucking stupid? Rubbing her face Ianthe doesn’t even pay the other men any mind. Every inch of her skin was burning with an amalgam of emotion with no place to put it down, only out. Past her lips, brutal cruelty she’d spent years facing alone, “You’re the one who called me your secret fuck buddy. Don’t twist it like I’m the one with all this control here, Sul.” Ianthe watches his every movement, her eyes flickering towards every jolt of his muscles. It doesn’t take long for the hair on her arms to stand on ends. Casting a long glance around them, she feels the leering eyes for the first time since stepping into the balmy desert night.
Rolling her eyes despite the tumbling ache in the pit of her stomach, Ianthe steps into Sully, her fingers curling against his chest; he’s a good foot taller than her, and she has to tilt her head back to look at him, to meet his stare from this close. “You can feed me a lot of lines, Sully, but don’t say that like I’m supposed to believe it. You care what people think. I’ve seen it for years every pass I make, everything I say-” Ianthe’s palm splays on his chest, her fingers drumming absently, searching for the following best or worst thing to say. She is never as sure with him as she’s been. “I don’t get what me fucking prospects has to do with the waitress, with the way I feel like I’m just one step behind- less. ” Her forehead slowly drops against his sternum, and for a moment, she forgets, for a moment, Ianthe can ignore the truckers, she can forget their vulnerability and just stand there taking slow breaths, her forehead against his body if only to keep from having to level her stare on his.
Before Ianthe can think of another thing to say, some disgusting leering comment is shouted in the space between them- she had lost herself to the silence of figuring out how to tell him what she wanted, how to tell him how much he had meant to her when in a brief and instant moment it was all scattered to fucking hell. Ianthe feels the crackle in the air, her chest tightening at the idea of everything to come. Sully is looking at her, but her eyes are behind him, stuck in horror, waiting for something terrible to happen. She’s quick to look around Sully, her eyes glued to the truckers, her other hand rummaging in her bag for the smooth handle of her stun gun in case things go more south than they’ve already gone. “We’re leaving-” She speaks to the men finding purchase against the smooth surface. “I don’t want to go home- ” She speaks low enough for him, “just not here- anywhere else, please Sul, please forget these guys.” She feels the waiver in her voice as she begs, her words coming thick and stuck to her tongue. She moves to the bike, her eyes still on the men behind Sully- “Baby, please.” She chances a glance away to look up at him, “Please.” Please don’t get hurt, please take me away from here, please forgive me for all I have done and all I have yet to do.
Another glance behind him and something on Sully’s face must have had the man hesitating because all he utters is a muttered ‘fuck off’ before turning back to his group, leaving the taller man to huff out a breath he hadn’t even realized he’d been holding as he turns back to his companion, her plea still ringing in his ears. “Yeah...we’re going.” Fuck. What was wrong with him? Even at his baddest, he couldn’t take on that many guys at once. Ianthe just made him feel crazy sometimes. But she was also one of the few people on the planet who could pull him out of it. Without another word, he strides over and mounts the bike, waiting only long enough for her to get her helmet on before he takes off out the parking lot with a roar of the engine.
He drives with no destination in mind, only knowing that she told him not to take her home, but knowing he has no energy left to fight with her, no desire either. He just needs to take her somewhere and convince her to let this all go, that they were both just raw after what happened during Halloween. The first place he comes across is one of those shitty interstate motels and he pulls into the relatively empty parking lot and turns the bike off, the silence almost startling after so long. Swinging his leg over, he dismounts the bike and takes a few steps away, rubbing a hand over his face.