[stupious]

Wow Tumblr, it's been a while.

I have a habit of writing the strangest things at the strangest times and then discarding them and finding them years later.

Phew. I hope it's useful some time.

So back to posting on Tumblr on new years eve.

Good bye 2025; Hello 2026

Recap since I last posted?

Moved to a different country

Got married

Old friends are not friends anymore

New friends I cant seem to make

In my 30s trying to adult

I've turned indecisive, mellow, soft and unsure

Someone who is quiet is creepy

Someone who is chatty is full of life

I want to change this narrative

What does being full of life mean?

Chasing something sometimes drives it away

Ignoring a thing may lead it to slip away

Let's calmly discuss things this year, shall we?

[stupious]

I've been trying to be as particular as I can

Pamela Rief for workouts

Dr Berg for Diet

Thoughts of moving across countries

A book never to be released

Guitar to be learnt

Books to be read

Library to be made

Wish I was pretty

Pony syndrome for my makeup desires

Min Suga be my dear

Mr Darcy my ideal

Anime my pal

Sucker for kdramas as usual

Making long lists

No plans in place

I hope I care

And i wish I can get it together!

[stupious]

Back to the old tradition of posting in Tumblr on New year's. I've been doing year in review way earlier that it was a thing. Maybe.

I have learnt not to regret anything that has happened ever. So the year 2021, though slow, has had me making plans and doing things and aspiring and simulating, all at the same time.

Although not always so good. I've had fallouts, I've had more fallouts. I've followed, and then had a fallout. I've had falling out with people I've been accustomed with. And with people who seem like they have a stake in my life but really don't.

I could write a poem, but I'd never come out.

I could start a novel, but won't follow through

My thoughts are all over the place

The New year's got me feeling awake

I'm feeling optimist somehow

My imagination never comes through

I'd say one thing, and later say two

I'm so not staying in a place, I'm feeling good!

[stupious]

Rengoku Kyoujouro🧡🧡🧡 Such an outstanding character. Why would they end it so soon! No! Want Rengoku much much more! #demonslayer #kimitsunoyaiba #mugentrain #tanjiroukamado #rengokukyoujorou #rengoku #rengokuedit #ʀᴇɴɢᴏᴋᴜ #rengokulove #anime #animeworld #animeblog #animelover https://www.instagram.com/p/CVs9kRQMwxE/?utm_medium=tumblr

[stupious]

A 40 min read book with tonnes of good tips on how to tread in the digital world if you are a creator. Austin has well mentioned and inspired me to document all that I go through. It made me start this page. Although it is not related to creativity, but there could be some incoming. So let's do this, shall we? #showyourwork #showyourworkbook #book #bookstagram #bookreview #aliabdaal #inspired https://www.instagram.com/p/CVey9OyMaSl/?utm_medium=tumblr

[stupious]

Chills. Literal chills!! #kakegurui is not for the faint-hearted You cannot explain this woman- Jabami Yumeko. S1 and I am still puzzled by her background. Isn't that intriguing? #bingewatching #anime #animeworld #kakeguruianime #kakeguruiyumeko #jabamiyumeko #stupvious https://www.instagram.com/p/CVcWOuVMnX8/?utm_medium=tumblr

[stupious]

Yu Ishigamis backstory is a piece of work! Loved this episode of Kaguya sama. Unexpected but so good. Respect! #yuishigami #kaguyasama #kaguyasamaloveiswar #kaguyasamawakokurasetaitensaitachinorenaizunousen #anime https://www.instagram.com/p/CVWCkceI4Y5/?utm_medium=tumblr

[stupious]

Just why didn't I watch it sooner?! "Their focus is on firework. But I'm sorry. I can't take my eyes off of that face." #kaguyasamaloveiswar #kaguyasama #kaguya #anime #stupvious https://www.instagram.com/p/CVThElhIpEf/?utm_medium=tumblr

[stupious]

Trust me, This Moment! This moment was almost as exciting as the Avengers Assemble or the Naruto team 7 reunion on the battlefield. Can get enough of Gintama! #anime #animeworld #sakatagintoki #katsurakotaro #zurajanaikatsurada #takasugishinsuke #sakamototatsuma #stupvious https://www.instagram.com/p/CVOQghzI90o/?utm_medium=tumblr

[stupious]

Hijikata and Sougo dynamic will always be my favourite! #anime #gintama #hijikata #hijikatatoshiro #sougo #okitasougo #stupvious https://www.instagram.com/p/CVOP3P3on5w/?utm_medium=tumblr

[stupious]

Letter from Thorny Honestly I've been re-watching Gintama again coz it is such a laugh. And I realised I've missed it! Especially the episode unrelated to Gintama og plot. And I never miss any of the Shinsengumi episodes! #anime #gintama #okitaxkagura #hijikatatoshiro #sakatagintoki #animeblog #stupvious https://www.instagram.com/p/CVOMFYfoOVJ/?utm_medium=tumblr

[stupious]

Fears

Carelessness. I've had nightmares about it. I care too much about what others think. And I like to show that I don't care much. I am scared, I might fool myself so bad that I loose everything while I try to show people it does not affect me.

http://stupious.blogspot.com/2020/02/fears.html

[cubonetears-deactivated20220426]

i simply do not vibe with the concept of having to give human hours of my life in exchange for the necessities of living

[may]

when I’m on the phone with my mom:

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

me: bye

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

me: ok

[burningitdownn]

may 2019 bring you your “i’m doing better than i ever was” moment

[stupious]

Doesn't seem like it has yet though

[stupious]

Legos Anybody? https://stupious.blogspot.com/2019/01/legos-anybody.html

[just-shower-thoughts]

‘Playing dumb’ is often seen as a smart choice.