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➣ Will play during and post of Dawn of the New World — ➣ AU and other fandoms are welcome ➣ Has been roleplaying 3 years ➝ Emil for 2 years ➣ All other 𝗧al𝖾s O𝗳 games are welcome for plotting. ➣ Literature; multi-paragraph; script & crack ➣ Single-ship ⟶ Would like to keep things simpler. ➣ Semi active; very slow with replies but will be working on them.
lexancillajustitiae said:
This is how I feel with most of my rp blogs. But I don’t wanna restart ‘cuz I would lose a lot of shit, but I don’t want to reorganize everything ‘cuz it’s so disorganized. The struggle is real.
[ 'cept PLOT TWIST--
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[ That's probably what I'll end up doing, to be quite honest. I already have the new email address (was thinking of just replacing this one's to make it easier to remember) though I'm still hesitating on the new blog ... hnm ...
[ I'm gonna look into it, give it a sleep before making anything. Maybe tomorrow (er--today pffft) will shed some new light on the situation. Though yes ...
[ Tumblr is an idiot for it's blasted tags and saving them ALL
[ I mean camman- we don't need everything //cries ]
[ Remaking it would take a bit, and yes that means you’re going to have to go through the tags, see what you want to keep and what you want to throw away. Pick the tags that are important and how you want to deal with them. Go on and see which is important, and what type of threads you want to continue on. It’s alot to go through and yes it will take a while. I understand that and know how frustrating it is but it’s so worth it sweetie.
It’s so much better knowing where stuff is, how you want it than sitting there upset with what you have. That’s why this got so many face lifts and so much stuff done because I hated it. I hated the clutter, the disorganization that I had. That feel of unwantedness because things weren’t clear and people didn’t care for such a thing.
You’ll feel better on how it looks if you go through it slowly. Not everything will be perfect but if you start you’ll feel better.]
[ I think what really makes me stop from doing that is the fact that there's so much. I already cleared out my following list (oh gosh-- that took over an hour there. 550-something following and only 300 followers aaah) Not to mention whenever you have the choice of 'tags' whenever you post mine get saved for some reason and won't be forgotten unless I'm on mobile which then get's remembered on my computer somehow? It aksdjfksdfj nnnngh--
litchfalls replied to your post:[ Nobody knows how much I really want to re-make...
[Perhaps not delete, but re-organize it carefully?]
[ Oh no, I could never delete this account. I've learned from the past that if you delete these things are gone forever and you'll only have scraps of what's left behind.
[ No, I mean to re-make the blog with a fresh start, carrying over the few RP's that I still like / that people would like to continue on that blog while organizing it better. And I would try to re-organize carefully but I have over 900 posts on this blog ... going through them all, plus 'sorting tags'. That's never a thing- all past tags are memorized by the system.
[ It just get's me so frustrated while looking at it sometimes and makes me want to make a new account for people to follow on Emil that's not so messy so they can find their things easier (for me as well).
[ askdfksdf //goes on ranting// imsorrydear ]
[ Nobody knows how much I really want to re-make this blog ... uwaaaah
[ so disorganized and so messy and so askdfjskdjfksjdf ]
[ I can't delete it- it's too precious for the RP's
[ I just wanna
[ re-make to re-organize everything ]
Of Time and Space
It was a first for him as well, really. Never had he met a being that was able to close off a portal that he made with the specific intent to get somewhere, usually having it so that regular people couldn’t even detect it. Truly fascinating, that he was able to zipper it away. For that was all he had done, really. His way home wasn’t ‘gone’, per-say, it was simply locked down for the time being.
The smile only widened as the other made an effort to not look him in his singular gaze, the effort easy to see and intriguing to watch. “It is~ And you know it to be true, even if you are trying to hide that away~” Ignorance could only get you so far, and trying to push away the truth usually never worked.
As his conversationalist’s digits fidgeted incessantly, his own came to cross over his chest in a certain posture that was reminiscent of someone waiting for a new thing to happen. And, in a way, he was. The boy before him obviously was consulting with something in that mind of his, such a fact was easy enough to discern from his eyes. They weren’t focused on him, they were focused on an unseen voice.
"Sorry? Why would you be sorry? You did what you thought was right and closed something that could potentially cause harm."
There was a point to be taken by words spoken in knowledge and in gest. Something that could be heard by the tone and yet Emil never did very well with 'teasing' people. No, in fact he was horrible with them. He wished he could say otherwise, but it was true. The fact being that, with Ratatosk in his mind, he could never fully feel 'at ease' with such a thing. Even as he got used to it from certain people (Tenebrae being one,) anyone else seemed to make him just feel out of place.
Though he was strong. Stronger than most to the seen eye. Closing rifts was not the only thing that touched this boy's finger-tips but the life-blood of the world, this planet alone. Mana conservation, shifting it easily with the creation of life itself but hidden to those without the knowledge to pluck it from his lips.
Green hues drifted away, still far away from the other's, attempting to keep quiet as he chewed upon the inside of his cheek still. Still in his attempts to try and be 'ignorant' though he truly was not. He could never be with the voice that's tone was strong and harsh. The one who's powers he'd been helped and created by so many times in his journey.
The other's showing of knowledge it had been Emil made the boy's head dip low. The cowlick which rested atop blonde strands seeming to wilt with the motion as well. "I'm sorry..." He mumbled, once again. This one was for lying to the elder, even if he secreted away a being of equal age to the person in question behind a barred mind.
Tch, you sound like a broken record- could ya just stop?
Emil didn't react, instead just letting the insult pass over him like water as he shifted on his feet. "Th-this ... uhm, I'm n-not used to this sort of thing." People knowing, realizing, understanding what was happening and then just giving playful quips towards the person they knew was responsible. "I'm Emil... Emil Castignier..." But not really.
The child who bore this name was most likely dead. Gone for two years since the purge at Palmacosta. No, the one who wore this face was truly merely a summon spirit who'd taken the name Emil. He'd not even taken the guise of the boy, instead he wore the face of one Aster Laker. A person who'd also passed away those two years ago, but for a much different reason. And that reason--
You gonna sit there and think all day or talk? This dude's dangerous ya'know! He's ... weird. I don't think he belongs anywhere. Not really. Don't feel like it.
That caused for alarm however. If Ratatosk couldn't even place the other ... "What are you doing a-around here?"
traveller-of-dimensions
An awkward cough and the boy waved a hand slightly to the person at the counter. "Uh-uhm... could I please?" The boy's awkward words were quickly washed out with the wants and desires of other's at the inn and the boy sighed, dragging his feet out of there. He didn't like crowded places anyway, not that he recognized this place anyway. Turning slightly, his head twisted back and forth until a movement of brown hair caught his eye and Emil moved inward.
She appeared to be out from the rest at least, and that made his job that much easier. "Excuse me," he mumbled, "M-miss, if you could? Do you know any places that have been out-run with m-monsters as of late?"
"Not in your favor.” But that had always been the way Emil worked, hadn’t it? They’d been on opposing sides since the day he’d made the pact with Ratatosk, yet the boy still looked up to him, in some form or another. They weren’t ‘friends' in any sense of the word, and throughout the course of their respective journeys, Richter found himself reminding the younger male of such time and time and time again.
And it was times like this that he questioned whether or not the boy had taken those words to heart. After all, he was supposed to be …
"— Don’t dodge the question, Emil. Why are you here? How did you return?” Certainly not questions of hostility; rather, they were questions of concern.
The boy flinched awkwardly, but he didn't step away, nor did he act upset in any way or fashion. No, instead his shoulders slowly untensed, relaxed and his body moved towards Richter, an smile, ill-placed but still there upon lips.
Green hues drifted about the other's frame. Checking basics. Even if they 'weren't friends' as Richter never seemed to forget it, there was always a part between the two that seemed to understand that they still treated each-other with at least a fair amount of understanding.
But to be reminded. Pushed in the know with the question of returning. Well, the boy had to bite at his lip to make sure he didn't sound awful or trigger Richter into acting prematurely. The half-elf always seemed to do that sort of thing ... "W-well ... I mean, y-you know ... uh..." It was difficult to explain.
"He uhm ... let me out?" Was that a good way to say it. A soft grumble in the back of his mind told him no, but he was far from listening to the tree spirit at that moment. "I promise the gate's still closed!" He quickly added on, lifting his hands up defensively, "The gate's still closed and everything's alright, I p-promise. I was just ... let go." With Ratatosk to close the rifts that seemed to be popping up everywhere.
One half of a soul that got it's own personality. Yin and Yang, reminisce that never truly left Ratatosk now twisted within Emil's personality like a weed in a garden that would only re-grow once pulled. "So you don't have to be worried, alright?" The other had seen it, if only just. The worry, behind a barbed tone that spoke just slightly to the edge of 'softer' which people would take for rudeness. "You don't h-have to worry about me anymore."
traveller-of-dimensions replied to your post:@master-summoner said: ( NO I REFUSE...
((Dammit, Herps! XD; I finally come to this account and I see this on the dash. kaldfjgdfkljgdf //dying from feels, shot// ))
[ ilu2 <3 Would you like a short thing with Maira for some cuteness and stuttering awkwardness to even things out? ]
master-summoner replied to your post:
Insert Verius popping up and saying “They’ll never forget you. While their minds might have faded their hearts never wavered.” because FEELS
"But I hope they forget," replied the blonde softly, his head turning towards Verius. "I h-hope they forget all the bad things that happened, e-even if that includes me. So that they can be happy." Tears still drifted down cheeks, but the boy was smiling. Smiling in hope the spirit would understand what he spoke of. "Happy and together, for the rest of their eternity." Buried in the ground while he could not join them.
[ I can do this all night sweetheart, you sure you wanna play this game~? u vu ]
@master-summoner said:
( NO I REFUSE GETOUTWITHTHESEFEELINGS )