Against 'em All

Vlady Germany Musician 26 Metal Guitardude&Adrenaline Junk

[takashi0]

RA RA RASPUTIN LOVER OF THE RUSSIAN QUEEN

THERE WAS A CHARACTER WHO REALLY WAS GONE

RA RA RASPUTIN RUSSIA’S GREATEST LOVE MACHINE

IT WAS A SHAME HOW HE CARRIED OOOOOOONNNNN

[thenatsdorf]

Birdy tippy tap chorus.

[whatthehellisgoingon9374-deacti]

The Dead Stretcher-Bearer by Gilbert Rogers, 1919

[x-halliza-x]

Was soll man tun, wenn man wegen jeder Kleinigkeit, die schief läuft, vollkommen überfordert ist?

[schwierigephase]

“Es gibt 26 Buchstaben, 5,3 Millionen deutsche Wörter und ich kann nicht beschreiben, was in meinem Kopf grade vor sich geht.”

— verbautezukunft (via stillesgeschrei)

[nitrogen]

maybe im not made for anyone

[thecollectibles]

Art by Stefan Koidl

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[an-actual-real-live-eevee]

anyway I’m a toxic and unsafe person and no one should be around me

[ankle-beez]

[mapelie]

I can’t get over this cuteness

[habdichverloren]

“You are going to be so much more than ‘enough’ for someone someday.”

— Unknown (via thoughtkick)

[burgundy-bat]

[frodo-baggins]

Sauron was become now a sorcerer of dreadful power, master of shadows and of phantoms, foul in wisdom, cruel in strength, misshaping what he touched, twisting what he ruled, lord of werewolves; his dominion was torment. 

[empty-and-lonely]

[putrid-pink]

[schwierigephase]

“Ich halte es keine Sekunde länger mit mir aus.”

— (via verbautezukunft)

[chocolateflavoredramen]

…

I am painfully aware of how annoying I can be. How annoying I am. Especially with just like… socializing? Maybe I care too much and that manifests in me talking too much or saying dumb shit that isnt as humorous as it sounds in my head so it comes out as just a bland sense of humor or small talk at best, which is pointless and further solidifies how “boring” and overall uninteresting I am.

Not to mention… I think I’m kind to a fault. Theres nothing wrong with kindness and I’m not trying to toot my own horn but I think I’m *too* kind. And I think some mistake it for weakness or consider me a pushover for it. They wont outright say it but I can sense that shit. It’s hard not to.

I’m not a complete idiot but I can sense when I’m not wanted. I know all of this tends to put people off, especially girls. I mean, as unattractive as I am, I dont think my looks alone are responsible for my failure of a love life. But I have noticed that those who do show interest in me or initially are attracted to me eventually lose all interest the more we talk. And it’s not because of attachment (as neediness is 100% a relationship killer and I like to think ove learned enough from personal experiences to be good in that department), it’s just that it feels like my only redeemable qualities are my mediocre looks and that’s not even enough bc I’m not entertaining enough to keep someone interested. Even with platonic friendships I know some people will hang out out of feeling obligated to, others will hmu only bc they need a favor and know I’m a down ass bitch who will help a friend no matter what (and theres nothing wrong w/ that bc I choose to and would do anything for friend, *EXCEPT * when I’m clearly being taken advantage of and they don’t think I’ll say no as that’s my pet peeve), and few friends who genuinely want to just hang out or spend time together. I guess it depends on the friend group, I also think I’m a slightly different person depending on my friend group but these problems remain more or less the same.

It’s just really fucking hard to act normal? I know I wasnt always like this. I was a bit more extroverted and I made friends very easily. I dont quite know how to stop being ad annoying as I am. It’s just really difficult to pretend like I’m happy which is what causes me to be as annoying as I am. I genuinely do care a bit too much but it was easier to hide or at least it didnt manifest in me being more annoying when I was actually happy. Ever since fucking…. high school? Senior year? When I almost killed myself but decided not to because I had this chance encounter with someone who’s now a good friend of mine. (I was very superstitious but I guess that prevented me from offing myself) Ever since then it’s been so fucking hard. And I dont even talk about this shit with anyone, not even that friend who doesnt even know that they’re the reason I decided not to. I just can’t talk about it, it’s not even that I dont want to it’s more like… I dont have anyone to talk about it with or at the very least anyone that I think would care or that I wouldn’t feel like I’m not bothering or *Annoying*. Even out of my close friends from any friend group I have. The closest people I can think of that I dont think I would be bothering would have to be my best friends from middle school, the twins. But they move to New York and life has a way of disconnecting people. I can still contact them but it’s just been soooooo fucking long that even in my attempts to talk with Francisco and Crystal… it feels like we’re complete strangers.

Idk why I started writing this or how it got to where it is… but then again I dont know much to begin with so here we are  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[alex-is-fragile-deactivated2019]

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