Disgusting

[strwberry-girlfriend]

I never should have said anything. It’s just turned to him lamenting everything gone wrong in the recent months and now I have to comfort him and soothe him when this was supposed to be me airing out what I’ve kept locked up for months. Years. I doubt I will get even an ounce of anything from him and tomorrow this will all be like it never happened.

[strwberry-girlfriend]

Holy shit I want to kill myself!!!!! Fuck a whole 7lbs that’s it? I am so incredibly disgusted with myself and I can’t wait until he realizes that it is me being gross that’s the problem. PCOS be damned purging and restricting has never failed me before.

[strwberry-girlfriend]

You’re so fucking fat you can’t even ride your boyfriend how pathetic is that?

[strwberry-girlfriend]

Maybe if you weren’t so vile you could get a dom who’d really wreck you.

[strwberry-girlfriend]

I wish I could take a pair of scissors to every part of my body I don’t like and just stitch everything back together

[strwberry-girlfriend]

I’m just disgusting...I know I have a disorder that makes it incredibly hard to lose weight but it’s just awful...it’s gross I shouldn’t look like this....

There’s no way he really thinks I’m attractive....he’s just being nice to me...he probably thinks I’m revolting

[strwberry-girlfriend]

I want to hurt myself every time I eat so that I recognize it as a bad thing. I want to stop doing it. I want to stop eating.

[strwberry-girlfriend]

Honestly I feel awful for my ex. She had to look at this revolting body so much. No wonder she never wanted to top.

[strwberry-girlfriend]

Disgusting. Absolutely disgusting. If you just had some self control you’d be thinner.

[strwberry-girlfriend]

God you’re disgusting. Just a fat fucking pig.