Say My Name

Stephanie Lee Dancing in the dark in the pale moonlight. Come and take a walk on the wild side. I could be the one with the Devil's touch. Para.Action.Script Semi-AU.18+ Disclaimer

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                            ( HARUKI MURAKAMI ) ( NORWEGIAN WOOD ) 

“What happens when people open their hearts?”

“Nobody likes being alone that much.”

“I don’t go out of my way to make friends, that’s all. It just leads to disappointment.”

“Don’t feel sorry for yourself. Only assholes do that.”

“You need to grab whatever chance you have of happiness where you find it, and not worry about other people too much.”

“I want you always to remember me.”

“Despite your best efforts, people are going to be hurt when it’s time for them to be hurt.”

“What stays in your heart will stay; keep them, and what vanishes will vanish.”

“All I want in this world is you.”

“I want the two of us to begin everything from the beginning.”

“No truth can cure the sorrow we feel from losing a loved one.”

“What a terrible thing it is to wound someone you really care for and to do it so unconsciously.”

“If you’re in pitch blackness, all you can do is sit tight until your eyes get used to the dark.”

“I’ve had enough hurt already in my life. More than enough. Now I want to be happy.”

“People leave strange little memories of themselves behind when they die.”

“Stop eating yourself up alive. Things will go where they’re supposed to go if you just let them take their natural course.”

“When your feelings build up and harden and die inside, then you’re in big trouble.”

“When you fall in love, the natural thing to do is give yourself to it. “

“If I have left a wound inside you, it is not just your wound but mine as well.”

“Hey, what is it with you? Why are you so spaced out? You still haven’t answered me.”

“People are strange when you’re a stranger.”

“The dead will always be dead, but we have to go on living.”

“You don’t get it, do you?”

“I am a flawed human being - a far more flawed human being than you realise.”

“At least let me know whether or not I hurt you.”

“All of us are imperfect human beings living in an imperfect world.”

“I’ve never once thought about how I was going to die.”

“So I’m not crazy after all!”

“I miss you terribly sometimes, but in general I go on living with all the energy I can muster.”

“Will you wait for me forever?”

“I don’t want our relationship to end like this.”

“When am I going to be able to talk to you? I want you to tell me that much, at least.”

“It hurts not being able to see you.”

“I’m not totally mad at you. I’m just sad.”

“The world is an inherently unfair place.”

“Life frightens me sometimes. I don’t happen to take that as the premise for everything else though.”

“I’m a real bargain, don’t you think? If you don’t take me, I’ll end up going somewhere else.”

“We’re all kind of weird and twisted and drowning.”

“Don’t you think it would be wonderful to get rid of everything and everybody and just go some place where you don’t know a soul?”

“You’re not telling me anything I don’t know already.”

[moan-s]

[meaningless--poetry]

Never underestimate A person’s ability To wear a poker face And never underestimate Your own ability To overlook the clues.

(via meaningless–poetry)

[stxphlee]

@mxnosong

He patted Stephanie’s hair and smiled. “You’re just being too hard on yourself. Take it easy.” Mino placed an arm around the other’s shoulder as he stood beside her. It was a gesture that he’s been used to doing with his friends to try and make them feel more at ease. “I’ll make sure to wear it during our concert, then. Are you coming by the way? Do you already have a ticket? I can get you one if you don’t have already.”

She looked at him and scrunched her face before snickering. Has she really been too hard on herself? Steph couldn’t tell anymore with everything going on lately. “I’m beginning to think it was faith that brought me here. I was actually about to call my manager to see if he could like get a ticket for me for the concert. But since you’re offering, yes, please. I’d like a ticket.” Her smile appeared once more her dimples showing as she lifted a hand as if begging for a ticket to pop out any moment. “I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”

[stxphlee]

@mxnosong

“Well here’s to restoring your faith, then.” Mino approached the other, hands tucked in his pants pockets. It has been a while since he had seen Stephanie and something about their encounter felt new somehow. “Ah, of course. Do you like my fringe? I quite fancy it. Makes me look like a rockstar.”

“I know right. I hope like my guts are on point from here on.” She replied with a chuckle. The model couldn’t hide how happy she was to somehow suddenly bump into him. After all, it was indeed awhile since the two last seen or even spoken to each other. “Definitely adds to the rockstar vibe. Didn’t know it would actually suit you but it does. I need to speak to your stylists though, they did an awesome job with you guys. I love Taehyun’s blond hair. He’s definitely working that look.”

[stxphlee]

Yes. It's her.

“Well if they make a Korean version of Black Butler, I’d be down to play Ciel’s role and like cut my hair short.”

[stxphlee]

@mxnosong

“Steph, of course.” Mino smiles slightly, gazing at the other. “Always trust your guts, remember?” Bowing, he thanks her for the compliment. “Which one was your favorite?”

She scrunched her nose trying to hide the huge smile that was forming. “Pfft.. my guts had let me down a few times lately. So I’ve take a more careful route with it.” Her expression brightens up as he asked her favorite one of their new releases. “Uhm... Sentimental is my fave. Love the looks you guys had in the MV too!”

[stxphlee]

You look like Ayame Gouriki!

“Do I? She’s the girl that played Ciel in the live version of Black Butler right?”

[thedarknesswillrule-deactivated]

Send me "hey" if you want to roleplay with me but your just to shy

[stephanielee199]

[koreanmodel]

Stephanie Lee for Grazia Korea Dec 2015

[beauty-in-rarity-deactivated202]

[stxphlee]

@kxm-myungsoo:

“When you spend your whole life drinking, it comes in handy at times like this.” Myungsoo let out a laugh before grabbing another shot and looking at it. “Although, I prefer more mature alcohol than this.” Drinking another, he sat down his empty shot glass next to the others. “Deal.” He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and grinned at her. 

“Well let’s get a more mature alcohol then. I certainly don’t mind going for something much stronger.” Stephanie spoke with a chuckle definitely loving the idea of changing drinks. “Do you wanna order your fave and have it for our next round then?” The model asked as she downed another shot and set the shot glass aside by her stack.

[stxphlee]

10 & 11

- 10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

“Of course I am. I believe in being the sort of person you’d want in your life and not the opposite. Isn’t there a saying that goes, ‘Don’t do unto others what you don’t want others to do unto you’? I think the same principle applies here.”

- 11. Does love = sex?

“Hell NO. Sex = Sex. Carnal desire is way different from love. Though it would seem some people somehow equate love with it. It takes time for the scales in their eyes to fall off and realize what they felt was nothing but pure carnal desire. And they end up butt hurt. You don’t necessarily have to love someone to enjoy sex with that person. I guess sex is more of like a cherry on top of loving someone.”

[ @mmxtters

[moan-s]

[stxphlee]

23 DEEP ASS questions, one at a time. I REALLY WANT TO ANSWER THESE SOMEONE ASK ME PLEASE!

1. What is more difficult for you, looking into someones eyes when you are telling someone how you feel, or looking into someones eyes when they are telling you how they feel?

2. Think of the last time you were REALLY angry. WHY were you angry? Do you still feel the same way?

3. You are on a flight from Honolulu to Chicago non-stop. There is a fire in the back of the plane. You have enough time to make ONE phone call. Who do you call? What do you tell them?

4. You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?

5. You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.

6. You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?

7. Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?

8. Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?

9. Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?

10. Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

11. Does love = sex?

12.Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?

13.When was the last time you told someone HONESTLY how you felt regardless of how difficult it was for you to say? Who was it? What did you have to tell the person?

14. What would be (or what was) harder for you to tell a member of the opposite/same sex, you love them or that you do not love them back?

15. What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?

16. Excluding romantic love, when was the last time you told someone you loved them. Who were they to you?

17. If there was one moment and one time in the last month what would you change and why?

18. Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?

19.You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?

20. Are you old fashioned?

21. When was the last time you were nice to someone and did NOT expect anything in return for it?

22.Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?

23.If you could do anything or wish anything, what would it be?

[stxphlee]

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