Since the beginning Pt. 1
Background: You’ve known the sturniolo’s since you could fucking breathe, and for some reason Matt just never liked you. This obviously made you pissed cause wtf? He never seemed to care that you even existed, which you gladly returned that feeling. You’ve always been close with Chris and Nick, maybe even a bit flirty with Chris but that’s normal, normal to share a kiss or two. Nick doesn’t mind, it’s been like that since you all were in diapers, can’t say the same for Matt. Besides those hatred feelings between Matt and you, it’s now your guys’s senior year of highschool, you both are older! Things have changed. Appearances, Styles, Bodies, Feelings?
Warnings: Underaged drinking, Violence, Slight!Nudity, Sexual imagery, Cursing, Drugs, etc.
(Currently: i’m at the sturniolo’s house in Nick’s bedroom as we chill on his bed watching a movie.)
“You know what i hate?” I ask Nick as i turn to him. He looks at me and hums as a response, “When i’m watching a movie and the guy asks the girl to be his girlfriend after like one fucking month of knowing her? Like they go from crush to dating? Like what the fuck happened to getting to know each other? No wonder why they never fucking work out!” I complain to him rolling my eyes, he gasps, “No cause like i get what your saying! Like chill the fuck out y’all just confessed your feelings about being attracted to one another? Like you literally just like each other because of looks? Like HELLO! What if you just said yes to becoming a total manipulators boyfriend?” Nick says while getting up from the bed, and standing in front of me.
“That’s why movies piss me the fuck off.” He says walking to his desk and grabbing his phone, all while rolling his eyes. I giggle at his reaction, I reach for the remote on the nightstand and pause the movie, “Hey we should do something, i’m bored.” I tell him, he looks up from his phone, “Okay yeah, i need to get out of the house.” He says agreeing, we look at each other for a moment, both trying to think of something to do. “Oh i know! Let’s go to the mall, i’ve been dying to get new clothes since it’s finally almost summer!” I suggest, smiling at the idea, Nick nods his head quickly agreeing, “That might just be the smartest thing you said to me all day,” he says, i roll my eyes throwing a pillow at him, he dodges it flipping me off, “I hate you, hurry and get ready, i want to leave before Matt and Chris try and include themselves!” He says while picking out an outfit from his closet. I shoot him a thumbs up and walk to the guest bedroom where i keep an emergency dresser full of clothes.
After a while i decide on a simple outfit, low rise jeans, my black and white converse, a white tank top, and a simple dark blue-ish sweater (Outfit at the top, you can change it if you’d like idrc). Since it’s just the mall i put on some mascara, highlighter, and a little bit of concealer so i look somewhat alive, and too finish it off i brush my hair and put on some lipgloss. I walk out of the room and quickly go to Nick’s room, i knock on the door, “Come in!” i faintly hear him, i open the door just as he walks out of the bathroom with a new outfit. “Okay devoured!” i say while he does a small spin, he grabs his wallet and phone and drags me out of his room, “We gotta be quick and quiet, let’s go!” he whispers, i nod and we both walk downstairs quietly. “I need to get my keys.” I tell him, “go wait outside.” He nods and goes to the front door, i notice Matt in the living room on his phone with his airpod’s doing who knows what, i roll my eyes and walk into the kitchen where my keys were. I spot them on the kitchen island and as i grab them, someone beats me to it from behind me, i turn around and meet eyes with Chris. “Hi y/n!” he says smiling sarcastically, i huff, “Hello Christopher.” i bluntly say, he gives me a look, “Why so grumpy Y/n?” he ask grining, i roll my eyes, “Give me the keys Chris.” i say, putting my hand out, he looks at me, then my hand, then at me, he gives me a look that indicates he’s thinking. “Hm, how about no?” he says innocently, “I don’t have time for this Chris!” i tell him, trying to get my keys, instead he lifts them higher so i can’t reach them. “God you are so annoying, just give me the keys i have somewhere to be!” i complain, he smirks and gets closer to me, our noses are touching, my breath hitches, “How about no?” He whispers grinning.
I roll my eyes, “Careful, they might get stuck back there.” he smirks, i give him the middle finger, “Cmon Chris for the last time, i have somewhere to be!” i say, raising my voice. He raises an eyebrow, “Raise your voice at me again, i dare you!” he says raising his voice, i’ve had enough. An idea pops in my head, i smirk and he gives me a questionable look, i pull his face closer and latch my lips onto his, he doesn’t react for a moment, he stays still not expecting it, until he eases into my touch and puts his hand on my waist. This is normal for me and Chris to do, I wouldn’t call us friends with benefits, more like friends who tease? Honestly i get distracted, and the kid grows more desperate until,
“Um what the fuck?” Me and Chris break from the kiss and turn around and meet eyes with Matt, who is staring at us with a look that says jealously? “Next time give me a warning, gross.” Matt says rolling his eyes, now that Chris is distracted i take my keys from him and push him off of me, i quickly run towards the front door where Nick is, “Hello? What the fuck i’ve been waiting outside for like almost an hour?” Nick says complaining as i open the door, i give him a look that says really? “Relax Nick, it’s been atleast ten minutes, plus i have an excuse! Your brothers decided to take my keys!” I tell him, closing the front door, he mumbles a quick “told you so!”, I ignore him and unlock my car and get into the drivers seat as Nick gets into the passenger seat, i’m about to lock my car but the backseat door opens. “Oh my god, get out of my fucking car!” I yell as Matt and Chris shove each other in, Nick just puts his head into his hands, “Can i not hangout with my friend alone for ONCE?” Nick yells, Matt stays quiet, “She’s our friend too!” Chris says, “She’s not mine.” Matt says defending himself, i roll my eyes at him, “This is my car you know, i can kick you out!” i tell him, he sticks his tounge out at me, “Who even said you can come?” I ask Matt but he ignores me, looking out the window. I turn back around not wanting to deal with him. Chris and Nick continue arguing as i back up out of the driveway and drive us to the mall.
I arrive at the mall with the triplets, we get out of the parked car and make our way into the mall. “Oh hey Y/n by the way in like two days i think, there’s going to be a massive graduation party at Parker’s house. And wee have to go!” Nick says says, Matt and Chris listen in onto the conversation from behind us, “God not Parker, he’s an asshole!” I complain, Nick gives me pleading eyes, “I know but please Y/n! I need to get wasted and dance!” he says, Chris joins in on the conversation, “Yeah Y/n please, it’s just one night!” he says wrapping his arms around my neck from behind, i grin and look between them both, i sigh, “Fuck you both, i’ll go.” I say smiling, they both pull me into a big hug, i push them off of me, “Okay jeez, i get your excited but atleast keep me alive so i can go!” Nick and Chris walk besides me, explaining the party details while Matt walks behind us, annoyed and on his phone.
We walk into one of the stores into the mall, hoping to find outfits. “Hm okay what about this dress?” I ask Nick, pulling out a hot pink dress from the rack, he gives me a disgusted look, “Bitch please you are not wearing that even if it’s the last thing on earth!” he says while looking through the racks, i giggle and put the dress back. “Okay what about this shirt, with this jacket and these jeans?” he says grabbing my attention, i scan the outfit and nod of approval, “You can pair them with those green jordan’s you have or even the dunks!” i suggest, “Ouu! Okay fashion designer!” he says laughing while putting the clothes in the cart, “Bitch please all i did was give you shoe ideas!” i say giggling. As we look for more outfits Chris and Matt come into the store with bags and pretzels , “Okay we found our outfits and a snack, how bout you guys?” Chris asks, i move closer to him and take a pretzel out of the bag and pop it into my mouth, Chris nudges me out of annoyance and looks down at me, i smile back at him, looking up, “I found mine and a couple more stuff but Y/n hasn’t found anything.” Nick says pointing to the cart, i groan turning my attention to the three boys, “There’s like nothing in this store!” i complain, “Here, i’ll go pay and i’ll meet up with you three and we can all go to different stores and help you!” Nick says while getting out his wallet, i shoot him a kiss and he flips me off walking to the register to pay, “God, I don’t want to follow you around while you shop. You take forever.” Matt says complaining as we walk out, “Be my guest and wait somewhere else, i’m tired of dealing with your shit.” i say and roll my eyes, Chris stands there awkwardly, “Whatever.” Matt mumbles.
After what seems about five minutes, Nick comes out with two bags in his hands, “Ready?” he asks, we nod and walk to another store in hopes of finding me a dress.
I walk out of the dressing room and in front of the three boys, i do a quick spin, “What about this one?” I ask, Nick and Chris give out compliments while Matt doesn’t dare to look up. “I like it but it doesn’t really seem like a party dress, more like you’re going out to dinner, y’know?” Chris states, Nick nods his head in agreement, “Yeah you need something way more hotter, not that you don’t look hot already!” Nick adds on, i giggle and blow him a kiss. “How come i don’t get one?” Chris asks offended, “Because i’m better than you?Duh.” Nick argues. Ignoring them i look in the mirror next to the dressing room and observe the dress i have on, “I hate that you guys are right, this next dress better fit me good or else i’m gonna pull up in my sweats i swear.” i complain while walking back into the dressing room. I close the curtain and take off the dress im wearing now and put on the other one hanging. It’s a mini black dress with a slit on both sides, it’s strapless and it fits me perfectly i think to myself, i actually look good. I walk out of the dressing room and stand in front of the boys, “Whatcha guys think about this one?” I ask them, spinning around, Matt doesn’t say anything nor Chris, they are talking to each other, deep into the conversation until Nick shouts, “Holy shit Y/n! You look hot! Okay model!” Nick stands up while clapping, i smack his arm and smile at him nervously. We both turn to Matt and Chris, “Well? What do you guys think?” Nick says pointing to my dress, i do another spin showing off the dress. “Y/n if you don’t get that dress i will never speak to you again i swear, shit you look good, maybe even better than me.” Chris says teasing, i roll my eyes and look at Matt, who is just staring at me.
She looks at me, but i’m speechless. That dress was made for her, the way it hugs her body perfectly, fuck she looks good. Which is what i want to tell her, which is what i need to tell her, but it doesn’t come out that way, “It looks fine, it’s just a dress.” I mumble shrugging my shoulders, now i sound like a dick what am i doing?, she glares at me and turns away, diverting her attention back at Chris. “Ignore Matt, he’s just an asshole, don’t worry baby you look good.” Chris says slightly smirking at her, i want to slap that smirk off his fucking face. Y/n smiles, a pink tint appears on her cheek, “Thank you Chris.” she says.
Chris this, Chris that, God it’s annoying how they always flirt. It pisses me off seeing that he can touch her like that without any questions being thrown at him. Sometimes, i just want to beat him the fuck up.
Nick clears his throat, cutting the tension in the room, “Alright then, let’s go pay for your dress and go back home, i’m fucking hungry and my social battery is worn out.” he says picking up his bags, Y/n smiles at him gives him a thumbs up while walking back into her dressing room. Me, Nick, and Chris get our things together as she walks back out, struggling holding her bags, “Here let me hold your purse for her.” Chris says, grabbing Y/n’s purse, she smiles and mumbles a quick thank you.
I hate him, I hate Y/n, I hate everything about her. I hate her stupid smile, her stupid hair, her stupid eyes, i hate her stupid face. I hate her.
