Subsissymichelle

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[thefeminineawakening1]

Reblog if you want people to send you sissy hypno 💕

Watch it all, no matter how humiliating or degrading

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[born-as-femdom-slave]

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[subsissymichelle]

Just moved from 3 to 4

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[subsissymichelle]

Wish this was me

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[coquin91-deactivated20220820]

J’adore ça.

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[9950world]

[subsissymichelle]

Shorts and nude tights at night was fine so... i took a gamble and went for a run in shorts and nude tights... in daylight! Hoping they are not too obvious!

[subsissymichelle]

Today not much better, rolled 8... so eight edges and 160 smacks. Now really aching badly. Hurting so much it was tough to edge. Hoping i get to chat to Mistress Jen soon so this task may be over!

[subsissymichelle]

Just a short chat with Mistress Jen tonight... just long enough for Her to set a tough task. Each day until we next speak i have to roll two dice and then edge that number of times, each edge must be held for 30 seconds... with 20 hard smacks to the balls with a wooden spoon between each edge.

i have to show pic of the dice so i used online dice to make it completely random. first throw was 9 so 9 edges and 180 smacks. Chat was cut short as my laptop crashed. i use old laptop for porn but every couple of weeks it crashes with weird grey lines across the screen and all i can do is close it down. So i must apologise to Mistress Jen because i disappeared suddenly... just as She was saying that next time we speak She will put me through hell with continuous edging and no break... and She knows all the right buttons to press to get me totally turned on and frustrated

UPDATE: omg that was so painful. Started off ok with the first edge... felt so good. First smacks were painful but bearable and then another edge which felt so nice. Then it got worse... and worse. The edges got less pleasurable and balls just ached more and more with every smack, more so because i have not cum for so long and because my balls were tightening with each edge. So sore today and dreading next roll of the dice

[subsissymichelle]

Mistress Jen has come up with a fiendish challenge for my next day off. First She made me pick a number between 2 and 7. i chose 6. She then told me i must unlock my cage and fit a normal size condom with as much empty rubber as possible hanging loose. i must the re-cage and hand the empty rubber from the end of the cage which will be humiliating in itself. i then have to securely tape my bullet vibe to the underside of the cage and turn it on high. once it has made my clit ooze cum into the condom then the time starts... i chose 6 so i have to keep the vibe taped in place on high for 6 hours, collecting any more cum on the condom. if the batteries run out i have to fit new ones and add an hour. if i go out, the vibe stays in place. the idea is to milk me dry even when it hurts to cum. Finally of course i have to drink the contents of the condom before re-locking. Not sure when i will do it but my mind will be racing for the next few days

[subsissymichelle]

wow that was torture... sheer torture... with the emphasis on the sheer. Having to wear pantyhose on my hands made it agony to try and stroke without cumming. Just to recap... Mistress ordered me to watch a video... which lasted almost two hours. and i was not allowed to stop stroking. She had flipped a coin to decide if i was allowed to cum... but won’t tell me until after the task. So if i cum and find i did not have permission then the punishment will be severe... possibly humiliation on a par or worse than posting a face pic... i have been told i will not enjoy it. And it will be pne punishment per orgasm... and i am not allowed to stop stroking even if i cum.... Or if i don’t cum then Mistress will assume i don’t want to and keep me caged longer... maybe a year.

So after six months without orgasm i was free from the cage and able to cum if i chose... or if i could not help it. But i was so scared of the consequences i vowed not to...if possible. It was agony... especially rubbing my tiny clit with tights on my hand, desperate not to cum. i must have edged at least 50 times while watching the clip... which turned out to be a collection of clips of gay sex... wanking and sucking. https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1705961099

 i was thankful that Mistress was merciful. Originally she planned a pantyhose clip which would surely have sent me over the edge such is my all-consuming fetish for tights. i pleaded for mercy and, gloriously, She agreed. That made a big difference as thankfully there were no sissies or bdsm or ruined orgasms or forced bi in the clip... and no nylon! That at least gave me a chance but it was still so painful rubbing and holding back. The worst was rubbing during the many cum shots as i imagined how wonderful it would be to release and nine times i felt the cum rise so fast that i was sure i was going to shoot. Somehow i held back and got through the whole clip without cumming but my tiny clit aches so much now... both inside and out. It is aching badly through the denial, getting so close so often.... but also the skin is rubbed raw in places and is very tender to the touch... especially when i locked the cage back on. Thank goodness Mistress wasn’t here as i guess she might have “soothed” the raw skin with deep heat. Considering i am not into non-kink gay sex, the clip was very erotic in places, pushing me to my limits especially thinking of Mistress and Her ambition to make me suck one day. i could not help imagining kneeling in the centre of the group of young men all wanking over another’s face and open mouth.

It was a fiendish torture, Her worst yet though i am grateful it wasn’t even worse. Now i have to wait to hear the result of the coin toss.... whether i had permission to cum and have missed out on an all too rare opportunity... or whether i have narrowly avoided humiliating punishment... and what it was!

[subsissymichelle]

Just about to embark on hellish challenge with no good outcome. Mistress Jen wants me to stroke non-stop  to a pornhub video... using my pantyhose glove. She has flipped a coin to decide if i am allowed to cum.... but won’t tell me the result until AFTER i have finished! So if i cum and then find out i did not have permission i will be very severely punished. If i don’t cum, She will assume i don’t want to cum and will keep me caged even longer. i could gamble and cum and hope i did have permission but is it worth the risk with the potential consequences. Previous punishment has involved pain which took days to ease but She also said it might involve humiliation, a very scary thought. Her previous deterrent for humiliation would have involved me posting a face pic... She has not said what the humiliation penalty would be this time... just that i won’t enjoy it. Of course i hardly slept last night thinking of all the things it could possibly be... and hoping she has not thought of them!

It will be a very tough challenge as the video is almst two hours long! https://www.pornhub.com/view_video.php?viewkey=1705961099

[subsissymichelle]

An evening of frustration... or was it a lucky escape? Mistress Jen was having internet problems and kept logging off. She made me practice sucking cock with my tongue out which made it that much harder to breathe... and i have to continue practising and getting tongue to the balls or nose to the door. Also i made the mistake of telling Her that on the spur of the moment i have bought a Kali’s Teeth Bracelet. However after purring with delight She lost connection almost immediately! Probably a good thing.... though She had also hinted i might get an edging session... so i have no idea whether the rest of the session would have been pain or pleasure or both!

[subsissymichelle]

Desperate disappointment on two fronts... i had been looking for Mistress Jen for two hours on chat... the one time i stepped away from the screen, Sod’s Law She was there... and obviously was not very happy i did not reply immediately! So... not only did i miss out on the chance to chat with Her... She angrily ordered me to sleep with my plug inserted leading to a very uncomfortable night.

[subsissymichelle]

Some relief today... but plenty of humiliation too. After making me acknowlege that i actually welcome being caged and denied, Mistress Jen made me tease my caged clit with a vibe and to stroke the cage by hand... and then got me to toss a coin. It landed tails which She said was good for me. i was ordered to strip naked and kneel, i then had to fuck my ass with my vibe and milk my pathetic clit as She called it. i was ordered to drip cum on the floor otherwise i would suffer severe torture. it was tough ramming my ass feeling the relentless buzz on my prostate before eventually dribbling cum onto the floor. it eased the pressure on my balls but the humiliation was intense... especially as i then had to lick up my mess.

My mind though has been racing ever since wondering what would have happened if the coin had been heads? She won’t tell me.... leaving me to wonder if it was good or bad or horrendous. Would it have been a real orgasm? Or even to receive a pic of Mistress in pantyhose? Or would it have been torture.... humiliation... relentless edging and caging.... or extended chastity... an extra month... six months.... a year? worse? i guess i should be grateful it was just 50-50 and not a wheel of misfortune!

[subsissymichelle]

Such a shame i can’t suck my own cock... first it is possibly the only way i will get a blowjob... second it is just about the right size for me to suck and take the whole thing in my mouth. i have a sensitive gag reflex and still only getting half the dildo in my mouth though i will keep trying....