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status: on going.

last update: thurs. 23/09/2021

you can request scenarios and ask questions about the characters under the #troubledcult tag ;)

☼ smut ♡ fluff ☾ relationship things ☯ angst

use me (♡,☾)

summary: jungkook was not someone to establish relationships and bonds out of interest, you knew that. Or maybe not, truth be told, he was an authentic enigma, so open yet so closed and shielded from others to see through, and that didn’t exclude you.

☼ smut ♡ fluff ☾ relationship things ☯ angst

intro (♡,☾)

summary: how you two end up pining for each other.

author's note: how oc and jk meet and stuff.

1. intro (drabble)

2. use me

thank you to everyone who keeps liking my posts from years ago.

we're grown now, fam.

looking back at my writing—i kinda ate that shit.

quite honestly, i'd love to keep the story going, but there's no framework. meaning: i wish i knew where i was tryna go with troubled outsiders.

although jungkook's parasocial relationship with me has gotten worse on his end, i think he's stopped being my muse and is some sort of ascended master to me now.

im focusing on other creative endeavors at the moment. i've had this musician gene theatening to creep up on me ever since i was born, and it has indeed crept up on me at this point. obviously, i've also had a passion for writing my entire life.

all that to say, im currently working on building a career as an artist. for i'd love to tell stories in an all-consuming immersive way, and—to me, at least—i only know how to do that through music.

i also find it quite inspiring being able to look back at my creative instincts from a time where i had to supress my being to survive. and i find it all the more reassuring seeing how people like you welcomed and supported it. thank you for every note and reblog, sincerely <3

i think now i'll use this page to candidly share my experience as i watch this fated journey unfold.

feel like sticking around?

#upcoming artist #emerging artists

so im swimming in debt and i cant afford to pay my DAW monthly subscription until further notice BUT soundtrap is free thank god so we making beats with what we got thats how the greats are made amen

#if claudia valentina can make a whole ep in bandlab so can we #producer

tiredandlonelymuse

My therapist once told me, “You are the guiltiest feeling person I’ve ever met” and just to prove her right, I took it to heart. An astrologer said, “You have so much water in your chart. What is it like to feel the emotions of every single person alive, everyday?” and I wept because I sensed he was displeased. A teacher told my parents “She’s very sensitive. Far more than the other kids in her class.” I took my SATs at 9 years old, but they encouraged my mother to hold me back because of how my eyes glistened when I heard the word no. She told them to go to hell. So I cried my way through my education until high school when they said “You take everything so personally, you’ll never survive in a company environment. You wouldn’t make a good employee.” So I employed myself (out of spite or…necessity) and then later, I hired 200 people. A boyfriend told me “Don’t be so dramatic, everything isn’t a movie.” Fine, so it’ll be an album then. The doctor said “This shouldn’t hurt a bit.” I tread daily on a minefield that leaves me classifying the variations in footsteps, the tonality in voice, a change in breath. “Is everything okay? You seem mad” is my pledge of allegiance to this tightly wound bundle of flesh. I am cut open, butterflied and flayed, with every single nerve exposed like live wires and, yes, they all hurt to touch. Each interaction is a litmus test of how well liked I am, and therefore how worthy to live. I wake up every morning and the moral barometer resets, T-minus 12 hours to prove to myself that I am not the bad person I believe I must be. Sleep, repeat. An amnesiac nightmare. Prometheus on a rock and the gull in my guts is myself. I once envied those with greater armor, but not anymore. “Why do you care so much?” Guard yourself from the little grievances, but the shield does not differentiate. The space where I am vulnerable to the pain that passes through is an entry point for the microscopic good that others may miss. I live in technicolor torment. If I could do it over again and choose the comfortable grey, I would seize a knife and cut the little keyholes back into my every limb. So the light can get in.

studiojeon

i adore this woman.

extranoelmar

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jaennie

“and i’m nice with the cream if you know what i mean”

sentimentals

TAEYEON, ‘INVU’ THE THIRD ALBUM

studiojeon

jesus FUCK

soyums-deactivated20250519

““You,” he said, “are a terribly real thing in a terribly false world, and that, I believe, is why you are in so much pain.””

— Nietzsche (via poetrywhore4ever)

stitchrph

36 𝙌𝙐𝙀𝙎𝙏𝙄𝙊𝙉𝙎 𝙏𝙊 𝙇𝙊𝙑𝙀 , 𝙰 𝚂𝙴𝚁𝙸𝙴𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝚁𝙾𝙻𝙴𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂 . ( a series of roleplay prompts taken from the thirty six questions to love , a study by psychologist arthur aron which suggests a series of thirty six questions can accelerate intimacy between two strangers . prompts may be changed to better fit the muse ! )

01 . ❛ given the choice of anyone in the world , whom would you want as a dinner guest ? ❜ 02 . ❛ would you like to be famous ? in what way ? ❜ 03 . ❛ before making a phone call , do you ever rehearse what you’re going to say ? ❜ 04 . ❛ what would a ‘ perfect ‘ day for you entail ? ❜ 05 . ❛ when did you last sing to yourself ? what about to someone else ? ❜ 06 . ❛ if you were able to live until the age of ninety and keep either the mind or body of a thirty year old for the last sixty years of your life , which would you choose ? ❜ 07 . ❛ do you have a secret hunch as to how you will die ? ❜ 08 . ❛ name three things you think we have in common ? ❜ 09 . ❛ for what in your life do you feel the most grateful ? ❜ 10 . ❛ if you could change anything about how you were raised , what would it be ? ❜ 11 . ❛ tell me what happened to you before we met ? i’ll listen . ❜ 12 . ❛ if you could wake up tomorrow having gained any quality or ability , what would it be ? ❜ 13 . ❛ if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself , your life or anything else , what would you want to know ? ❜ 14 . ❛ is there something you’ve always dreamed of doing ? why haven’t you done it ? ❜ 15 . ❛ what is the greatest accomplishment of your life ? ❜ 16 . ❛ what do you value most in a friendship ? ❜ 17 . ❛ what is your most treasured memory ? ❜ 18 . ❛ what is your most terrible memory ? ❜ 19 . ❛ if you knew in one year you would die , would you change anything about how you’re living ? ❜ 20 . ❛ what does friendship mean to you ? ❜ 21 . ❛ what roles do love and affection play in your life ? ❜ 22 . ❛ what do you think are positive characteristics of mine ? ❜ 23 . ❛ how close is your family ? do you feel your childhood was happier than most ? ❜ 24 . ❛ how do you feel about your relationship with your mother ? ❜ 25 . ❛ what are three things you think we’re both thinking of right now ? ❜ 26 . ❛ i wish i had someone with whom i could share [ insert thing ] . ❜ 27 . ❛ let’s be friends ! what should i know about you ? ❜ 28 . ❛ what do you like about me ? ❜ 29 . ❛ what’s the most embarrassing thing that’s happened to you ? ❜ 30 . ❛ when did you last cry ? ❜ 31 . ❛ what did you first like about me ? ❜ 32 . ❛ what , if anything , is too serious to be joked about ? ❜ 33 . ❛ if you were to die today , what would you most regret not having told someone ? ❜ 34 . ❛ your home catches fire . after saving loved ones and pets , you can save one item . what do you save ? ❜ 35 . ❛ of anyone in your family , whose death would impact you most ? ❜ 36 . ❛ i need some advice - can i ask you for your input ? ❜

kepies

YOUNGEUN for DAZED Korea

studiojeon

such a pretty and talented girl ♡

nalalized

twice chaeyoung for @heeseunq ♡

hi friends! I miss writing sooooo much ;,)

Only one week of high school left though. New parts coming soon ♡♡♡♡

twicepictures

bluberry-parfait

Gwendolyn Brooks // Claude Monet- The Waterlily Pond (1899) // Ross Gay // Jacob Van Loon // Mahmoud Darwish- In the Presence of Absence // Vincent Van Gogh // Mary Oliver- Sleeping in the Forest // Milsae // Richard Siken