I AM CLAY TERRAN AND I AM FINE!

Clay Terran | 23 | Homosexual | ♓ | Chamomile | Unfated | Single/ star searching " Shout out to the dreams you'll chase Shout out to the hearts you'll break Nothing's gonna stop you now " Part of: KNY | Open group |

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prismamagical

[ Oh he knows! thats why he gave me a lighter week next week. instead of my usual 30-35 he gave me 21 ^^; 

He’s super sweet and caring. I just hope he notices how often people call ou cause it’s.....weird. I get its a part-time job but yeesh. thank you dear! <3 you’re too sweet!

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{ I REALLY DO PROMISE TO POST. I just finsihed up a 39.25 hour shift this week. And I caught a small cold? / allergy issues. So I’ll see if I can at least push our two posts together tomorrow. ;A;

My co-workers KEEP asking me to cover thier shifts. like ffffu I covered a shift and  ahalf in one day and a girl texted me all “hey can u cover for me tomorrow. manager said ti was okay if you do over time” LOOK I HAVE A LIFE. AND I HAVENT GONE A WEEK WITHOUT BEING CALLED TO COVER. I have never claled out or asked soemone to cover. the fuck is with this. this is an issue

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{ I PROMISE TO GIVE REPLIES. I HAVE A LONG WEEK. We had TWO people quit so I’ve had to pick up a shift and I have a ten hour day tomorrow.  ew. so probs no replies until Friday.

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Gotta fix up my blog today. Been meaning to, buuut I got sick-ish and preoccupied with family and stuff. So rules, headcanons etc will be added today! Huzzah!

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Send ❤ for a non-specific kiss...

Or select one (or more!) from the following. Feel free to combine them!

☺ - for a happy kiss ♦ - for a platonic kiss ☹ - for an angsty kiss ☠ - for an angry kiss ✧ - for a kiss on the hand ☆ - for a kiss on the neck ✗ - for a drunken kiss

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Rising Sun | percxptivejustice

percxptivejustice Clay had just finished that day’s tours with the kids and the science center was getting ready to close. At that time, he usually snuck over to the planetarium, plopped himself down and stared at the stars up until closing or even past it. Once again, he had found himself lost in the stars hovering above and felt tears at the corners of his eyes. For years, since he was a child, he longed to float up in space and fall asleep right next to the stars. As a kid, he slept under the stars with his best friend Apollo, but that was different from being up in space sleeping within a starry blanket. But, he was going to make sure he was going up into space, there was no doubt. He, Clay Terran, was going to venture into the final frontier. His watery eyes stared at the twinkling lights and smiled brightly. “How I wish to be up there with the stars.... but heh, I’m still just a trainee at the space center....” His hand reached up to the stars and he closed his hand around nothing and let out a slow sigh. “But, one day, I promise, I’ll be there to look at you up close in personal! YOU CAN BET ON IT!” He quickly jumped to his feet and punched the air and exhaled a slow breath and wiped his eyes. Sadness and longing still lingered in his heart. No, he couldn’t let that bring him down. It was then he remembered his friend’s words, a friend he missed dearly and felt like he hadn’t seen him in ages. “I AM CLAY TERRAN AND I AM FINE!!!!”  He shouted loudly and by consequence his voice echoed off the curved walls. A nervous laugh came from him as he scratched his head. “Oops. I keep forgetting about that....hopefully the boss doesn’t get mad at me about th--” he stopped mid sentence as he heard the doors open.

“Oh!” With a quick turn, he faced the person and noticed they were lacking the science center uniform. “Oh hey--sorry! We’re closing soon, and the planetarium is ......closing....” His voice grew quiet as he stopped in his tracks as he caught a glimpse of red and a flash of gold within the dark room. What stood out for the finality of realization was the two horns on top of their head, “--AP-AP-AP-APOLLO!? OH MY-- OH MAN!!!” Without hesitation he lunged at him and threw his arms tightly around him and squeezed tightly. “OH MAN!!! ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I LAST SAW YOU!!!!” His voice did not quiet itself as he squeezed more and let go, realizing he was squeezing too much. Clay puled away and grinned, “--Oh man! I didn’t expect you to be here of all places!!! I thought you’d be busy with trials and such! Did you need a break from Mr. Wright and his tendencies? Or was--” Something was wrong. Apollo was unusually quiet.....and his expression was startling to him.

Clay’s face fell and he stepped back, “...What’s wrong? You...look like you’ve seen a ghost. You’re way too quiet bro. I thought you’d be happy.....? Did I squeeze too much? Or wait, shit, did I do something wrong? And you...came to tell me that....?” Something was definitely off about him and it was worrying him. His gaze fell on his shoulders, seeing an unfamiliar cloth. Given it was dark, it was hard to see, but he saw glints of gold and stars and he caught a glimpse of a button he recognized. “Wait....is that my Jacket...? So that’s where it was!” He grinned, “I was wondering where it had gone. Is that why you’re here? But you look pretty serious for something like that....and why didn’tcha call? Apollo....?”

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prismamagical:

The man seemed so kind and his smile and laughter was contagious. A small blush of warmth appeared on Illya’s cheeks. He had this aura that makes him feel like you’ve known him for a while; it felt very warm and comforting. His aura was like Shirou-nii’s, yet it still felt different from it. All in all, Clay made Illya happy.

She wanted to hit him out of embarrassment, but prevented herself from doing so, since she didn’t want to hurt the other. Instead, she settled for a “thank you”, keeping her hands there still. “You were awesome too! If you didn’t initiate it, I don’t think I would have been as willing.” 

She allowed him to uncover her face as she smiles widely at the other. “Ah-” She tried to cut him off, “Illya… Is fine. You don’t have to call me by my full name. Wouldn’t it be too long?” After all, most people only call her Illya and Illyasviel sounded too foreign to her by now. 

Her mouth gaped open slightly. Being treated to something was great, but she couldn’t! It’s common manners to never accept being treated; she can pay for herself. “It’s alright, Clay-san! I’ll go with you, but I can pay for myself. Even though I’m a little girl, I have allowance (somehow).”

She tilted her head, “A treasure? How great is it?” A smile peeked again as she asked the older male. 

Once he heard her gratitude and saw her smile, he couldn’t help but smile himself as well. Her smile was contagious to him. There was something about her, maybe her Aura he sensed –whatever it was, he was glad he spoke to her out of everyone in the crowd. “Well, I am glad you did. Heh, I got to know you on a great level!” His lips pursed up and he nodded in agreement, “–well yes and no. It’s not too bad to pronounce actually. Hebrew is a lot harder.” A chuckle surpassed his lips and he let out a content sigh and bowed his head, “but I’ll grant what the little lady wishes. Illya it is.” He winked and looked up at the sky in thought. Now was in question of where to go. As the gentleman he was, he offered to pay for her meal. When he heard her reply he blinked, “huh? Well….alright. If you are sure. I am not one to fight on such things But, at least let me buy you dessert later, okay?” Once again, he flashed a bright grin and stood up straight and stretched. He started to walk, following behind her, “hm, I would say it is the greatest treasure ever. But you’ll have to see it for yourself! I can’t really describe it in words!” 

A grin tugged at his mouth and he snuck up behind her, scooped her up under her armpits and lifted her up on his shoulders. “Heh~ now lead the way and tell me where to go Illya! Then we are off to hunt down the greatest treasure ever!”

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prismamagical:

The male had taken noticed? Now that was unusual. Normally, people don’t see that and even if they did, they never mentioned it because they had thought their eyes were playing a joke on them. She tilted her to the side as she coughs a little at how hard the impact really was. Boy, she won’t be doing that again anytime soon. 

Illya was quick to deny. “What do you mean? There’s nothing~! This is just a brooch my mother gave me!” She smiles sweetly, trying to cover the tracks of her mistake. The girl holds onto Ruby as she looked at the trick the other was going to show her. 

H-h-huh?? Her eyes stared at the other, for he had screamed out at the top of his lungs and he requests her to do the same?! No way! Illya shook her head, waving her hands in front of her. “N-no way am I going to do that. That’s embarrassing…” She looked away with her cheeks puffed up; but he seemed like he had fun doing that.

The girls eyes slowly switched back to the man, “Alright… I’ll do it…” She took a deep breath, squeezing her eyes shut and hands tightly. “MY NAME IS ILLYASVIEL VON EINZBERN AND I AM FINE!” 

She huffed and puffed afterwards, covering her face from the embarrassment. “Was that good enough?” Her eye peeked out from between her fingers. A smile was hidden behind those hands of hers; surprisingly, his method really worked, it got her feeling kind of pumped.

Given his kind heart, he grew very concerned for this young girl and her well-being. Immediately he thought to cheer her up the way he was shown many years ago. He grinned after he finished showing her, not really caring whether he was made a fool or not. With each and every day, he lived it to the fullest by having no fear what others thought of him.  He blinked as he saw she had a horrified expression. His face fell as she started to refuse. “C’mon try it, it’ll work, I promise!” With a nod he flashed her another grin. Patient eyes watched her and to his surprise, she followed his suit. Clay gave a loud merry and warm laugh. That was just too good! And it too filled him with great spirit. He nodded and his grin grew wider as he noticed she was trying to hide a smile.  “That was amazing and great!!! PERFECT!!”

He sighed and bent down and moved her hands apart, “now now, why hide such a cute and lovely smile? It make you glow and shine brilliantly, like the stars above....” a pause, “...Illsviel. A cute name by the way~ So.” With ease he pushed himself up and stretched, “you lead me to your favorite restaurant and I’ll treat’cha, kay? You deserve it after yelling that and also for helping me around! ANd then after, I’ll show you a GREAT treasure, what do you say?”

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hirusekimaiden:

Yukina had kept the flyer with her just in case. It’s once smooth surface was now marred with a few wrinkles from having been carried about over the past few days– it’s announcement read over and over by the ice maiden. She had taken it from the convenience store around the corner from home, so she hoped no one would miss it. This science center intrigued her– especially with its dedication to the stars and the sky. 

Following the signs inside the building, she found her way to the observatory, pushing the door open as quietly as she could. In the darkness, she saw someone rise to greet her, and she stood a little bit taller. 

… Early? Was she early? With a bit of alarm she looked down at the flyer to confirm the time, but it didn’t do much. She didn’t have a watch, after all. Nor did she see one on any of the walls. Yukina looked up at the young man and gave an apologetic smile. In return to his greeting, she gave a slight polite bow.

 “Hello,” She spoke softly. Yukina brought up the flyer so he could see. “I saw this. It says something about um, a telescope and planetarium?”

Clay stood there and tilted his head at her, curious of her. He gave a slight yelp as she bowed and he waved his hands. “Wh-whoa....! Whoa, easy! No need to get all formal! It’s okay, really!” With that, he gave a warm laugh and flashed a bright smile at her. Just form their small interaction, he could sense she was a good person, just by her sweet smile alone. Already he could feel good vibes from her, there was no doubt about it. His eyes fell on the flyer and they squinted in the dark room. “Oh! Haha! You must be here for the next lecture! You are in the right place miss!” The ravenette spun a bit and gave out a heavy sigh. He turned his head upward at the twinkling sky and smiled. “--I give lectures here about the stars and galaxies. It....gives me life to teach others about the vast out reaches of space, the place that man can see, can reach yet can never...” he reached up to the sky, “--can never touch it. Even though it makes me happy, I feel like somethin’ is missin’. Like, how we keep searching the universe for that missing knowledge, how we humans are always yearning for the unknown. My whole life right now feels like universe....I’m searching into a vast unknown.” He blushed as hee realized he was rambling off to a complete stranger. 

“Hoo boy, deep stuff.” He scratched the back of his head and grinend back at her,” haha sorry about that. So! Anyways, you got any questions before the lecture? I’ll do my best to answer!”

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I had a really rough night. So no replies tonight but  prismamagical your reply made me smile a lot. Thank you. I have a 11-8 shift tomorrow so i’ll try to squeeze a reply in, depends on my mood.

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I want to start off by saying that your muse is so cute! I love Clay's interactions so far and I hope he finds a lot of happiness in Koi (which would be JUST FINE! Haha, okay sorry). Keep it up, mun!

{ AAAAAAAAA~ This was very lovely to see. Thank you anon!!!  DONT BE SORRY. THAT’S HIS THING. I LAUGHED. <3BUT THANK YOU. This reassures me so much cause he’s so new to me. ;A; 

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prismamagical:

Illya flew around in the open space, she was trying to improve her aerial speed. Flipping and kicking herself to propel off the tree she headed towards, flying faster with the force she had added. ‘Being a magical girl has its perks sometimes.’ She thought to herself as she smiles while the wind pushes her hair back. 

Ruby was in her hand, helping her adjust her angles and methods. By doing so, Illya can improve on her skills so that if ever needed in the city, she can help protect it. As she landed, ending practicce for the day, Illya stretched out when a stranger walked up to her for directions.

“U-uhm!” She answered, “I’m sorry. I’m not very good with the roads around here either!” The child bowed down as she looked up to glance at him. “And mister, you’re not that old~” She cheered. 

Ruby, who was hiding behind her, whispered into her ear; telling her that she will lead the way, so pretend to know the way. “Ah! I think I know a place. Follow me!” She quickly reached for her staff that turned into a broach-like form, slamming it onto her chest, coughing at how hard she did that to herself.

Clay was rather observant of his surroundings, most of the time at least. Other times he was a bit spacey--no wait, a lot of the time. He was spacey especially if space  was involved. At this moment, he was just lost in his own world and did not notice the girl flying around above him. He noticed her after she had landed and he walked up to her not knowing of how special she truly was.  To break the ice, he threw in a joke about his age and laughed at his own joke. His eyes as well as his Aura sense caught on something behind/near the girl. He could have sworn he heard whispering, but perhaps it was just him. Also his attention was very much focused on food. Once his mind was set on food, or anything, he’d stay focused.  For now, he’d put in back of his mind. True, he was a curious type--well, that was an understatement. But, food came first! He laughed merrily at her reply as he crouched closer to her eye level. “ Ah~? You really don’t think so? “ He scratched back of his head, “ well! That’s a relief!! Heh~” He chuckled and stood up straight and blinked as she exclaimed. “Oh! You’re great!” A bright smile crossed his features, but his smile dissipated as he watched her staff turn to a broach, “w-whoa....! What the...?” He had seen some weird stuff, so this wasn’t too much of a surprise to him. Even still, it was not everyday that you saw a staff turn to another thing. At that moment he really wondered just what this city was about and if it really was on Earth. For a moment he thought maybe he was dreaming or had gone to space. But then he remembered....

Not much left his mouth except a gasp as she slammed it hard against her chest. “He-HEY! BE CAREFUL! Are....are you alright....?” He knelt in front of her and tilted her chin up, “you need any help in any way? Please be careful and not hurt yourself, alright?” He smiled warmly at her and it clicked. “Hey, I got a trick for you. do the same after me, but with YOUR name, okay?” Clay stood up and took a sharp in hale

“I AM CLAY TERRAN AND I AM FINE!!!!” He yelled loudly causing several passerby to stare at him Not that he cared or anything. He looked back down at her grinning and gave her a thumbs up, “now your turn! It’s the sure fire way to cure anything that hurts, upsets etc and give you a smile and energy! Also, this way we get each other’s names and it cures that ouchie, hm~? TWO BIRDS ONE STONE! SO GIVE IT YOUR ALL!!!”

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prismamagical For a few hours now, Clay had been wandering around the city unsure of where to go or what to do. Given his profession, he was very smart, but when it came to directions and such, it was not his strong suit--especially in a new city like this. Yes, a city he had no recollection how he ended up here. He sighed and hung his head, “--man, now I’m starting to sound like Mr. Starbuck with that sigh.” He frowned and crossed his arms and tapped his foot. There were many options he could do, but one that kept ringing in his head made him grumble. His stubbornness would not allow him to do so, but he might have to at this rate.

His eyes wandered the area and they fell upon a young girl and he smiled. Children warmed his heart and he loved talking and interacting with them. Hell, one of these days he’d like to have one. But....that was a different story for a different day.

He took a sharp inhaled and approached her and lowered himself so he was at her level. “--He-Hey, mind telling me where a good restaurant is? You see,” he paused and felt embarrassment creep up. ‘Shake it off Clay’. With a shake of his head he gave a bright smile, “--I’m new here and I haven’t quite figured out how to navigate. So wouldya mind helping out an old fart like me, ey?” 

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audaxi It was lunch time and Clay had enough time to wander the Space section of the Science center before returning to work. Of course, he should go eat. But, he didn’t. His mind was drawn more to the exhibits more than anything else. Often times he went without eating much and got scolded by his co-workers for being too invested in his work. As much as it was true, he wasn’t going to fight his urge to look at the stars.  He wandered through the exhibit on the moon and his eyes fell on a man who seemed very focused on the large exhibit on Earth’s moon. Clay approached him with a bright smile, “Hey there!” He waved and tilted his head next to him and took hold of the railing. “So~ you got an questions?” He grinned a pointed to his jacket and badge. “I’ll help any way I can! Ask away!”

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hirusekimaiden

Yet another shift ended for him at the Science Center and it it was fulfilling as always. True, it wasn’t what he aspired to do as a child. Even still, he was going to make the most of it. There was no way he was going to sit around and do nothing. He had a talent of entertaining others, spreading knowledge and was great around kids. Therefore, he was assigned to teach children about space whenever they came to the center. Each and every time filled his day and made him feel incredibly happy. However, there was still something missing from his life. Just what was it? The sun had started to set when  had finished his last tour for the day and he collapsed into a chair in the observatory. There was still a bit more time before the next show, and right now he wanted to take the time to look up at the night sky, many light years away. His eyes stared in awe at the twinkling lights and again, lost himself as his mind wandered to his dream once more. “--I want to go there, and be bathed in the stars, like a blanket. I hope it can happen...” He muttered aloud.  The door behind him creaked open and he turned to see a young woman, but couldn’t tell much about her features given the lack of light. Slowly he rose to his feet, “--well you’re early! But good to see enthusiatic people coming early!” He walked toward her and got closer to her to see she was a young girl in her twenties, “--I am Clay Terran, I give tours here and on occasion talks here as well as a technician in the labs. What brings you to the observatory?”

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---section, and not an actual point of the app to be filled out. If you however can find the place where you read that requesting for a specific partner is allowed, please feel free to point it out to us, and I will speak to the other mods about it. Sorry for the length of this and I hope everything made sense. -- Cocoa mod

Oooooh!! Okay I understand now!! Than you for clearing up!! That helps a lot! Sorry for confusion! You've been very helpful! <3

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.headcanons

Clay has both a tongue piercing & two piercings on his right ear. He only wears a single stud in his ear while working. Tongue is usually hidden anyways. He smokes on occasion, rarely, about once a week/every two weeks