Don't Bury Me Alive

"I tried to drown my sorrows, but the bastards learned how to swim." - Frida Kahlo

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Delete this entire website

[aloneandfighting-blog]

I am n o t вяσкєη           broken implies that I can be f i x e d                     and darling, I r e g r e t to inform you:                               {nothing can fix me}

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I cry I just remembered that this account exists

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"Get down from there." -volcanic-flower (I SHOULD REALLY FIND A COMPUTER OR SMTH AND GET OFF MY 3DS BUT FRIEND I SEE U HI ;u;)

(HI WOW I am so bad at staying active, arent I ;; I’m so sorry friend gosh volcanic-flower )

Startled, Hans looked back, his thick eyeliner running down his face. His eyes grew wide as his attention was taken from the long drop in front of him, his thoughts hazily lingering at the thought of experiencing that fall. However, he began to fall into her eyes instead, soon realizing that she was there, with him. 

Almost witnessing his demise. 

"Why are you here?" A coarse voice flickered through the air, worn from countless hours of sobbing. It hurt enough to speak; there was no moisture left in him that made it possible to be anything less than painful.

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"Oh Hans…" Lily gripped his hand tightly and wrapped her free arm around his back. So many questions threatened to spill out, but she kept them quiet. Questions were for later, when Hans wasn’t tearing at the seams.

She rubbed his back and murmed reassurances. “It will be okay… Can you tell me what happened?”

His body gently leaned into hers, his sobs turning into soft hiccups and mumbles. Once he calmed down, he decided to try and answer her question. 

"I broke…" He choked, a rock at the back of his throat. 

"I couldn’t take it anymore… The pain… It ate away at my brain cells…" 

Hans’ body began to rock gently, as it had the night before, and the night before that. The rhythm seemed to calm him a bit more, for his hiccups ceased, and his mumbles closed as his eyelids did. 

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She kissed his forehead and gently wiped the tears away. "Shh," she whispered. "It's okay, it will be fine." She matched the motions. Lily began to run her hand over his head. She was completely at a loss of what to do--it was rare she was the one to comfort someone, usally giving the task to a family member--and all she could try and do was what she would want done to her in that situation.

"What was causing the pain, sweetie?" She asked softly. Her arms gripped him slightly tighter, wanting to hold him safe there with her love, protect him from the dangers of the world around them.

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M!A: Lily is pregnant with short-fire's child

short-fire

/DO WE DO IT?/

-has been laughing over protective daddy Red ever since I saw this-

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(YES YES WE DO) 

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//haha how

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M!A: Lily is pregnant with short-fire's child

short-fire/DO WE DO IT?/-has been laughing over protective daddy Red ever since I saw this-

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"Get down from there." -volcanic-flower (I SHOULD REALLY FIND A COMPUTER OR SMTH AND GET OFF MY 3DS BUT FRIEND I SEE U HI ;u;)

(HI WOW I am so bad at staying active, arent I ;; I’m so sorry friend gosh volcanic-flower )

Startled, Hans looked back, his thick eyeliner running down his face. His eyes grew wide as his attention was taken from the long drop in front of him, his thoughts hazily lingering at the thought of experiencing that fall. However, he began to fall into her eyes instead, soon realizing that she was there, with him. 

Almost witnessing his demise. 

"Why are you here?" A coarse voice flickered through the air, worn from countless hours of sobbing. It hurt enough to speak; there was no moisture left in him that made it possible to be anything less than painful.

[stxrmed]

Lily stared in shock. What had happened?—Why had he been standing on a ledge crying? Fears ran through her mind as she inched closer to the redhead. Of course given what the situation looked like, there was no way Lily would fathom voicing her questions.

The only coherent thought was to get Hans down.

"I was taking a walk." She replied, slightly out of breath. As soon as she had seen the male preparing to jump Lily flew into a full sprint in hopes to make it. She paused right next to him and offered her hand. "Will you get down from there, please?"

It was much more polite then she was used to, but her own scars tingled on her thighs and it was too delicate of a situation to wear her mask.

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"I…"

The guilt tore into his stomach; the look on her face broke his heart. What was he thinking? 

Hans glanced back over the edge, trying to find some strength to keep himself composed. After a slow release of air from his lungs, he turned back to Lily and took her hand. 

"Yes-" His voice cracks as the waterworks restart. Still holding her hand, he falls to where he’s crouching, crying at the ground. 

He didn’t know what was going on anymore. He didn’t know what he wanted. All he knew was that the pain tore through his chest as if he were speared by a Samurott. 

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"Oh Hans..." Lily gripped his hand tightly and wrapped her free arm around his back. So many questions threatened to spill out, but she kept them quiet. Questions were for later, when Hans wasn't tearing at the seams.

She rubbed his back and murmed reassurances. "It will be okay... Can you tell me what happened?"

[short-fire-blog-blog-blog-deact]

"Get down from there." -volcanic-flower (I SHOULD REALLY FIND A COMPUTER OR SMTH AND GET OFF MY 3DS BUT FRIEND I SEE U HI ;u;)

(HI WOW I am so bad at staying active, arent I ;; I’m so sorry friend gosh volcanic-flower )

Startled, Hans looked back, his thick eyeliner running down his face. His eyes grew wide as his attention was taken from the long drop in front of him, his thoughts hazily lingering at the thought of experiencing that fall. However, he began to fall into her eyes instead, soon realizing that she was there, with him. 

Almost witnessing his demise. 

"Why are you here?" A coarse voice flickered through the air, worn from countless hours of sobbing. It hurt enough to speak; there was no moisture left in him that made it possible to be anything less than painful.

[stxrmed]

Lily stared in shock. What had happened?--Why had he been standing on a ledge crying? Fears ran through her mind as she inched closer to the redhead. Of course given what the situation looked like, there was no way Lily would fathom voicing her questions.

The only coherent thought was to get Hans down.

"I was taking a walk." She replied, slightly out of breath. As soon as she had seen the male preparing to jump Lily flew into a full sprint in hopes to make it. She paused right next to him and offered her hand. "Will you get down from there, please?"

It was much more polite then she was used to, but her own scars tingled on her thighs and it was too delicate of a situation to wear her mask.

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tagging game;

Remember to repost, not reblog.

Name of your muse. Lily Anna Kasai

One picture you like best of your muse’s fc. 

Two headcanons you have for your muse that you never told anyone.  1.)  Lily actually despises being mean--it's just who she became to protect herself. 2) She loves cuddles

Three things that your muse loves doing in their free time.  Reading, sleeping

Four people that your muse loves. Red, Yellow, Matthew, Amarillo

Three fond childhood memories.   The day she got Beast. Her dad taking her and Matt to get ice cream. Her mother showing the twins around the Viridian Forest. 

Two things your muse regrets.   Hurting her parents. Hurting Matthew.

One thing they’d go through heaven or hell to save/change.  To get the way her family was before she became a problem child back.

Tag ten people to do the same thing. 

anyone who wants to

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"Yeah. Let’s." He answered with a nod before turning to lead the way to where Rap the Rapidash stood, waiting. "You don’t mind riding on Rap’s back, right? I won’t let you fall either."

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{ ✴ } – "That's a comfort." Lily muttered sarcastically as she followed her uncle. "Sure, fine, whatever floats your boat." And she pulled herself on the Fire Type.

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Ah. There she was. “Of course. There’s a park I do want to take you to. You don’t mind a bit of fun every now and then, do you?” He asked.

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{ ✴ } – " . . . I guess not." Lily shrugged. "Shall we get going, then?" As long as they didn't get in trouble with the cops or her mom, Lily was fine with wherever.

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Amarillo smiled a bit. “Whatever you think, Lily.” He said, though it didn’t change the fact that she was at least willing to spend time with him. “I’ll give you time to change. I’ll be outside waiting, okay?” He nodded toward his niece before leaving the room to exit the house and wait outside. Literally.

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{ ✴ } – Lily sighed and began to rummage through her closet. She slipped on some trainers and pulled a shirt over her tank top. The blonde ran down the stairs, past her mother and brother, then out the door to her uncle. "Did you have anywhere in mind, Ama?"

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I am n o t вяσкєη           broken implies that I can be f i x e d                     and darling, I r e g r e t to inform you:                               {nothing can fix me}

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Although I have been b e a t e n,

                              battered,

                                              and bruised,

I WILL N EV E R BACK DOWN.

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The W O R L D                has not seen my anger yet.

                                                   [ And when it does, ]

                                 It will S̶̷̸̲̲̿H̶̷̸̲̲̿A̶̷̸̲̲̿T̶̷̸̲̲̿T̶̷̸̲̲̿E̶̷̸̲̲̿R̶̷̸̲̲̿ under my f̲e̲e̲t̲.̲