Hiya! My name is Max, I am 31 and non-binary (use he/him OR they/them pronouns though as it’s what I’m used to), and super subby. I am not interested in men. I am not a sissy. I don’t send people money. Please read the pinned post! I hope everyone enjoys! 18+ only, minors and ageless blogs DNI.
Hi everyone! My name is Max (He/Him or They/Them), and I’m a 31 year old Subby Boy from Missouri. I’m a VTuber, Pokemon Fangame Dev, Hobby Cook, and Gamer! <3
I tag a lot of posts with lewd thoughts or feelings or add my own little thoughts on to them through tags rather than comments. If anyone wants a tag removed please feel free to DM! I also openly admit that both how I interact in DM and how I tag posts are authentically me!
DNI IF YOUR BLOG HAS TO DO WITH THE FOLLOWING OR YOU ARE ANY OF THE FOLLOWING:
Bestiality, Inc*st, Scat, and cishet dom men who add creepy captions to posts or message 5 minutes after following asking if I am single.
FINALLY NO MINORS OR AGELESS BLOGS. YOU ARE NOT WELCOME HERE. YOU ARE NOT RESPECTED HERE IF YOU DO NOT RESPECT THE FACT THAT THIS IS AN ADULT SPACE AND STAY THE HELL AWAY. THAT MEANS 18+ AND NO EXCEPTIONS.
My Personality:
I tend to lean towards kindness and gentleness when interacting with people. I was taught from a very young age that respecting and caring about other people is the basics of how to live a happy life, and build real connections. I like to talk about my interests and learn about other people's interests, especially surrounding food, games, and music!
I try to respect boundaries but due to being AuDHD I openly admit I am imperfect and sometimes miss subtle cues or hints, and even more obvious hints. If I ever overstep, I want to be able to learn and grow and improve, and ask that instead of assuming malice, assume ignorance and a desire to learn, because for me, learning gives me opportunity to be a better person, which fits my lifelong goal of self improvement.
I AM TAKEN! I found my person, and have been lucky enough to be surrounded by their warmth and love in a way that I haven't ever experienced in my life. I truly am the happiest I have been in years, and continue to be happier as the days go on.
<3 R
My Background:
I was born in Florida, living in a house that had 52 different varieties of fruit tree/vine/bush, and have a fair bit of exotic fruit knowledge as a result.
I come from a family of Classical Musicians, so I was often backstage and got a real good look at how orchestras work and the real depth that the world of classical music has! I used to play but no longer actively play, but have considered relearning the Cello as it's the instrument I loved playing the most.
I am an animal lover through and through. I have had many pets over the years, the most unique of which has been chickens! They're so interesting and each have unique personalities that make them so special.
I grew up in a household where my mother was the breadwinner as I really started to grow up. She swapped into being in a legal field, and it very quickly changed the dynamic at home. It shaped my perspective of women greatly from a very early age, and is part of why I genuinely respect and appreciate the women in my life as much as I do. There have been many women over the years that have inspired and changed my perspective, and that's led to me genuinely having great and deep respect and love for the women who enter my life. Even platonic love. I was taught by an old friend to not hold my emotions back just because I was born a man. I was taught to be vulnerable and weak when I needed to be. I was taught that masculinity doesn't have to look a certain way. Those lessons, and more, are why I truly value what the women in my life have given me, and why I try to be someone that can be a friend, a support, and an ally to anyone I grow to care about.
I currently am working on a Pokemon Fangame, as well as working a job making Pizza and serving various foods at a larger grocery store. I enjoy food and working in the food service industry, since food makes people smile and my goal is always to spread positivity and my legs, ideally!
I COOK! I love to cook and love to talk about cooking so please don't hesitate to suggest recipes or send messages/asks about cooking! It's the fastest way to achieve friendship with me! <3
I could go on for longer but I am open to talking about more parts of my life and who I am at the core with people over DM or asks!
I'm into a bunch of the standard femdom stuff. Chastity, Tease and Denial, Post Orgasm Torture, Overstimulation, MARKINGMARKINGMARKINGMARKINGMARKINGMARKING, I'm sorry something took over there for a second, but also pegging, anal play in general, TPE, Possessive Dom/Obsessive Sub, Hypnosis, Clicker training(this and previous go hand in hand), and more. Honestly it's hard to find something I am not into or at least open to outside of my hard limits.
HARD LIMITS: Scat, Piss, Diapers, Needles, cuckolding, age play, Findom, and sissification.
I personally am aiming to lose more weight and get into a healthier state of being. I have stagnated for a few months now and have let my mental health get the better of me for a bit. I finally need to take steps forward again. You can find my health journey under the tag #SubbyBoyHealthGoals and I will try to keep myself accountable by posting regularly! (Currently posting is on pause, apologies)
I also want to resume streaming on youtube or twitch as a VTuber as I took an extended hiatus and never really returned from it with some drama that happened a year and a half ago now. The type of content will likely be mostly focused on gaming stuff, but might also have some Fangame Dev streams or other content depending on what people want to see! PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SUGGEST THINGS!
FRIENDSHIP!
I don't want to bother one of my fav mutuals, but I will make a list and edit this post to have all my fav moots linked sometime in the near future with any luck! I just want to share the love and hopefully show them the appreciation they all deserve!
Final Notes:
There will be a few tags attached to this post that have significance to my own personal posts and will be attached to them. If you want to filter specific types of content out I will try to tag things accordingly more regularly from now on! Thank you all so much for reading this and I hope you enjoy my blog! (more tags will be added as I think of other tags to add.)
PLEASE FEEL FREE TO ASK ME ANYTHING! I AM VERY OPEN TO ANSWERING WHATEVER AND NOT REALLY THE TYPE TO GET UPSET OR OFFENDED EASILY!
I feel like this is the only safe space I have to say mental health stuff, judgement or no judgement.
I have been working this job for almost 4 years now and it has slowly felt more and more like a corporate machine and less like the welcoming and inclusive place that it was.
I have felt more and more like I have been less heard and less valued. I have been unable to recover from burnout. A new-ish offering at my job went viral on tik tok and we now have people coming in and expecting more than we can provide and that negativity that results from their disappointment piles onto me. It piles onto my soul. I am just beyond exhausted, but also don't have the mental health to change jobs or shift what I do in any way because my finances would fall apart.
I am just so tired. I am just so burnt out. I am so drained. I just need a break. I need to just shut down for two months and restart my brain in some way. It feels like the world is closing in around me and I am so scared that I will finally hit a breaking point.
I love so much in this world, but I can't love the things that matter the way that I want to if I am suffering because of a soulless corporation. I can't be the warm, loving person that I value myself as if I can't have the leeway to heal and recover from this deep and severe burnout.
I feel like my light will eventually just burn to ash if I don't find a way out soon. I'm truly, deeply scared. I am truly trying my best to feel that I can continue fighting. To continue being myself and not hide behind a mask I made of myself. Being a fake me is just as good as not being myself anymore, but at least I can still help people if I wear that mask. I don’t know anymore. I'm rambling at this point. I will delete this later but I just don't know what to do and I don't feel that I can really heal until I take a true break from being overwhelmed.
As I have been away from tumblr, I need to tap the sign again.
AGE IN BIO OR PINNED POST. YOU WILL BE BLOCKED OTHERWISE. PERIOD.
I am sick of people following without respecting one of my most BASIC DNIs. It's just basic safety and anyone who can't respect my space can genuinely get bent.
Where have you been young man? You better have been good
Been focusing on a lot of personal growth stuff, as well as coincidentally meeting my current partner, who doesn't have tumblr. Honestly been happier than I have been in years and all it took was someone being forward and clear with their intentions, and giving me the chance to thaw my somewhat icy barrier of wariness.
I am honestly just finding myself smiling looking forward to each day now, which is a very new feeling to me.
Short answer though, I have been very good! Sometimes a brat, but mostly very good!
I realllllly want to be clicker trained. Like I want to be trained to just melt the moment I hear a click. Where I drop into subspace the moment I hear the click. Where I become a melty, subby, blushy mess the moment I hear that piercing click. I need someone to clicker train me so badly aaaaaaaaaaaa
i want him leaking and whining underneath me while i pleasure him so much his mind gets all fuzzy and mixed up that he can’t even form coherent sentences anymore <33
this is a great time of year to buy from native stores or donate to native organizations. you can figure out who's land you're on here, and below i've listed some (of many) businesses you can support ♡
B.Yellowtail --- jewlery, clothing, and home goods designed by Bethany Yellowtail, citizen of the Northern Cheyenne Nation and from the Apsáalooke (Crow) Nation
Cheekbone Beauty --- sustainable, low-waste beauty products from Jenn Harper, an Anishinaabe artist based in Canada
Trickster --- atheletic products from Tlingit and Deg Hit’an Athabascan siblings (Alaska)
NativeHumboldt on Etsy --- the artist, Shayna McCullough, and their fiancé make designs inspired by traditional designs from their culture; she is from the Yurok tribe and descended from the Hupa, Karuk, Redwood Creek, Pit River, Yuki, Wintun, Pomo (tribes in California), and Chetco tribe (in Oregon)
OklahomaThirtyNine on Etsy --- they mostly sell beaded work, particularly earrings, as well as some necklaces
xBeadsByMandyx on Etsy --- handmade beaded earrings, from a Cherokee veteran
food products, from wine to sauces to teas to mixes to fish to jerky and nuts, sorted by store with details beside each store
My favorite shoes in the winter are my Manitobah mukluks, which are Metis-owned and participate heavily in community initiatives with other indigenous nations to train and support artists. They also partner regularly with artists from other nations on their shoes to create custom editions. Currently they are collaborating with Rosa Scribe (Cree), Janae Grass (Sac & Fox), Atheana Picha (Salish), and Melissa Peter-Paul (Mi'kmaw). They also host an indigenous market that showcases and promotes indigenous artists.
Plus they're warm as hell and the sheepskin lining means I don't have to wear socks, which is extremely nice sensory comfort. So that's nice as well.
Eighth Generation (Snoqualmie Tribe) has some beautiful stuff - I've bought a huge beautiful beach towel and cool socks from them personally, but they have jewelry, art, housewares, lots of great work.
image is one of my favourite blankets from Eighth Generation
Beam Paints --- watercolour paints by Anong Migwans Bean, M'Chigeeng First Nation (located in Ontario), who was taught to harvest pigments by their parents ((recommended by @airbenderinalbion))
Beyond Buckskin --- created by Jessica Metcalfe, who is Turtle Mountian Chippewa, they feature and sell works such as moccasins, jewelry, clothing, and blankets from over 40 artists --- featured is a beaded Yakima Plateau bag ((recommended by @sassytail))
Haipažaža Pĥežuta --- a couple, Lakota and Dakota, from Ocheti Sakowin Tha Makhoche (Sioux Nation) who make soaps, shampoo bars, bath and body products, salves, & more herbal products, incorporating traditional knowledge and using minimal packaging + natural ingredients ((recommended by @wittywallflower))
Sequoia Soaps --- soaps, candles, lotions, body mists and body scrubs, founded by Michaelee Lazore, who is Kanien'kehá:ka (Mohawk) from Akwesáhsne and Northern Paiute (in Nevada) ((recommended by @trialofasphodel))
Only Child Handicrafts --- beadwork created by a 30-year-old beadworker, which they learned while growing up near the Great Lakes from the Anishinaabe; their paternal family is Ojibwe from Fort William First Nation & their patterns are both based on traditional patterns & contemporary ((recommended by @fruityshirts))
Sage & Oats Trading Post --- based in Montana, but selling products from native artists across the country, including beadwork, candles, foodstuffs, books, textiles, jewelry, & so much more ((recommended by @samwisegamgeeee))
Sea Wisdom Design --- jewelry by łlilawikw ("gatherer of the people"), who is Kwakwaka’wakw, from the Pacific Northwest, whose beautiful historical designs are featured in her art ((recommended by @fruityshirts))
middle picture: blanket made by Rachel Twoteeth Pichardo, a Little Shell artist from North Carolina
It's not a small creator, but Prados Beauty is indigenous-owned and partners with indigenous designers. They're pretty mainstream now but I've only heard good things about their corporate practices.
Discover Prados Beauty, featuring high-quality cosmetics at affordable prices. Embrace all of your beauty with ethically made cosmetics, too
Thunderbird Skin --- skincare made Mooretown Rancheria Maidu women from Northern California, who now live in the UK. they also make products specifically for eczema & psoriasis & have trial sizes of nearly all their products ((recommended by @a-wild-haggis))
Mistahiminis Beadwork --- beautiful art, beaded earrings & embroidery works & sewn bags, made by a nonbinary Nehiyawak (Cree) beadworker in Canada ((recommended by @thymeforeverything))
Choke Cherry Creek --- clothing created by Angela Ikūalasaash ("persistence"), a Apsáalooke (Crow) & Pikuni (Blackfeet) woman who incorporates symbols from her heritage into her work ((recommended by @alcidesire))
Good Medicine Clothing --- an Apsáalooke-owned (Crow Nation) clothing store, founded by a Native American dancer & hip hop artist (his music links here) ((recommended by @alcidesire))
The Wandering Bull --- they carry a huge variety of pow-wow supplies & whatever anyone might need to make their own pieces ((recommended by @lugarn))
Medicine Man Crafts --- goods made by people on/near the Eastern band Tsalagi Nation (Cherokee), such as traditional baskets & jewelry, craft supplies, masks & pottery, & so much more ((recommended by @lugarn))
