welcome to my hellhole

I deadass only use this app to vent now. 17 years old whatever who cares

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#IMNOTKILLINGMYSELF

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That last post sounded like a suicide note SORRY THAT WAS UNINTENTIONAL

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Theyll never see this but I'm genuinely so fucking sorry for being friends with you guys and putting you through my shit I hope you all live happily without me and forget I existed

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Me when the razor blades in my parents bedroom in the drawer that I could easily steal one of them so easily and just lowkey not use them for their intended purpose haha who said that

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I'm genuinely an awful person

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I'm an awful person

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Me after destroying a perfectly fine friendship for no reason because I'm a piece of shit that deserves whatever horrible karma that is destined for me

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Fuuuuuuccckkkkkk I fucked up big time I highkey miss them but I can't do anything I think they think I did it for attention now fuuucccckkkkk

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Told mum I was going out to hang with friends

Little does she know

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How it feels when the human emotion called regret starts seeping into my brain

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Wow wait epiphany

I'm a shitty friend

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IF I POST ANYTHING ABOUT TRYING TO CRAWL BACK TO THEM AGAIN YELL AT ME NOT TO I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS FOR A THIRD TIME LITERALLY SCREAM AT ME IF YOU HAVE TO

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This happens with every fucking friend group I've been in

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Hasn't even been 20 days since the last time I did this wow.

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Cut everyone off again!!!!!

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Btw I'm not hyper sad all the time I just vent here, a lot of good things have been going on irl for me recently!