EVERYTHING I TOUCH JUST TURNS TO DUST.

"me... in an infinite universe... on an insignificant planet... one of six billion inhabitants, big deal. I mean honestly, if I were to say that if I were to disappear, who'd care? what would it matter? uh... a subatomic blip in the temporal fabric of creation. so there you have it, craig manning." independent & private craig manning from degrassi: the next generation. loved by charles.

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the truth is every monster you have ever met or will ever meet was once a human with a soul that was as soft and as light as silk. someone stole that silk from their soul and turned them into this. so when you see a monster next, always remember this. do not fear the thing before you. fear the thing that created it instead.

independent horror multimuse portrayed by charles.

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(‘ romance ’ )  headcanons !!

name.   craig manning nickname. he doesn’t really have one tbh gender. cis male. orientation.   bisexual preferred pet names.  craig doesn’t really do pet names, he really often just calls the person he’s dating by their name. relationship status.   he’s almost never single but for the sake of this blog we’ll say that’s his default lmao. favorite canon ship(s).  probably craig and ellie?? favorite non-canon ship(s).  craig and marco are my jam. craig and sean is also a good way to go. opinion  on  true  love.  craig definitely believes in true love. to a fault, even, i think. opinion  on  love  at  first  sight.  he’s not really here for it. he can definitely develop a crush really easily but i think to him, a bond needs to be made. how  ‘romantic’  are  they.  pretty romantic when he wants to be. he’s totally the buy you flowers, tell you how wonderful you are, take you out on dates and try to make you as happy as he can type. he’s very attentive and involved in the other person unless something is going on with himself that requires more attention. ideal  physical  traits.  i don’t think he really has any?  ideal  personality  traits. this is even another one of those things where the kinds of people he dates in canon are all so very different that i can’t say much, but i think he likes confident, smart people who know what they want. unattractive  physical  traits.  again, not really noteworthy. unattractive  personality  traits.  probably your usual don’t be a total dick sort of things. ideal  date.   he really likes to plan out surprising and fun dates, but i think that he definitely likes to know going into it what to expect as far as activities are concerned. he likes to be in charge, so to speak. do  they  have  a  type. nah? not really. average  relationship  length.  not very long. a few months at a time, usually. preferred  non-sexual  intimacy.  he wants it all. he’s very touchy and affectionate. commitment  level.  see... for craig this very much depends on who it is and what his mental state is like, because he’s gone from cheating on a girl to proposing to her within like a year... in high school lmao so he’s sort of wishy washy on the whole commitment thing. he wants to be the kind of guy who commits, and he wants a family, but he doesn’t really always have the stability to get himself there. opinion  of  public  affection. loooves it. past  relationships. manny, ashley, ellie, etc?

tagged  by :  @hawkinsmage tagging : anyone who wants to man

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“ i gave you something and you destroyed it. ”

@metempsyche​ —— WILDE / SENTENCE MEME.

       he didn’t mean to. he doesn’t ever mean to, but craig destroys everything he touches. it sounds dramatic, and maybe it had really been dramatic back when he’d written that song for ashley— everything i touch just turns to dust— but now, more than ever, he feels it in his gut. he feels that ache that says no, no, wait, please, let me make it up to you, let me fix it! when he knows there’s no way to really do that. so his words get caught in his throat, because what more can he say than “i’m sorry”, and how could that ever be enough? 

       his lips part, his eyes flick from side to side, and he looks like he’s going to cry. it gets worse when he speaks, when his voice cracks, even though he knows he’s not the one who should be crying. but it’s there, in the back of his mind.

       i’m crazy. i’m sorry, i’m crazy, i’m sorry.

       “wilde,” he starts, and his hands reach up to push back through his hair. “wilde, look, i— i didn’t mean… i’m so— so sorry…” please, please, please forgive me.

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“Is that my shirt?”

@dcnims —— SEAN CAMERON / SENTENCE MEME.

       “—uh.” craig freezes, one hand lifted, tongue poking between his lips as he tries to gather his answer. “heh.” how does he explain this one? it’s one of those stories that just comes off kind of embarrassing, one of those things that’s weird even without it being weird in the way that’s going to make sean want him out of his shirt, and so he hesitates.

       because guys don’t just go through their guy friend’s closet to grab a shirt without asking.

       “well, you see, i was trying to make breakfast,” he begins too quickly, lips curling into a smile and a breathy laugh punctuating the first half of his sentence, “and my shirt got caught on one of the drawers in the kitchen and ripped, so i needed a new one to wear to school. and you were in the shower, so i just—” he pauses, presses his lips together, and then points toward the door. “i can totally go back to joey’s and grab a shirt. if i need to.”

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@trustbitchin ------ JANE HOPPER / CONTINUED.

       the SHOCK never goes away. you think he won’t do it again, you think he couldn’t possibly do it again because, hell, how could he have done it the first time?! right? wrong. he does it again, and again, and the bruises become larger just as the hole in your chest does, craig finds, and there’s a sob caught in his throat as his limbs begin to shake and he doesn’t even have it in him this time to say, “dad, stop, please stop!” instead he silently prays to a god he’s becoming more and more certain doesn’t exist that he’ll stop soon, and that once he does, he can get to his feet and RUN.

       craig doesn’t notice her at first. he realizes that his dad has stopped hitting him and the relief that washes over him is temporary. he looks up, dark eyes wide and afraid, and they somehow get even wider when he looks at her and sees that his father is choking. he thinks he has to be freaking hallucinating, that she can’t be doing this, but even through his disbelief he thinks GOOD, I HOPE YOU DIE. I HOPE YOU CHOKE, AND YOU DIE, AND I NEVER HAVE TO SEE YOU AGAIN.

       and the thought scares him. it’s as if he thinks somehow his father can hear it, and so he grabs onto her and begins to push her out the door without grabbing any of his things this time. he can hear, once they get down the stairs, that his father is gasping for breath, and they keep running despite the burning pain in his side. it’s not until they’re safe that he stops with her, that he drops himself back against the brick of a building, and his heart pounds frantically in his chest.

       “are you trying to get us killed?!” he yells, out of breath himself. and then, upon hearing her explanation, his features soften. “i--- no, yeah, i know... thanks...” 

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hey, uhhhh... i don’t have a promo yet but if you’re curious about my ( mostly ) horror multimuse... @morbidacts. 👀

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so i’m lowkey working on like a... mostly horror-esque multimuse and there’s a muse or two i’d like to put on it bc i miss them but also i just... mmmmndksnfldsklf

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oh btw y’all i know i haven’t been around a lot and sometimes i’m just not on tumblr but if we’re mutuals you can definitely add me on dis.cord @ charles#2112.

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Four Word . Prompts

“Please, come with me.”

“You’re always number one.”

“I can’t do this.”

“I won’t let you.”

“Maybe I’m just crazy.”

“I’m not even sorry.”

“Honestly, just stop it.”

“I believe in you.”

“Don’t be an ass.”

“Who were you with?”

“Please talk to me.”

“I can’t trust you.”

“I need you, though.”

“Don’t be fucking rude.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“So, it was you.”

“I need to go.”

“Just stay with me.”

“You can trust me.”

“Alright, I love you.”

“I’m sorry, but no.”

“Will you help me?”

“You’re a terrible cook.”

“Can you shut up!?”

“You love me, right?”

“I really need you.”

“I don’t love you.”

“I’m not doing this.”

“I really need you.”

“You don’t want me.”

“Let me help you.”

“You’re such a bitch.”

“I can’t do this.”

“You think you’re funny?”

“Hey, I said stop!”

“Will you marry me?”

“Wanna go out sometime?”

“I don’t want this.”

“You always this quiet?”

“Are you fucking insane!?”

“I don’t want you.”

“I’m not wearing that.”

“Sorry, were you sleeping?”

“This was never right.”

“You look really tired.”

“I’m out of here.”

“You need to go.”

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oh btw y’all i know i haven’t been around a lot and sometimes i’m just not on tumblr but if we’re mutuals you can definitely add me on dis.cord @ charles#2112.

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fuck degrassi kill degrassi marry degrassi?

you are indeed correct, i would do all of these things to degrassi 😏

[uncombined]

Let's play 'fuck, marry, kill'

Leave 3 names in my inbox and I’ll tell you who I’d fuck, marry or kill

[trustissucd]

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bhcndari:

 ❛  SHE’S  A  TEARY  EYED  MESS,  heart  always  worn  on  a  embedded  sleeve.  she  smells  of   fresh  picked  roses  and  sometimes  reeks  of  desperation.  most  of  the  time,  she  JUST  YEARNS  TO  BE  TOUCHED  in  a  way  she  deems  special.   growing  up  to  be  everything  her  parent’s  didn’t  want  her  to   be,  everything  that  ruins  the  perfect  image  of  a  young  woman  of  her  background.   but  she  just  wants  to  live  and  laugh,  and  explore  even  if  it  results  in  a  BROKEN  HEART.  ❜  INDEPENDENT,  PRIVATE,   &  SELECTIVE ‘  ALLI BHANDARI  ’  OF  DEGRASSI:  THE  NEXT  GENERATION.  told  by  tacarra.                

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    POETRY  IS  CRIME.    NO  IDEA  HOW  TO  RHYME.    STUPID  WASTE  OF  TIME!    independent  and  selective  sean  cameron  from  degrassi  :  the  next  generation.    adored  by  tacarra.    template  credit  :  @fnsies​!  

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i miss my mom 

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“ people are mirrors. ”

@kindhxarted-clare —– CLARE EDWARDS / SENTENCE MEME.

       he knows what she means. he knows that she’s trying to be profound, that she is, perhaps, even making an indirect statement about his own inability to connect with other people because of the things about himself that he dislikes and sees in them. he gets it, totally. but just because he gets it doesn’t mean he has to act like he does. and so, he cracks a wide, playful grin, dark eyes lighting up, and he offers up a sweet laugh.

       “clare, if people were mirrors, you wouldn’t be so short. and, you know, a girl.”

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HI CHARLES!! I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK U SWEET BEAN

@cockrch —— LOVE FOR CHARLES / SAMMIE.

!!! i love you too sammie you’re such a sweet pea and i love that you love murphy as much as i do