Collectively aplaroace, transandrog, and queer in all manners; also disabled, neurodivergent, and much more.
We are a traumagenic, likely OSDD, system (yes, we are hoping to be at the very least medically recognized in the future). Hosts are currently Sonic (he/him) (sign off: 💎💨) and Shadow (he/they) (sign off: 💎☕️).
Our DNI here only consists of those under 16, people who are active within syscourse, those who cannot respect that introjects are NOT their sources, and basic DNI. We do recommend that those who yume/selfship our sources keep distance due to past experiences we have had with some. Further boundaries will be set if and when needed.
What we post, when we post, whether or not posts will have a sign off, etc. will NOT be consistent. Do not expect anything specific out of this account.
here and there ill go into these bouts of doubt about being a system but on some random afternoon ill get hit with the biggest "oh thats why i suspect osdd" because wdym one of these fuckers is beginning to change over half of our social media accounts and i feel absolutely NO connection to when it was changed.
i can vaguely remember it happening but its like a complete disconnect of "i didnt do that". and the bios...oh i dont usually make my bios like that. he tried to make it less obvious but holy was it obvious 😭
dont feel like posting this on my introject profile but holy fuck is being a system super frustrating and exhausting sometimes
okay so shadow is cohost and im host right?? this guy is always hanging around in some manner. i can count the times he hasnt been around with me on my hands (or at least the times i can remember)
earlier today, he took over and i kind of sat back, letting him do his thing. we had been traveling all day yesterday so we were exhausted and he deals with our exhaustion USUALLY a lot better than me
NOTE THE USUALLY.
for WHATEVERRR reason this guy was in a far pissier mood than usual. on top of this he decided to be on our discord when he normally doesnt hang around on it for long so he was stuck having to mask as me around our friends more than usual which he...isnt the greatest at as our energy and temperament levels are noticeably different
he was literally toeing the line on being outright mean to a handful of our friends and some other people we talk to occasionally. REPEATEDLY.
now it feels super awkward in some chats and IM the one having to deal with it omggg. how does someone who is almost always second-handedly interacting with the same people manage to do this 💔
our husband (platonic) had been cooking with some beans and asked us as a joke if we thought theyd be ready. shadow replied with "the beans are beans" and when asked again if theyre ready he said "ask the beans" LIKE??
dont feel like posting this on my introject profile but holy fuck is being a system super frustrating and exhausting sometimes
okay so shadow is cohost and im host right?? this guy is always hanging around in some manner. i can count the times he hasnt been around with me on my hands (or at least the times i can remember)
earlier today, he took over and i kind of sat back, letting him do his thing. we had been traveling all day yesterday so we were exhausted and he deals with our exhaustion USUALLY a lot better than me
NOTE THE USUALLY.
for WHATEVERRR reason this guy was in a far pissier mood than usual. on top of this he decided to be on our discord when he normally doesnt hang around on it for long so he was stuck having to mask as me around our friends more than usual which he...isnt the greatest at as our energy and temperament levels are noticeably different
he was literally toeing the line on being outright mean to a handful of our friends and some other people we talk to occasionally. REPEATEDLY.
now it feels super awkward in some chats and IM the one having to deal with it omggg. how does someone who is almost always second-handedly interacting with the same people manage to do this 💔
you gotta open this post to read it points and laughs
i feel like people get the wrong idea when i say i like reading and writing angst. i dont read/write it just because its fun, i do it because at least then i dont feel as crazy about what i went through
90% of the things i put both canon characters and my ocs through in my writing are me articulating my feelings through them or are things i have gone though myself, either word by word or through similarities
reading wise, every fic ive ever gravitated to has had something i could relate to in it. do i bawl my eyes out everytime? yeah, but its because i feel some sort of validation through it
i find it so funny knowing most people will never know i dont fully identify with the term transmasc i just use it so people dont assume that im a trans man based off my pronouns 🤫
i find it so funny knowing most people will never know i dont fully identify with the term transmasc i just use it so people dont assume that im a trans man based off my pronouns 🤫
im actually so tired of people butting in with "i dont like that, i like this!!2!" in the most "youre wrong and im right" way possible when talking about fandom things. ships, games, comics, whatever. its annoying either way
cant enjoy ANY sort of ship without someone in the comments of the post saying "i like [unrelated ship] more" "why couldnt it have been be [unrelated ship]?" "[character involved] doesnt like them, they like [uninvolved character]!!!!" like holyyy shitttt nobody asked you. go be insufferable elsewhere
same thing with the sonic comics. cant bring up idw anywhere without someone saying something like "archie is better". while i do prefer archie over idw (they butchered almost everyone in idw), let people enjoy it because it is NOT that serious. its a comic. about fictional, anthropomorphic animals. if the media isnt problematic or harmful in any way, who gives a fuck? besides, lets not act like archie WASNT a dumpster fire itself. read some of the issues before modern era and then come back to me talking about how archie isnt a pile of shit in most areas. it is a crappy soap opera with good ol classic incest (stares at knuckles and julie-su) and weird interactions that shouldnt have happened (issue 150, for example)
and the games? i dont even want to start just know i find a lot of you tiring to be around
LMAO why does sonic have his eyes closed in all of these i didnt even realize. i promise i can actually draw him with them open this just so happened to be a coincidence
told all my friends i'd sleep almost an hour ago, its now 4am, and im up thinking about them AGAIN. i am not surviving the 7 hour drive i must endure today..
hello hi im interested in roleplaying with people who are 17+ (though for romance, even if background, please be 18+ as i am 19)!!
this IS a long post, btw, but it goes over most things. anything not covered here will be covered in dms
im decently literate and can range in reply length. sometimes its one to two sentences, sometimes its 3-4 paragraphs, maybe even more. depends on what you give me to work with
i mainly do 1 on 1 rps, but i may be willing to do a group rp
fair warning, i do get burnt out and may take breaks or longer than usual to respond at times. this is normal for me, nothing against you. ill try to let you know but best way to avoid this is communication with ideas and understanding my boundaries (might also help if we switch it up every so often with scenarios to keep me interested)
i am specifically looking for a sonic roleplay! no crossovers, please, and i would like to limit ocs. im mainly looking for a canon character rp, but i may be lenient and allow you to use ocs
as for what characters i can play, i main:
• sonic
• shard
• shadow
• tails
anyone else, i can either somewhat play or might be willing to give a whirl at.
plot wise, im pretty chill and am fine with nearly any sort of idea you come up with. again, only ones i wont be doing are crossovers and plots that are HEAVILY (and i mean almost entirely, if not completely) about time and space travel (aka dimension hop roleplays)
romance is fine and i am willing to try it out as i dont believe ive done one in YEARS. only ship im 100% onboard with doing is sonadow. any other ship, you may have to ask. most, i may accept, but theres always a chance i'll decline. absolutely NO NSFW. i am fine with timeskipping it, implying it, or getting somewhat borderline to it, but i will not outright do nsfw
im not on tumblr a whole lot so if youre interested, you may either have to wait for me to get on to respond or you can shoot me request on discord under blurringblue (let me know on here that you sent a request though as i might decline otherwise, oops)! i do have a life regardless so responses may still be somewhat slow but i'll get to you quicker than i would on tumblr
(if you leave a like, i MIGHT, keyword MIGHT, reach out to discuss a possible roleplay with you. youll be more likely to get anything out of me by verbally responding to this post)
anyway, to let you know what you would be getting yourself into with replies (or at least replies that give me something), heres a snippet as an example from a roleplay i took part in:
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The old model rolled a rock--mind you, a shockingly well rounded rock--in between metal fingers. Boooorrriiinnggg. Who decided TODAY was a good day to assign HIM watch duty? Well, he'd probably complain either way, but that's besides the point. Genuinely, who wants to sit out at the edge of the city doing NOTHING but watching NOTHING?
With an artificial huff, he tossed the rock (really? Maybe he should have kept the thing. Seriously, how often do you find perfectly round rocks? NEVER!) over his shoulder, letting it hit some nearby rocks with sharp clattering. Two green optics on a mostly black screen boredly blink as he watches the horizon. Empty. AGAIN.
`` Couldn't they have given me something less boring.. `` He grumbled to nobody but himself. Fingers tap in a pattern across the grass below him before he sits up from his half lying position on the ground, then he hops to his feet. He dusts himself off, more for looks than anything, as hardly anything stains his plating. Maybe, instead of listening to protocol and staying in position, he can look around. Do something that isn't just watching and waiting and doing absolutely nothing at all for hours. Just gotta hope they don't get too mad at him for it.
His engine whirls to life before he takes off in a trail of fire, making his way further outside the city's edges all the while beginning to circle his way around. They said to watch? Sure, he'll watch. Just not from one spot.
Visuals track the surrounding area in a blurring speed up until they catch onto something. He halts, his engine struggling with the sudden cut of power as it stutters in protest. A capsule? Seems like the thing has something caught in it too. Finally, something interesting! Hs starts up his engine once more, making his way over and this time, in not such a brisk pace, but enough to get there before anything goes south.
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again, just shoot me a request or a comment and i'll get to you when i can!
losing sleep over SONADOW of all things is plaguing me
the funny thing about this ship is that i thought i was over it just a few weeks ago. i had gone several months without thinking about them 24/7 and now im back. to thinking about them 24/7
its like you can never fully get bored of them. theres always something new.
oh so you consumed probably a good hundred works of immortal x mortal involving the two? now read another hundred of those two now being king x knight
or maybe jester x knight or maybe even king x king
had enough of medieval? how about sherrif x outlaw? or pirate captain x crewmate?
no? want something aligned more with canon? how about movie? or archie? or maybe an angsty aftermath of frontiers or forces? maybe even sxs generations?
thats only the tip of the ice berg
seriously ive only ever had one ship that hasnt bored me in the slighest after consuming so much of it and that ship is sonadow. its genuinely crazy the amount of scenarios you can put these two in, whether romantic or platonic, and for it to...actually be interesting?
i dont think ill ever fully bore of drawing or writing about them either. its like all my works circle back to them whether i meant for it or not
this is one of them :happy: his name is velo, short for velocity and he is a clone of sonic
(the drawing aint much but hey ive been going for something more simplistic style and shading wise lately plus it only took me an hour in comparsion to my 4-5 hour ones)
the clone thing is not what the entirety of his character is though. hes actually quite different from sonic to the point if the two didn't share looks and voices, no one would be able to tell hes a clone of him
fun fact: hes the first of two clones
i wont go into anything else unless asked specific things about him as i feel like we'd be here all day if i went into ALL his lore 🤷♂️
oops sorry guys i keep putting off intertwined 😞 been getting into sonic related fixation after sonic related fixation and my current one is my sonic ocs
