Anna

i don’t know what im doing

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I’m so uncomfortably full I hate it

I need to stop picking at food before my dinner I feel so gross

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They wonder why I don’t like my birthday seriously they didn’t do anything I liked, not to be bratty but the presents I got where impersonal and like stuff I didn’t want I’d rather they didn’t get me anything

I wanted to watch tv with my dad and he didn’t want to bc he was tired from work

Got into a fight with my mom

I got some nice stuff for myself tho! I met with my friend and she bought me a coke, it wasn’t all bad in the end

Happy birthday to me!! 17 feels so old i hope i stay this weight at 18

With age comes a resolution!! I want to get like super cool abs by next year!! Hopefully I can! Maybe I’ll do updates or something to keep me motivated!

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Their both laughing at me right now I know it I’ve had such an awful day and this ugly thought keeps coming into my head

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I hate being a woman so Much sometimes

I’m not safe as a woman outside I can’t go out without wondering if I’m get attacked by a man I can’t do the same things my brother can and then he tells me that men have it harder

He’ll never know what it feels like to get in trouble so being home late

He’ll never be afraid walking home

He’ll never be followed hime and catcalled by old creepy men

I hate being a woman so much I know this is who I am but I wish I was born a man or into a world where I was safe as a woman

I can’t trust men my dad has always told me to be afraid of them and I am and it’s sucks I hate it so much

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Just playing in my face bruh I feel like such a joke

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I’m so sick of him I’m one big fcuckinh joke to this man I hate hearing about this girl I hate when he talks about her and everything why does he keep telling me about her I hate it I hate it so much I’m sick of this he’s not even fucking sorry

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O have nowhere to sleep and I just want to not feel upset over him for once I hate when he brings her up I hate that I have to be okay with it why do I even bother if he’s gonna get back with her anyway

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At least I’m skinny I’m gonna go T|-|R0\/\/ up to feel better

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Genuinely what do I do?? I’d be so sad if I left him but fuck he makes it hard I hate that he does stuff with her and that they sleep in the same fucking bed?? (I think? I asked once and then felt too bad to tell him to stop doing it) they’re definitely just boyfriend and girlfriend and he’s making fun of me

I genuinely don’t know how the fuck to navigate this 💔

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Hate my parents I wish they’d leave me alone I can’t wait to get away and they’ll leave me alone

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I’m such a sucker yo 😭 who else would put up with this bs why does he think I’m ok with it

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Sometimes I think he’s just joking and he’s laughing at me with his friends or it’s going to end super bad :( I don’t wanna tell him tho because idk what he could even say to make me feel better

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I feel like I’m going to be so alone as an adult when I go to collage and I won’t be able to make friends and I’ll be so lonely :((

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So they lwk did forget about me haha..ahaha..

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Still not over that fuck you

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WHY DID HE HAVE TO LIE WHY WOUODNY SJSUHSHAHS

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I hate him sm I hate him sm