mistake

greetings to any future employer

[subhumansl0p]

sometimes I feel like that clump of human cells playing doom.

[subhumansl0p]

i wonder if everyone thinks about me as much as fondly i think about them. is it so selfish of me to want to occupy a small space in someone's memories? i miss everyone. please talk to me.

[subhumansl0p]

my heart is filled with hate. i hate therefore i am. this heart beats to hate everything that has ever existed. to love is mortal, to hate is divine. sweet are the uses of hate. hate hate

[subhumansl0p]

ughhh i think i got put into a mental health watchlist or sum shit. im fine im doing everything for attention.

[subhumansl0p]

dunno if i can keep this up anymore

[subhumansl0p]

too ugly to whore myself out, too dumb to change the world

[subhumansl0p]

one day it will all make sense

they will regret not choosing me once im at the top. or maybe no one cares and they all see through the facade and know that im an insecure loser

[subhumansl0p]

not even the second option. im fighting a losing battle for sub 20.

[subhumansl0p]

i hate mortal life what do you mean my life depends on some stupid numbers going up and down

[subhumansl0p]

feeling unlovable. might need to trim my bangs soon.

[subhumansl0p]

hello world

this is the start of something truly regrettable