āWhen I started Stargate, I got the part, I was SO thrilled to have this INCREDIBLE character, to be playing someone in the military. I had SO much respect, to be playing someone whoās so smart and so liberated and⦠I thought āYes!ā I had to weeks to move from Toronto to Vancouver. I flew out there, I had my first wardrobe fitting. And one of the things that was in⦠THE thing that was in the wardrobe room was a very low-cut tank-top and a push-up bra⦠And I turned to the custom designer - whom Iāve worked with since, whoās wonderful - and I said āWhat⦠What is this?ā And she said āWell.. they wanna see what you look like in it.ā And I said āā¦but this⦠NOBODY in the military, no captain in the US airforce would wear this⦠while her male counterparts are wearing crewneck t-shirts and⦠I c⦠I canāt do it!ā And she said āWell, they just wanna see what you look like and take a picture andā¦ā I was like āā¦ā. And I PANICKED because I thought, I had just been given this AMAZING opportunity - I didnāt know it would last 10 years but I knew it was gonna be a kick-ass show - and I was like⦠āI canāt do itā¦ā And I started to cry and I said āYou have to go upstairs and tell them Iām not doing it. And if it means that they recast the part then recast the part but youāve cast a smart woman and youāve cast somebody who has NEVER tried to get a job based on her looks or her body, Iāve always played strong, smart women, I⦠I canāt do it. So if they wanna recast the part I totally get it but Iām not playing THAT version of this character.ā But Iām saying this while Iām blubbering because Iām suffering that Iāve just lost maybe the best job of my career⦠And so she said āOkayā and I said āIām sorry, Iām sorry, Iām sorry, Iāve NEVER been difficult, I donāt⦠but I CANāT do that!ā So she went upstairs and she came back down and she said āOkay, no problem.ā And I said āOkay, so whatās my costume?ā And she said āWellā¦ā And I said āJust⦠What are the guys wearing?ā So she handed me a black T-Shirt and the BDUs, which is what my character would wear in the field with her male counterparts, and thatās where we went from there. But that to me was the defining moment of⦠And I STILL cry about it because I still remember that young woman on the verge of breaking into the⦠new something big, being petrified that she was gonna loose it, but⦠I knew that I couldnāt play the TNA version of Sam Carter.ā