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ALYZ ♥ got a whole new reason for this blog

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Gosh, I'm so stressed that I just keep scrolling through tiktok despite all the things that I need to finish

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there's just too many things in my mind. there's just too many things that I want to do. I feel so energized but helpless at the same time. is that even possible?

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finally, got a hold of this account after 5yrs

I have read some of my old posts and I just want to laugh at myself. And somehow I'm a bit proud. A lot has changed. I guess this tumblr or mine will have a 360 turn with my current life now.

Excited to share my family life. I battled for a moment wether to delete my old posts but I guess there's no need. It was who I am, it was part of my life. It's all part of the journey on who and what I am today.

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nyeta, girlfriend ba ako o ano

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i hate it when he makes me feel this way

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ang dami nya pa ring hindi sinasabi. ang daming tinatago. akala ko okay na. bakit nya ayaw ipaalam sa akin. hindi pa rin talaga ako ganoon kaparte ng buhay nya di tulad ng sinsabi nya. naghahanap lang sya ng taong mag aalaga sa kanya. matagal nya ng hindi nakakasama ang mama at mga kapatid nya kaya pagkalinga nun ang hinahanap nya.

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too good to be true

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ayoko nitong nararamdaman ko. ito ang ayokong maramdaman para sa susunod na relationship na papasukin ko

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minsan kahit hindi ka umasa masakit pa rin isipin na hindi niya talaga matupad yung mga sinasabi nya.

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i want to feel loved in every second, every word and in every action

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i am too complicated for someone so young like you

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hindi ko kayang magtiwala sa taong hinusgahan na agad ako, kahit pa sabihin mong pwede kitang pagkatiwalaan..

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Lahat sila aalis lang din. Maiiwan ka mag isa katulad ng dati. Walang mananatili. Ang masakit, yung katotohanan na kaya ka iniwan kasi wala ka ng pakinabang sakanila

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why does it hurt?

[all-too-well]

I was 18 when I wrote that,” she reminds me. “That’s the age you are when you think someone can actually take your boyfriend. Then you grow up and realise no one takes someone from you if they don’t want to leave.

Taylor talking about Better Than Revenge (x)

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they just do., hate me..

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this is one of those nights where i just cry my heart out, without knowing the real reason why..