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sorry for being mia lately y’all. i’ve been on @predatordoll! but also have been so depressed i don’t have the energy to bounce from muse to muse like i usually do. i’m sorry ;w;

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                           aoko pulls out a small red package. it’s wrapping paper is cloaked all over in hearts. she’s aware it’s a few days late, but they were both busy. “Happy Valentines Day, Papa.” on the inside, there’s a small silver chain necklace with a tag on it. 

He had given her chocolates, as he usually did the day of, but Antonio hadn’t been expecting anything from his daughter. Countenance immediately softens at the gift & after opening it he places a kiss to her forehead. “It’s lovely. Thank you, Ao. —Would you mind helping me put it on?” 

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                                     “Father, can you come over here? I have something for you.”

“Yes, Ao? What is it—?”

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stkr:

———  being  intimate  with  someone  is  …different,  especially  with  someone  who  he  barely  knew,  but  he’s  more  than  delighted  at  the  smallest  instance  of  being  treated  with  kindness.  with  being  faced  with  both  heart  and  mind  that’s  fraught  with  negativity  so  often,  being  graced  with  genuine  friendliness  and  warmth  is  something  he  wouldn’t  take  for  granted.  the  smile  on  his  face  grows  from  the  simple  upturn  of  the  edges  of  his  mouth  to  one  that’s  larger  than  that.  ❛  do  you  like  korean  food?  it  takes  some  people  a  while  to  get  used  to…  but  the  street food  is  also  good,  ❜  he  asks,  while  offering  some  comments  of  his  own  clinging  to  the  man’s  arm  as  he  did  so.  ❛  um,  it’s  the  one  closest  to  where  we  are  actually.  and  do  we?  that’d  be  nice,  wouldn’t  it?  ❜        

“So far I like it. My daughter likes a good deal of cuisine from the country she was born in, so there’s not too huge of a gap.” Antonio had never tried anything too crazy, but anything tasted better than the shitty MREs he ate on missions. “Ah, then we are! I’d say I was surprised to not have seen you around, but this campus is rather large. I should be here for another eight months—maybe I’ll see you around then?” He motioned toward the door of an upscale looking steakhouse. “I’ve already had a table reserved. Shall we?”

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28?

28: Favourite body part on the opposite sex?

“The thighs usually—have I mentioned my boss has killer legs? As in she has literally choked me out with them before. & I’ve seen her snap a neck with them.” That’s definitely sexy to him. Incredibly so.

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i still am really sick, so idk how long i’ll be on this account for. i’ve been on @predatordoll for the week. 

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Inbox me a number(s) and I'll answer (SMUTTY/SEXUAL QUESTIONS)

1: When did you lose your virginity?

2: Rough sex or soft sex?

3: Do you have any unusual kinks/fetishes?

4: Weirdest place you’ve had sex?

5: Favourite sex position?

6: Do you like to be dominant or submissive?

7: Have you ever had any one night stands?

8: Sex on the bed, couch or the floor?

9: Have you ever had sex in a public place?

10: Have you ever been caught masturbating?

11: What does your favourite sexy underwear look like?

12: How often do you have sex?

13: Is there anybody right now you’d like to have sex with?

14: Do you prefer giving or receiving oral sex?

15: Most embarrassing thing that’s ever happened to you during sex?

16: A song you’d listen to during hard/rough/kinky sex?

17: A song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?

18: Are you into dressing up for sex?

19: Would you prefer sex in the bath or sex in the shower?

20: If you could have sex with anyone right now, who would it be?

21: Have you ever had a threesome? If not, would you?

22: Do you/would you use sex toys?

23: Have you ever sent someone a dirty text/picture?

24: Would you have sex with your best friend?

25: Is there anything you do after sex? (for example, smoke, eat, drink)

26: Something that will never fail to get you horny?

27: Early morning sex or late night sex?

28: Favourite body part on the opposite sex?

29: Favourite body part on the same sex?

30: Do you watch porn?

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“I’m in quite the foul mood—if you irritate me, I might crush your trachea.”

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sorry for the lack of activity on here! i’ve been incredibly ill for the past couple of weeks. i’ve the most muse for vanya at the moment, so i’m over at @predatordoll when i have the energy.

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A sad smile. "I'll rely on you but .. there's a lot that I can't ask of you," Shiro mused as he sat comfortably on the others lap. And leant in a little more as toned arms made him feel entirely secure.

“Actively try to ask more of me, okay?” He liked the thought of them being together, but this was a nice start. “And I’ll promise to stop bringing up my age. I can tell it bothers you.” At the same time, if this was all that they ever had between each other, he’d be happy. “Will you stay with me tonight, then? I’d rather cuddle you than have you go home.”

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"But what if I also want to be with you? I -- short lifespan or not; I'm not innocent either. It'll all catch up with me too, in time," his hands were on the sides of Antonio's face as he leaned into a feather-soft kiss, "What if I want to be selfish and have you for myself until then?"

“I like to think that it won’t---but that’s to help me sleep at night.” The kiss helped him feel better. It was hard to be anxious when the person he worried for was perched on his lap. “You may have me, then. I have a feeling I’d regret it for the end of my days if I said no, too.” The tea had been forgotten in place of him wrapping his arms around Shiro’s waist. “Remember though, you need to try and rely on me too, okay?”

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These felt like mixed signals, and Shiro's signature pout resurfaced, "Antonio... you keep bringing up your age and about being .. old. But then you talk so sweetly to me. I can't tell if you're trying to deter me or -- confuse me."

“It’s not so much that---it’s just that I’m old for an assassin. It’d be unfair to try and start something with you when our life expectancy is so much less.” Shiro was involved to some extent, he knew, but they were still going to college and had art. It didn’t have to end up being the end all for Shiro. “Leaving you behind after such a short time would be selfish, don’t you think?”

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🌷 little angel is Gonna put flowers in her dads hair 🌷

“Ah, you’re very creative with your flower arrangement, aren’t you?” Granted the foam core the flowers were supposed to be in was still vacant. In fact, the flowers were all over him, all over her, all over the floor, but not at all where they were supposed to be. “It was foolish to hold you back with a single artistic medium. Where else do you want to put them, little hydrangea?” He chuckled before plucking a daisy up from the pile and braiding it into her hair. 

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"I -- see..." Shiro couldn't read if Antonio was talking poorly on himself, or shutting him down by mention of his age again. Within a few minutes Shiro's back with two cups of tea and a slight smile as he takes a seat on the man's lap again. "I've decided it's comfy here. And please, just 'Shiro'."

“Good. I prefer your warmth.” What a cheesy, stupid thing to say. It must have been the notion of love getting the better of him. “It’s...funny. Or perhaps pathetic that I cling to formalities as if they will save me from getting hurt again.” Glasses were plucked off the bridge of his nose & set gently at the edge of the table. “Truth be told, Shiro, your presence has made me very happy.”

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Fingers kneaded into Antonio's shoulders for a mere moment, and then- he pulled out the chair and sat on Antonio's lap. Draping one arm around him he used his other to hold his gaze, "You're not old; you're still in your prime and you'll find someone who's perfect for you." And like that he let go and patted at his cheek, "I'll bring you some tea."

“Ah...let’s be honest Shiro. I’m far past my prime for my line of work. It’s only a matter of time.” The warmth given was taken away just as quickly. A part of him wanted to complain. He smiled despite his own intrusive thoughts, tried his best to shake off a decade’s worth of anxiety. Probably failed. But at least he tried. “Thank you, Mister Yoshiwara.”

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"You haven't moved from here in hours," he was curt but concern lingered in the tones of his voice, his hands just rested on Antonio's shoulders, "is everything okay?"

“And I haven’t done much of anything either.” It wasn’t the best of replies, but he wasn’t quite feeling himself. “Truth be told, Mister Yoshiwara, I’m feeling a bit old. It was in February that I met my ex-fiance and wasted a good number of years being fooled by him.” 

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Cool, slender fingers held the sides of Antonio's face and Shiro smiled as he leant closer -- only to pinch the older man's cheeks.

“!?” He had been staring at a computer screen for hours, but gentle touches along his jawline served as a distraction to his work. Shiro, of course, he knew the touch without having to look up from his reading---but the cheek pinching was what did him in. “Shiro...is this some odd way of demanding attention?”