Bmi: 20.3

He/they/it. Tw ed/sh/sui mentions, minor, please don't report my only safe place, check pinned post for more info

[stupiduglyemoboy]

You can call me Ash, Welcome to my blog, this is very much a diary/ safe space/ vent blog for me, so please just block and don't report, tw for sh, ed and sui mention, I'm pro recovery, I'm trans and my pronouns are he/they/it, also I'm a minor so don't be a creep, I don't promote anything on this blog, I'm just a dumbass who like to destroy myself and who's bad at coping

Current stats under cut <3

Weight: 122 lb

lw: 110 lb

Gw1: 100

gw2: 80

Ugw: as skinny as possible

(will add new gws later if I reach these)

[stupiduglyemoboy]

The Burning feeling of fresh cuts is one of the best feelings ever <3

[cutsfromclaires]

Im not even intentionally going clean I just dont have enough energy to cut

[sillytinyflower]

I don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better i don't want to get better

[cutsfromclaires]

People do aftercare? I just hold a tissue on the cut until it stops bleeding and then leave it

[stupiduglyemoboy]

I've binge two days in a fucking row, so every night from now on I'm going to post my calories here to keep me accountable <3 I wanna fucking kms, its five am and I haven't slept

[rawedibless-deactivated20230706]

Please reblog

got termed again :/

was rawedibles and rawedible

how in the world did i get termed twice within 24 hours

thank you to everyone who reblogged last time <3

[stupiduglyemoboy]

Im so fucking jealous of my brother, like he is just naturally underweight, like his body type is everything I want to be, a underweight cis man, like he can eat anything he wants an you can still see his bones, and all I am is a fat starving trans man, I need to lose this weight soon or I'm going to go fucking crazy

[stupiduglyemoboy]

I ate so fucking much today 😓😓 I'm so disappointed in myself I probably gained 10 pounds from eating so much, please send me sweet/meanspo,

[stupiduglyemoboy]

I love when my stomachs completely empty, no food and no water, I feel so ✨skinny✨

[stupiduglyemoboy]

I need to be so thin and sick looking that I look like a rotting corpse, A sick rotten emo boy <3

[stupiduglyemoboy]

For every vote/note I get ill fast for an hour

I need to be skinny now

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Voting ended onFeb 22, 2023