welcome to my hellhole

I deadass only use this app to vent now. 17 years old whatever who cares

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WHAT COULD BE SO INTERESTING ABOUT AMONG US GENUINELY

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Oomf left die of death for the fucking paramount among us show🫩

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My friends won't stop talking about the fuckass among us show in going to shoot myself in the head 🫩

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I'm not handling this well if that wasn't obvious

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This whole day has actually fucking sucked

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This is going to sound fucked but literally half the reason why I became friends with them was because of the art they drew of the characters I liked and like dude dude dude I literally don't fucking know dude

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EVERYONE WANTS TO FUCK WITH ME I'M SO CLOSE TO RELAPSING

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Oomf left the fandom I'm in half the reason why I was still drawing that stuff was because I loved seeing their reaction to it and they stopped doing that ok cool killing myself

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Completely unrelated to my friends in the discord server this is all irl

ALL of my irl friends ended up being fake every single one they were just using me for money and shit and kept lying to my face and making fun of me I hate them all and I will genuinely tell them to kill themselves if they try talking to me again

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I had views when I was drawing gore of characters, do I start drawing gore again????

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All of my art has been getting 20 likes tops on every platform I use. I don't know why like I think my art looks good, does it not? Do I need to change my art style?? Make it more appealing?? Do I need to constantly push out animations to even get any attention?? What do I need to do?? Is my art just shit. Do I not deserve anything??

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I've not really used Tumblr too much but I'm following you I'm not sure for what reason but if you'd like to talk I wouldn't mind.

@xier0-0 if you want to :]

sorry about all the things happening to you (your friends don't sound too great ;-;) but I bet you're cool and I wanna know more about you :3

Hi, thanks for the offer but I'll have to decline

I don't want to get people involved in my personal issues,, you seem like a nice person though!

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Friends yelling about some kind of lore rewrite for a game I like and don't even tell me where to check it out and flat out ignore me when I ask. Ok. Ok great fuck you.

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I shit talk my friends a lot here but I really don't want to loose them, they're basically all I got at this point and I genuinely don't know what I'd do if I lost them all

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Can I not be babied???

"Be glad ⬛⬛⬛ is in vc" "oh ⬛⬛⬛ your too innocent"

Fucking hell I'm like 2 years older than half of these guys

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Found out someone in the server has Tumblr so I changed my name so they can't find me as easily