sub girl thoughts

46yo girl living in the Northeast US Minors DNI

[iiiusion-of-choice]

Are you submitting? Or are you just pretending to submit? It's so easy to go through the motions. Easy to say the right things. Easy to take the right photos. Easy to move all the right ways in bed.

But have you made yourself fully vulnerable? Did you lay yourself bare, mind, body, and soul, at his feet and let Him judge you? Did you tell Him the worst things you've done? The most disgusting fantasies you've had? The most terrible beliefs you've held?

Was submitting to Him more important than keeping Him?

Or do you still need more training?

[msmanners1]

Are you leading or just barking orders? It’s so easy to pretend like you know how to lead but I can see when you’re directionless. You think it’s all cuffs, spankings and making demands.

Have you made me feel safe to let go? Have you created conditions where I can let myself be vulnerable? Have you been authentic or are you just pretending because it looked cool in a movie you saw once?

Is gripping a leash tightly leadership?

Or do you still need more training?

[iiiusion-of-choice]

An excellent added perspective 🗝️❤️

[evilgoblinbff]

ugh i need to be stretched by a cock that is too thick for me

[gigglygirlygone]

I need them to kiss my forehead while pumping me full of their cum 🥺

[subgirlthoughts]

The algorithm is doing its thing again. 😂

[onelittlekingdom]

About the "No contact - No Excuse" post

Thanks, I needed to read something like that. I'm in that situation, I know he's very busy and it's hard for him to answer, but I still miss him... Sometimes I feel lost about it and I don't know what to do

This has only happened a few times, but it's hard when it happens.

Hi anon. I'm glad that helped you.

It's both true that partners cannot be available to us 24/7, and that there is really almost no excuse not to hear from a partner within any 24 hour day.

Doms who leave their subs on hold for days and weeks at a time are only playin', and playin' for themselves only. That's a neglectful and trauma inducing practice I hear about everyday, and I wish all the girls in my audience who find themselves on a shelf, away from their partner for days/weeks a time, a very merry "get the fuck out of there ASAP". Otherwise, demand reasons why you're being neglected, and don't accept stupid excuses. Real dominants do not make lackluster commitments.

Don't let this happen too many times anon. Your next partner will be wondering why you are so anxious, and have so many trust issues. Every submission is worth a partner who considers it important 24/7/365.

Thanks for writing in.

[noenergytomakeheartsrace]

Shy sub who keeps closing her eyes or looking away blushing and embarrassed 🤝🏻 dom who makes her look him in the eye while he fucks her and slaps her clit every time she looks away

[whattttttafuckeduplife]

It’s okay if you want me sexually but I’m going to need you to want me emotionally and mentally or it ain’t working for me

[remanence-of-love]

[subgirlthoughts]

Merry Christmas to all who celebrate! 🎄

[greedysadistdada]

Slow anal while your swollen pussy is drooling all over the bed because I've been ignoring it all night

[disgustinggf]

sharing music is so intimate like i'm gonna be thinking about u every time a song u showed me comes on

[decaying-c0rpse]

about to book a tattoo appointment purely because i miss being told i sit very well through the pain and i never ask for a break

[subgirlthoughts]

So, I've posted about this before. And I don't really believe in ghosts for multiple reasons. But then crap like this happens....

Tonight, my kid yells, "Mama, the sky is on fire - take a photo, it's so pretty!" I take the photo because that's what you do when your kid asks. Don't think much of it.

Then after they had gone to bed, for no reason in particular, I decided to log in to my mom's Facebook for the first time in months. Literally the very first post on her feed - from a page she did not follow - was the above image/quote. (And my gosh, I have felt like completely giving up on multiple things lately.)

So ya... I don't know if 'signs' are a real thing or not, but fuck....

[washedupmerm]

Asking to cum and being told no is a love language

[stillvathek]

You want to get worse

You want to wake up wet

You want to be needy

You want to struggle to think of anything other than your cunt

You want to beg to be allowed to touch

You want to have to say thank you for being denied

You want to feel yourself getting dumber and dumber

You want to know you can't stop

You want to get so much worse

[mindfulmindthief-deactivated202]

I want you broken

I want you broken.

I want you addicted to me. To my scent, my taste, my touch, my words, and my voice.

I want you controlled. I want you quiet. I want you obedient. I want my words more powerful than yours, your mind useful only in the gaps where my orders stop. I want a tap on your forehead to shut you down, and a touch of your lips to wake you back up.

I want you overwhelmed. I want you unaware what words are words, and what words are levers, pushing you deeper into my control. I want you unsure what happened in those gaps where you woke up soaked. I want you not knowing where my control stops and your desires start. And I want you to know that you're only moments away from that delicious fog rolling back in, those ribbons of my words wrapping into you and squeezing out everything I don't want to remain.

I want you exposed to me. I want you to be my perfect little porn star for me and me alone. I want to know your past, your present, your desires, your distastes, and your deepest needs. And I want you to know that when it's time to serve, you're just holes and a cute little voice for my pleasure.

I want you enthralled. I want you to be what I want you to be, before you're anything else. I want you to view me with need, reverence, respect, and desire. And I want you to feel that there's no life, no future, and no world beyond my control.

Yes, I want you broken.

But, more than each and every one of those things, I want you healthy.

I want you strong. An independent person who chooses to offer yourself as a gift, because a gift you don't value means nothing at all.

I want you worthy. To know what you're giving, and to give it freely, but with appreciation of the gift. And I want your success to build your worth in every sense.

I want you happy. I want you to find peace, see joy, enjoy the things that make you smile. I want you to live a wonderful, fulfilling life, with or without me in it.

I want you safe. I want you to feel no fear of me or of others. Secure, with everything you need, and little fear or want.

I want you healthy, because you are too valuable a thing, to yourself, to the people around you, and perhaps to the world in general, to break.

So, no, despite all my darkest desires, I won't break you.

But surely you wouldn't mind if I just bent you for a little while?

[spicykitten4mywolf]